#doesn't matter how many reminders I give myself. so! gotta focus on it till it's done

[cannibalisticskittles]

grousing about my research paper when my sister came home, stressing about how i really need to be working on it and spending a lot of time on it and I'm anxious to get it done.

she asks me when it's due

october 18th, i say

i'll fucking kill you, she says

#YOU DON'T UNDERSTAND THO #i NEED it to be done #and I need it done as soon as possible #I will not stop panicking until it's turned in #I think about it constantly #I can't turn off the worry #even though I have lots of time. and it even though my grade is high enough that even if I got a zero in this assignment #i would still fucking pass #it doesn't matter though. my brain says this is something I need to be panicking about. so I wake up feeling sick to my stomach #doesn't matter how many reminders I give myself. so! gotta focus on it till it's done