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MANEATER
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ミ★ ### : “she’s a maneater… make you want all of her love”
PAIRING(S) poly!ot7!enhypen x fem!addedmember!oc WARNINGS minhee is mentioned to be in a dating rumour with someone outside of enhypen. (brief) crying. miscommunication. profanity. avoidance. WC 1.91k [back to library]
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MINHEE DIDN’T KNOW WHEN THE RUMOURS ORIGINALLY BEGAN SPREADING. It was hard to pinpoint the exact spot on the timeline when she saw the first tweet.
It got even harder to pin the rest, with countless accounts coming out and saying the same things over and over.
 A timeless record, as she called it. 
A record that only plays the same envious tunes, the sweet poison spilling from her lips with every tap of their fingers. One after another they kept the record spinning, the music in their ears only intensifying as they saw the success of their mission coming to light. 
Their vicious grins replaced their tearful eyes, their victory held high on their shoulders as they celebrated- what they thought- was the beginning of the end.
Maneater. A word Minhee now knew all too well. The word that’s been painted over her pristine image, one that many now identify her with. 
The darks of her eyes grew with the passing weeks, bleeding down into her skin as they made home with her misfortune. She was a beautiful disaster, a shell of the woman that they once loved the most. 
Her friends began turning their backs, their sharp claws coming out as they tried grasping ahold of their own careers. No one was prepared to go down with her, not even herself.
The change was gradual. 
It started with one less handhold, her arms glued to her side as she avoided all eye contact with the taller man beside her. The sudden avoidance made Heeseung stare at his palm in shock, intruding thoughts entering his mind as he began questioning himself.
It ended with complete silence. The world kept spinning, days turning into nights as Minhee closed herself off. She was drowning in the hues of the night, her magnetic pull being far too strong for her to handle.
She was barely gasping for air by the time the news hit the other members. Time was a thief, but they seemed to have fate spinning across their palms in a web of sudden realization.
“Noona, what’s a maneater?” It wasn’t often that Riki called Minhee by her set honorific, often opting to call her by whichever pet name he found most intriguing at the time. 
But it also wasn’t often when Minhee avoided him at all costs, her presence leaking from his life as she removed herself from their home. 
Minhee froze in shock, her body unmoving as she stared into Riki’s confused gaze. Her chest burned at the thought of them finding out about the rumours, her heart palpitating as her worst nightmare played out in front of her. 
“It’s nothing for you to worry about, just ignore it.” Minhee turned her eyes away from the slightly younger boy, her back facing him as she countinued walking from the washroom to her bedroom. 
Riki’s confusion never settled, the feeling growing as he read through the comments. His gasp, once again, caused Minhee to freeze. 
Her eyes closed on their own as the long-awaited revelation came out. “Why didn’t you tell us?” He didn’t care to express what he had read, automatically connecting the dots on his own.
Minhee never respired, her voice stuck in her chest as the air squeezed her lungs in an agonizing hold. 
“What are you talking about, Riki?” Fuck.
Minhee had no time to delay the reaction across the room, Riki taking initiative as he spilled her best-hidden secret. “They’re saying that Minhee is dating Park Sungho.”
Minhee flinched in surprise as a door adjacent to her rooted spot swung open, Sunghoon standing in the doorway with his eyes glaring slits toward’s their sole female member.
“Is it true?” He couldn’t stop himself from asking, his emotions blinding him from the heaviness of the duration. Any other time he would’ve known not to believe these useless accusations, but it was different this time.
Her avoidance made him all more suspicious, his overlooking sense of betrayal filling the holes in his eyes as he shot them straight through her walls.
Minhee finally reacted to the boys surrounding her, her palms coming up to cup around her ears as her nails dug half-moons into her scalp. 
Sunghoon’s anger was her tilting point. She could’ve handed anything, anything except for the betrayed look in his eyes.
He was the level-headed one, everyone in the room was well aware of this. This is why it came as a shock when he appeared to be the angriest one, his usual delicate eyes nowhere in sight as the venom seeped in. 
“Minhee? Are you okay?” Through her fuzzy vision, she could see Jake standing before her. His arms, in slow motion, reaching out to hold her.
“It’s not true! I promise it’s not true!” Everyone shared a concerned look as their lover began to break down in front of them, her eyes filling with tears as she sunk further into her own hold.
“Minhee-“ Jay tried stepping forward to comfort her, his heart aching at the sight of his girlfriend in pain. He barely took a step before Minhee went rushing out of the room, her feet bare as the door slammed behind her.
“Fuck, Sunghoon I swear to God…” Heeseung angrily shouted at the frozen man, his hands moving on autopilot as he pulled his shoes on.
He swung the front door open, the hinges squeaking due to the sudden force. Before he could close the door he turned his head towards the others standing behind him, “Tell the staff, make sure every single post is taken down.”
Jungwon was the first to call their manager, describing everything that Riki had read off his phone minutes before. The rest followed him, their voices overlapping as they yelled at the receiving end. 
They didn’t know everything about the situation, but they knew that they’d stop at nothing until your name was cleared.
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“Have you ever heard of a song called Maneater?” 
Minhee jumped at the sudden intrusion, her wide eyes jumping toward the woman leaning against the wall across from her.
Her recognition came almost automatically, the familiar eyes of her former best friend's member meeting her own.
“What?” Minhee wasn’t completely impressed, the impression that the elder woman was poking fun at her clouding over her mind due to the terms of their relationship.
“Maneater, by Nelly Furtado?” The older woman’s jaw dropped in faux shock, her eyes wide as she gasped out loud. She dramatically threw one hand over her forehead, the other fanning her face as she pretended to hyperventilate.
“You know..” Minhee barely bit down the giggle that was threatening to leave her lips, her hand over her lips as stared at the woman dancing and singing in front of her in a dramatic fashion.
“Your smile is too pretty to be kept away.” A finger was pressed against the bottom of Minhee’s chin, her face rising towards the idol in front of her. 
“Make them regret messing with you, give them a show they never expected.” The finger left Minhee’s chin, moving up to gently brush against her right eyebrow. 
“If they want a maneater, give it to them in the way you know best.” Yunjin stood from her crouched position, her hand stretched out to help Minhee up.
Minhee wrapped her fingers around Yunjin’s, her knees straightening as she rose to a stand. 
Yunjin released her hands, fingers coming up in a little finger wave before she turned her back, shoes clicking against the ground as she walked towards her gym bag.
“Remember, you’re Minhee.” Minhee moved her gaze towards the large mirror in front of her, unfamiliar eyes staring back. 
“And our Minhee can do anything.” Yunjin was right. 
Minhee can do anything, and she was ready to take her own life back into her hands. 
The perfect opportunity was just about to fall into place. The card falling from the dealer's hands as it got mixed in with her own scattered deck. 
In mere hours she was about to break the internet, a star shooting back with a blinding encore. 
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Minhee stood amongst her staff, everyone’s nerves high as they picked and prodded at her outfit- ensuring everything was secure in place.
Her nerves were at an all-time high, her heart racing at the thought of the crowd's faces as soon as she stepped on stage.
Through her anger, Minhee decided to keep this stage a secret from her members.
It’s barely been twelve hours since she ran out of their dorm, eleven since she had her run-in with Yunjin. Her mind was quickly set, a smirk pulling to her face as the song's melody played out from the studio's speakers.
Her entire day shifted, the stars aligning in her favour. Minhee was originally supposed to sing a cover of another song, one that she’d memorized for weeks as she practiced day and night with her team.
It just so happened that this song shared the same rhythm as the one she had chosen before, the sultry moves coincidently fitting her new song.
It was fairly easy to persuade her team, everyone agreeing with excited cheers as they listened to the idol explain her plans. They practiced for hours straight, changing a few moves to replace the awkward move that didn’t look right with the lyrics.
“Minhee, prepare yourself for thirty.” The stage crew began counting from the thirty seconds, Minhee’s nerves disappearing as the cheers grew with the backing music.
Minhee decided to sing the song live, choosing to try and get wanted the impact to hit harder than anyone could imagine. But there was only one problem, one that had the potential to grow into something more.
Minhee got lifted to the stage, her glaring eyes appearing bigger due to the sharp liner outlining her eyes. “Everybody look at me.” She curled a finger towards the camera, a sudden close-up of her smirk shining on the big screen.
Her dancers came up behind her, their fluid moves highlighting hers as her stable vocals echoed across the stadium.
“She’s a maneater, make you work hard.”
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It was an understatement to say that the male members of Enhypen were in shock, their jaws practically touching the ground as they watched Minhee’s performance through a televised broadcast in their room.
“Oh my God?” Sunoo was the first to break the silence, a sly smile growing on his face as his eyes sparkled at the sight. The shocked feeling coursing through his body was replaced with amazement, pride overwhelming his veins.
“Is she really doing that?” Jungwon laughed out loud, his hands clapping in front of him as his eyes never looked away from the screen.
“I think I know what a maneater is now.” Riki finally found some words, a joke falling from his lips as he tried copying Minhee’s complex dance.
The look in her eyes had the eldest members in a trance, Minhee had never made that expression before, and they now wanted nothing more than to see it more.
The remaining staff cheered from around the room, their phones pulled out as they recorded the screen from their positions.
News outlets were already going crazy, Minhee’s performance blowing up before she even finished. But there was only one reaction Minhee was truly looking forward to.
The boy's primal reaction would only come out the second they got home, away from the watchful eyes of everyone around them.
Minhee couldn’t wait, and neither could they.
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all4aoki · 23 days
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Home » Kpop Girl Groups » S.O.S (Sisterhood of Sound) Members Profile & Facts
𖦹 ₊ ⟡ ﹑ 𝓢.O.𝓢 (𝓢isterhood of 𝓢ound) Members Profile & Facts
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→ 𝓢.O.𝓢, also known as 𝓢isterhood of 𝓢ound (소리의 자매단) is a South Korean project girl group under HYBE Labels. The group features the female members of the company’s co-ed teams as well as the female soloists. The group consists of soloists ﹫ Nana & Meira, ﹫ Lulu & Kilani of 𝓑TS, ﹫ Han Julie & Jiwoo of 𝓣omorrow X 𝓣ogether (TXT), and ﹫ Sangmi & YN of 𝓔nhypen. They debuted on May 27, 2022 with their debut EP ‘Sparkling’.
⎙ 𝓢.O.𝓢 (𝓢isterhood of 𝓢ound) Official Accounts
WEBSITE sisterhoodofsound.hybe / sisterhoodofsound.hybe.jp INSTAGRAM officalsosound TWITTER real_sos_hybe / real_sos_hybe_jp YOUTUBE S.O.S (Sisterhood of Sound) FACEBOOK officialsosound
MEMBER profiles & facts
𝓝ana
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STAGE NAME Nana (나나) BIRTH NAME Im Jin Ah (임진아) POSITION – BIRTHDAY September 14, 1991 ZODIAC SIGN Virgo HEIGHT 171 cm (5’7”) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE A MBTI ESFP NATIONALITY Korean INSTAGRAM jin_a_nana GROUP Soloist, Ex After School REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🐘
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𝓚ilani
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STAGE NAME Kilani (킬라니) BIRTH NAME Tsai Da Xia (蔡大夏) POSITION – BIRTHDAY March 11, 1994 ZODIAC SIGN Pisces HEIGHT 169 cm (5’6”) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE AB MBTI ISFP NATIONALITY Taiwanese-American INSTAGRAM kilaniknows GROUP BTS (방탄소년단) REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🌺/🐦
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𝓛ulu
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STAGE NAME Lulu (루루) BIRTH NAME Choi Hyo Son (최효손) MARRIED NAME Kim Hyo Son (김효손) POSITION – BIRTHDAY July 20, 1996 ZODIAC SIGN Cancer HEIGHT 170 cm (5’7”) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE A MBTI ENTJ (Her previous result was ENFP) NATIONALITY Korean INSTAGRAM hyoneybee GROUP BTS (방탄소년단) REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🐱/🦊
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𝓜eira
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STAGE NAME Meira (메이라) BIRTH NAME Cheong Eun Ha (정은하) POSITION – BIRTHDAY August 11, 1998 ZODIAC SIGN Leo HEIGHT 147 cm (5’2″) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE AB MBTI ENTP NATIONALITY Korean INSTAGRAM meira.official GROUP Soloist REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🍓
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𝓙ulie
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STAGE NAME Julie (쥴리) BIRTH NAME Julie Han POSITION – BIRTHDAY March 29, 2000 ZODIAC SIGN Aries HEIGHT 163 cm (5’4″) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE O MBTI ENFP NATIONALITY American INSTAGRAM ysjsodp_77 GROUP Tomorrow X Together (TXT) REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🐈‍⬛/🐰
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𝓙iwoo
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STAGE NAME Jiwoo (지우) BIRTH NAME Son Jiwoo (손지우) POSITION – BIRTHDAY October 30, 2001 ZODIAC SIGN Scorpio HEIGHT 166 cm (5’5″) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE A MBTI ENFP NATIONALITY Korean GROUP Tomorrow X Together (TXT) REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🐬
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𝓢angmi
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STAGE NAME Sangmi (상미) BIRTH NAME Byun Sang Mi (변상미) POSITION – BIRTHDAY January 28, 2003 ZODIAC SIGN Aquarius HEIGHT 162 cm (5’4”) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE AB MBTI ENFP NATIONALITY Korean INSTAGRAM sarang.hoe GROUP Enhypen REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🐈
ꜛ show more SANGMI fun facts . . .
– Her hometown is Busan, South Korea.
– Training Period: 3 years.
– She ranked 10th in the final episode of I-LAND with 934,239 votes but was the producer’s choice to debut.
– She took English as one of her classes in high school and is now semi-fluent.
– Her nicknames are Susu, Suyangi, and 4D Insider.
– Sangmi has a plant nursery and sometimes uses the food she grows to cook.
– She was on her school’s dance team so she’s very flexible and good at tumbling.
– Her fandom name is Tailz created by fans.
– Her Hogwarts house is Gryffindor (19.09.21 vLive).
– She likes every fruit except for blueberries and grapes.
– Sangmi is very stable while dancing.
– She has one older brother.
– According to members, she’s very clumsy and they don’t let her hold a lot of things since she tends to drop them.
– Sangmi is friends with all of STAYC, Kep1er’s Dayeon, Woo!ah’s Wooyeon, aespa’s Winter & Karina, Kiss of Life’s Belle, and BOYNEXTDOOR’s Sungho.
– When she was little, her family went to Disney a lot, so she’s a huge Disney fan.
– She trained at JYP for 1 year before moving to BigHit where she trained for 2 years.
– Friends would describe her as funny, supportive, and caring.
– She has bad eyesight and is supposed to wear contacts, but they make her eyes dry so she doesn’t wear them much.
– Sangmi has a Pomeranian named Haenguni and a cat named Yangmi.
– A secret talent of hers is that she’s really good at magic tricks.
– Education: On Music Jasmin Academy, Hamlin Multi Arts School.
– She has a habit of putting keychains on her bags and pants.
– Ever since she was little she’s been very good at comforting people.
– Before gaining popularity for being a trainee, she was well known online for giving makeup advice, especially for eye makeup.
– Her favorite colors are pink and red.
– Specialty: dancing, positive attitude, performance (Self-revised Profile).
– Hobbies: playing video games, going on walks, calling her family, café-hopping (Self-revised Profile).
– Likes: watching YouTube videos, bubble tea, cats, ENHYPEN, dancing (Self-revised Profile).
– Dislikes: being sore, tomatoes, when she doesn’t understand something (Self-revised Profile).
– Charming Point: her sexy charisma, long legs, cute eyes (Self-revised Profile).
– Motto: “Vocal, dance, and rap; fall for the infinite charms of an all-rounder!”
𝓨N
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STAGE NAME YN ( ) BIRTH NAME Aoki YN (青木 ) POSITION Maknae BIRTHDAY April 7, 2004 ZODIAC SIGN Aries HEIGHT 164 cm (5’4”) WEIGHT – BLOOD TYPE A MBTI INFJ NATIONALITY Japanese-Kiwi INSTAGRAM dollerina GROUP Enhypen REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI 🐑/🐰
ꜛ show more YN fun facts . . .
– She was born in Sapporo, Hokkaido, Japan and moved to Napier, New Zealand when she was seven.
– She has one older sister (born in 1998).
– YN performed with Sangmi & Yunjin in the first episode of I-LAND.
– She’s danced since she was two and trained at the Paris Opera Ballet for a little under two years (I-LAND ep. 1).
– Her favorite feature of herself is her eyes.
– YN can play the piano, guitar (acoustic and bass), clarinet, and violin.
– Her favorite color is any shade of pink.
– She really loves nature and being outside. Spending time outside is one of her favorite things.
– YN’s favorite season is whatever one is next (she has a small preference for summer, though).
– She used to participate in her school’s musicals, and her favorite role was Cinderella in ‘Into the Woods’.
– She wants to meet her fans and go on a trip with the members after she debuts.
– YN ranked 7th in the final episode of I-LAND with 1,072,682 votes.
– Minis is YN’s fandom name created by fans.
– Her dad is Japanese and her mom is Kiwi.
– She loves writing music and lyrics. It helps her heal and she wants to give people something to relate to so they feel less alone.
– YN’s favorite movie is Little Women (2019).
– Education: Unknown Junior School, Paris Opera Ballet, Hanlim Arts High School.
– Everyone in Enhypen has different nicknames for her, but they all call her Princess and Dolly (Self-revised Profile).
– YN’s been learning to crochet from NewJeans’s Hanni (05.19.23 vLive).
– She’s close friends with Le Sserafim’s Yunjin & Hikaru, NewJeans’s Danielle & Hanni, and IVE’s Wonyoung & Yujin.
– YN is the youngest global ambassador for luxury brands Miu Miu, Vivienne Westwood, and Cartier.
– She speaks fluent Japanese, English, Korean, French, and Chinese. She speaks basic Thai.
– Sports she participated in when she was little include dance, gymnastics, softball, skiing, and tennis.
– YN has two cats, Cinnamon and Serena (I-LAND ep. 12).
– She journals and practices gratefulness each morning (08.20.22 TMI Note).
– She loves science and if she wasn’t an idol, she would be a veterinarian.
– She also knows how to ski and swam A LOT when she was little.
– Her favorite animal is cats and otters.
– She’s written songs for Enhypen including Ditto, ParadoXXX Invasion, Polaroid Love, and more.
– She ranked 1st on TC Chandler’s Most Beautiful Faces of 2021, 2022, and 2023.
– YN really loved boba and coffee (separately).
– She has a habit of tapping her nails on things.
