#decision day is in a month

[say-hi-intrepid-heroes]

for the three and a half of you who care about my current personal bullshit (asking out my person), my one and only chance to do this will be in roughly 22 hours (we're hanging out with a couple other friends) so i promise this will all be over one way or another soon lmao

#it's my only chance cause the semester is about to end #so there's like nearly a month gap before i'd even get the chance to casually hang out with them again #and honestly i truly might never see them again if i don't do something about it #so bitches gotta make a decision in less than a day lmao #(i'm bitches) #personal

[sameschmidtdiffname]

If anything were to ever be released from Peeta's POV during the series, I think what I would be most interested in is what was going through his head during The Mockingjay Trial.

Peeta's thoughts during Mockingjay as a whole would be interesting. Peeta is ultimately cunning. We all joke about how Peeta would've ran 13 if he'd been the one that was saved, but I can't imagine Snow was having a particularly fun time with him either. Peeta knows how to communicate with the Capitol. I wonder if part of the reason Peeta was abused so horribly was not to torture Katniss, but because it's very possible there was a real possibility Peeta could've won the war from the inside by turning Snow's people against him with his own personal showmanship. "If it weren't for the baby" is a perfect example of how capable Peeta could be of doing just that.

I imagine once Peeta begins to regain his mind, it doesn't take long for him to realize the multiple problems that exist within president Coin. The problems Gale decided not to acknowledge in the proper manner.

Gale and Katniss are incredibly close. Now, I know we all like to poke our fun at Gale, (I'm definitely guilty of it,) but Gale is a genuinely complex character. He was a kid too. That doesn't take away from how he still did wrong, but you cannot look at him from a black and white lense when legitimately viewing his character. He does have depth.

Gale and Katniss are close because they are similar. They lose their fathers in the same accident, they learn to survive the same way. Katniss speaks throughout the series of how similar they are. It would not at all be impossible for Peeta to assume Katniss was radicalized the same way Gale was since he remembers their relationship despite the hijacking.

I think this is what hurts Peeta the most during the voting for the final Hunger Games. Peeta is at a severe disadvantage to reading Katniss still. His mind is better, and most likely he had already begun therapy in seriousness and was already improving mentally. But he and Katniss have not begun to grow back together yet. He no longer has access to her obvious tells. And yes, Katniss's thoughts are obvious to her inner circle. To everyone else, she is a mystery. Katniss loves him, but he is no longer in her inner circle at this point.

I don't think Peeta would realize the truth of Katniss's vote until she shoots Coin instead of Snow, which I think is the point for many to realize the amount of deep set problems there truly were with Coin. Most of the time it takes someone doing something extreme to make people pause and think.

Peeta is already having to put the pieces back together in his mind about Katniss. I think The Mockingjay Trial would probably be the tipping point of Peeta's recovery due to the testimonies, the evaluations. Something I've wondered is if Peeta was even allowed to testify since he had been hijacked. Honestly, I would assume that he wasn't. Leaving him off to the sidelines, forced to watch as someone he knows he used to be close to be examined live for the nation to see, to be picked and torn apart. I imagine that maybe the general public was not allowed to see any footage, but based off of Plutarchs offer for Katniss to be on a new singing program during their final conversation in 'Mockingjay,' it seems Katniss was correct in thinking there was most likely a live broadcast of her in the Training Center available to watch. Most likely Haymitch was allowed a peak. And through Haymitch, probably Peeta. I don't think it would be until the entire nation is forced to learn the "truth" about The Mockingjay that Peeta has the same moment as Katniss has in 'The Hunger Games,' when suddenly he realizes just how much he does know about her.

I would think this time would be when Peeta and Haymitch also make peace with their relationship as well. Most likely there were probably a few, very hard to have conversations between the two of them during the trial. About Katniss, about Haymitch's promise to both of them during 'Catching Fire,' about being unable to save him.

