#delusinal pisces

[millysastroblog]

THOUGHTS OF A Hopless Romantic... #Venus in Pisces/Venus in the 12th/Venus-Neptune/Juno in Pisces

As a Venus in Pisces love is not easy... it's so interesting to know that Venus is exalted in Pisces since it was originally ruled in ancient astrology by Jupiter, the Planet of luck, abundance, happiness but luck , happiness and commitment tend to not be available in my life . Sadly. It's the last thing the universe has granted me. Luck finding you, luck being in a happy committed relationship. Luck calling you my soulmate…………………..

Since the day I was born I felt the need to love you and be loved by you……….

Time passes by, people pass me by but no one in sight for love? ……………

Daydreaming about you every time I am about to fall asleep, wishing for him to hug me tightly from behind. Smelling my hair . I imagine how he would stroke my cheeks, shoulders , gaze deeply into my eyes and see them sparkle. I imagine how nice it would be to be surprised with a bunch of beautiful roses ……………

I wonder where you are going to propose to me? Where do you live, what's your name except for MY LOVE?......................

It sucks to have a full r&b love playlist and bedroom playlist to end up listening to it all alone, sad and depressed in a bed with no one.

……………It's The same, everyday, everynight.

 I hate that my fantasy world cannot be played out in reality . i really fucking hate not to have you here …………..

My love is deeper than the ocean, wider than the universe, higher than heaven, hotter than the sun. Why does the unberable yearning to meet have to hurt so bad.

Can you not feel how desperate I am for you?........

The disappointment and grief I feel within the depths of my soul tends to make me not want to believe in love. But my heart can't stop feeling, my mind can't stop thinking about YOU.

Ahhh if live would be a movie, then i could only act it out with you, no one else but You.

I wonder If my dreams are ever going to be fulfilled or erased like the stars in the sky having to say goodbye……….

When are we going to meet in this lifetime? When can I finally hold your hand and put it on my chest for you to feel my heartbeat?

When are we going to intertwine our souls into ONE ?

Does it take years, months, decades , another lifetime ?

! No matter how long it takes I´ll wait for you, my LOVE. !

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