– Her role model is Miss A’s Suzy, BLACKPINK’s Rosé, and TWICE’s Sana.
– She likes ASMR. She watches it when she’s trying to relax before bed.
– Training Period: 1 year.
– Her favorite foods are cucumbers, bulgogi, and tiramisu.
– YN passed the auditions for SM, JYP, YG, FNC, Starship, and a few others, but chose HYBE.
– Her grandparents have a dog named Jenny.
– Specialty: Singing, dancing, face, writing music (Self-revised Profile).
– Likes: Enhypen, Sunghoon [x5], shopping, dancing, spending time with her loved ones, Ni-ki, baking, being outside, Jake (Self-revised Profile).
– Dislikes: Disrespect, slow walkers, being told to speak up (Self-revised Profile).
– Hobbies: shopping, learning new things, dancing, spending time with her loved ones, listening to music, and reading (Self-revised Profile).
– Charming Point: Round face, big eyes, full lips, her smile (Self-revised Profile).
– Motto: “Just because I’m struggling, it doesn’t mean I’m failing” (Self-revised Profile).
ʬʬ 𝓛ATEST 𝓚OREAN 𝓒OMEBACK ≋ ゛
🔗 𝓢.O.𝓢 (𝓢isterhood of 𝓢ound) ‘CHERISH’ Official M/V
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niki-phoria · 1 year
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pairing: jungwon x male!8th member! reader genre: fluff word count: 676
a/n: i need to write for wonie more this was supposed to be like 100-200 words but i might've gotten a little carried away lmao also how do you end fics dkemsls
reblogs (with feedback) >>> likes
sunlight streams in through the blinds when you blink yourself awake. you stretch a little, painfully aware of the cameras in every corner of the room. next to you jungwon lays, still sleeping peacefully. he stirs a little but doesn’t wake up, shifting to lay on his other side. you bite back a smile, slowly moving to stand up. cold air stings your bare skin when you leave the comfort of your blankets. jungwon’s hoodie lays forgotten on the floor, presumably left there in the chaos of last night. you put it on before walking over to kneel down where jungwon is still sleeping. you brush a hand through his messy hair, moving the fringe out of his eyes. he groans when he opens his eyes, slowly forcing himself awake. 
“good morning wonie,” you smile. 
“good morning.” he whispers.
“we don’t need to get up yet. you can stay here a little while longer.” jungwon nods, laying back down onto the pillows. you lean forwards to press a kiss to his forehead. when you pull away, jungwon leans up to press a quick peck to your lips. “i’ll go make breakfast.” jungwon hums, pulling the blankets back up over his shoulder.
jay is already in the kitchen when you enter. “hey,” he says, turning his attention back to the eggs he’s cooking. 
“morning. eggs?” jay nods. you put on a pot of coffee before searching through the pantry for any more food. you pull out a box of pancake mix before grabbing a bowl and a fork to mix the batter. you’re about to start cooking them when you feel a pair of arms wrap around your waist. jay chuckles from his spot by the stove, watching as jungwon leans against your back. 
“hi, wonie,” you smile. jungwon tightens his grip, pressing a kiss against your shoulder. 
“is this mine?” he pulls on the sleeve of the hoodie, pushing it up so it bunches around your elbow before doing the same to the other side. 
you hum. “i was cold this morning.” 
jungwon rests his hands on your hips, gently pulling you away from the counter and turning you so you face him. “you look cute in my clothes,” he smiles. 
“do you have to be so cute this early?” you hear sunghoon groan from the living room. you chuckle, pulling away from jungwon to face him. 
“there’s fresh coffee, if it’ll make you feel better.”
you hand out a cup for him when he walks over. “thanks,” he whispers as he takes it, pouring a cup out. 
when you turn your attention back to jungwon he’s slightly pouting. you smile, pressing your lips against his in a sweet kiss. “you wanna help me with the pancakes?” he nods, quickly greasing a pan. 
making the pancakes is quicker than you expected. you and jungwon take turns, switching between flipping them over and making little stacks on plates. once you’ve gone through all of the batter, jungwon turns the stove off. by the time you’re finished jake and sunoo have woken up and made their way to the dining room. “you want to wake the others or do you want me to do it?” 
“i’ll go do it,” jungwon says. you hum, helping sunoo set the table. 
heeseung enters the living room before niki, rubbing his eyes as he sits at the table. you slide a plate of food and a cup of coffee towards him. “thanks y/n,” he whispers. you nod, waiting for jungwon and niki. 
it doesn’t take long for them to return. niki yawns when he sits down at the table, resting his head against his hand. you place a plate in front of him before sitting down next to jungwon. “thank you hyung,” he says.
next to you, jungwon leans his head against your shoulder. he reaches over to play with the ends of your clothing with a small smile. “i like it when you wear my clothes.”
“i’ll start wearing them more often.” you hum, pressing a kiss to his forehead.
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wonyela · 3 months
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꒰◌ ˚₊ ˴ (⠀ MASTERLIST ) : welcome mayuri. ͟͟͞♡
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✦.˚ about enhypen's barbie doll! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
her profile. 🝮 background. 🝮 personal facts. dislikes — likes. • the lookbook. • inside phone. most iconic yuri things. • inside her barbie purse.
relationship with enha. • relationship with others. mayuri's love status. • inside the family tree. ♡︎ yungwon. ⁂ yeeseung. ⁂ yurjay. ⁂ yurake. yughoon. ⁂ yunoo. ⁂ yuiki. 🝮 i-land relations.
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✦.˚ all i—land episodes! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
looking for all the i—land episodes? click here please.
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✦.˚ all scenarios! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
looking for all the scenarios? click here please.
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✦.˚ look through her eras! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
looking for all her eras? click here please.
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✦.˚ social media post! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
yuri stan accounts. • yuri on instagram. • stan twitter. yuri on twitter. • yuri on weverse. • yuri on tiktok.
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✦.˚ youtube videos! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
enhypen being whipped for yuri. • idols caring for yuri. yuri in a nutshell with nct's jisung. • 04 liners moments. yungwon being in love. • maknae funny moments.
✦.˚ en—clock & en—log! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
looking for all en—clock and en—log videos? click here.
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✦.˚ additional information! ๑゚˛𓍊𓋼
yuri's aesthetic. • alphabet with yuri. • incorrect quotes. music covers she did. • the 04 liner friend group.
special stages: [ 2023 MAMA ] YOONxYURI I JUST + AROUND ( hitchhiker remix ver. ) [ 2024 SBS ] ANTONx YURI INTRO SOLO STAGE GAYO DAEJEON.
magazines: cosmopolitan magazine. • allure may 2023. bazaar korea magazine 2023. • korea vogue. • elle mag azine. • marie claire magazine. • noblesse magazine.
articles: 12th, december, 2021. • 5th, march, 2021. • 25th, december, 2023. • 14th, february, 2024.
credits to @skzinka for the layout ! < 3
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en-lista · 10 months
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BITE ME.  ›  DARK BLOOD ݃ 2023
SYNOPSIS. why fear the words of those who don’t appreciate art?
STARRING. ot8 .. enha's choreographer .. backup dancers
DURATION. 541 words
CW + NOTE. possible criticism from homophobics + lista wasn’t able to participate in promotions ≠ she isn’t part of this era 🤭
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“..and calista will be partnered with howl. now let’s all get along and do our best, alright?” dahee concludes, shortly receiving a chorus of agreement.
with everyone ready to learn this new dance routine, they shuffle across the room to get a decent view of the dance teacher. calista removes ni-ki’s arm from atop her head and does something similar.. except her target isn’t a place, but a person.
“excuse me,” easily gaining the choreographer’s attention, she cuts to the point, “why did you pair me with a male dancer?”
“since this is quite a sensual and romantic dance, we want to make sure you exude as much chemistry with your partner as possible. and.. well, given how well you get along with howl, i thought it’d be best to put the two of you together.”
she has to admit it.. there is sense to his explanation. yet, there is a pair of dots in her mind that hasn’t been connected. and while it may seem selfish, she needs to know the answer.
“no offense to howl,” the mentioned dancer waves it off, much more interested in witnessing where this is going than feeling indignant. “but i’m capable of doing the same thing with a female partner.”
..is it just dahee, or did the studio get chillier?
“are you really confident about that?” before he can be misunderstood—a few blank stares from both her members and the dancers tells him he already is—the young man hastily tacks on, “people will already make comments about you dancing with another woman, who knows what they’ll say if there’s a lack of chemistry between the two of you..”
calista shrugs her shoulders, undeterred. “let them talk. at the end of the day, that’s all they can do. besides, i’m sure with practice, my partner and i can build up a connection that’ll translate into our dance.”
“she’s right.” this time, it’s jay who speaks up—ready to defend his best friend. “no matter what she does, they’ll always have something to say. so don’t pay them much attention or else they’ll drain your energy and patience.”
still hesitant about letting the idol pull off such a bold move, dahee turns to ni-ki for his input. it makes sense, seeing as how he did contribute in the creation of this choreography..
all eyes are on the maknae as he coolly approaches the older girl, his verdict readily sitting on the tip of his tongue. his arm wraps around her shoulder, rosy lips curled in a confident smile. “ever since we were rookies, noona has never failed to pull off a showstopper. which is why i’m certain that regardless of who she dances with, she’ll continue her streak.”
3 to 1; the winner has been declared.
resigned, the choreographer sighs and apologizes, “if you’re really set on this, i can pair you with hyeily. but please know that i only made my initial decision because i don’t want you to face the fans’ harsh backlash, okay?”
“i understand, and i appreciate your concern.” a cheshire smirk paints itself upon calista’s visage as she tells him, “but i’m no longer a stranger to that kind of scene, so if they talk then i’ll just tell them..
bite me.”
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im-yn-suckers · 4 months
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mia's new chapter !!
hello everyone, i will be starting my 'enhypens 8th memeber' thing. this means, i will occasionally post as if i was the 8th member of enha. for now, heres my intro and backstory. keep in mind this is all made up and will mostly be based off of my idol character if i were to be able to choose how i debuted, and just my journey to being the 8th member of enha, ill post more later
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mia kang born feb 18 '06 has and older and younger brother last to be chosen in the lineup for enhypen on i-land, i was friends with hanbin and geonu, but slowly grew closer with niki and taki when they were eliminated many people say i only debuted because i am half mexican i lived with my grandma in korea, away from my family to compete in i-land. she passed away near the end of the show.
border-carnival was the era that me and niki revealed we were dating. i am the only girl in enhypen, causing many controversies. my parents and brothers live in the states. in 2022, my younger brother, kang mindo, debuted in the boy group exta-c (ecstasy)
i announced my solo album, intoxicated, on december 1 2023. i have two of my own instagram and tiktok accounts. one is managed by manager(jada lee) and my personal one, managed by me
the ship (not romantic) names for me and each of the members; heeseung and mia- misung jay and mia-america jake and mia-miyun sunghoon and mia- sungaz sunoo and mia-noonas jungwon and mia-wonma niki and mia(romantic)-miki
fun fact, during her trainee days, she visited japan to see the shinee concert with shinee kids. funnily enough niki was the mini key! she hasnt told him, but plans to during her speech on their potential wedding day! (it doesnt seem like theyre breaking up)
the end! stay tuned for my upcoming weverse and insta pots!!
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wooeo · 5 months
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hi! could i please request an 8th!member reader for enhypen where they’re all whipped for her? and get jealous of her fanboys/other idols? ty! 😭
☼ ENCHANTING — enhypen x f!member!reader
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note, this feels like only kinda what you asked for im sorrie it’s more like enha teasing u
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— “i participated in a lot of beauty pageants when i was a kid,” you spoke to the camera, mentally preparing yourself for the teasing you were about to receive from the boys — who all oh’ed. 
“did you win?” jungwon asked with a smile.
embarrassed, you smiled, “yes…”
“how often?” 
“all the time?” jake said cheekily, smiling widely when you grew shy.
“hm,” you tried to laugh it off, “i did win,, quiet often,” 
the boys, niki and sunghoon especially, yelled. heesung leaning forwards to shake you by the shoulders. one of his hands squished your cheeks gently, “pretty (name), our pretty (name),”
you hid your face in your hands curling into yourself. niki, who you would describe as your biggest anti, laughed at your obvious embarrassment and laid his head on your shoulder. 
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— “and here we have (name) and jake,” sunghoon introduced, zooming the camera in on you resting on jakes shoulder. 
jake put his finger to his lips, “be quiet, our (name) is sleeping,” 
sunghoon walked closer, camera focusing on your sleeping face. his free hand caressed your cheek, “ah, so cute. our (name) is so cute~”
with the hand that wasn’t holding his phone, jake reached up and patted your head with a satisfied look on his face.
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— you walked through the door, wearing a beautiful dress with equally beautiful accessories and hair. a silence fell over the room when you closed the door behind you, eyes turned to you. you leaned against the door, growing shy at the attention. a few of the staff began complimenting you, cooing as you grew flustered. 
jungwon and heesung were by your side in a flash, compliments falling from their lips. jay came as well and took your hand and made you twirl, dress flaring out. everybody cooed and awed. 
“noona, you look so pretty,” jungwon, your beloved leader, complimented as you turned your back to the room and hid your face in your hands. 
“stop teasing me,” you mumbled. 
“we’re not teasing you, we’re telling the truth,” jay said. he placed his hands on your hips and spun you around to face the room, “you look beautiful,”
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— “noona’s voice is so pretty,” sunoo complimented, focused on you recording your parts.
jake agreed, “honey voice,” 
“noona always get her parts done quickly,” sunoo continued to the camera, “she’s in and out,”
you stepped out of the booth, waving to the camera, “what are you talking about?”
“you,” jake answered, standing up from the couch, “and your beautiful voice,”
you pressed your lips together, turning your head away from him. 
he chuckled, messing with your hair when he walked past you.
you sat down where he was previously sat, sunoo on your left. sunoo laid his head on your shoulder, “you do have a beautiful voice, noona,” 
“... shut up,”
“it’s true,” 
your hand went to cover his face in a weak attempt to shut him up. he laughed, burying his face in your shoulder.
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thinemoonshine · 10 days
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⋆ ˚。𝒽𝑒𝒶𝓇𝓉𝓈 𝒶𝓃𝒹 𝒽𝒶𝒷𝒾𝓉𝓈 ୨♡୧⋆ ˚。⋆
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enhypen 8th fem!member x hyung line genre: fluff type: oneshot word count: 723
˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚ synopsis: in which (y/n), enhypen's 8th member, has certain tendencies that give their boyish dorm teeny touches of femininity... or just plain messes. and eventually, these habits lead to the boys developing their own as well ˚ ༘ ೀ⋆。˚
bringing her scrunchies everywhere (l.hs & p.js)
"Use this," Jay says upon noticing (y/n)'s struggle and helps tie her long hair up into a loose ponytail as she eats her breakfast.
(y/n)'s brows raise and she emits a closed-lip gasp of surprise, occupied with chewing her rice before smiling gratefully at him when he takes the seat in front of her. "Thanks! Where'd you find it?"
"On the couch," the older replies with his lips pulled into that casual, charming half smile of his.
"I think I saw one on the coffee table too," Heeseung chimes in and (y/n) makes a mental note to check on it. Later on, she does in fact find her scrunchie— and not just one of them but two.
After leaving her scrunchies and hairties practically everywhere, Heeseung and Jay tend to be the ones picking them up or the ones to find them— leading them to unintentionally be her very own scrunchie lockers.
Award shows? Heeseung will probably have a pink hairtie around his wrist, hiding under his sleeve. Jay will probably have some stuffed into the pocket of his pants.
En-O' Clock? Jay has some new scrunchies he randomly bought for her still in his bag while Heeseung picked her hairtie up from the makeup room when she got dolled up.
Basically anytime in the dorm? Oh, the scrunchies are layered on their arms like warmers. They might even be using one for their own hair— just walking around the dorm with a palm-tree on their crown held together by soft, fluffy rubber ties.
using flowery coasters (s.jy)
"Look at these new ones I made! Aren't they cute?" (y/n) asks excitedly while showcasing Jake her freshly made pieces of crochet coasters on their coffee table.
He gasps dramatically with a hand flying to his mouth, eyes widening and brows raising to express surprise before he grins brightly at the girl. "Wow~~ These are beautiful, (y/n)! I still can't believe how fast you made these! They're perfect!"
"Thank youuuuu!!" She elongates her word, emphasizing her gratitude towards him for complimenting her works before she looks up at him curiously. "Which one do you like most?"
Jake gazes down affectionately into her expectant eyes, chuckling at how purely ebullient she is and hums thoughtfully with narrowed eyes shifted towards the choices of handiwork. "I like that one."
He points to one in beige with dark green-stemmed yellow tulips adorning its circular shape and (y/n) gives him the piece before choosing another with the same design but different coloured tulips to match with his.
"We have matching ones!" She chirps, holding hers next to his before she goes to find the other members to gift the remaining coasters.
Jake smiles warmly at her furthering back before at the soft material in his hand. Ever since then, he's left the coaster on the table and uses it whenever he has a beverage. A hot drink, cold drink, bottled, canned or boba— uses it for every type.
If he finds another member using it, he won't hesitate to just snatch it before putting it under his drink aka. 'its rightful place,' as Jake calls it. As the collection grows, so does his greed. He is not sharing.
giving his arm/hand (p.sh)
(y/n) crochets, paints, does diamond art, basically all that artsy d.i.y stuff. And sometimes, she needs extra hands to keep things steady— and somehow, Sunghoon's always there.
"Can you hold this for me?" She asks Sunghoon to hold her crochet hook while she tries to untangle the knot in her thread. He holds it, and very stably too.
She's doing some diamond painting and accidentally knocks her small tray of colourful jewels— Sunghoon already has his hand out, palm facing upright and (y/n) naturally puts her sticky canvas on it like it's a dish, not wanting to accidentally knock it away while picking up a few fallen beads.
They're having a photoshoot and (y/n)'s called onto the set but has a mini fan in her hold— Sunghoon magically appears to take it from her then proceeding to stand obediently at his post, watching her and waiting patiently until she finishes to give her back her stuff.
She's out shopping for clothes and groceries— Sunghoon's there with a shopping basket hanging on one arm and her clothes on the other.
Some even say that Sunghoon's her personal assistant.
ᡣ𐭩ྀི₊ ⊹ masterlist ᝰ.ᐟ✮⋆˙
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binilpol · 8 months
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Hidden Affection 8th member
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Y/N had always stood out in ENHYPEN, not just because of her talent, but because of her petite figure that contrasted with the tall and lean stature of the boys. They couldn't resist teasing her about it, and she took it in stride, giving as good as she got.
