( 𝒂𝒔𝒌𝒃𝒐𝒙. ) // @druhmr : ❛ going out on a date is cool and all; but what about simply sharing a bed with someone, listening to music and discovering everything about one another, together. ❜
a timid chuckle escaped through the blond’s lips. a slight shake of head as philippe pondered if he should make up a story to seem cool enough, or if it’d be better to just tell alex the truth. the latter seemed to be the most reasonable choice and won over the other. ❝ both things sound really cool. amazing, even. ❞ there was a light shrug as he attempted to focus on his sketch for a moment, black lead nervously scratching against the paper while he avoided making eye contact. philippe knew that if he stared at alex for too, he’d awkwardly blush and give away how attractive he thought he was. ❝ i’ve never been on a date before. nor have i ever been that close to anybody … not even with a friend. cool boys in bands are the ones who get the hot boyfriends and the cute girls like clara parker to hang out with. i’m just an artsy nerd. ❞
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( 𝒎𝒊𝒔𝒄𝒆𝒍𝒍𝒂𝒏𝒆𝒐𝒖𝒔. ♡ ) // @druhmr said: ❝ i fear that i am both too much yet not enough ❞
❝ now you’re just being too silly and not enough … not reasonable enough. ❞ tiny nose trembled out of a unique sort of annoyance, as it always did whenever alex talked about himself that way. ❝ you’re like … my best friend. i think you’re totally cool and by far my favorite person ever. if i were 𝒐𝒏𝒍𝒚 𝒂 𝒍𝒊𝒕𝒕𝒍𝒆 𝒃𝒊𝒕 𝒍𝒊𝒌𝒆 𝒚𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 , i’d already be able to make my mom proud. ❞ there was a soft chuckle before clara pinched the blond’s cheek, only to kiss the spot right after.
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why do you hurt?
you swallow pain & fold around it
you have always hurt. you hold it carefully, and twisted in such a way that other people don't have to see it. you don't choke on it. you don't drown. you just have it, the way some people have freckles, this is a thing that lives in your bones. you fold instead of fighting because you know how to make yourself small, tuck away the places where they have clawed at, swallow the bruises so you seem clean. nobody needs to see it. you will live through this on your own. you know what you need, and relief isn't it. this doesn't mean you cannot reach out - it means it is not in your nature to do so. you should. hiding does not mean you won't be seen.
tagged by: @blaesus
tagging: @druhmr / @silverbuilt & @randlls & you!
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HOW DOES IT FEEL TO BE LOVED BY YOU?
𝙸𝚃 𝙵𝙴𝙴𝙻𝚂 𝙻𝙸𝙺𝙴 𝙰 𝚁𝙾𝙼-𝙲𝙾𝙼.
okay, you're pretty cheesy. you love big romantic gestures, and dramatic confessions of love. but you also love the little moments, like going grocery shopping together. to put it simply, you love love. you have such a big heart, and it overflows with affection - not just romance, either. you make everyone you talk to feel loved. you're quite the optimist, and believing in true love and soulmates and forever. you're probably a little insecure, but i promise you are beautiful, inside and out, as cliche as that sounds. i hope you know that.
TAGGED BY: @blaesus
TAGGING: @randlls ; @druhmr ; @hysteriaes ; @ofsea ; @elygor
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