#disappointing to miss it though esp since nobody showed up at the hospital group today ;-; no socializing for me this week maybe...

[piplupod]

disgruntled bc I can't tell if I'm getting sick or if I'm just worn out (sleep deprived) and have a weird sore throat/bad chest combo because of the pill that seemingly burned my throat this morning

#not like a heat burn but like... the coating sloughed off it immediately and then it started dissolving and got stuck as i was swallowing it #and it didn't actually Burn anything probably but it hurt for a good three hours afterwards #and still feels weird #feels like when u get any sort of mild chemical burn idk #anyways fuck them pills fjldl all tablets should have a coating that doesnt just melt away Immediately what the fuck man #it should last at LEAST thirty seconds after coming into contact w moisture goddamn #honestly I'd even take 10 seconds #but NOPE. u get approximately 2 seconds before its all gone. FUCKED UP IMHO !!! #anyways im going to go lie down and hope its just the med mishap and the lack of sleep #I SLEPT WELL LAST NIGHT THOUGH THANK GOD. I'M JUST EXHAUSTED STILL BC ITS BEEN LIKE 2 WEEKS OF BAD SLEEP #i will ... possibly skip tomorrows old lady group bc i dont want to get anyone sick if i am secretly sick #esp since one of the ladies there is actively getting chemo treatment lmfao i would like her to be okay #disappointing to miss it though esp since nobody showed up at the hospital group today ;-; no socializing for me this week maybe... #pippen needs 2nd breakfast