As they prepared for a variety show appearance, the atmosphere was buzzing with excitement. The group was known for their close-knit bond, and today was no exception. But Jay had a secret that he couldn't keep hidden any longer.
In the green room, Y/N was going over her lines, trying to stay focused despite the playful banter from the others.
"Y/N, do you need a booster seat?" Heeseung teased with a grin, earning a playful swat from her.
"Very funny, Heeseung. You guys are just too tall," she retorted, sticking her tongue out.
Jay, standing nearby, couldn't help but smile at her feisty spirit. He leaned in closer, whispering into her ear, "I think your height is perfect just the way it is."
She blushed but gave him a sly smile, "Oh, really? And why's that?"
He leaned in even closer, brushing his lips against her earlobe. "Because it makes it easier for me to do this."
His warm breath sent a shiver down her spine as he gently kissed her earlobe, a barely-there touch but enough to make her heart race.
As the cameras rolled, Jay couldn't resist sneaking in touches that appeared casual but held a hidden intensity. During a break, he playfully stole her snack, and as she reached out to grab it back, their fingers brushed, sending a shiver down her spine.
During the show's game segment, they were paired up, and Jay seized the opportunity to be even more playful. The host had announced a challenge that required them to work together closely, and Jay's eyes sparkled mischievously as he glanced at Y/N.
With the game underway, he stood behind her, his chest barely brushing against her back. Their mission involved coordinating their movements, and Jay made sure to be in sync with Y/N. His hands would subtly graze her waist, sending a jolt of electricity through her.
When they had to share a microphone, he'd lean in close, their cheeks almost touching as they laughed together. The tension between them was palpable, their playful banter laced with a hidden desire.
The other members noticed the subtle changes in Jay's behavior but said nothing, knowing the truth that they kept hidden from the public eye. Sunghoon would give them knowing glances, and Sunoo would sometimes tease, but they all respected their privacy.
After the filming, the group huddled backstage, and Y/N couldn't help but blush at Jay's playful antics. "You were quite touchy today," she commented with a teasing smile.
Jay winked at her, his voice low, "I can't help it when you're standing so close."
Sunghoon chimed in, "Yeah, Jay, you were practically glued to her."
Jay laughed it off, but his eyes never left Y/N. "Can't blame me for wanting to be close to someone as amazing as her."
The rest of ENHYPEN exchanged knowing glances, aware of the secret they shared. As fans speculated about their interactions on the show, Y/N and Jay continued their secret romance, finding joy in the stolen moments and shared laughter that came with being together, even if it was out of the public eye.
(Fan comments under the video)
User123: "Am I the only one who noticed how Jay kept getting touchy with Y/N? 😏 They're so cute together!"
Hoonmylove: "Okay, but can we talk about the chemistry between Jay and Y/N in this video? It's off the charts! 💕"
Jay/n: "I've been shipping Jay and Y/N for ages, and this video just confirms everything I've ever believed. They're totally dating!"
Jakepake: "I'm not sure if Jay and Y/N are secretly dating, but they're definitely close. Look at those smiles and glances!"
Heesboo: "I don't want to assume anything, but Jay and Y/N's interactions are giving me all the feels. They'd make such a cute couple!"
Sunoosun: "Am I the only one who replayed that game segment a million times? Jay's hand on Y/N's waist was NOT accidental, right?"
Y/n_loml: “y wont they leave her alone shes not that short lmao💀.”
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Had a blast at the variety show with the ENHYPEN crew! 🎉 Special shoutout to Sunoo for almost losing in the epic game showdown! 😌 #ENHYPEN #VarietyShowChampion #Y/N
Comments..
sunghoonofficial: "Y/N, 부스터 시트 가져왔어ㅋㅋㅋ?"
(Y/N, did you bring your booster seat lol?)
PRETTYY/N:”"나는 평균 키에요!🥲”
(I’m average height!🥲)
sunoo_risingstar: "아직도 그 게임에서 나한테 거의 지고 났다는 게 믿기지가 않아ㅋㅋㅋ! "
(I still can't believe you almost beat me in that game lol!) Liked by PRETTYY/N
jakeenhyphen: "예능 여왕님 그 자리! 😆"
(The variety show queen herself! 😆)
PRETTYY/N: "나는 여왕이고, 넌 왕이야!👑”
(I’m the queen,you’re the king!👑”
heeseung_love: "Y/N, 그 키크게 넘어가는 남자들 좀 조심해! 😜” (Y/n watch out for those tall boys!😜)
Liked by PRETTYY/N
niki_the_kid: "누나, 너무 재밌었어!😆” (Noona, it was so much fun! 😆)
Liked by PRETTYY/N
jay_enhypen: "Y/N, 걱정하지 마; 나가 그 키크게 나타난 남자들로부터 너를 지킬게!🙃" (Y/n, dont worry I’ll protect you from those tall boys!🙃) Liked by PRETTYY/N
i used google trans sorry if it doesn’t make sense!
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soraontop · 3 months
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II. I WON’T SAY (I’M IN LOVE)
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title i won’t say (i’m in love)
summary it’s that first “oh. oh.” moment for sora. chapter 2 to ‘10 things i hate about you’ series
genre fluff, angst, slice of life ???
characters jung sora (8th female member oc of enhypen), jake sim, brief cameos of other enhypen members xx
warnings poly ot7 enhypen au with 8th female member. sora is difficult and emotionally stunted. feelings realization. implications of sora’s not so great home life.
words 3,033
note sorry im a professional procrastinator thats why it took forever 😭 this just isnt my only focus sjfndjd i focus on so many things at once lmao. anyways, pls let me know what u guys think and if theres anything yall wanna see ?? like in the past or present time !!
PREVIOUS.
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ISEULLIE: sora check out this video LOL it’s hilarious
ISEULLIE: [link]
Sora stares down at her phone, the YouTube video thumbnail staring back up at her. scorpioz being scorpioz, the title said with the thumbnail saying ‘sorajake being sorajake’. Her brows furrow, eyes darting between the picture of her and Jake mid-laugh, staring at one another over the heads of the other boys.
She curiously clicks the link, and it’s a matter of fifteen seconds before she’s giggling at her phone. She never responds to Iseul until later. In her head, she can’t even hear the bustling noise of Jay making lunch for the group and her members shouts— not that she paid much mind to it, anyway. She grew up as the only girl in a family full of boys, she could typically deal with the noise. The video sends her into a whole new world of Engene made videos of the group, mostly watching the ones concerning her. Almost every video she watches includes Jake. A lot.
She’s never realized how much she really talks to or about Jake. Yes, she’s thought about the ‘what if?’ question that Jake was never in her life and how she’d deal without him. (Her answer: She couldn’t.) But for there to be so many parts to a video series titled “Reasons to Ship JakeSora” was a bit ridiculous.
A knock on her door interrupts her watching, making her sit up in shock before she quickly swipes out of the app and clears her throat, glancing around her room for anything out of place— as if that would tell on her for watching fan made videos of her and her members. Oh, she thinks she’d genuinely die if she was caught. She can never do that again.
“Come in,” she says, hoping the person behind the door wouldn’t notice the waver in her voice. The knob turns and the door opens, revealing Jake standing with a cup of steaming hot ramen in hand. She blinks. Speak of the devil …
Jake grins that stupid crooked smile, kicking the door shut behind him gently. “You haven’t eaten all day, are you going on strike?” Amusement shines in his eyes and she rolls her eyes, an automatic response at this point. He’s almost as bad as Sunghoon, she swears. He holds out the ramen and a pair of chopsticks to her.
“Just too lazy to get up,” she manages to bite back a grin as her lips threaten to twitch. She takes it carefully, blowing on it gently and looks up at the older boy. “Thank you.” She tries not to spit the words out as if they’re poison, but old habits die hard.
Jake notices, but he doesn’t mention it. “Do you want to go watch a movie?” He asks instead, seemingly holding his breath for her reaction.
Sora smiles slightly, feeling her heart warming in her chest, “Yeah, what are we gonna watch?” She grabs her phone and ramen, shoving the phone in her pajama shorts for a free hand.
“I meant, like,” he waves his hand at her, fumbling for the words, “Outside. At a theater.” He then hastily clarifies, “With me.”
“In public?” Sora blinks, surprised. He wants to go out in public with her where it’s inevitable for a fan or some to catch them. Yes, they were seen in public all the time but that was when it was for a schedule. He nods silently.
Strangely enough, to her, it was more intimate to be seen out together without any staff or other members. It meant that he wanted to be seen with her in public.
For a brief, panicky moment, her heart stops at the thought.
Swallowing the taste in her mouth with a bite of ramen, she slowly nods, “Okay. What movie?”
Jake proceeds to ramble on about the movie, what it was about, who was starring in it, what he liked about the trailer. She tries to listen, she really does— but she suddenly finds his lips a lot more interesting. Without even meaning to, her eyes keep dropping from his eyes to his mouth, watching as he’d momentarily pull his bottom lip between his teeth as he thought about something before saying it.
Horror suddenly fills her chest once she realizes what she’s doing, eyes widening and a small gasp leaving her mouth. Jake, who hears, stops, looking at her in concern, “What? What is it?”
Sora’s face goes blank. “Nothing, the ramen just burned my tongue.”
Jake looks more concerned now, “Shit, I’m sorry, Sora.” He starts to lean forward and she tenses, looking at him with wide eyes as he … tries to inspect her mouth? What the hell was happening? Why was he so concerned? “Is your tongue OK? Let me see—”
Sora was already panicked with how close he was— imagine how much that tripled when he cupped her cheek and tried to urge her to open her mouth. Her heart pounding was so loud in her ears that it blocked out everything else Jake was saying. She didn't know what she was thinking, all she knew was that she had to get away from him and fast, preferably before her heart burst out of her chest.
In her haste to get away, she completely forgot about the cup of ramen in her lap and didn’t secure it before jolting up. With a painful gasp, the ramen tips over and spills over her clothes and bed. To prevent from letting out any other painful mutters, she bit down on her tongue— hard. It wasn’t as bad as she had previously said it was, but it was still warm— warm enough to hurt badly.
“Shit! Sora—” Jake bolts up after her, looking at her soaked clothes with wide eyes. “Fuck, fuck— are you OK?!” He doesn’t wait for her reply before he’s shouting out into the dorm, “Hyung! Jay! Jungwon! Sora’s hurt!”
Oh, don’t tell them that, Jake! A voice in her head groans. She never wants to worry them.
Sora faintly notices the lull of conversation from the boys outside, before she hears multiple loud footsteps rushing towards her room. She shakes her head as her door is pushed open, revealing the rest of her members crowded in the doorway. Jay pushed himself to the front, closely followed by Heeseung and Sunghoon with wide, frantic eyes.
She tries to reassure them that she’s OK, that it’s just a little spill, and a little of a burning, but nothing she’s never handled before. But their voices are overlapping, asking what happened, if she was OK, and Jungwon was rushing in with two towels, quickly wrapping one around her and putting one on the floor to clean up the ramen.
Sora blinks at the noise, getting tired of hearing the same questions so she huffs, raising her voice as she shouts, “Shut up!”
The boys shut up. Sunghoon, even in his worry, manages to raise his eyebrows and point a finger at him as if to ask, “Me?”
She breathes out, looking down at her now dirty clothes, “Thank you. I’m fine. It’s just a little spill.”
“A little spill?” Heeseung asks in disbelief, “Your skin’s red because of how hot it is, Sora.”
She looks down again, tilting her head to see the redness Heeseung claims to see. “Huh.” She murmurs, seeing how unusually red her skin was. “Well … It doesn’t feel that bad.”
“You’re going to feel it in a minute,” Jay quickly grabs her by the wrist gently, pulling her out of her room, passing by the concerned Sunoo and Niki. Her skin tingles where he grabs her, and she’s not so sure the redness on her skin is from the ramen anymore. “Hurry, go take a shower— No hot water. We’ll clean this up, don’t worry.”
“Oh, no, really, I’m fine,” Sora laughs lightly, shaking her head, “Like, it’s really not even that bad—”
Sunghoon doesn’t even bother letting her finish her sentence, picking her up and basically dragging her to the bathroom. She can feel Jake’s apologetic and worried eyes on her as she’s dragged out of her own room. “Hey!” She quickly hits him lightly on the shoulder, “Let me go!”
“Alright,” he shrugs, letting Niki push open the bathroom door and quickly shoves her in. She whirls around just in time for the bathroom door to shut in her face.
Her mouth drops open, “Sunghoon!”
“Sunghoon Oppa,” he corrects.
“You earn that title!” Sora hits the door lightly, trying to wiggle the doorknob, but it doesn’t open, “Let me out! I’m OK, please don’t clean it up, I’ve got it!”
“Already started,” Niki’s voice comes through the door, “Too late. Get in the shower before it gets worse, noona, please.”
“Don’t be dumb,” Jungwon chastises her lightly next, “You know it’s the smart thing to do.” She can’t help but feel appalled, again.
“But—”
“No buts!” She can hear Heeseung shout from her room.
Sora resists the urge to throw a tantrum like she would have nearly six years ago. She sighs, the warmth now a dull ache. “I don’t even have clothes to change into!”
“We’ll get you new clothes,” Sunoo reassures her from outside the door now.
“Don’t go through my room!” She says loudly, starting off as a shriek before she forces herself to quieten down. It reminded her too much of her old self. “Just let me out and I’ll—”
“Let you out so you can lock yourself in another room?” Sunghoon sounds somehow both amused and serious now, and she has no idea how, “Get in the shower, Sora.”
“I’ll get you clothes, Sora,” Sunoo says gently, then there was a light thump on the door. She wonders if he’s resting his head on the door like she is. (He is.) “Don’t worry, I won’t snoop or anything.”
“I know, but …” Her voice is uncharacteristically weak, “Just … Get me a shirt and pants, please. I’ll get the rest …” She feels awkward saying it, her brothers were far too young to even want to help her with anything. She wasn’t used to this, being taken care of. She didn’t like it. She also just didn’t want any of the boys going through her room and finding things she never wanted them to see.
There’s a pause, and then footsteps walk away from the bathroom door, but she can tell one or two people are still on the opposite side.
“Sunoo’s getting your clothes,” Sunghoon murmurs, and there’s another pause, “Don’t be stubborn. You know we just want to help.” His footsteps then walk away, too, and she finally relaxes, swallowing as she turns to face the bathroom mirror. The mirror is slightly still fogged from whoever took a shower earlier, and she swipes at it with her hand to look at her body clearly.
She winces at the redness on her arms and thighs, knowing from experience that it would hurt way less later on. She had no idea how she was going to explain this to their managers.
“Sora,” she jumps when she heard Jake’s soft voice on the other side, turning as if she could see him. She slowly walks closer to the door as he says, “I’m really sorry. I didn’t mean for it to spill on you.”
“It’s OK,” she shakes her head, frowning to herself. “It wasn’t your fault at all, I’m the one who spilled it.”
“But I brought it to you—”
“It should’ve been on the table,” Sora says it like it’s final, leaving no room for an argument. Jake doesn’t reply for a moment and she wonders if he left, but she didn’t hear him walk away.
“Still, it must’ve hurt a lot,” Jake insists.
“I’m used to it,” the words come out of her mouth before she can even think it through. She visibly recoils once she realizes, mouth parting in shock as she starts to frantically look around as if it’d give her an excuse on why she said that. “I— Uh—”
“What do you mean?” Jake asks, his tone being mixed of confusion and cautiousness, and she can imagine him standing on the other side with that cute confused look he gets. She curses herself for somehow managing to think about something like that in a situation like this. It’s just the videos getting to her, she knows it.
Sora sighs, “I just mean I’ve been cooking for a long time, remember? My mom taught me young.” Kind of, but this time she keeps the truth to herself.
“Oh, right,” Jake laughs, sounding relieved. “You know, I thought for a second …” Don’t say it, don’t say it. “You know what? Nevermind. Just … I’m sorry, OK?” Before they can get into another little argument over the same topic, she hears his footsteps walking away.
Sora wants to scream. Her face falls into her hands, slumping against the door. Her hand comes back and lightly smacks herself on the head, “Why, why, why …” So stupid of her to be so careless. They didn’t need to know anything in her home life. That was a mistake.
Why did she feel so compelled to just spill her guts out to Jake? That was the last thing she needed was for him to know anything in general. Sure, the basic stuff about her was fine, but he, nor the others, needed to know anything about her home life. She knew they’d overreact, and she just wanted life to slow down a bit so she could catch her breath.
Forcing herself off the door, she sighs loudly and starts the cold water.
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Sora really can’t understand why she’s doing this to herself.
She really does try her best to not avoid Jake the next few days, she doesn’t want him thinking she blames him for the spill, but she also just … needs space. Every time he touches or jokingly flirts with her, even when he just talks to her or says her name, her heart starts pounding and her face gets warm. She’s tired of it, and needs a break. So if she stays close to Sunoo or Heeseung for the majority of the next week, he doesn’t think anything of it.
It’s the middle of the week, and ENHYPEN are at dance practice, already practicing for their first comeback despite still in the middle of promotions for Given-Taken. Sora is ever so unsuspecting, pushing her hair back up with a ponytail as the only sound in the room was her and her members’ loud out of breath panting. The choreographer claps once, “Good job, guys. See you tomorrow, yeah?”
Sora forces herself to respectfully bow as her members do, waving goodbye to the staff and choreographer that leave. The only people in the room now are the group and their managers, Wooseok and Hyosun, and she glances around to see that Wooseok is calling someone and Hyosun is texting. She turns to look for her water bottle that was no longer in the same place it was before, but is startled when two water bottles were presented to her at the same time.
Feeling a creeping sense of dread, she presses her lips together and looks up, finding both Jay and Jake holding out bottles of water to her. She glances between the two, who glance at her and then to the waters and then to each other. Both of their hands move like they’re going to take it back, but when they both catch what the other is doing, they freeze.
“Um,” Sora murmurs, feeling awkward as her face heats up, mostly out of embarrassment and slightly flustered. She doesn’t like the position she’s in, at all. She notices movement in the corner of her eye and turns her head to see Niki holding up her lilac water bottle in his hand slightly from his spot against the wall. “Yeah, thanks but …” She gestures to Niki, quickly grabbing it from him and starting to chug it down. Half because she really was thirsty, the other half because she wanted to ignore the situation.
Avoiding eye contact with the other members, who were watching the awkward moment, she sits in between Heeseung and Sunoo. Pressing the cool bottle against her cheek, she waits a few moments before looking back up to see if anyone was still staring at her.
