#doctors hate her! no fr got scolded like a child for trying to explain this

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Tried getting into exercise again but I forgot about the weird brain problem I have where small amounts of cardio trigger a week of non-stop mind-consuming nearly unbearable suicidal ideation, minimum. Sigh.

My gainz! My two weeks of gainz! Gone!

#doctors hate her! no fr got scolded like a child for trying to explain this #idk how to get this across - I'm NOT saying 'lmao cardio sucks kms' even though it does suck and i do hate it #I'm saying for days after I'm plagued with unending dread anguish loathing seemingly unrelated to exercise or body dysmorphia #i just want to know why