Peeta returns to District 12 at the earliest opportunity allowed. Probably for a few reasons. It's his home, it is ultimately where he belongs. But I also think there's probably a very large part of him that wants confirmation for what he's sure he already knew. Her thoughts when shooting Coin. When she voted yes. I think The Mockingjay Trial is probably when Peeta decided he wanted to be her friend again. That it was when he finally remembered her. And I'd just really like to see that, even as a short story.

#can you tell i wrote this while fighting sleep #i feel like you can #anyways. maybe ill write a fic about this one day #im tempted. but thats a decision for another day. week. month at this point #the hunger games katniss #the hunger games peeta #the hunger games trilogy #the hunger games #thg series #thg #thg peeta #thg katniss #peeta and katniss #peeta x katniss #katniss x peeta #katniss and peeta #katniss everdeen #peeta mellark #peeta #katniss #mockingjay #catching fire #mj #cf #peeta's pov #rambles

[lich-slap]

I've been thinking about Fig's possible exit at the end of this season, and as much as it makes me sad, I do think it opens up interesting character arcs. Because, being honest? I don't really see Fabian and Kristen wanting to go to college either. Never ever separating after high school is much more Riz's dream than anyone else's. Also, it's not like they'll stop being friends – they can't even really drop out of contact with the whole parent polycule situation, and Gorgug being on Fig's band. And in TUC2, it was clear that Rowan was still part of the dream team even when not actively going on missions with them. I do think it would be very interesting to see the Bad Kids realizing that they don't have to stay adventuring together to stay friends, and that in fact their goals for adult life can be very different from one another. A lot about this season has been about academic stress and how the Bad Kids are forced to keep saving the world with no real reward, and I think it's fair if some – or all – of them decide they deserve some rest.

#i really really don't want Fig to leave bc I love her dearly #but in the end of the day that decision is not only out of our hands but probably already made months ago by Brennan and Emily #and honestly I don't think we would even be getting Senior Year in any sort of near future. so who know what could change #dimension 20 #fantasy high #fantasy high junior year #fhjy spoilers #figuroth faeth #fig faeth #the bad kids

[c-rowlesdraws]

April 27th is World Tapir Day! Celebrate a vey special day for some very special animals with artwork I've put on some stuff! Available now at redbubble.com/people/c-rowles -- click "Explore Designs" on my page to see them, along with even more art!

#tapirs #tapir #world tapir day #animals #animal art #my art #redbubble #this round of designs is also my last redbubble hurrah I think #I'm really unhappy with their recent decision to impose extra fees on the newest/smallest accounts #so next month I'm going to be looking into setting up different POD and online shop accounts

[mainapnifavouritehoon]

hi guys i-

#Hey so i wanted to talk about this really bad this has been bothering me for quite some time #i have been busy a lot these days and i dont get time at all to do anything but i can see myself wasting my time just scrolling #I have school and then coaching and then ofc i have to study on my own for which i barely take out time as im highly careless #My last 2 exams went absolute shit and that fucking scares me because i'll be having my JEE soon #Mummy has been telling me to stay away from my phone and ik she trusts me but she but she deserves a daughter that studies ig? #And now i kind of consider that as an option because this phone is very very distracting #I have been thinking about deactivating but i realized it would mean i would lose all my precious posts and interactions #So i wont be deleting this blog as i am too attached (i will be coming back istg) #I will be taking a break and ig thats what yall call a hiatus #I will be giving away my phone to my parents (trust me i have to) #Ik this will be hard for me to just leave all of a sudden so i'll slowly start vanishing if that makes sense? #This message also doesnt mean that i will be shutting down my phone rn at this moment and that this is goodbye #This is just to prepare the people that i love and who love me that i will be highly inactive and not come online for maybe months #This is not an impulsive decisions i have really thought through this #Also just to tell you again MAIN ABHI GAYAB NAHI HONE WAALI BUT THODE TIME MEIN I WILL GO ON A BREAK THIS IS JUST A PRE HIATUS MESSAGE #Also i hope you guys will still love me and remember me once i come back #Because coming months are going to be hard for me #I hope you understand and ily guys okay? #(Oh god why am i so dramatic about everything) xoxo