Her eyes connect with Jay’s and she abruptly turns her head back to the floor, feeling her face get impossibly hot, even with the water bottle. She feels like she just got caught doing something she shouldn’t have done.
There had to be something seriously wrong with her.
“Your face is really red,” Heeseung whispers from beside her, and she turns her head to stare at him. He blinks. She blinks before turning her head back to the floor.
“Yeah, we just got done practicing,” she mutters, swallowing. She’s afraid if she stares any longer, he’ll be able to know what she’s thinking.
Here’s the thing— Sora isn’t dumb. She was placed in the top three of her class, and she was sure to get into any university she wanted. She’s also been in a relationship before, she’s had plenty of crushes— she knows. But she can’t.
Not when they’re her members.
If it were anyone else, she wouldn’t think much into it and would let it pan out.
And it wasn’t even just one of them. It was two. She really was proving netizens right. And she hated it. So what was she going to do?
Ignore it and hope it goes away. And if not, well … She was pretty sure that plan would work. She didn’t want to think about what would happen if it didn’t.
As long as she remains strictly platonic with her members, everything would be fine. She’s worked too damn hard to get where she is now, she’s been through two survival shows, and she wasn’t going to go on another one again. She would succeed in her dream.
Still, she seems to forget that the heart wants what it wants.
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en-eunhee · 4 months
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— oh someone's jealous
꒰◞ ◟𐙚 ꒱ ・ 엔하이픈 ( 박성훈 ) x 8thenhypenmember!eunhee ? prompt: when eunhee flirts with a male engene, someone gets a bit jealous warning not-proofread, cuddles, jealousy & 400+ — AN: didnt expect to write this much for sunghoon
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It was the much-anticipated day of the fan sign, an event that fans eagerly awaited. Eunhee took her place next to Sunghoon, posing for fansites with the accessories given by the staff. She adorned herself with cute headbands and funny glasses, eliciting smiles and giggles from the fans.
During the signing session, as fans lined up for their cherished moment, Sunghoon couldn't help but notice a particular male fan who caught Eunhee's attention. Observing from a distance, he dismissed the interaction, understanding that Eunhee was just being friendly.
“Ah, so you’re older than me by a year? You look so young! Tell me your secrets!” Eunhee said with a teasing tone and a small cute pout. 
Sunghoon observantly watched, trying to focus on the engene he was talking to. He felt his stomach churn and his ears burn. Feeling a twinge of competitiveness,playfully pouted and crossed his arms, pretending not to notice Eunhee's interactions with the fan. He couldn't be jealous of such a thing right? 
Throughout the fan sign, Sunghoon maintained a distant demeanor with Eunhee, ignoring her until the event's conclusion. Even though he felt incredibly guilty, he couldn’t get himself to do anything. As the group returned to the dorms, Eunhee sensed Sunghoon's sudden coldness and couldn't help but question if she had done something wrong.
Approaching Sunghoon with a cute smile and a cheerful tone, she tried to break the ice. However, he mumbled a vague response and walked away. Eunhee’s smile faded and started to think about all the things she did today. Was it because she ate dinner with Heeseung-oppa instead of Sunghoon? Or was it because she was sitting next to Sunoo-oppa in the car and not him? Endless questions flooded Eunhee’s mind.
Hours later, unable to shake the feeling of guilt, Eunhee entered Sunghoon's room, determined to figure out what went wrong. With a pout, she asked, "Come on, Hoonie oppa! What's wrong?" Offering warm hugs and cuddles, she hoped to break down his emotional barriers.
Finally, Sunghoon gave in, expressing his discomfort with the perceived flirting during the fan sign. 
“It’s just that you were flirting with that one fan!” Sunghoon blurted, his ears red from embarrassment. 
Eunhee burst into laughter, finding Sunghoon's jealousy adorable. She reassured him, "I choose you over anything," causing Sunghoon to blush and bury his face in the crook of her neck.
The night unfolded with Eunhee showering Sunghoon with love, dispelling any lingering tension from the fan sign event. The reassurance and affection between them transformed the atmosphere, leaving behind a comforting connection that surpassed any fleeting jealousy.
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angel-minhee · 8 hours
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SWEET NOTHINGS
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ミ★ ### : “your sweet nothings make me feel loved”
PAIRING(S) poly!ot7!enhypen x fem!addedmember!oc WARNING(S) crying. indication of hate comments. reassurance. fluff. angst. WC 623 [back to library]
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SUNGHOON COULD TELL SOMETHING WAS OFF WITH MINHEE. To him, it was evident by the way she sat against the head of her bed in complete silence.
“You’re so beautiful.” Sunghoon nuzzled his head against Minhee’s, his eyes closed as he sunk into the space between her neck and shoulder.
“My Minhee,” He placed small kisses along her neck, his arms wrapping tight around her waist as he tugged her closer. “You’ll always be safe with me.”
Minhee sat still, her eyes staring blankly into the mirror adjacent to her. Her fingertips twitched in her lap, her phone tight in her hold as the device non-stop buzzed, notifications flooding in.
“Is that all I am?” Sunghoon’s movements paused, his eyebrows furrowing as his eyes snapped open in shock. Minhee lightly bit her lip as she watched his reaction in the mirror.
“Am I only beautiful?” It was evident that she’d been questioning herself for a while, her voice delicate as she spoke on her newfound insecurities. 
Minhee knew she was beautiful, everyone did. But sometimes it felt like her beauty was the only thing everyone ever saw. No matter how hard she tried, or how long she practiced her vocals, everyone only ever saw her exterior.
“No, you’re so much more.” Minhee’s eyes watered, lips trembling as the unavoidable tears burned across her vision.
Sunghoon pulled his head away from the younger girl, one of his arms detaching from her waist to push her hair from her face.
“You’re so smart,” The soft look in his eyes matched the ones coming from his lips, “I've never met anyone who could feel as deep as you.”
The silence in the room could’ve been the most comforting thing Minhee had ever experienced. She could hear nothing but Sunghoon’s soft breathing, her favourite lullaby.
“Don’t get me started about how talented you are,” He jokingly rolled his eyes, his teeth on display as his finger caressed her wet cheeks, “your voice alone could move an entire room to tears.”
Minhee softly shook her head, a soft pout on her lips as the burning behind her eyes grew stronger. “Then why does everyone only talk about my face?” 
Sunghoon sadly smiled at his girlfriend, his voice coming out smaller than hers. “I don’t know, Minhee.” He wasn’t going to try to sugarcoat anything, he knew that she would appreciate his honesty the most.
“But Me? I’ll always tell you everything I love about you, we love about you.” Sunghoon nodded towards her closed door, a light giggle leaving her lips at a sudden creak.
“You’re more than your body, I’ll keep telling the world that until they realize it.” Sunghoon pressed his lips against the side of her mouth, his cheek resting against her own. 
And Minhee believed him. 
Neither idols flinched as the door swung open, rapid footsteps coming towards the two of them. “I can’t believe you’re cuddling without me!” Sunoo dramatically gasped, his body pressing against Minhee’s other side as he squeezed himself onto her bed.
Heeseung stood at the end of the bed, his face void of emotion as he watched everyone gather around their sullen girlfriend. 
“Jake, pass me Minhee’s phone.” Jake grabbed the phone after Minhee shot him a small nod, passing it into their eldest member's hands.
Minhee closed her eyes, the stress of her limbs melting as the presence of her boyfriends surrounded the room. 
Minhee knew that the comments would never stop but at least she now had the reassurance of the boys around her. The reassurance that she actually mattered, that she was more than just a pretty face.
She’d take their sweet nothings over the degrading comments any day, this is where she was truly loved.
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all4aoki · 19 days
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  ⊹ 𝓕IND 𝓞UT 𝓦HAT 𝓙 𝓦ANT ⠀Ꮺ ָ࣪ ۰ ִ
love moves fast, but your fears move faster . . . enha x f!reader (psh focused), poly!enha, enha8thmember
wc . . . 11.3k , warnings ! brief mentions of dieting, sadness & talks of isolation, not proofread & me guessing abt idol life!
when speaking in … korean, english, japanese
©all4aoki, 2024
Silence filled the vehicle after the cameras turned off, the halt in filming being something you thought would have never happened that night. Distantly, one of the staff sitting at the front of the car mentioned something about how they were giving you all a moment to catch your breath. Or a sentence along those lines at least. Life didn't feel real at those minutes, and all you could do was clutch onto Sangmi's hand and have your other hand glued to the strap of your backpack as your brain did its best to process every event that had happened in the past eight hours.
Enhypen. Your debut team. Words you thought you’d never hear after a year of the same repetitive training cycle in isolation, no thanks to the pandemic, and a survival show that had done almost nothing good for you. Except for this. You blinked heavily, eyes swarming with sleep, dreariness, and dried tears as you looked around at your new group members. Your heart trembled in your chest a bit, a mix of giddiness and growing love at the seven boys and girl you’d spent the entire summer with. The people that had gone through those difficult times with you and the people that you’d progressed with. Excitement still floated in the air as Sangmi laid her head on your shoulder, muttering about her high expectations for the dorm’s beds and you hummed in recognition.
The frenzy of hopes for your future had always been confusing for you. Your dreams had always felt so close, there had been so many moments where you could’ve practically tasted them but not touch them. Like you were one step away, but that step was too far. And now, it was a reality. The exhilaration from hearing your name being called was beginning to morph into something else. Nervousness maybe? It had become normal for your mind to deem yourself not good enough after the slightest bit of disappointment directed towards you, after one instance of you letting yourself down. You knew you were maybe a bit too hard on yourself, and as you breathed in the smell of black ice, you could only hope that the habit would break. But what if the idol life wasn’t what you’d expected? After all, you'd been a trainee for almost two years, dedicating your entire life to this one leap of faith. What if the team didn’t receive enough support? 
The soft feeling of fingers reaching and twisting with yours broke through the wall that was your worries. Sunghoon’s eyes met yours as he leaned closer to you, noses maybe an inch apart and almost brushing against each other. His dark irises searched yours for something. 
“You’re shaking,” he said gently. You swallowed harshly, throat dry. Your relationship with Sunghoon had been confusing since that day you’d first met him at the Representative Test. A connection had attached itself to your heart the moment he’d offered you a small smile from across the room which, after your initial fluster had calmed, you’d returned. And from that point on, you’d never felt so seen in your life. Once Part 2 of the show had commenced, every second of the day you had free you’d spent with the boy and vice versa. At some point along the way, he’d developed a sixth sense for anything and everything YN-related. 
It was a little scary, to be honest.
Both how good he was at reading you, and how it made you feel. How it brought you emotions you’d never experienced in your sixteen years of life.
Your head turned away, downward to where his hand was touching yours, “Is it too early to be having second thoughts?”
“Maybe a little, yeah.” You could hear the grin in his voice, “Take this moment of silence for yourself, though. You’re probably just a bit overwhelmed.” His thumb rubbed the back of your hand in a comforting way. You nodded briefly, teeth going to sink into your bottom lip.
He was probably right, but it didn’t make you feel any better. “What if no one likes me?” you whispered to him, voice a little shaky. Sunghoon shifted in his seat and you knew if you looked to the left he’d be staring back at you.
“Why would they not like you?”
“I don’t know–”
“Then don’t even bother thinking that,” he dismissed and after a beat of silence without you acknowledging his words, he bumped his shoulder with yours. Only then did you glance over at him. His pretty features were twisted into a small frown and his eyes looked a little sad. “You’ve worked so hard and you’ve expressed yourself so well,” he murmured, words only meant for you, “I think at this point if no one likes you it’s cause they’re in love with you.” 
A small, hesitant giggle escaped your chest at his words and you could only watch as Sunghoon’s eyelashes fluttered at the sound. 
You were grateful for his words, but the dull ache of developing anxiety in your chest didn’t fully go away. So you decided to ignore it.
“You’re such a dork,” you teased back. He shrugged in response and proceeded to snuggle into your side. You could feel Sangmi’s head on your right shoulder bobbing as the van moved, some drool escaping her mouth as she slept and it soaked into your jacket. You scrunched your nose at the thought but left her to rest.
“Seriously though,” Sunghoon continued. “Don’t worry about what other people think. We’re proud of you and we know how hard you’ve fought to get where you are.” The strands of your hair under his head resisted the movement of you tilting your head to look at him. He looked up at you, pupils dilated and eyes wide. Your stomach flipped at the sight. “All the love you need is right here,” he brought your clasped hands to his chest.
Breath trembling, you pulled your hand from his, moving your fingers to trace over strands of hair that had fallen in front of his eyes. His gaze made you feel warm, the way he studied you made you feel exposed. This vulnerability with him wasn’t new, but it had never felt so intimate before. As softly as you could, you pushed his bangs away.
“You’re right,” you hummed, “If no one liked me, I wouldn’t even be here right now.” Sunghoon rolled his eyes at your words and opened his mouth to say something only to be interrupted.
“YN-ah, is everything okay?” Sunoo had craned his neck to peek over the back of his seat. “Your nose is a little red.”
Of course it is. A tell-tale sign that your body was close to crying before the tears actually welled up in your eyes. 
“Sunghoon-oppa’s jokes are making me cry,” you pretended to sob and Sunghoon playfully smacked your leg in protest. “They’re just so baddd.” 
You rested your chin on his head as he whined and Sunoo chuckled a bit at the elder member’s reaction. 
“Then just sit next to me for our next trip. Okay?”
“All right,” you agreed, “Just don’t fall asleep on me like these two.” You moved your shoulders a bit, gesturing to Sunghoon and Sangmi just to hear Sunoo laugh again. Thankfully he did. 
“Are we already assigning seats for car rides?” Jungwon asked from the front row. 
Riki snuggled into his seat as if he were claiming it by making sure no one would be able to pull him from it, “I want my own seat!”
“Let me keep my spot next to YN! I’m her favorite anyway,” Sunghoon said, gripping onto your arm. Halfheartedly, you patted his head.
“Wah, not even a full day of being a group and we’re already picking favorites.” Heeseung also glanced over his shoulder at you and the other two who were leaning on your shoulders.
“Riki-chan, what do I need to do for you to let me have that single seat?”
Heeseung laughed, “YN you should know you’re not going to be by yourself if we can help it.”
“Yeah, say goodbye to your precious alone time,” Jake added, not bothering to hide how he was laughing at you.
You groaned.
The dorm that the bus arrived in front of was smaller than you’d expected, considering your group of nine. Nonetheless, after living with four other trainees in a small bedroom for months even before I-Land, the sight of a place you could finally call your home was comforting. That and, it still looked like the nicest place you’d lived in since you moved away from New Zealand. 
You’d gently shook Sangmi awake, her cat-like eyes squinting at the bright lights flooding in from the ceiling of the van as she regained consciousness. 
“We’re home!” you whispered to her as the rest of the boys began to collect their things and stand to exit the bus. Jay stretched his back, a loud pop resounding and causing Riki and Sunoo to laugh loudly at the elder. You grinned up at him while Sangmi herself extended her arms above her head, arching her spine.
“Listen to this Grandpa!” Jungwon teased and Jay only adjusted his glasses and smiled as the other members chuckled at his comment. “Are you gonna be able to make it inside?”
“I don’t think so. Give me a piggyback ride,” Jay said and Jungwon curled into his seat that was next to Sangmi as Jay reached across the seats to try and grab at the younger. 
“We’re going to resume filming!” One of the staff informed, interrupting Jay’s attack on Jungwon (much to Jungwon’s relief) and causing everyone else to fall silent. Sunghoon offered you his hand as you slung your backpack over your shoulder, and you smiled up at him after taking hold of it, him pulling you up. 
You all began filing out of the vehicle, soft “Wow’s” leaving everyone’s mouths as they passed by the camera, and you were no exception. To be fair, the entrance appeared to be more luxurious than you’d originally seen and the thrums of excitement resounded through your chest once again as one of the staff typed in the passcode for the door. The night was warm for September, yet the heat from your jacket was still welcome as you all waited outside for the staff to give you all a rundown on the dorm rules and give you all the entry code. 
It was all simple stuff that you’d already kind of expected: no one in the house other than members and staff, any kind of leaving must be requested with the person being accompanied by some sort of surveillance, online orders or shopping packages would be delivered to the HYBE building to be checked before being handed off to the members, etc. You bounced on the balls of your feet, hands clutching each other as the door opened. Sangmi grasped onto your arm, a large smile on her face and both of you exchanged a glance.
We made it.
The two of you squealed, earning a concerned look from Sunghoon, and jumped a bit as you linked arms with your unnie. Neither of you could see inside the building yet due to Heeseung’s height and Jungwon’s wide shoulders, but an indescribable feeling of joy and happiness took hold of you. Sunghoon’s words from earlier played in your head again, and you finally felt yourself appreciating all of the hard work you’d put yourself through to reach this point. A sense of accomplishment ran through your veins, and the fact that it was just the door of your dorm opening for you to finally appreciate yourself and your long journey made you want to laugh at yourself. But then again, it was like you were entering a new world. Transforming into a new person by walking through that threshold. You still felt unsure of what your future life held, what struggles you would have to face, but as you clutched onto Sangmi and followed Jay into the house, you had an inkling that it would be okay as long as you had them by your side.
Unlike before on the bus, your eyes didn’t even bother searching and scoping for the cameras that the staff had placed. Instead, you opted for actually taking in the rooms before you as you kicked off your shoes and placed them somewhat neatly next to Heeseung’s. Dragging Sangmi behind you, you followed the rest of the boys into the kitchen, like a lost puppy following around someone it trusted. The boy’s exclamations and excitement were contagious and the once quiet house now echoed with the sound of its new residents. You all were quick to get comfortable, placing your bags down on random spots on the floor. 
“We’re going to fill this place up from now on!” Sunghoon uttered eagerly and he seized your other arm, pulling you away from Sangmi, the girl letting out a small protest. Ultimately, though, she just continued placing her coat on the table and joined Jake as he looked over the food that was stocked in the cupboards. 
“Oh, I don’t know how I feel about these curtains,” you murmured to yourself, smiling and placing your free hand’s fingers on your nose as you looked at the gold material. Your comment didn’t go unnoticed by the boy gripping onto your arm though.
“We can go online shopping tonight, yeah? I’ll get you whatever one you pick out.” You gave him a pointed look.
“Yah, what’s gotten into you lately Park Sunghoon-ssi?”
“Sunghoon-oppa,” he corrected and his fingers found your sides, squeezing gently and making you laugh loudly at the tickles.
“Ok! Ok!” you gasped out between laughs, hands desperately trying to push him off you, “Sunghoon-oppa! Stop it!” The last words came out in a small scream and Jungwon approached you both. 
