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-dreww · 6 years
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So tell me
Did you ever really love me?
Did you ever really want me?
Now that I see you clearer
I wonder, was I ever really happy?
Didn't get the chance to ask me
Now that I see you clearer
Was it just smoke and mirrors?
Ooh, was it just smoke and mirrors?
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needyvirgo · 6 years
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you don’t just leave those you claim to love without at least a good bye.
z.s
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wegohome · 6 years
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(via https://open.spotify.com/track/6kRZwRepvDtcs557uooXaW?si=hEg2IZ6aRZatuwkHzGve8g)
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panemorium · 9 years
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#neukölln #berlin #rubbish #bednbreakfast #love #DidYouLoveMe ? #lovesick #everydaylife #iphone #switzerland
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redsder · 9 years
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rchrdbwn Hi how are you? Just I wanted to conversation with you. I wanted to deal ASAP about our problems cuz i dont want to waste your time and my time. But you blocked me on #kakao_talk I trusted you. I wanted trust you Still i do. I trust your acting :D I know you loved me at least in this country KOREA. But in Texas US, you never text me before i text you. you did something all the time you disappeared every weekend. You did not send some msg, call also you did not pick up my call. I sent many msg but you didnt reply. Well, actually it was not a call because i dont know your phone number in US. I dont have your facebook ID, e-mail. Only I have your skype ID and Instagram ID but you never login after you got to your home haha, And!! I saw her! 'lizard' it is your bestie's name you call her Lizard. AND you said she died few years ago she got cancer. So you did tattoo lizard on your right arm with your daughter name for remember her. That fucking lizard, i saw on your Instagram and you met her last week, she posted photo of you. Wow I know i am idiot. I did not realize about that all facts! Fuck. I was sorry for my behavior. I thought i did wrong everything what happened between us. I want to make it better. I didnt want to lose you and you said that too. But you changed your mind So you did not want to call me, text me and reply to me. I can understand you To make me bitch is easier for hiding your real life. Or if you are nice guy, you are not that bad then,, you just wanted prepare for the next life in the next country Germany. Anyway you love me no more. Do you wonder why do i do this to you? Hmm i think i am bitch. Bat you make me like this. Because actually you did not break up with me just gone. Disappeared. Do not do this again to your next gf. Its rude. So bad. You have to say you want break up if you dont love Just only one thing i want to take back is the album i made. I show you all of my love in there. I hope you keep it forever but, i think you already burn it. ... It makes me sad, so sad. I lost you, my memories, good feeling, my tears and passion to love someone. I wish i could meet you just one more time. Its okay- i can live without you, maybe. Just please 'look at the backside photos in photo album I gave you. It was my mind. Richard i hope you could meet best woman in the world. Good luck. rchrdbwn
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Rachel went back to her apartment and just sat on the floor between her bedroom and kitchen. Patti ran over to her, hyper, and ready for play time. She didn't understand why Rachel would be on the ground if not to play with her. Truth is she couldn't stand up anymore. She was crippled by the weight of how much she wasn't over Quinn. After all this time she thought she was. Shouldn't being in love Casey cancel out her old feelings for Quinn? Was it at all possible to be in love with two people at once? Patti was jumping over her lap to lick her face trying to cheer her up. "Oh Patti, stop it!" She pushed her away. "Do I have to tell Casey I went to met up with Quinn?" She asked the dog. "I don't right? Casey doesn't need to know and I don't need to see Quinny again. I can bury the feelings and jump head first into Casey all over again." Patti turned her head sideways and whimpered.
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merrilportman-blog · 13 years
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See? A list.
Maid of Honor: C
Bride's Maids: 
Ray
Lucy
Gina
Quinn
Rachel
Can you tell that I'm way too excited for this?
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did-you-love-me replied to your post: If your all so smart because you found Dwight's OCC, why don't you try and help Jason find mine I AM NOT A WIZARD! *tries to suppress his grin*
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jellyslugs- · 13 years
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Moved Out: A C/Sam Drabble
This one isn't really about C & Sam, but it's something I came up with.
Again, for the RP. ;D We don't have a Puck in the RP, but I ship he & Sam's bromance. So I dunno; this is kinda random.
For did-you-love-me, merrilportman, theasianrapunzel, principissa, lucythehacker, & anyone else who actually keeps up with them. ;D
Sam’s phone began playing Nine in the Afternoon. He groaned.