[wifegideonnav]

tbh when mitski said “you’re my best friend/now i’ve no one to tell/how i lost my best friend”

#my freshman year of college my best friend and I were both a wreck #and on opposite sides of the country #during winter break I made the decision to share certain information with their parents bc I was actively concerned for their safety #they were deeply upset about me betraying their trust like that and asked for a break in our friendship #(a few months later (which happened to be early March 2020. lol) they did shrooms and realized they wanted to talk to me again lmao) #(so we talked and cried and now we’re still best friends almost 4 years later) #and my birthday is in january so it fell right in the middle of the period we weren’t talking #and my friends at school actually put together a really lovely party and it remains to this day the best bday party ive had #(most of my bdays have been sad and shitty lol) #but i just remember being drunk in my friends dorm room with my friends all around me #it was the end of the night people were just kinda chatting in little groups or whatever #and i was lying on my friends bed just miserable bc all I could think about was how my best friend was supposed to be there too #bc my parents were going to fly them out for the weekend as a present #and obviously that just got dropped #and id been talking to my friends about it kind of but all I wanted was my actual best friend #I left them a very embarrassing drunk voicemail that THANK GOD they deleted without listening to #but it’s just. the quiet agony of being angry and sad and hurt because your person doesn’t want to be ur person anymore #and still wanting to talk to them about it. still needing them to comfort you and give you their advice and insights #i don’t want to talk to anyone else about it. they’re not you. #sigh. anyway. ive actually lost several close friends for various reasons ranging from reasonable to bullshit #and it always blindsides me how much I want to talk to THEM about it #so thanks mitski for expressing that so artfully #op

[whumpy-wyrms]

just spent 4 hours building Anton’s lab in minecraft and i’m done and it’s soooo cool you guys it’s just like how i imagined (obviously as close as i could get cuz it’s minecraft). gonna build Anton’s cabin above it next but i’ll probably post screenshots of the lab tomorrow so you guys can actually see how i imagine it (cuz it’s hard for me to draw it). if anyone wants to join my world and explore it (bedrock edition only, sorry) feel free to message me!!! like seriously i don’t bite!!!! i love playing minecraft with people :DDD

#ALSO i don’t have school tomorrow YIPPEE!!!! #anyway it’s so cool guys i did redstone for the lights so they can turn on and off #like Dew’s room is there… THE VENTS!!! i’m making the vents too #it’s so silly i can pretend hahaha i can pretend to be Antonnn orrr his test subject #locked myself into Dew’s room just for funsies. yep #kiiinda wish i built this on a different world or on java edition but whatever #i’m playing on my ipad idgaf #i love this game #wyrms says stuff #alsoooo my goal was to get chapter 14 posted on saturday but then i got distracted with uhhhh a picrew im making and minecraft #oh yeah i’m making a picrew #complete impulse decision but it’s Happening now and it might take a few months #but i’m gonna add soooo many easter eggs of mine and my friends’ ocs #i’m soo eepy #man i hope my room survives. in the next few days we’ll find out if we have to completely demolish it or not #/hj #will answer some asks tomorrow they’ve been piling up #oopsie

[s-lycopersicum]

#yuru camp #oogaki chiaki #inuyama aoi #kagamihara nadeshiko #shima rin #saitou ena #gif #yuru camp april because why not #and yuru camp april comes to an end #watching yuru camp every day for a month was probably the best decision i made in the past decade

[yeonban]

I might be ~quirky~ for this (welcome to my twisted mind and etc) but I genuinely have so much fun with shipping nowadays, ever since I chose to be singleship for each muse. I feel like my adhd has never allowed me to pour even half as much care and attention into a ship as I'd have loved to when I had multiple ones at the same time per muse, so being able to focus on a single romantic dynamic per muse really feels like a weight off my shoulders