“Don’t kill her Sunghoon-hyung,” he teased, poking at your side as said boy finally let you go. Turning around, you hit Sunghoon’s arm gently.
“Yeah, don’t kill me,” you laughed and Sunghoon pretended to lunge for you again, only for you to run out of the kitchen giggling. 
The living room was void of any furniture, apart from a TV, and as you entered the empty space, you sighed softly to yourself. You’d never lived alone, always sharing a dorm or spending your summers with your family, so you figured that having eight other roommates wouldn’t be that much of an adjustment. You would get to create a new safe space with them, everyone would be able to add their own features and personalities through small items and ways of existing. And sure, maybe you were romanticizing the thought of sharing a home with seven boys, but the fact that you were beginning a new life still brought a small smile to your face.
It was easy to picture your desired layout of the room, a light-colored couch big enough for everyone would go against the back wall and you were sure you’d be able to find a cute enough rug to put in the middle of the tile floor… And anything organizational would be important you figured.
Oh God, if any of them were messy it was going to drive you insane–
“YN-ah!” Sangmi called from somewhere down the hallway on your left, breaking you out of your thoughts, “I picked our room!” 
You were quick to follow her voice, jogging past the three other bedrooms that the boys were enthusiastically looking through while they chose who they were going to room with. And as Jay yelled something about Jake and how he left socks and hats everywhere, it was easy to smile. 
“Wah…” you breathed as you peeked into the room Sangmi was standing in, the older girl already lying on the bed pushed up against the left side of the room. When she saw you, she grinned. “Our room!” you exclaimed, giggling a little as she got up and pulled you inside.
“Our room!” she repeated as you both held onto each other’s forearms, jumping around in a little circle out of pure excitement and happiness. “Susu and YN-ie!” you squealed at her words and she followed suit, only for the two of you to dissolve into laughter at the strange noises. 
“Are you guys having a party or something in here?” someone suddenly asked, and with a quick glance over your shoulder, you saw it was Sunoo. “In this amazing room?”
“Yup, bet it’s better than everyone else’s!” you cried, wrapping your arms around Sangmi and leaning your head on hers. 
“What do you mean?” He gazed fondly at you, eyes turning into crescent moons as he smiled at the sight of you and your best friend, “All of the rooms are the same.”
“Well, it’s our room so it’s automatically the best,” Sangmi stated like it was the most obvious thing in the world and you nodded immediately after she spoke. 
Sunoo rolled his eyes, “Have you guys seen the makeup room yet?”
“There’s a makeup room?” you said, eyes widening and arms loosening. Sunoo nodded. “Oh my gosh, show me right now. Please.” After waiting for you and Sangmi to exit the room, he led you back down the hallway and towards the kitchen once again. 
“Obviously, there’s nothing in here yet, but can’t you imagine?”
“Us getting ready in here every day? Duh– Oh! Which bathroom are you using? Let’s do our skincare together tonight.” Sunoo observed the way you smiled and the way you bolted from topic to topic. Your usual shyness was nowhere to be found at the moment. Instead, there was this overjoyed girl who was ready to do anything and everything, and something in his chest softened at the fact that you were already comfortable. 
I-Land had been a difficult time for everyone, but especially you. The other girls were horrible to you in the first part of the show, and with the way the audience turned on you in the second half, your confidence had taken quite the hit. Sunoo recalled a conversation he’d had with the Chamber 5 unit, the first performance he’d had with you, about ways they would be able to keep you from the evil editing and hate that was occurring. You’d come to him one night sobbing, absolutely tearing yourself down in every possible way and picking at all of the faults you thought you had. And as he held you to try and suppress your shaking and frenzied breathing, all Sunoo could think about was how much he wanted to take away your pain. How he could bear any kind of torture in the world to stop your worries and struggles and to see you happy. And now, as he watched you grin and point spaces out to Sangmi for possible decoration, he thanked every force and star in the universe that you were here with them. 
Another person shuffled into the doorway, “We’re moving the cameras into position for the dinner portion of the video.” The three of you hastily followed the staff out of the room and back into the kitchen, taking your spots at the table as they signaled to the group that they had started the cameras. The majority of the group had already begun scarfing the chicken down before they even started rolling, and after reaching over Heeseung who was on your right to grab your own pair of chopsticks, you had to fight Jake’s out of the way so you could at least get one piece. 
A few minutes passed and only chewing was heard. “Please speak about the food,” one of the producers said and you all were quick to follow the instructions.
“Why is chicken so good?” Sunghoon said from the end of the table and you couldn’t help but laugh to yourself at how quickly he responded to the request.
Sunoo dropped another piece into his mouth, “Right?”
“Besides the box lunch before rehearsal I don’t think I ate anything,” Jungwon commented.
You frowned at him, “Ah, Jungwon-oppa, you shouldn’t skip meals.” Another piece of chicken found its way between your chopsticks and you popped it into your mouth, meeting Jungwon’s dark eyes. He held your gaze and you felt your face flush at the way he was looking at your mouth.
“A little kimbap?” Sunoo asked.
“I didn’t even eat the kimbap,” Jungwon answered, never taking his eyes off you. Your fingers shot up to your lips as the others continued discussing something, feeling around for sauce that might’ve not made it onto your tongue.
“Is there something on my face?” you whispered to him and he shook his head, a smirk pulling at the corners of his mouth. 
“No, your lips just look pretty right now,” instinctively your hand covered your mouth. Jungwon laughed. “Whenever you eat something spicy they turn a really cute shade of red.”
“Thank you?” you offered and turned away from his stare for the sake of your embarrassment. 
Why did your gut feel like it was trembling? 
“Ooh! Should we watch a movie?” Jake asked, it now being his turn to face you. Murmurs of agreement swarmed the table and through a mouthful of chicken, you also approved of the idea. 
You swallowed the food in your mouth as you watched Sunghoon lift a cup of water to his lips. His throat bobbed. A droplet rested on his bottom lip as he stopped to take a breath. Since when was it so hot in the room?
Hastily, you turned to face Jake. “Can I have a sip, please?” you asked the brunette on your left and Jake nodded, wordlessly handing you the paper cup.
Jake took another bite, “It’s so relaxing to be like this.”
And it was. After the stress and intense emotions of I-Land, this moment of connection between the eight of you (Riki was already off and sleeping), brought that feeling where you were safe to be yourself. Any amount of work and heartache you had to endure was worth it. Just to be sitting here and watching your group members laugh and talk casually made your heart soar. From somewhere in the back of your brain you heard Sunghoon laugh and your head instantly turned to follow the happy sound. 
And there he was, smiling and acting the most carefree you’d seen him since, well, you met him. Your brain felt like it was going blank as you watched him eat, it was so cute the way he was concentrating on his food and the slope of his nose looked beautiful as he leaned over the table. Out of all the emotions you’d felt that night, the pride that filled you as you watched him in that moment was the strongest. Sunghoon was one of the kindest and most caring people you’d ever had the joy of becoming close with, and not only was his appearance beautiful, but his soul was as well. He was so deserving of everything he’d earned in the previous summer months. So deserving of all of the people who had fallen in love with him. Deserving of all of your love.
Of your love?
“We’re going to see each other forever,” Jake’s wide eyes surprised you as he tilted his head to try and get you to look at him and away from Sunghoon. Heeseung peeked over his shoulder at the way your face had suddenly gone blank and lost some of its color, like you’d just come to an earth-shattering revelation (you had).
Quickly, he cleared his throat and looked away, “I’m super happy I got to debut with such great people.”
“Awww, so sweet,” Sangmi teased.
“The eldest brother!” Jungwon added and Sunghoon repeated what the younger said, unaware of the way your heart jumped at the sound of his voice.
Jake reached around your small upper body to hit Heeseung on the shoulder, “Wow, our eldest brother.”
“Heeseung would be a great leader when we debut,” Sunghoon continued, and despite being lost in your thoughts, trying to sort out whatever tidal wave emotion that had rushed through you in a split second, you nodded subconsciously.
Jungwon dropped his chopsticks down on the other side of the table, “We’re all one year apart!”
“Do you want me to be the leader?”
“16, 17, 17, 16, 18, 18, 19, 20!” Sunoo counted off, ignoring Heeseung’s question. Jungwon hummed. 
“I want Jay to help a little if I become the leader,” Heeseung said, mostly to himself, but everyone still listened.
“Not Jay!” Sunghoon exclaimed,  “Jay should continue to be the life leader.”
“What about YN-ie?” Sangmi offered, giggling at your thoughtless expression.
Your eyes snapped around at the mention of your name, “Huh?”
The others just laughed. 
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“Thank you,” you tilted your head in a bow as your individual interview finally wrapped up, clapping softly as you stood and the staff began packing up the gear. It would just be the other cameras sprinkled around the house that would film the rest of the night. 
“Good work today!” one of the staff cheered and you responded with a smile. The majority of the rooms were silent as you followed the film team towards the entrance of the dorm and you figured that the rest of your members had already begun drifting off to sleep while you stayed up as the final person to answer questions. Mentally, you rolled your eyes.
“Get back safe!” you said as they waved goodbye and only a few seconds passed as the team turned away from the door before you closed it and locked it, pulling on the handle three times to make sure that it was truly locked. There was a privacy gate that surrounded the neighborhood, since the area you were now living in was a neighborhood HYBE had designated for some of their artists, but a motto that had been ingrained into your brain by your mother was “better safe than sorry”. 
Sighing to yourself, you followed the still slightly unfamiliar path into the kitchen to collect your bag before finding your way into one of the two bathrooms. The thought of whether or not this was the one Sangmi had used had been disregarded by you and you pushed your hair back with the Cinnamoroll headband you’d received the previous year for Christmas, only thinking of getting your skincare done and heading to bed.
You were exhausted, all of the excitement and adrenaline finally wearing off as the sound of the running sink met your ears. The cool water on your face felt heavenly and some of the cloudiness in your brain began evaporating as you scrubbed away at your skin. Sunghoon had yet to leave your brain though. Yes, you had always found him attractive, and of course affection for him had always been present, but since when did things feel so deep? Your heart was burning with a sense of longing and hope, images of the two of you doing anything and everything together filling your head. This emotion of fondness was uncharted territory to you, and with the unknown, came fear. 
It hadn’t even been a full 24 hours of being a debut team and you were already proving those that had claimed you would fall for your team members right. The hate that all of the girls had received for being in a co-ed show you now understood because it was justifiable. 
You would fall for them too, you thought bitterly as you pumped vitamin C serum into your hand.
This industry was cruel, you’d been aware of that since your first week as a trainee, but the fans were even cruller. The way they would pick apart the women was something you were dreading, and you would be damned if you gave those who hated you another reason to tear you down. So whatever you were feeling now had to be just a brief moment of weakness because you refused to be vulnerable for those who wanted to be in your position. 
A droplet of water fell onto your hand and you let out a watery laugh as you realized you had started crying. Halfheartedly, you wiped your eyes before removing your contacts, slipping your glasses on before you changed into your pajamas. A final glance in the mirror showed you that your eyes were still a bit red, but it was no bother to you since you figured that Sangmi was already sleeping and you could play the color off as fatigue if you really needed to. 
As quietly as possible, you exited the bathroom, balancing all of your products in your left hand as you tried to open your backpack with your right hand. But with your luck, you could only watch as your bottle of face wash fell off the top of the pile and onto the floor, letting out a small ‘thump’ as it landed. 
“Of course,” you whispered to yourself, staying still as you glanced around the hallway, making sure the small noise didn’t wake anyone up. Once you were positive that the rest of the group was still asleep, you shuffled your feet a bit and began to try and squat down to reach the object. Maybe it wasn’t your best idea, considering your hands were still full, but tiredness had a grip on your thinking, and with the already overwhelming amount of emotions running through your veins, all you wanted to do was fall asleep. 
The sound of a door opening startled you, the soft creek causing your head to snap over your shoulder and for the rest of your skincare to topple out of your hand and crash onto the group. 
“Shit,” Sunghoon’s voice was raspy as he rushed over to you. You could only stare at him as he knelt next to you, checking the packaging to make sure nothing broke before placing everything into your backpack. 
“Did I wake you up?” you whispered to him and he shook his head, finishing zipping up your bag. 
“I was already gonna go to the bathroom,” his eyes flicked up to meet yours and you instantly looked down, “and I heard the noise, but I didn’t really think anything of it.” You nodded and pushed yourself up, him following suit, “I can’t believe they kept you so late.”
“Considering we have to get up at six tomorrow?” A soft laugh was shared between you both. 
“No, I just can’t believe that they were willing to deal with your attitude.”
“I am not the brat you believe me to be, Sunghoon-oppa,” you said, teasingly rolling your eyes at him.
He grinned and the sight of his fangs made your insides go soft, “Only when you’re tired.”
“Only when 5 '11”, ex-ice skaters won’t leave me alone.”
“Oh, hush,” he whispered, hitting your hands away from him, “and go to bed.” 
“Goodnight, Sunghoon-oppa.” You turned to head to your room only for his hand to find your wrist pulling you back around. His face suddenly appeared concerned, eyebrows furrowing. His other hand found your arm and he pulled you closer. If it weren’t for the fact that you were practically nose-to-nose with him now and your heart was suddenly about to beat its way out of your chest, you probably would’ve deduced that he was trying to piece together why your eyes were so red.
“Were you crying?”
The abruptness of his question caught you off-guard and you could only gape at his words, “Nuh- No. I’m just tired.”
The change of tone in the short conversation made your face grow hot. You weren’t sure why you were embarrassed that he’d been able to piece your emotions together that quickly, but it probably had something to do with how you were a horrible liar. 
Sunghoon’s hands that were still gripping onto your arms were making it extremely hard to concentrate as well, the feeling of his fingers pressing into your skin was lighting a fire under your nerves. Electricity was coursing through you at his touch. 
“Are you still worried that people won’t like you?”
“I’m always worried that people won’t like me,” you said. “It’s- it’s um,” you cleared your throat, “It’s just something else. I’m just… thinking about someone in a way I’d rather not.” Your laugh never sounded so wrong before as you acted out from your nervousness. Sunghoon tilted his head slightly, the expression on his face cluing to you that his concern was slowly melting away.
“Who?” Are you kidding me.
Your breathing was getting heavy, the sound of his voice and the overall closeness of him was making it extremely difficult to think. His scent was infiltrating your senses and filling your brain with thoughts of–Sunghoon, Sunghoon, Sunghoon. All you could do was laugh awkwardly.
“Oh… he– You wouldn’t know him.”
“I wouldn’t know him?” Sunghoon’s tone abruptly became rough and you mentally face-palmed yourself. Of course, you would accidentally bring up what you were trying to avoid. “Don’t tell me you’re seeing somebody.”
“I’m not seeing anyone,” you repeated back to him. His dark eyes were holding your own and you had a sudden pull towards him, like you were in a trace, “I’m not.”
Sunghoon didn’t look like he was convinced. 
“But you have romantic feelings for someone?”
“Ye– No. No, I um… I don’t know?” And without warning, he was even closer than before, and in an attempt to combat the heat that was beginning to build within you, you moved backward.
Step.
“Hmm. Well, I do.” Your stomach dropped at the three words. 
Step.
“You do?” Sunghoon hummed, hands running down the expanse of your arms, removing your backpack from your hands and letting it fall to the floor.
Step.
“And I think about her with everything I do. She reminds me of home, like a cold day where I sit next to the fire because the warmth is what keeps me going, and she makes me question everything I’ve ever felt.”
Your back met the wall behind you and you felt how your mouth was slightly opened from Sunghoon’s words. 
“She’s like air to me. Seeing her happy is like a drug for me because it brings me a kind of joy I’ve never experienced before. I want to give her the world, I would do anything she asks me to–”
“She’s very lucky.”
“And I’ve been in love with her ever since I saw her on that stage.”
The intenseness in the way he was speaking made you tremble and the reality of his words was one you didn’t want to face. Your relationship with Sunghoon was one you weren’t willing to lose and him confessing and making everything real was so unbelievably scary. You were desperate for a world where you could be with him, but with it being so early in your career, you didn’t want to risk his future and everything he’d worked for. 
“Sunghoon–”
His hands slid up to your neck and your slim fingers reached up to grip his own. “I apologize for the suddenness, but I think I’m in love with you–”
“Sunghoon. We can’t,” you murmured, heartbreaking as you did so. You couldn’t bear to look in his eyes at that moment, scared of what expression might be evident in them. The strength of your hands on his told a different story than your rejection, though. “Not right now.”
“What do you mean?” The sentence made you feel like crying again. 
“It’s too soon, Hoon,” you said, rubbing the skin of his hands with your thumbs. “If we try anything, the company won’t be happy. Our fans won’t be happy–”
“But wouldn’t you be happy? If we tried anything?” His grip moved to your face and he tilted your head so you had no choice but to look at him. Sunghoon rested his forehead on yours and you squeezed your eyes shut to stop yourself from sobbing. “I want you to be happy…”
“And I don’t want to ruin everything you’ve worked for.” You gently removed his touch from your cheeks, but refused to release his hands, holding them between your two bodies, “I’m happy if I get to have you even like this.”
“I love you.”
Your lips were pressed into a firm pout and you finally found the bravery to look at him, “I love you.” Water was brimming both of your eyes at this point, and he frowned before leaning closer to you only for you to bring your intertwined hands up between your chests to stop him. 
“Let me just once,” he whispered. You bit your lip. It wasn’t smart if you allowed him to do what you thought he wanted to, it would only make things harder for you both. Harder to let everything go and let this love fizzle out. Even though it never would. 
Against your better judgment, you nodded and his lips met yours without another moment wasted. 
You never knew a kiss could be mournful, but that was exactly what this felt like. Sunghoon moved against you so effortlessly, like he was meant to kiss you and you wanted to live in the moment forever. His lips were so soft, so full, and he suckled on your bottom lip before he pressed his tongue onto yours. Salty tears from your eyes mixed with Sunghoon’s flavor and the taste only furthered your heartbreak. Your movements were inexperienced and messy, after all this would be your first kiss, and nothing about it was like the rom-com dramas and romance novels you adored apart from the fact that it was with someone you were in love with. 
Through the way Sunghoon held onto your face and desperately pressed his body against yours you could read how he was saying, “I can’t let you go, but if it’s what you think is best, then I’ll do anything you ask.” And in return, you held him close as your way of saying “I’m sorry. I love you.” 
Then the burning of your lungs became too much and you pulled yourself away. 
Sunghoon said nothing as you collected your bag off the ground and moved past him to your bedroom. Unintentionally, you slammed the door shut behind you and your heart shook with the sound of the bang. You couldn’t help the feeling of regret that clawed its way onto you, like some sort of ugly second skin that you couldn’t get rid of. The thought of “What if”. 
