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deniedbetahusband4 · 2 days
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teamfemaleledcuckolds · 5 months
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slvtme0utplz · 26 days
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nellyrosesdenial · 3 months
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One Hundred Days Denied
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Today is 100 days since my last orgasm. I am so proud that I made it this far seeing as my longest denial previously was two weeks and I thought it was impossible.
I have been thinking about the differences between now and 100 days ago, the reasons I am glad to be denied.
The first is obvious, the overwhelming fucking ache. I have always been insatiable but this is next level. My mind is always at least half focused on the throbbing between my thighs. The mind melting need to tend to it. If I’m not edging I am thinking about edging and working out how long it will be before I can edge again.
I am constantly wet, just running my finger down my pussy coats it, between my inner thighs are always slick with my need. I never used to be this wet around the clock, I wake up and have dripped all through the night, I’m wet at work, wet while I’m cooking dinner. It’s 24/7 and I love it.
My whole body feel like it’s on fire, I feel like there’s an electric storm inside me raging through my body. I get random shivers all down my body, shooting fire all down my legs, whole body tingles from just a warm breeze.
I feel constantly in touch with my submission and my masochistic needs. I used to crave pain if it had been too long since I played. I haven’t had those cravings since I have been denied. I still absolutely love to let my masochist out to play but she’s filled and contented. It’s a constant sacrifice and sometimes the ache is so bad it’s physically painful. I love to give up my pleasure for the enjoyment of another.
I have found new kinks, explored new paths of filth that previously I hadn’t looked down. I love them, it’s a whole new dirty world out there for me and I am excited to take my little denied self out and play.
I don’t worry anymore about selfishly wanting to cum, don’t have to feel the guilt over being a bad submissive for constantly begging to cum. I’m not allowed to, and I accept it. If I was told to cum I would be begging the other way, to please be allowed to stay denied for him. Please don’t make me cum. Denial has been an absolute hell of a ride, I went from hating it and it feeling like a punishment to needing my denial, and the sheer gratefulness that I’m allowed to stay denied for him. I am very thankful to the man that helped me get to this point, and for putting up with a lot of me whining while giving me patience and encouragement. You know who you are.
Good girls don’t cum xoxo
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sarah-denial-cq · 10 months
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"Click"
So I've been clicker training myself.
I remember at one point reading a kink post on here about clicker training. Basically, the idea is that you associate a sound (or other thing - a sight, a touch, etc) with something else (like physical pleasure from edging) by pairing the sound with the feeling. Then later on, when you hear the sound, you get aroused and get back all the feelings you have when you edge, even without touching yourself. It becomes an involuntary response to the sound itself. It's similar to the idea of pavlov's dogs.
It's been working - really - extremely well. I have very effectively conditioned myself to get aroused at the notification sound that a tumblr DM makes. While I edge, if I see or think of something that really turns me on, or I'm right on the cusp of a hard edge, I have a button that I push to play the sound in my headphones. I've been doing it for a few weeks.
At one point, I was camming with someone, and I set something up so they could play the sound in my headphones by pushign a button. I was halfway through explaining the idea when they just went ahead and pushed it. Without thinking - without even enough to time to consciouslly process what had happened - I broke off halfway through the sentence to moan and roll my hips, instinctively thinking there would be a vibe there.
It's extremely hot. I know lots of kink and fetish posts on here talk about reprogramming a sub's brain. Well, I've done it. Obvoiusly, I have to keep reinforcing the conditioning - it's not a one-and-done thing - but it's in there. It entirely bypasses my conscious thought - I react *before* I realize that I've heard the trigger sound.
Someone I told about this told me it couldn't work, that people were too smart to be clicker trained and in fact lots of dogs are too smart to be cliker trained. Well - I'm not :). Click.
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deniedbetahusband4 · 2 days
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lulusdreamsz · 2 days
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In case you're wondering if I'm wearing your chastity keys
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teamfemaleledcuckolds · 5 months
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shrinkingmydick · 1 month
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