#* ooc. / posts. #I also know my adhd is all over the place so at times I may go a few months w/o bringing that specific muse (and thus ship) up #(unless you approach me in dms; in which case my mind typically instantly goes !!! on the muse & ship) #so I'm INCREDIBLY touched whenever my ship partners agree to be singleship w me. It's truly such an honor and blessing to me #and I feel like it's much easier for my muse to get very attached when their romantic attention only goes to a single person; #so you can best believe that from the moment we start shipping your portrayal will ALWAYS. and I mean /ALWAYS/ be intertwined with mine #doesn't matter if you drop the muse or leave tumblr or stop writing altogether. your muse will Always be my muse's special someone #I've had tons of ships where my partner disappeared off the face of the earth one day and yet all I've done was change 'singleship' #to 'noship' bc my muse's heart to this day (several irl years later) continues to be with their portrayal; REFUSING to look at anyone else #Granted this is also why I'm so picky with shipping; in the sense that I let my muse lead the way til they fall in love #and only THEN do I ask the mun if they're fine w our muses being a thing (and thus being singleship w me) #I used to say yes to people just asking to ship and while I know that's a neat option too; I simply. Cannot do that these days ADGHSAJDSDK #nothing against anyone nor against that route; but I've had a good share of ships that crumbled or made me lose muse bc my muse wasn't #feeling the ship. so I'm no longer going ahead unless the muse falls first and makes ME start shipping it rather than the other way around #and that decision has unironically made me feel so light and comfortable here AHDSAJDSKDJ #AH NEY WAYZ!! I need to be sedated bc why am I awake at 11 am. I HAVE NOT SLEPT.

[magnusbae]

“The eye through which I see God is the same eye through which God sees me; my eye and God's eye are one eye, one seeing, one knowing, one love.”

#consider this a quick concept art to my own obsession #I will really do anything and everything other than actually officially introducing cream au into the world‚ huh? #tag people into snips of the story‚ contemplate concepts‚ think about it every single day for months— #but /introduce/ it? oh no. #So yes I'll just tag it as.... #and lie down thinking about my actions and the decision to literally post it now. #Don't you just love when your God creates a creature that can see right through you :)? #Everyday normal issues. Resist God's attempt at fixing you. #buns.d #buns.all #tsm cream au

[queertemporality]

applying the poem “what resembles the grave but isn’t” to malevolent except it’s a very literal reading about arthur and those goddamn holes

#malevolent #post #ok I’m done posting. perhaps forever #‘sometimes falling into a hole and languishing there for days weeks months years’ #but not metaphorically. no he’s literally fucking there #the end of part 41: that too is yuri #shaking my head to let the world know that I disagree with Arthur’s decision to go into another hole

[hyunpic]

i have a november-december with hyunjin compilation edit marinating in my drafts all ready cooked up but i don’t know when to post it

#cause what if he posts something in the last days of this month that #turns my whole world upside down and makes me question my decisions i have already made

[ecoamerica]

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[starswallowingsea]

Welcome to the Bad Books Book Club, a discord server for all things bad books! We discuss modern literary and publishing trends, especially in the YA world and what that means for the future of both YA and Adult literature, the over-saturation of booktok and trope marketing among other things. We are also welcoming of new readers and people trying to get back into reading!

Features include:

Channels dedicated to specific books and authors to discuss their flaws, what went wrong, what they did well, and our thoughts on them. Many people are also (re)reading these books and discussing them here

A good books channel where we discuss books we enjoy! We also have channels dedicated to book of the month if that's something you're subscribed to and a channel for books you aren't sure about yet

Two video channels, one for booktoks, one for booktube videos and discussions about them and their trends

A buddy reading channel where you can find people to read with and create a private thread to discuss your thoughts

A reading challenge for the year of 2023! Since z-lib is no longer an option and not everyone has access to the same books, we decided to vote on some general themes to read about instead and have created a spreadsheet to log everyone's choices for ease of access. The themes for January, February, and March are pinned in the appropriate channel

Several other media channels dedicated to games, webtoons, photos, movies/tv, anime/manga, and more!