“YN-ie?” Sangmi’s voice was groggy as she roused at the commotion you’d created. You sniffled and set the backpack at the foot of your bed, acting as if you didn’t hear her. “Honey, what’s wrong?”
More tears were on your cheeks. 
“He– I– I…” and with that, you were sobbing in the most unattractive way. Sangmi instantly was out of her bed, arms finding your shoulders and pressing your face into her neck as you released your heartbreak into your best friend’s skin.
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Ever since that first night, the tension between you and Sunghoon had been unbearable. Not only for both of you but for the other members as well. Sangmi hadn’t left you alone longer than necessary after you’d cried your heart out to her and fallen asleep with her in her bed, too worried that you wouldn’t be able to get through it alone. Especially with your young age and the stresses that were already beginning to pile up as the recording for Enhypen’s debut album commenced. The other boys were always by your side too. They didn’t know exactly what had happened, but they could sense something was off and began copying the way Sangmi was taking care of you.
And while you were thankful for their concern, you were desperate to no longer be coddled. 
“Your voice is so pretty,” Jake mused to you as the two of you exited the recording studio, leaving Jay and Heeseung behind to finish up some more background vocals. 
You and Jake had meetings to attend to as the last part of the day’s schedule due to brands already requesting endorsements with you both, Louis Vuttion for Jake and Miu Miu for you. You figured that they must’ve been pretty desperate to secure a brand deal with you both considering the group had yet to debut. 
“I think I strained too much today. I don’t know what’s been going on but my throat has been so dry lately.”
Jake offered you his water. You shook your head, not wanting to take even more since you’d drank from it for the entirety of the recording session, but he simply sighed at your stubbornness and pushed the bottle into your hands.
“You should let me take care of you more often,” he pouted and you giggled at the sight. 
“I already have six other people worried about me. You don’t need to look after me too.” The way he was looking at you shifted and the smirk that revealed itself on his lips made heat rise to your face. Hastily, you took a sip from his water.
“Can’t I love you?”
“No!” you blurted and laughed at your reaction. 
“Relax, I’m just messing with you.” Embarrassed, you shared a small laugh with him. “But what has been going on? I don’t feel as close to you as we were on I-Land.”
“Trauma response.” He wrestled his water bottle from your hands, faking annoyance. “Sorry! I’m sorry!” you laughed as Jake pulled his hood up over his face, a faux saddened expression on his handsome features and he tried to turn away from you. You stopped to throw your arms around him, stopping his strides and pinning his arms down as you brought your face close to his. “Aww, don’t pout. ‘I’m just messing with you,’” you said, mocking his accent. 
He tried to brush his nose against yours and you immediately jumped away.
“Back up, buddy.”
“Oh so you’ll kiss Sunghoon but not me?” Your stomach plummeted to the floor.
The first thing you felt was panic. Worry about who else knew and how Jake found out being what struck you. Then, you were angry. And with the look on Jake’s face, he knew he said something he shouldn’t have.
“Wait, I didn’t mean that–”
“How’d you know about that?” you whispered angrily and the shuffling of other staff at the end of the hallway briefly distracted you, enough for Jake to loop your arm with his and pull you towards the elevators that would take you to your meeting rooms. “Slow– Slow down Jake! God…”
The both of you stopped in front of the elevator and he pressed the up button.
“I’m sorry. I shouldn’t have said that. It was out of line–” 
“It’s fine, but what did… What did he tell you?”
Jake sighed, “Just that you guys kissed. Didn’t really mention anything else but he seemed so upset. And now,” he huffed out a breath of air. “He’s not really talking to any of us.”
Your eyebrows furrowed harshly as you blinked up at him. Sunghoon wasn’t talking to any of them? You hadn’t seen him a lot in the past week, partly because you were avoiding him and partly because the schedules were increasingly becoming more and more busy. But from the times that you had seen him, he didn’t seem any different than he normally did. You had thought you were doing the right thing: giving him time away from you to heal, when really, you had just been thinking of yourself and the hurt your decision had caused you. More often than not, you cared for others intensely, and when you would finally recognize how suffocating you were being, you would withdraw completely. You needed to have the power to leave before the other person did. 
“Is something going on with you two?”
“I don’t know what to do Jake,” you muttered as the elevator dinged. He carefully grasped onto your sleeve and directed you into the small space, “I just thought that, you know, we technically aren’t even in the industry yet and… I’m just so tired of feeling scared of everything.”
Jake cooed a soft “No” at your words and pulled you into a tight hug. The grounding feeling of his arms around you chipped away at your anger and worry, and his natural scent with the coconut and vanilla body wash Sangmi had bought for him helped the unease in your head slowly evaporate. 
“Don’t be scared of Sunghoon,” he said after he felt how your breathing had slowed, “Don’t be scared of any of us.”
“I don’t want to be the reason for something bad to happen to you guys. I don’t want you guys to hate me.” You sniffed and internally cringed at how pathetic you sounded, “What if I do something bad and you all leave me?”
His chin left your head and as soon as you looked up, you saw the almost offended look he had in his eyes.
“Do you know how stupid you sound right now?” Your face scrunched at his words and you went to push him away before he stopped you. “We would never, ever, leave you,” he said, “We’re all too obsessed with you to even let you out of our sights for a minute. And– and, you’re such a good person. It’s so easy to see that and we all love you so much.”
Jake paused and you had to focus on the dinging from the elevator going up another two floors to stop yourself from sniffing again. 
His eyes fell downwards to the floor as he spoke up again, “Especially Sunghoon.” He almost sounded sad, but you let it go. “So I don’t want you to be scared of how you feel for him. And after this meeting, I want you to go to him and tell him you want to be with him.”
“Jake–”
“No, really, because I know that if you don’t do it now, you never will,” he pushed and unfortunately, he was right. “Embrace being loved for once. I want you to understand how much you deserve it.” 
The robotic female voice signaled that you had arrived at the floor where you were going to have your meetings and Jake released you at the sound. You gripped onto his torso for one longer moment, though, squeezing him tightly.
“You’re amazing.”
He laughed, “I know I am.”
Jake watched as you smiled up at him, only to let your hand fall into his as you pulled him out of the elevator and into the hallway. As lightly as he could, he squeezed your hand three times, hoping you wouldn’t know what it meant.
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It had been easy to talk to the members on the car ride back to the dorms, the four of you discussing the upcoming trip to Jeju-do for the further production of the debut EP and what was for dinner that night. You all had more filming to do for the end of your day and the ENHYPEN&Hi episode, so you were thankful that you’d had only a two-hour dance practice earlier. 
“I’m so hungryy,” you whined to Jake and Riki whined along with you, trying to match your pitch. “Riki-chan, stop.”
“Forget hungry, she’s hangry,” Jake teased.
You pouted at him and Heeseung laughed at the way your lips pressed together, “Is my charm broken today or something? Why aren’t you guys fussing over me and offering me snacks?”
“I’ll make you raymeon as soon as we get back, okay?”
“Fine,” you agreed to Jake’s offer. 
Heeseung smiled, “How was your meeting?”
“Unbelievable,” you smiled, suddenly giddy with excitement. “It’s still crazy that Miu Miu wants me to be a house ambassador.”
“Wow, Aoki YN, your impact is so amazing. Total It-Girl.”
“If you’re jealous Riki-chan, just say that,” you sassed before turning back to Heeseung. “They want to do a magazine cover with me in December to announce it.” 
“Well, you certainly have their princess vibes down to a T.”
“Because I’m pretty?”
“Because you’re spoiled–”
“My meeting was great too, Heeseung-hyung, thanks for asking,” Jake interrupted and Riki laughed loudly at the elder. The trio continued to bicker as you rested your head on the window, listening now and then for one of their creative comments and giggling. 
But your head was still spinning, heart heavy with worry for Sunghoon. You had genuinely thought that you were doing the right thing by shutting down your love for him despite knowing it would never end for you. The idea of setting him free had convinced you to disregard yourself, but thanks to Jake, you’d come to face the reality that the idea of letting him go was just an excuse for you to disregard your fear of vulnerability. And you couldn’t help but think of all of the times Sunghoon had been there for you, comforted you, made you laugh, and in return, you couldn’t even fully open yourself up to him. 
You wanted everything with him. You did want something real. 
Jake leaned over your shoulder, peering at your face and searching for any signs that you were upset. The corners of his lips gently turned up into a small reassuring smile. You returned the action.
“I would love to go to an actual restaurant,” Heeseung suddenly said, and you figured that at some point when you were lost in your thoughts, they’d changed the topic of conversation once again.
“Ooh!” Riki exclaimed, “I want to try a Saengson Hoejip.”
You shifted a little in your seat so you were facing them, “We might as well go to a sushi place then.”
“Mhm, they’re very different,” Heeseung said. 
“I’m not very well-versed in my types of raw fish.”
Heeseung smiled, “That just tells me I need to take you out to more places to eat.”
“As long as I can come,” Riki added. Heeseung rolled his eyes at the younger and Riki let out an offended sound at the action. 
“Me too! Me too!” Jake laughed and as they began to jokingly argue once again, you were relieved to see the gate for the community the dorm was in. And then you remembered what you promised Jake you would do that night and the relief morphed into anxiety. 
Would Sunghoon hate you for changing your mind? Would he assume you were playing with his feelings? Or maybe he wouldn’t trust you because he thought you would randomly reject him again. You could only hope that he would at least give you another chance. 
The car traveled down the road crowded with the apartments that other groups and wealthier citizens lived in and you watched as they passed, trying to piece together what you would say to Sunghoon that night. But as the four of you were dropped off and the moon shone down on you, you realized that it was pointless. You would be too nervous in front of him to remember any sort of speech. Heeseung typed in the code and held the door for Jake, Riki, and you before heading in himself and you heard the consoling sound of the locks clicking into place.
“I’m gonna go change and then I’ll meet you in the kitchen,” you said to Jake and he nodded in agreement. The both of you moved towards your still rather bare rooms, and you quickly picked out a pair of plaid pajama pants. To your disappointment, most of your crewnecks were dirty, so you pulled on a random hoodie that you’d stowed away in your bag after finding it in the studio earlier that day. 
Your sock-clad feet padded noiselessly against the tiled floor as you headed for the kitchen, catching the sight of Sunghoon, Sunoo, and Sangmi sitting in the living room together. Sunghoon was too engrossed in his phone to pay attention to you walking by, but the image of him still looking so princely despite being in lounge clothing and bare-faced made your heart race.
Swallowing was painful against your dry throat and you turned into the kitchen, where the smell of food was already beginning to drift into the air. Your stomach grumbled. 
“Jungwon-oppa!” you exclaimed, seeing your fellow 04-liner helping Jake at the stove. Grinning, you spun around the corner of the counter and slid yourself into the space between the two boys. You wound an arm around him, leaning in for a kind of hug, “I missed you today.”
His ears turned a darker shade of pink, “Be careful, it’s hot.”
“Can I help?”
“You can go sit at the table,” Jake offered and you hit his arm at the comment, him and Jungwon laughing. 
“Fine. But I want a good portion of that,” you demanded, your other arm going around Jungwon’s waist as he opened his package of spices and began pouring them into the boiling water. 
He rested his cheek on the top of your head, “Of course.” And then a quick kiss was planted on your hair before he was nudging you away with his hip.
“Geez… Ok, ok! I’m going!” you giggled as he continued to bump you. 
“This looks so good,” Jay said loudly as he walked into the kitchen and you decided that it was his turn to receive a hug as you moved away from Jungwon. Without even sparing you a glance, Jay opened his arms for you to rush into.
“No, no,” Jungwon said as Jay and you waddled along behind the two, “We asked you before.”
Heeseung, now in a pink hoodie and Winnie the Pooh pajama pants, wasn’t far behind Jay and he approached the youngsters who were cooking as well. “That looks so good,” he said, nudging you and Jay to the side so he could stand between Jake and Jungwon.
“Get out of here,” you giggled, moving away from Jay to nudge Heeseung back. The elder smiled. 
“It looks really good,” he repeated as he left the kitchen. 
Jay tugged on the sleeve of your hoodie, “Is this Sunghoon’s?” You tucked a piece of hair behind your ear as you looked down at the clothing. 
“Oh. Yeah, it is.”
Jake’s head whipped over his shoulder, “Did you two already make up?” Your eyes widened at his comment and you violently began shaking your head from side to side. Trying to signal to him that this was not the time and place to talk about you and Sunghoon. He furrowed his eyebrows, confused, “You haven’t?”
“What’s going on between you and Sunghoon?” Jay asked, glancing between you and Jake. Jake flushed as a death glare was sent his way from you.
“Nothing, nothing,” you cleared your throat and let your eyes trail up to Jay’s face, “I think he’s just tired of me stealing his things.”
Jungwon laughed, “As if. I swear sometimes he leaves his stuff around cause he knows you’re gonna pick it up.”
“Nah, you’re lying,” Jake cut in, “If anyone does that, it’s Jay-hyung.”
Jungwon laughed loudly as he picked up the pan to assist Jake in finishing the ramyeon. Jay’s face had fallen flat in faux anger, as it often did whenever he was teased by the members.
“We all do it, actually!” The sight of your smile directed towards him made his heart stutter, “You always clean our clothes after you wear them.”
Your mouth fell open, “You think I smell bad?!”
“No! No–”
“You’re the best-smelling person in this whole dorm,” Heeseung said as he walked back into the kitchen. He began collecting and placing chopsticks for the ramyeon on the table, “Always remind me of cupcakes or something.”
You pouted, “Well, good. I’ve spent too much on perfume for me to stink.” 
Moving away from the stove, you sat down at the table next to Heeseung, waiting for Jake to be done stirring the noodles. Which, apparently, had already been done, considering how quickly bowls were placed on the table after you’d sat down. The pan with the food had been placed at the center, and you gently nudged the Nintendo Switch Heeseung was playing on in his direction.
“Let’s take a photo of this!” Jake exclaimed, pulling out his phone and sitting down before holding the device out to take a selfie. Leaning onto Heeseung’s shoulder, you offered a peace sign, like he and Jungwon were doing. 
As soon as the camera was down, the man on your right began to dish the ramyeon into his bowl and you carefully began to take some of your own as well. 
“Does this even keep you warm?” you asked through a mouthful of noodles as you pulled on the sleeve of Heeseung’s sweatshirt, referencing the hole in the shoulder.
He slurped his food loudly, “Not really but I have a shirt on underneath.” He turned to show you the other piece of clothing through the hole in the back. 
“That seems counterproductive.”
Jungwon laughed at your thought, “At least it’s not that cold right now.”
“Clearly,” Jake scooped up more raymeon with his chopsticks, “Jay’s standing there in shorts and drinking an iced drink.”
You peered around Heeseung to the second oldest, who was leaning on the counter and enjoying his drink, “Do you want some food?”
Jungwon shook his head for Jay, “No. You eat.”
“I was just asking…” you trailed off as Sunoo joined the rest of you in the kitchen. 
“Consider your health though. You haven’t eaten since this morning,” Jake said and you felt your cheeks heat at their thoughtfulness. 
Sunoo stood next to the table, tying the front part of his hair into a small ponytail that resembled the sprout of a plant. “That’s crazy,” he said, commenting on how good the meal smelled.
No one said anything in response, knowing that he was searching for someone to offer him food. 
“You can have a bite,” Heeseung offered after swallowing his mouthful. Sunoo thought for a moment before leaning towards the camera, squishing his cheeks up into a smile. You laughed at the cute sight.
After finishing your serving, you gathered the remaining food into your bowl, “Is Sangmi-unniei in our room?” 
“I think so,” Sunoo said. “If not, she’s probably showering.”
You hummed in affirmation and stood up, taking the bowl with you. After bidding the boys good night, you waved at the camera at the end of the table, “See you soon!” And as you left the room, you could distantly hear the others chuckling inaudibly at your exit.
The sight of Sunghoon still sitting on the living room floor, phone in his hands stopped you though. 
You peered down at the warm bowl of food in your hands. Should you offer him the ramyeon as a peace offering? What if he hasn’t eaten?
Your mouth moved before you could stop it, “Hey Sunghoon-oppa.” His head whipped up, surprise written on his face. His eyes were so beautiful, it made your heart race. Like it was trying to beat out of your chest and reach him. You tilted the dish in your hand towards him, “Have you eaten?”
He shook his head. He still appeared too stunned to speak.
“Would you like this?”
He blinked quickly, closing his mouth which had fallen open a bit without either of you noticing. “Yeah… um–” he slid to the side a bit, “Sit here.”
So you did. Without breaking eye contact with him, you handed him the ramyeon, and for a moment, you watched him eat in silence. To put it simply, you were happier sitting on the tile floor and watching the boy you were in love with eat than you had been in the past two weeks. 
Your mind spiraled as you sat close to him, knees brushing, and a warm feeling filled your heart. The emotion of yearning was one you’d become familiar with recently, and now, that finally had come to a stop. By looking at him, you could imagine a future again, one with lazy mornings together and a life where instead of worrying about ruining his career, you would help him grow. You would take it one day at a time because you loved him. 
The glass bowl clinked as Sunghoon set it down on the tile. He wiped his mouth. You tried to not stare at his lips. You’ve kissed those lips before–
“Is that my hoodie?” 
Taken by surprise at his question, you gaped at him for a split second before you moved to stare down and brush the front of the clothing off.
“Yeah um… I’m sorry,” you moved to take it off before you remembered that you weren’t wearing anything underneath. “I’ll give it back to you. I just didn’t have anything else really to wear. Well, I did, but nothing I would want to sleep in–”
He cut you off with a small laugh, “It’s okay YN-ie. You can keep it if you want.”
“Ah,” you tucked your knees up to your chest. “Wait, really?”
Sunghoon nodded, “I meant what I said that night.” He looked at you, really looked at you (it felt like he was staring straight through your soul) and you softened at the adoration in his eyes. “I want you to be happy.”
You sniffled, “Over a sweatshirt?”
“Even over a sweatshirt.” You shared a laugh. 
“I actually wanted to talk to you…” you trailed off, gathering your courage before speaking again, “About that night.”
Sunghoon’s face fell, “I know. I overstepped and it was out of nowhere and I’m sorry–”
“Don’t apologize,” you said hushedly. Your hand shook as you reached to grab him, “I’m sorry.” Sunghoon was shaking his head in disagreement, but you chose to ignore it. “I love you,” you were speaking in hushed tones now, “I love you more than I’ve loved anyone in my life and it’s so scary,” the last part was weak in volume but strong in emotion. You could only hope that Sunghoon heard it. “It was wrong of me to shut you down like that after letting you kiss me and, Hoon– Hoon I… I want to try.”