Cass, lying next to him, rubbed her eyes and groaned as well. “Who’s calling?” She asked.
It had been a week since they moved in together. Sam personally considered them together at this point, but wasn’t sure if she was okay with him calling her his girlfriend. Cass had been gone at work all week and he barely got to see her. He missed her, so they had slept with each other again.
Sam rolled over and reached for his phone on the nightstand, still half asleep. When his eyes came into focus, he checked the screen. When he saw the name, he quickly sat up and immediately flipped open the phone.
“He—” Sam didn’t have time to finish what he was saying.
“Dude,” Puck said, “Are you going to sleep that day away or what?”
Cass propped herself up on her elbows, holding the sheets over her chest. “Who is it?” She asked. She could only make out a few words from the faint sound of Puck’s voice, but Sam looked confused.
“What do you mean?” Sam rubbed his eyes and looked at the clock. It was almost eleven.
“You’re not answering your door,” Puck said. “And you sound like you just woke up.”
“Shit,” Sam mouthed. He had forgotten to tell Puck that he moved in with Cass. He hadn’t even mentioned Cass to him when they talked earlier that week. They hadn’t been able to talk much in the past two weeks. He should’ve remembered to tell him. Puck liked to randomly show up so they could go to a bar or play poker or just hang out.
“I’m not at my apartment…” Sam said slowly, not sure how Puck would appreciate Sam not telling him anything. Cass sat up and moved closer to Sam so she could hear better. Sam reached down to the floor and grabbed his boxers, putting his phone between his ear and shoulder so he could put the underwear on, turning away from Cass.
“Then where are you?” Puck asked. He didn’t sound annoyed, but Sam was afraid he was going to be soon.
Sam sat there with the phone, not sure of what to say or where to start. “I moved in with my girlfriend a week ago,” he said suddenly. He instantly regretted it, knowing he should’ve worded it differently and that it wasn’t entirely true. It was hard to quickly explain everything that had happened in the past couple of weeks while making sense.
Sam looked at Cass, who was merely looking at him, confused. She had noticed Sam calling her his ‘girlfriend’, but she didn’t care at the moment.
“When did you get a girlfriend?” Puck asked, sounding irritated. His voice was rising. “When were you going to tell me?”
Sam got up, grabbing a pair of sweatpants from his drawer and putting the phone back between his ear and shoulder. “Well, she—” Sam started, but still wasn’t entirely sure of what he should say. “She’s not exactly my girlfriend; it’s complicated. We just—”
“You met some girl and just decided to move in with her.” Puck cut him off. “Or is there more to it than that?”
Sam pulled his sweatpants up his legs. “Yeah, there’s more to it—”
“More stuff you just decided not to tell me?”
“No—dude,” Sam put his hand on his forehead and ran it through his hair, still facing away from Cass, “last time I saw you, we didn’t have much time to talk.”
“And you just never thought you could call?” Puck asked sardonically.
Sam felt bad. “…No, it hadn’t occurred to me.” He was being honest. He had been so busy with other things, including Cass, that he just didn’t think to mention any of it to Puck.
“So you ditched me so you could screw some fucking girl?”
That pissed Sam off. He understood why Puck was angry that he hadn’t told him anything, considering they were best friends. But Puck was being ridiculous now.
“I didn’t ditch you and I didn’t move in with her so I could—!”
Puck cut Sam off again, making him even angrier. “Then tell me you haven’t actually fucked her yet.”
Sam froze, clenching his phone in his right hand, and balling his left hand into a tight fist, feeling as if he wanted to punch something. He couldn’t tell Puck that he hadn’t slept with her.
“You know what!?” Sam was practically yelling into the phone. “Fine. I’m sorry I didn’t tell you, but fine. Just because I’ve slept with her doesn’t mean that’s the reason I moved in with her! You’re being an idiot.” Sam yelled. He pressed the ‘end’ button and chucked the phone to the other side of the room.
Sam sighed angrily, knotting his hands through his hair. His muscles were tensed up and his head hurt. There was something rising up inside him, making him feel as if he wanted to scream, and a pinching behind his eyes that made him feel like he wanted to cry. Sam barely ever cried, but he also had never had a fight like that with Puck. He and Puck didn’t have actual arguments period.
He leaned on the wall next to him, still shaking with all his mixed emotions.
