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#ditched or the person seems bored.. there's no point lmai.
hyperexplosion
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#vent again just ignore please and thank you. chewing at my arm. ik why we have to wait till next year for me to get help i do know why and
#i understand but it also just sucks. its at least helping though no matter what i just gotta hold on but i rly dont want to hold on anymore
#id say i sound pathetic or worthless but im not. ik im not. talked about mental health with my best friend today snd idk made me so self
#aware of myself i feel gross and ugly. i cant even look in mirror by how ugly i am. i want to drink. i really want to drink. it sucks.
#ditched or the person seems bored.. there's no point lmai.
#the craving sucks. im sleepin almost all day and than night fucking sucks. i should be sleeping now but i need to write my thoughts out or
#i will feel worse i will feel so much worse snd i dont want to be a burden. i dont want to bother people. i hope when im like.. getting hel
#and getting better i hope i can like idk not be afraid to ask people to vibe with me. maybe one day but im so scared amount i have been
#and sorry tired of hearing same 'just do something distract yourself' yeah only so much a distraction is s distraction. i never felt this
#low.. i never felt this low for months now. im so tired idk this week is busy maybe that will help. maybe decorating for my fav holiday wil
#help my brain a little. than again why would she want me around. i think about how dad asked mom if i was okay on my birthday. is the facad
#fading? are people catching on? i need to stop before i see my brother on friday. even my best friend noticed he hugged me but i didnt even
#hug back i just leaned into him for awhile before moving away. i want to die. will i? no. i wont. im too scared. but i want to.
#i can sleep now.
#i think people should stop lying i hate liars i am not afraid to drop anyone that does.
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