The tears came quickly to your eyes and his free thumb reached up to wipe the water under your eyes away. You didn’t miss the way his own shone with a new kind of happiness, though.
“Don’t apologize. You’re allowed to feel however you want and I don’t want you to think that it’s not okay to say what you want.” You leaned into his touch, relishing in the way it felt like it set your skin on fire, “But I don’t want you to rush anything.”
“I’m not rushing–”
“Have you thought about us?” His question caught you off-guard. “All of those worries from before… are they gone?”
“I’m tired of pretending that I don’t need you, Hoon.”
He sighed shakily, leaning his head back, “I don’t want you to regret this.”
“Sunghoon-ssi, would you like to be my boyfriend.” It wasn’t a question. Instead, it was more of a statement, and it made him look back down at you instantly. There was something you couldn’t read in his eyes and his lack of response made nerves begin to grow in your chest. Doubt riddled your head, but you remained confident. Disregarding your fears was a difficult feat, and you were doing your best to be brave to him. 
“You can’t just ask that,” the whiny tone in his voice was so rare for him, and it made you laugh. “I’m being serious, YN-ah.”
You closed your mouth, but the smile didn’t go anywhere, “Right, right. Sorry.”
He blinked slowly at you, “I’m asking for the sake of both of us. I don’t want you to make a mistake you regret and I don’t want to be hurt again.”
“I’ve spent the past two weeks thinking about nothing except for you,” you whispered to him. His thoughts pulled at your heartstrings a bit and you couldn’t believe that you’d neglected showing Sunghoon the care and love he deserved for so long. “And if I’ve regretted anything… it’s been not trying to do anything.” You rested your forehead against his, like the first time you’d both confessed to each other. “I want you and I’ll spend as long as it takes to prove that to you,” you said, pausing to take a deep breath. “I made a mistake and I want to make up for it.”
He kissed you. Sitting in the empty living room, on the floor with the laughter of the other members drifting in from the kitchen, and it made you melt. 
It was just as messy as the first one, but it made you feel connected to him. The almost bruising possessiveness that he used to press his lips against yours made your stomach weak, and you desperately curled your hands into his hair to hold him against you. And at the touch of your fingers on his scalp, Sunghoon nibbled at your bottom lip and you almost groaned at the sensation. 
It was over sooner than you’d like. He pulled back, probably to satisfy the need to breathe. His warm eyes were on you instantly and shyness immediately overtook you. You looked down to try and hide the blush on your cheeks and the way you giggled to yourself. 
One of Sunghoon’s fingers hooked under your chin to pull you back up to him and you were met with the sight of him smiling softly at your excitement. 
“You want to?” he quietly asked, and you were so distracted from the kiss that it took you a moment to realize that he was talking about what you’d said before. 
You nodded, “Of course I do.”
“Then you can start by being my girlfriend.” Sunghoon’s smile grew to the point where his fangs were on display. You pretended to pout.
“I asked you first.”
He groaned, pulling you towards him and you shuffled with him to cuddle into his chest.
“I would love to be your girlfriend, Sunghoon-oppa.” And, god, when was the last time you saw him this happy?
“You realize this is the second time we’ve made out in front of the cameras?” You glanced over at the camera sitting on the floor next to you both and then at the one in the top corner of the room. Embarrassed, you buried your face into his neck, inhaling the calming scent that was Park Sunghoon. 
“At least the one on the floor is turned off,” you said, voice muffled into his skin. Sunghoon laughed, although you weren’t sure if it was from what you said or the way your lips tickled his skin. 
“It’s okay,” he added, “maybe they’ll use this footage and it’ll let everyone know that you’re taken now.”
You pulled back to look at his stupidly wide grin and you giggled before slapping his chest playfully, “More like it’ll make all of those fangirls back off of you.”
Sunghoon sighed, “I love you.”
“I love you,” you said back, almost immediately. He stretched one of his legs out from the criss-cross position he’d been sitting in and his foot hit the empty bowl of ramyeon. It clattered loudly, making you jump and look over your shoulder at it. “Ugh…” you groaned as you pushed yourself up into a standing position. 
Sunghoon frowned up at you, “Where'er you going?” You made a gesture at the ramyeon. 
“That,” you said as the boy also stood up, taking the bowl with him, “Was supposed to be for Sangmi.”
He let out a small ‘Ah’ of realization, “But you gave it to me.”
“Mhm,” you said as you both walked slowly in the direction of where everyone else was. “I gave it to you. Boyfriend.” And the way he grinned at his new title only confirmed to you, that your worries were no longer anything to be worried about.
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마리셀의 노트 , hehe first full length fic! this is the first part in a series that shows how each of the members joined the relationship and we’re starting with hoon😁🥹 some of this probably doesn’t make sense but it’s only because there’s a lot of stuff that goes down in I-LAND!! same goes with how quickly you n hoon get together… more background that will hopefully be showed in the I-LAND chapters💕💗 I’ll try to post some drabbles with the other members soon, but no promises lol🤷‍♀️ until then, thank you so much for the support I’ve received so far! it means the world to me💐🌷
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ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ Aohi is signed into a CO-ED contract and meets her future members alongside another female member, but she’s not necessarily welcome..
ʚɞ ⁺˖ ⸝⸝ eventual poly!ot7 x added member!oc. (ri-ki centric). content warnings: bickering, a bit of cursing? a little cringe writing.
| : ̗̀➛ MINTIE’s NOTES: Enhypen was considered a boy group prior to this chapter. Aohi was tied to girl group, XG before Enhypen. (ft. members of XG, other idols.)
| : ̗̀➛ WARNING! How I write ENHYPEN is not meant to portray the idols irl, this is my au and I write this for fun. contains angst and a little bit of bickering/awkward tension.
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✧. ┊   AOHI wasn't one to be a leader, and she knew that from a very young age. She loved to follow the crowd, keep up with trends and go along with any flow her friends set.
Aohi also knew she was one to set things in stone once planned, she was always ready to do things, anything her friends asked of her or plans they wanted to do, she followed orders, that was her whole thing but..
When Aohi had to face the decision of basically being kicked out of her group, being singled out by the company for reasons she didn't know yet, all she had to work with was her manager's soft and sympathetic gaze on her, and that wasn't much.
The rest of the meeting went through one ear of hers and out the other, I mean, why wouldn't it? Why wouldn't it when the group you trained so hard to join was finally gaining recognition, and only now, did management think you weren't right for the concept and kicked you out?
"I'm really sorry, Aohi. You'll do great things, just... not with us." Yuzi spoke softly, Aohi knew her as one of the higher-ups, her manager's boss.
"But...I worked so hard.." Aohi could only blurt out, standing up from her seat. "It's not that you'll be sent back, Aohi," Yuzi did what she could to cool any emotion down before they could leave Aohi's lips.
"You're just, not the concept we want, not.. now." Yuzi chose her words deliberately as to not spark any unwanted feelings inside of Aohi, Yuzi wasn't a bad person, nor was she heartless, hell, she even treated the entirety of XG as her daughters, so Aohi couldn't be mad.
"What do you want me to do then? Where will I go?"
"You'll be moved into a co-ed project, the higher ups, and Hybe, wanted to create something new, and they picked you, Aohi." Yuzi spilled, reaching over to hold a motherly hand over the young girl's shaking fingers.
"So I'll just be put into a new group? That's it for me?" Aohi asked after a slight pause, her head was in a ramble trying to process the information given to her.
"You'll be put into Enhypen." Yuzi confirmed, Aohi paused for a bit, she was versed in various k-pop groups, being the sole reason on why she was an idol now.
"But isn't that a boy group? Why would they want to turn it into a co-ed project last minute?-" Aohi's eyebrows furrowed as her personal manager finally made a move, placing a hand on Aohi's shoulder as if to tell her to calm down. she had been sitting in the corner for a while, listening in on the conversation.
"Aohi, calm down, okay?" Her personal manager softly whispered, her hand squeezing at Aohi's shoulders, trying to ease the girl into a calmer mindset.
"I don't know-" Yuzi couldn't even continue before Aohi is being sat down by her own manager.
"How could you not know?" She challenged back, her hand retracting from under Yuzi's hold and combing itself through her hair.
"I just don't, Aohi!" Yuzi was starting to get frustrated quickly.
Aohi's questions and irritated feelings was starting to frustrate her as she couldn't explain why, why BE:LIFT decided to pick Aohi, why she had to let her go—
"Listen, you don't have to do it, but it is a choice." Yuzi spoke in a tone that felt finalized, in other words, she was telling Aohi to make a choice.
"I've seen your progress, and I don't want a talented person like you to go back to Fukuoka without a chance." Yuzi continued.
Aohi could only stare back at her, she could feel the shock buzz in her body, her jaw threatening to slack open.
"Aohi, please take this offer, I promise you, it'll be worth it, you won't get far with us, with staying in our company." Yuzi had surrended to begging Aohi.
As a motherly figure, she didn't want Aohi to give up because she wasn't in XG— this whole decision to let her go so that HYBE could bring her up for their co-ed project, was better than any offer they could've gotten for Aohi.
Silence filled the room for a few moments, but to Aohi it felt like forever.
She didn't want to give up easily, XG was her group, she basically grew up with the members like they were her older sisters.
Aohi knew they wouldn't want to see her retreat back to Japan, not when she worked so hard to train to be an idol.
"Well?" Yuzi asked after a moment of silence from Aohi. "Aohi, you have the choice, but you need to make it now."
Aohi's throat felt dry as she wondered, if she returned back to Japan, would her family be disappointed, seeing her come back, not even a year after debuting?—
"Okay, I'll accept the offer."
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— It felt unreal, Aohi staring at her old dorm bed, which was hers for not even a year, sitting down on the bare bed, running her hand through it. God, she really didn't want to go— nobody did.
Hinata just watched Aohi silently sit in their bedroom for a while with a heavy heart. If she could just keep Aohi here, with them, she would've.
"Ready to go, batsy?" Hinata's voice broke Aohi out of her thoughts, making the girl look up at one of her sister figures. "Nata-nee, won't you miss me?" Aohi sadly mumbled, looking back down at the bed, still unsure of her decision.
"Aish, just because I'm not crying doesn't mean I'm not sad that you're leaving." Hinata sighed, forcing Aohi to scoot over her bed as she sat beside her.
"You don't know how upset I was when I heard of your termination from XG." She spoke, rubbing gently at the younger girl's shoulder.
"We adore you so much, batsy. You don't even know." Hinata squeezed Aohi's shoulder, feeling her eyes sting at the threat of tears.
"Sometimes, things go this way, and just because we won't be idols together, doesn't mean that's it for you." Aohi looked up at Hinata, sadness evident in her brown orbs.
"What if Yuzi was wrong? What if I'm not well received?" Aohi asked, she felt like she had regressed back to her childish self, asking her older sister things she wasn't supposed to be worrying about.
"Well, then you have us, we'll always be here for you to fall into. We'll be your safety net." Hinata smiled, pinching at Aohi's nose, trying to cheer the younger up.
"Let's go, we've wallowed long enough, it's time, Aohi." Hinata slowly stood up, holding Aohi's hand like a sister would to her younger sibling, squeezing tight in reassurance.
Aohi left the old dorm room, an ache of emotions beating in her chest.
"Aohi, take care of yourself out there, okay?" Harvey approached the young girl.
There was barely any sunshine outside, it was as if the world knew how upset Aohi was, her emotions controlling the weather.
"I don't want you to go, I really don't." Juria said in hushed whispers beside her, hooking her arm around Aohi's tightly, hoping her grip could possibly make Aohi stay.
Juria whispered her words to Aohi because she felt like she would be reprimanded if anyone even heard her loud enough.
"I don't want to, either, Juria." Aohi rubbed her hand in the tired girl's head, trying to comfort her however she could.
Aohi sighed, the girl barely keeping her composure before dropping her grip from her luggage and pulling Juria into her arms, holding each other tightly.
"Be strong, batsy." Harvey approached the two as she placed her arms over their embrace, hugging Aohi and Juria tightly.
It was ironic though, being told to stay strong when Harvey's morning skincare was easily ruined by the salty tears that ran down her face.
"They better treat you well at be-lift." Cocona punched Aohi's exposed shoulder, laughing through her own tears.
The rest of XG joined along, trying to turn the sad moment into a memorable one. They wanted to remember their batsy in good spirits.
It felt like time had fastened for Aohi, because their manager couldn't be any faster when she had entered the girls' shared dorms. Aohi could hear her name being called, a shaky sigh leaving her lips.
Aohi picked up her luggage, trying to pull it out of the dormitory. Their manager offered her help with the bags that didn't fit in the suitcase, throwing it over her shoulder.
As Aohi walked further and further away from the girls, she dreaded leaving the dorms even more, because she knew— she knew that if she steps out, she won't be considered a part of XG anymore.
She'll be leaving her sisters behind. She—
As if her thoughts was easily read by the girls, Jurin called after Aohi one last time. Her sisters called her name. "Aohi!" She swore the world stopped for a moment, just for them.
"You have a home here, with us. If everything gets too much, you can always run to us." Jurin left her with words of reassuring.
Even as Aohi was leaving Jurin's duty to lead, to care for her members— to be a pillar of stability for her sisters, shows.
Aohi let out a breathy laugh, shaking her head. "Always such a leader, Jurin-nee."
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AT HYBE HEADQUARTERS, TUESDAY, 9:32 AM—
✧. ┊    The meeting room could be considered empty the way it was silent, The current members of ENHYPEN had woken earlier than they should be to meet up; per their management's request, to meet the potentially new members of ENHYPEN.
"Are they here yet?" Heeseung grumbled from his seat. A tired Ri-ki was on his shoulder, using his hyung as a pillow to try and catch the hours of sleep he's missing by being at the meeting.
Sunghoon was busy spacing out by his seat, while Sunoo was trying not to doze off in his own chair.
"Just be patient a little longer, boys." Their manager tried to soothe the boys' tired annoyance.
"Sorry, sorry!" An unfamiliar staff member entered into the room, two masked girls entering after them. Heeseung looked up, slightly curious.
He assumed from the way they seem to stick to the staff member, and how their own manager lit up at the sight of them, they must've been the reason for the meeting.
"Took you while enough." The manager glanced at the staff member in charge of the girls. Heeseung wasn't sure what to think of the two girls who huddled together.
Aohi already felt close to her member, well, even if they only met a few minutes ago, it was a few minutes longer than the boys of ENHYPEN. Aohi had gotten to know her unnie’s name, Xiulin.
Xiulin was in a similar situation as Aohi, picked off from a group to join Aohi in the co-ed project, 'How considerate.' Aohi thought at the time, at least she didn't feel like she was alone.
Of course, Aohi felt awful that Xiulin had gone through the same thing, especially when she had heard that her unnie was the leader of her own group.
Aohi could only imagine how Xiulin felt.
"Boys, this is Aohi and Xiulin. They'll be the new additions to Enhypen." The staff's gaze turned from the boys to the girls, Ri-ki and Sunoo were now at full attention, glancing at the girls with an awkward look.
Although, the silence must've been unbearable since after just a minute had passed, the staff ushered any one of the boys to say something.
"Yang Jungwon, it's nice to meet you two.." Jungwon took the first move for the group, bowing professionally before reaching his hands over. A handshake, Jungwon was waiting for a handshake.
Aohi hesitated for a bit, looking anxiously at Jungwon's hand, but before she could even decide to shake his hand, Xiulin reached over and took his hand for her.
"It's nice to meet you, Aohi and I look forward to working with you, please take care of us." Xiulin spoke gently, bowing as she held Jungwon's hand. Aohi could only look in awe and admiration at Xiulin.
Xiulin reminded her so much of Jurin.
Aohi quickly snapped out of her awed gaze before turning towards Jungwon and shaking his hand as well, bowing politely, showing her respect to him.
In Jungwon's head, he kind of thought of Aohi as peculiar, Xiulin had a mature personality and was willing to take over for her members, shaking his hand for Aohi was already proof of that.
Aohi has not spoken a single word since they had seen her, only opting to follow after her unnie, sitting down alongside her.
"So, let's get the gist down for what will be Enhypen's schedule now that Xiulin and Aohi are here—" The manager sat middle of the members.
"Enhypen, was always planned to be a co-ed group. We wondered adding female contestants into I-land, but there was never a right time to introduce them." The manager seemed to open a folder of sorts, Aohi and Xiulin listening intently to her words.
"I'd like to think we were doing well on our own, as a boy-group.." Sunoo softly spoke, looking slightly apologetic to Aohi and Xiulin for his opinion.
To an extent, Aohi understood why Sunoo thought so and his hesitance to the addition of girls into the group.
Aohi knew that if she were on the other side of the meeting table, she would be confused, and even frustrated if XG made member additions, much less of the opposite gender when they were told it was strictly a girl group.
The teenage girl looked around the room, observing the other members of ENHYPEN.
As an idol, it would be embarrassing if she didn't know her future members and their names, so she made the courtesy of at least learning their names and faces.
Aohi's gaze landed on Jake, at least she hoped it was Jake? His features was somewhat displaying a perplexed look, spinning in his chair as he seemed deep in thought.
"Well, yes but— see, the co-ed plan was set before Enhypen was even formed as an idea." The manager replied to Sunoo, making the boy deflate as he leaned back to his seat.
It wasn't a secret that their stay in I-land or anything relating, was exactly fun. It was something the members were unsure to explain.
The boys struggled a lot with trying to debut, their journey was turned into a source of entertainment. It was called a survival show for a reason.
Heeseung seemed to struggle at wrapping his mind around the fact that these girls were just being added, firstly it felt unnecessary, and the girls would just not understand.
Jungwon was more frustrated at the fact that this means the girls would have to debut at a later album and it'll complicate what the group was already working on.
"Do they have to join our group? Wouldn't it be better to place them with a group that'll debut together?" Jake bluntly asked, Aohi couldn't lie and say she wasn't offended, because she was.
Aohi was taken aback by Jake's sudden question, so shocked in fact that she could just feel her jaw slacking before it even attempted to open physically.
"What Jake-hyung meant was that, the girls will struggle with our concept- as well as our fans might not receive them well and—" Sunghoon tried to save face for his hyung in front of the staff members and the girls.
Xiulin stared at Jake offended while Aohi only looked appalled.
"What can you do? I mean, these girls have nowhere else to go but be here." The manager's fingers pointed down at the table, emphasizing her seriousness with the taps to the table.
"Their companies have already terminated their contracts, their idol dreams end here if they don't debut with you boys."