Does this sound like a community you'd like to be a part of? Join our discord!

#bookblr #anti booktok #anti colleen hoover #anti coho #anti sjm #anti acotar #discord server #yes polly geist from monster prom is our server mascot. be glad its not the weird adam driver edit it was for like 6 months anymore #that decision was brought to you by the new monster prom game #i did make two other promo posts for this server but this is a little more serious #i made a banner and all for it. consider this the official post since we have almost 100 members i think? #discord says we have 87 members (85 not counting bots) #and we have a nice group of active members! a day doesnt go by without at least 5 conversations 2 of which #diverge completely and end up super off topic mopaifdsjf #shay speaks

[lesbiansanemi]

I am so fucking sick of living with my roommate and his fuck ass boyfriend. Also watching my roommate burn every single one of his (already rather minimal, I might add) bridges for this guy is also kind of painful but also his relationship with me is one of said bridges so I'm almost past the point of even feeling bad for him lmao

#i have had to piss for probably the better part of an hour now #because they decided to take a shower together and have been in there for well OVER an hour now #and this is a nightly occurence atp sometimes MULTIPLE times a day #we have one bathroom.... can yall not be considerate enough to not be in there for up to TWO HOURS AT A TIME??? #also it's such a waste of fucking water.... #idk we've hit a point where i literally hear the bf doing anything and i get pissed off #but also tell me why i'm sitting in my room (which shares a wall with the bathroom) and i can hear this man hacking and spitting shit up #and this is also something that happens multiple times a day #like.... dude.... why are you spitting up toothpaste so fucking loudly oh my fucking god #but yeah no i'm like my roommate's only friend atp and he's about to not have me lmao like we're about to reach #'i'm cutting you off when i move out' levels of me being pissed off with this whole situation type shit #and apparently the bf convinced him to come out to his family which his mom was chill which is good #his dad's side of the family though....? not great. and my roommate KNEW that would be the case cuz we'd talked about it before #also love that my roommate has constantly talked about moving out of the city we live in because he hates and also there's no good career #opportunities for him here (which is true) #and now. MAGICALLY. he's like 'idk i think it'd be best for me to stay here' #like oh my GOD???? are you hearing yourself???? are you fucking stupid???? you fucking hate it here??? #but sure throw your life away and ruin all your meaningful relationships for a guy you met six months ago jfc #and the thing is i *know* my roommate we've been close CLOSE friends for nearly a decade now #i know he is not like this.... like yeah he's being insane by allowing this but also i know these aren't the kinds of decisions he would ma #and also i know he wouldn't treat me like this all on his own #it's the deranged fucking control freak of a guy he decided to date and my roommate has too many of his own issues to put his foot down #about certain things and tell the guy no so he's just allowing him to completely take over his life #and fuck everything up until the bf is the only thing he has left once it's all said and done #and yeah. it's painful to watch. but also wtf am i supposed to do because obviously my opinion is not respected nor wanted regarding this #that has been made PAINFULLY clear #ugh this is so fucking horrendous #what is it with ppl who start to date someone and then go clinically fucking insane and destroy their lives all for this one person #who. realistically. they barely know in comparison to all the other ppl in their life #like explain it to me jfc

[butchcharliee]

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#so i work part time and only been working for about 4 months now #but ive been trying to get sundays permanently off #but my scheduling manager tells me i can't get a weekend off bc im part time and veen working for 4 months #is this okay? #i literally have no control over my scheduling and there's nothing i czn do about it #she said if i have to get one of the weekend days off #i can only request it off but i cant request those days off permanently #my scheduling makes me so anxious bc it's all over the place #i also work nights which makes me anxious but again i have no control over my schedule #i cant even make one tiny decision over it #is this okay? :( #its my first job so idk #i just want sundays off 😭

[moonlitkissing]

#we're ignoring that my birthday was months ago okay #working harder every day to turn this into my personal blog #i am not good with decisions can you tell? #rambling in the taaaaags