“Sam…” Cass said from behind him. She had put on her bra and underwear. When he didn’t move, she grabbed his shoulder and turned him so that he was facing her. He looked as if he was trying his hardest to hold back any tears or emotion. She wasn’t sure what to say to him. “I’m here,” she whispered, trying to comfort him in some way. She grabbed his neck and pulled him down to her, pressing their foreheads together. “I’m here,” she said again. Sam’s hands moved up to her face, still tense. He smashed his lips against hers and pushed her up against the wall with a thud. He broke the kiss, but their faces and bodies were still pressed against each other. They both breathed heavily on each other, Sam’s still shaky.
Sam wasn’t good at coping with anger. He wasn’t usually angry like that. They ended up lying in bed, the same way they were before Puck had called, the light streaming through the blinds on the windows. He laid there, staring at the ceiling, thinking.
“Do you want coffee?” Cass asked, sitting up and holding the sheets to cover her chest again.
Sam nodded and looked at her. She took her bra and underwear off the floor, putting them on. She pulled on Sam’s button up shirt and gave him a small smile before she left the room.
It was how the morning would’ve started if Sam hadn’t screwed up.
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lopezfromlima-blog · 13 years
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So utterly bored, does anyone wanna catch up tomorrow?
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Rachel scrolled through her contacts. The only name that starts with the letter. She opened a new text message to Quinn, text: I'm sorry... I know you don't want to hear from me but I am sorry.
She deleted the message without sending it and sat back in her make up chair as the other girls got ready for the show around her. She slowly joined them.
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In dressing room
Rachel pulls out the ring box from her pocket. Stares at it and looks at most recent text from Casey. "Fuck..." Rachel muttered under her breath. "What have I done?"
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Back at her apartment.
Rachel was smiling the whole cab ride home and as she climbed the steps to her floor her smile slowly faded, realizing that all she would find in her apartment was Patti and quiet. She let herself in, seeing the key that Quinn had slid under the door. She picked it up sadly turning it over in her hand. Patti excitedly barked and raced to her. "Hey." Rachel rubbed the dogs head. "I'll let you out to potty in a minute." She walked around the apartment. On the outside at first glance nothing had changed. She noticed on the counter there was a note and a ring box. Her heart dropped. A ring box... Rachel panicked. Had she planned on proposing? Rachel grabbed the letter without looking at the box.
Rachel,
I’ve decided that it’s best that I just move out. I’ll be staying with Luke and Brian so don’t worry about me walking the streets with no place to go. I’ll be fine. Have a nice life. I hope she makes you happy like I couldn’t. I’m leaving Patti to guard your birthday present. You don’t have to keep it, you can return it to the jeweler. The receipt it in the nightstand. I’ll slide my key under the door from the outside of the apartment.
Good luck with Broadway,
Quinn
Rachel glanced at the box. It was a simple promise ring. She sighed with relief that it wasn't an engagement ring. Still it was pretty and thoughtful. She stared at the ring until Patti barked demanding attention.
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Rachel watched her walk away. She closed her eyes tightly taking calming breaths before rushing off to the theatre across the street. She ran into the dressing room and collapsed into her chair. The actress who plays Rachel's grandmother walked over to her. "Are you okay, Rachel?" The star let out a sob. "No... I have..." She got up again and found her director. "You have to put in the understudy."
"Uh no go." He told her without looking at her. "We had the best opening night we could have asked for, with you. Second night the show is running, ergo you are taking the stage."
"I can't." Rachel tried to not to choke on her words. The director looked up and muttered a curse under his breath. Alan was walking by and stopped when he saw her face.. "I'll take care of her." Their director waved them off. "Alan, you better be back here on time for the show I can't be down two of our stars in one night!"
Alan walked Rachel to his apartment sitting her down on his couch. He got her a bottle of water and tissues. "What happened?" Rachel swallowed some water. "We broke up and it's my fault because I cheated and I don't regret it. Fuck why can't I regret it?" Alan sighed. "That girl, Casey, you said that was her name right? It was with Casey?" Rachel nodded and took a drink of the water again.
"I can't help you be sorry that you did it. If you don't feel it then you don't feel it. There's no faking feelings like these. I have to go. You stay here until I get back from the show." He commanded her.
"I can't... I have a date..." Alan nodded. "Fine just don't go back to your apartment right now, give Quinn space. You owe her that."
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