The manager no longer felt lenient with the boys, at first, their manager wanted to be understanding, knowing it was an incredibly big change for both sides.
"We've already debuted a while ago, they'll struggle to keep up." Jay wanted to defend his brother, sitting up in his chair.
"If you think we can't handle it, I assure you Xiulin-unnie and I can keep up." Aohi replied, speaking for the first time after she entered the room. She frankly felt offended that this group, was so against them debuting with ENHYPEN.
"You don't know that." Jungwon retaliated, "You don't know us either." Xiulin countered.
"We both left our groups so we could debut with you, I went through that so I could be here," Aohi sighed, "I understand why you're upset, but I've sacrificed more than what I was willing to give to be an idol and I'm sure Xiulin-unnie had to as well."
Aohi had a determined look in her eyes, it was clear that the girl wasn't going to take no for an answer.
"So I'm going to debut, whether you guys like it or not."
"Fine. If you want to debut, don't expect us to help," heeseung replied after a few moments of silence. "Show us you're worth adding into our group."
"Heeseung! That's not—" Their manager scolded the eldest, Heeseung only glancing at her with a blank look, his gaze returning to Aohi.
Heeseung and Aohi was somewhat stuck in a staring contest, as if trying to test each other's patience.
Aohi could feel her jaw clench at this, just what was this group's problem?!
"We will, just see."
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— ENHYPEN APARTMENTS, GIRLS DORMS, 11:18 am—
✧. ┊ AOHI just met her new bandmates, and they already dislike her. Well, the seven of them, at least. Xiulin seems to like her! She hopes…
Silence filled the new dorms as Xiulin and Aohi unpacked, both girls focused on returning a sense of familiarity in an unfamiliar space.
Aohi tried her best to replicate her old room, using trinkets given by Harvey and Jurin to give her comfort. Aohi sat down on her bed, it was too soft for her liking. She could feel her lips start to tremble when the situation sinked in.
Thankfully, Xiulin noticed before she could say anything.
"Looks good." Xiulin spoke from the other side of the room. Aohi sniffled, looking up as if wondering what she meant.
"Your part of the room. It looks nice." Xiulin repeated.
Aohi stared at her unnie for a second before returning her gaze to her hands, responding. "Thanks."
"Worried?" Xiulin continued, taking her response as a green light that Aohi was up to talking. Xiulin folded her clothes as she spoke, placing it on the side in a neat pile to store for later.
Aohi scoffs at her short question— as if it wasn't obvious. "Is it that obvious?"
"If this is about this morning, I'd rather either of us not worry about it."
Xiulin stood up from her spot, bringing her clothes into the dorm's closet, disappearing for a few minutes.
"Didn't you hear them though? We're on our own, and the first album we release with them will be a disaster." It was Xiulin's turn to scoff, Aohi looking back up at the sound of that. "Don't tell me you believe his bluff."
"How would you know it's bluff?" Xiulin sighs, she knew it like it was the most common thing in the world. "They can't leave us to fend for ourselves, how we perform affects them too."
"If you make a single mistake, or cause a rumour, it'll ruin all of us, not just you."
Aohi furrowed her eyebrows, looking down at her fingers. "Maybe, I'm not cut out for this—" Xiulin laughs, catching the younger girl off guard. "C'mon, don't let those boys scare you, we worked just as hard to get here."
"We got this, don't you worry."
BE:LIFT PRACTICE ROOM, THREE WEEKS LATER, 6:43 PM—
— Aohi loved dancing, sure, she wasn't a prodigy or anything, but her dance style was one to lure you into the performance.
Any concept and she's got you, hook, line and sinker.
For some reason though, Aohi felt like her ability was sucked out of her, the way she couldn't even keep up with the practice Ri-ki and Jake gave her and Xiulin.
"It's not that difficult! Switch your feet and you got it." Jake groans. Xiulin and Aohi have been bickering with Jake for the whole practice. The girls could only feel bad for the maknae, who stared at his hyung with an embarrassed look.
Honestly, it felt like Jake was only ever talking to prod at the two girls.
"We're not even used to the steps yet! Give us time!" Xiulin huffed out, glaring at Jake through the foggy mirror of the room.
"Seriously! We're trying, yelling at us won't magically make us do better!" Aohi followed after Xiulin's words. A small silence washed the room, Jake looking at the two girls with a tired and annoyed expression.
After a bit, Jake just turns away, he runs his hand in his hair, walking away. Ri-ki looked up at Jake, wondering what he was doing.
"They really are trying, hyung.." Ni-ki spoke softly enough for Jake to hear. The youngest was obviously trying to soothe the tension between the new members and his hyung.
"Well, obviously not hard enough." Jake replied, taking one last glance at the girls, who looked appalled at his words. Before either girls could retaliate, Jake leaves the practice room, slamming the door behind him.
Ri-ki could only hope that Jake would return after a breather.
"Gosh! The nerve of that guy!— Whatever, I'm going to steam off!" Xiulin grumbled, standing from her spot on the floor and walking off, slipping out of the dance room.
Only and Aohi and Ri-ki were left alone in the practice room, the tension being replaced with awkwardness. This was the first time Aohi was left alone with her male bandmates without staff.
Aohi only ever spoke to her members when it was necessary. Aohi has never freely chatted with any of the boys, not even the youngest.
Aohi positioned herself from the middle of the practice room, to the sides, sitting down to wait for Xiulin to return. She tried her best to keep her distance from Ri-ki, since she already assumed he wouldn't want to talk to her.
Ri-ki, unsure of what to do, sits beside her, a reasonable feet apart. It was quiet, the hum-buzz of the air conditioning was the only sound accompanying the two.
"I'm sorry about Jake-hyung." Ri-ki softly mumbled towards her, picking at the skin on his nails.
"Why're you apologizing? Unnie and I want to hear it from him." Aohi replied curtly.
Ri-ki sighed at this response. Ri-ki was a very understanding person, he knew why his hyung was so easily frustrated by anything. He also knew that frustration wasn't an excuse to take it out on Aohi or Xiulin.
"Jake-hyung's just upset, he's trying to adjust." Ri-ki felt like he needed to defend Jake first, despite feeling guilty about the way the boys and the girls bickered all of the time.
"And what makes you think we aren't as well?" Aohi poked. "We're already trying our best trying to follow his instructions,"
"It only makes us even more exhausted that he keeps prodding at the little thing we do wrong." Ri-ki listened, turning to Aohi, "And to think we left our groups for this.."
Ri-ki felt like a dim lightbulb went off of his head— ah, he remembers, their first meeting. Ri-ki would've thought that the girls were picked exclusively.
"Which group?" The younger boy softly spoke, trying to change the subject subtly, trying to keep the neutrality of the two people going.
"XG, my sisters. I left XG to be here, so I could debut with you guys." Aohi nodded along with her words, her fingers fiddling with each other in her lap.
"Did you grow up with them?" It was Aohi's turn to look at Ri-ki, the way he looked at her curiously made a ghost of a smile appear on her lips.
"Eung.." Aohi confirmed, "I didn't join XG until I was about sixteen, then I started to train with them." She shrugged, thinking about her earlier years. "I'm sorry you had to leave." Ri-ki expressed, making the girl shrug.
Aohi didn't really expect Ri-ki to apologize, especially when he was one of the only members who didn't argue with her and Xiulin at every chance.
"You don't have to apologize, at least you're nicer than your hyungs, hm?" Aohi mumbled, giving Ri-ki a lopsided smile before tilting her head back, hitting the wall with a thud.
Ri-ki followed suit, turning away and staring straight in front of him.
"Aohi-noona?" She hummed a response, expecting a question. "Yeah?"
"Where did you grow up, you know, with your group?" Ri-ki spoke back, scooting closer to his noona, feeling a bit more comfortable around her.
"Fukuoka, Japan."
"Ah— you're from Japan too?!" RI-ki's face turned from relaxed to shock, almost gaining whiplash at the way his face whipped to look at Aohi.
"I thought you knew, Ri-ki-san." Aohi used an honorific to tease the boy, who just smiled brightly. Ri-ki was happy that he could have someone to talk to, not just in korean.
"I didn't! Now, I really am glad." Ri-ki laughed, "What?— Why?" Aohi laughed back, finding Ri-ki's starstruck eyes pointed at her amusing.
"I just, miss it there. I mean, Jay-hyung speaks Japanese but, it barely lessens the loneliness.." Ri-ki replied, his wide smile morphing to that of melancholy, Aohi could obviously tell that the younger boy was reminiscing in his head.
"I get it." Aohi spoke in a soft tone, one that gave made Ri-ki feel a little less homesick. Aohi approached the boy, before hesitantly wrapping her hand around Ri-ki and gently patting his shoulder.
"I miss my hometown a lot as well, not just in Japan, but in the Philippines as well."
Aohi felt Ri-ki relax in her hold, allowing her to continue. "I had the girls in XG help me with that homesickness, but you—.." Aohi leaned into him, making him move slightly to the side.
Ri-ki just stared beside him, looking at Aohi with a soft look, wondering what the girl could possibly follow up with. "The point is, I don't think I'll be kicked off anytime soon.." Aohi sighed, removing her hand from off of his shoulders.
Ri-ki felt a little sad, slightly missing the warmth her hold had, but it was the less of his worries.
Aohi didn't really know what she was trying to say after that sentence, she wondered if it was better just shutting up.
"I'm saying, I'm here now, so if you feel homesick, at least we can be homesick together.." The girl gently punched at Ri-ki's shoulder, trying to cheer the boy up.
Ri-ki just stared at Aohi in awe, they've only seriously talked, like one other time, and it wasn't even as personal as this, who was this noona to just declare that for him?
He was astonished at the way Aohi just seems to wear her heart on her sleeve.
"You mean that?" Ri-ki hesitantly asked, "Look, we might not know each other much, but I'm serious, especially about that." Aohi replied, in reality, it just really slipped her lips, but she also knew it came from her heart.
Aohi was weak to those who's got similar experiences, and she was always one to mediate and make people feel better.
Ri-ki looked back down at his lap, a shy smile on his lips at the thought of Aohi staying true to her words, someone to talk to when you feel homesick? It gave a Ri-ki a small warmth in his chest, spreading happily throughout his body.
"Hey.." Aohi caught Ri-ki's attention, making him look up. The girl gently offered her closed fist, a truce of some sorts, a fist bump.
Ri-ki happily took the offer, raising his own fist and bump it against hers, their rings clanking against each other, a dull 'clink!' being heard.
"You're not so bad." Aohi amusingly spoke, a soft smile on her face. "And you're really pretty, noona." Ri-ki replied, mirroring Aohi's smile with his own lips.
It was the way Aohi almost choked on her own spit had she not caught herself. "Yah! Ri-ki-san!" Aohi jokingly scoffed, slapping his shoulder, a form of expressing amusement.
"What was that for?"
"I thought I should just let you know, it was a compliment!" Ri-ki giggled, his smile turning from mirroring Aohi's to one of mischief.
"You don't just tell girls they're pretty, Ki-ah." Aohi smoothly used a nickname she made for the younger boy at the spot, making Ri-ki buzz at the new nickname.
"They'll think you're in love with them and then they'll fall in love with you!" Aohi jokingly scolded the younger boy, Ri-ki's cheeks flushing as he realized.
Aohi's cheeks weren't any different though, despite being a rising idol, she still wasn't used to the compliments anyone gave her.
"Well, are you?" Ri-ki asked, his mischevious grin turning to that of a soft happy one. Ri-ki felt relieved to smile like that for a bit, epseically with his hyungs being down in the dumps with the girls.
Aohi snorted, unsure of his seriousness deep inside and deciding to laugh it off.
Suddenly, the easy atmosphere of the practice room was sucked out, when Jake returned, a weird look on his face. Aohi and Ri-ki instantly jumped away from each other, just now noticing their close proximity.
"Manager wants us up." Jake spoke slowly, still suspicious of the two and what he had possibly walked in on.
"Well, that's us," Aohi replied, standing up and dusting off the imaginary dust on her pants.
"C'mon, Ki-ah."
"Ki-ah?" Jake mumbled, his eyebrows furrowed as he stared at Ri-ki and Aohi, just what happened while he was gone that the two were all buddy-buddy?
Ri-ki just nods, standing up as well, using the wall as a support. Aohi looked on with a slight smile on her face, she was satisfied that she didn't have to fight with one of the boys today. (except Jake, of course.)
It meant, to her, that she was making progress, and she was happy with that.
Aohi hopes that Ri-ki's friendliness wouldn't last just for that day, because she intends to keep her promise to Ri-ki, and it can't happen if they're going back to being awkward.
She walks towards the door, bag in hand as Ri-ki tailed after he like a puppy. Ri-ki and Aohi left that room giggling with each other like the teens they were.
Jake just looked at the pair, tilting his head like a confused dog.
For once, Aohi thinks, that maybe, just maybe, the boys could learn to accept her.
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꒪ᤱᰱ ✷ ENHYPEN SERIES. ꊞ˚࿔
introducing enhypen's doll.
❪ 애인 ❫ an accurate guide about korea's flower! 𝒷𝑒𝓈𝓉 𝓰𝓲𝓻𝓵 , 𝓸𝓾𝓻 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓁𝒹. ⁺ ᯽ other members: click ♥︎!
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ੈ  .  ݁  M.AIN ◟ INFORMATION!
" 달콤한 poison in my blood veins. "
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 STAGE NAME : YURI ❪ 유리 ❫
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 BIRTH NAME : mayuri marie kobayashi.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 KOREAN NAME : dong geun seoyeon.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 ENGLISH NAME : maria dong—geun.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 NICKNAMES : may may, mayu, mahi bear. minnie mouse, yunyun, yummie ree, queen of hearts.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 BIRTHDATE : november 18th, 2004.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 ZODIAC SIGN : scorpio ❪ ♏︎. ❫ , ox ❪ 牛 ❫.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 ORIGINAL BIRTHSTONE : topaz ╱ citrine.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 BIRTHPLACE : akasaka, tokyo, japan.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 HOMETOWN : sapporo, otaru, japan.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 NATIONALITY : japanese ❪ 🇯🇵 ❫.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 GENDER IDENTIFY : cisgender female.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 LANGUAGE SPOKEN : japanese ( tokyo dialect ) ❪ 100% ❫. english ( western dialect ) ❪ 75% ❫. korean ( mixed dialect ) ❪ 88% ❫.
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ੈ  .  ݁  P.HYSICAL ◟ INFORMATION!
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 THE HEIGHT : 5'4"  ❪ 163 cm ❫.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 THE WEIGHT : 104lbs ❪ 47 kg ❫.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 NATURAL HAIR COLOR : chestnut brown.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 CURRENT HAIR COLOR : honey blonde.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 EYE COLOR : dark brown.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 BLOOD TYPE : ab positive.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 BODY MODIFICATIONS : eight ear piercings, ❪ four on each ear ❫, and a naval piercing.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 FACE CLAIM : jang wonyoung ( ive ).
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 VOCAL CLAIM : lee ji—eun ( solo artist ).
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 RAP CLAIM : mark lee ( nct / nct dream ).
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 DANCE CLAIM : jang wonyoung ( ive ).
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ੈ  .  ݁  P.ERSONALITY ◟ INFORMATION!
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 MBTI : isfj   ❪ introverted. observant. feeling and judging. ❫ the DEFENDER. the defender personality type is quite unique, as many of their qualities defythe definition of their individual traits. though sensitive. all defenders have excellent analytical abilities; though reserved they have well developed people skills and robust social relationships; and though they are generally a conservative type. defenders are often receptive to change and new ideas. as with so many things, people with the defe nder personality type are more than the sum of their parts and it is the way they use these strengths that defines who they are.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 PERSONALITY STRENGTHS : 1. supportive, 2. enthusiastic, 3. hard—working, 4. love of learning.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 PERSONALITY WEAKNESS : 1. humble and shy, 2. too altruistic, 3. hates changing, 4. fear of public speaking.
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ੈ  .  ݁  C.AREER ◟ INFORMATION!
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 STAGE NAME : YURI! ꜜ she initially considered adopting the name marie at the start of her career but chang ed her mind at the last minute, opting to stick with her given nickname name instead of making any changes last minute.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 COMPANY : hybe entertainment ❪ 2018 — 20 20 ❫.  BE:LIFT Lab ❪ 2020 — present time ❫.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 POSITION : visual and center. rest of positions are invaluable.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 INDIVIDUAL FANDOM : SPARKLES! ꜜ was cho sen by yuri,since she is such a girly girl she literally always has sparkles on her which is why during a fan call she decided on that name.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 REPRESENTATIVE EMOJI : 🎀  ❪ pretty pink bow ❫. or sometimes even 🫧 ❪ bubbles ❫.
≡ ꕤ ๋࣪  𓍢 SIGNATURE :
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BOOP.  ›  MANIFESTO: DAY 1 ݃ 2022
SYNOPSIS.  there’s no favoritism, just honesty.
FEATURING.  kim ‘sunoo’ sunwoo
DURATION.  313 words
CW + NOTE.  body insecurities + and we get some more comfort- frankly speaking, these are the words i wish i heard when i found myself in a similar situation several times before..
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boop. squish. boop boop. squish—
“noona~” sunoo finally caves after enduring this.. pattern for a few minutes. “what are you doing?”
calista giggles then answers, “i can't help it, your cheeks are so adorable.”
“really? i think they're too chubby, just like the rest of me..” he trails off, hoping that the older girl didn't hear him. 
but given how quickly she sits up, it was no use. sunoo's stomach twists slightly at the frown on her face—it's the expression she wears when she's disappointed. but why? all he did was say the truth..
“kim sunwoo, don't let what the others say affect your view of yourself. yes, you have round cheeks, but that doesn't mean you're fat. i've seen the same pretty feature on other people, regardless of their figure. believe me, if they gave me permission, i'd squish them too.
and while we're here, let me tell you that you are absolute body goals. i mean, most engenes tend to fawn over it on social media, some even want to know how they can achieve it themselves. especially this waist of yours..”
caught up in calista's comforting words, he doesn't notice her fingers dangerously wandering towards his sides until they're tickling him relentlessly. he shrieks and tries to get away, weakly pushing at her hands. in an attempt to get away, he ends up sliding off the sofa and sprawled on the floor. 
sunoo wipes off the grin on her face by tugging her down. the two of them decide to stay there, side by side, chests heaving from the air that laughter and gravity had taken out of them.
the younger member turns his head and mumbles, “hey, noona?”
“yes, nunu?”
“i love you.”
“i love you too. never forget that i'm always by your side, no matter what.”
she turns on her side, meets his gaze, and..
squish.
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