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audhd-nightwing · 4 months

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percy jackson ep2 live reaction

annabeth being a little creep i love her

fun fact i learned at the pjo NYCC panel: the most grueling part of the show production was making the camp half-blood shirts. they all had to be a specific shade of orange and there had to be a LOT cuz all the campers wear them consistently

very much angsty tween energy

ITS SOOO PRETTYYYYYYYYYY

i love the big house’s design

grover’s little *clop clop clop* hehe

“your highness” book!percy wouldn’t be caught dead saying that shit but it’s still funny cuz i KNOW as soon as he learns more abt the gods all that respect is out the window. book!percy is just a little asshole from the start

Mr D is fucking perfect casting

godDAMN chiron is tall asf

also i fr did not know brunner was pronounced like that

mr d actually being kinda nice to grover??

ITS SO COOL I WANNA GO TO CAMP THERE

riptide my bbg

i need a close up of the inside and outside of all the cabins immediately

Hermes cabin 💪💪💪

there’s a fire pit IN the cabin?? that seems like a hazard. but also magic and it’s fucking cool so

the complete non-reaction to percy’s introduction now vs how people will eventually react to hearing his name is kinda wild

they really did not give this poor boy any time to grieve his mom huh

LUKE

poor percy, his first reaction to being approached is to be defensive :(

CHB necklace!!!!

o shit that scared me. hello wood nymph. is this his mom??? idk how satyrs are born

the tiger shirt 💀

LIKE AN OLD BANANA HGHDGDGDGD

grover :( ur a good friend bb

dream time woooooo. OH THE VOICE IS KRONOS i forgor

“glory” ok nerd

luke really has a whole posse following him around lmao

IS THAT THE LESBIAN FLAG ON CLARISSE’S NECKLACE???

nvm they all have them in that order….

i love that percy has just had that leather necklace from the very start of the show. in preparation for the camp beads :,)

aaaaaaaa a character in a wheelchair that’s so cool!!!!!

no one’s even gonna show him how to use the bow???

this boy is gonna destroy the camp i love him

BRO DID NOT GET THE JOKE AND I FEEL SO SEEN. YES THERES A GREEK GOD OF DISAPPOINTMENT

oh my god i’m gonna cry. percy praying to sally is my favorite change they made in the whole show

“like, real friends” crying luke how dare you betray this sweet darling boy

YOU TELL HIM PERCY!! get his ass

“hey guys! 😃 🤚 can’t sleep huh?” ilysm percy

“do you think you’re special?” oh boy clarisse do you have a big surprise coming. also percy didn’t even tell anyone abt the minotaur that was grover

okay i liked this cgi way better than nancy bobofit’s takedown

annabeth stalker behavior i love you. SHE ADMITS IT TOO I LOVE HERRRE

“annabeth sees the world differently” yeah she’s autistic with a genius iq

sobbing. “she’s my little sister”. pain. the betrayal is gonna hurt so much more

th-alia ??? hm

“until zeus broke the pact” hades, hiding his kids from the 1940s in the lotus hotel: yeah zeus was the one to break it first, obviously

i can’t wait to see who they cast as thalia

“let it rip” i see what you did there 👀 my mind went right to beyblade tho lol

their shields lowkey look like the nightwing symbol :3

SUNSHINE ADDSHFJFHDG

god this set is so fucking cool

cringefail loserboy rizz

THE HAT!!!!!!!!!!!

“he’ll be ready, i know it” *cuts to percy flossing* i love this dumbass so much

lizard :D

exceptional depiction of adhd ty rick

bro really just gave away the location of the flag with no hesitation lol

OH SHIT THAT WAS COOL! the roll into picking up the shield? smooth asf!!!

how tf did the spear even break isn’t it made of like magic metal

she really used him as bait lmao. *pushes him into the water* she’s just testing a hypothesis!!

holy shit the cabin is so cool. kinda spooky tho. i hate to say it but i like the movie version better

“what 😃”

damn they really just blame everything on hades huh. poor guy. i’d hate my siblings too if they gave me a shitty job and made me the scapegoat for a bunch of stuff

why tf is chiron wearing a suit. why.

“i’m sally jackson’s son” YES YOU ARE KING

grover you’re the best ily. chiron you’re giving way too much dumbledore energy i hate it

#percy jackson #percy jackon and the olympians #pjo #pjo tv show #percy jackson show #pjo spoilers #percy jackson spoilers

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noahpoligy · 7 years

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[Archive] Original Lyrics - 2016

Haven’t looked at any of these in ages... So it’s probably mostly shit.

------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ I'm riding this dark train on the railway ridden of knives slitten by the children of my day

Now please help me figure it out We both don't need this but please I need it now, I need the closure If you can't, I might just run away

Baby why have you ran away? I miss you so much I know it wasn't significant to you All I needed to stay sane was your touch

And here I am now On this dark train Possibly riding backwards on the blood stained railway Possibly not, but I've always had my doubts Please, I don't want to hurt another please tell me that you don't blame me Can you just tell me you're ok?

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I don't know if my life has been a shithole since forever Or if it's just that we have a weird synergistic effect But I feel me around you I've never felt myself before. Belonging is for fucking losers That's fine, I'll lose with you.

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I've loved you all my life Ever since my eyes found your face and I'll love you til the day I die I don't care if you won't miss me when I'm gone Because I've loved you all my life I can't stop it, it's an uncontrollable beast I have my love, but my will is good so that's ok Jumping off the edge of a cliff to save your life Yeah, I'll do that and ride a wyvern To safe you from your strife. You may not need saving Yeah, you've told me that That's ok. I wouldn't have it any other way You're not a princess, my love You're my queen. And I'll cherish you til the day I die. Even if you're killer, I'll love you all my life I wish I could stay, I've tried and tried. But the signals are vacant in your eyes I've loved you all my life And I'll love you til the day I die Goodbye.

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You're the enemy You'll be the end of me as my heart is falling down until it hits this chunk of dust that keeps my brain from withering into a crisp so please know that You're the enemy You'll be the end of me My pain is safe and sound as long as you stay away Have you heard the news that I hate you? So get the fuck away from me You're the enemy You'll be the end of me We send our ashes to the empire where they sell our lungs and give us black eyes Staple your artieries to the ceiling Baby you know fighting is a waste of time You're the enemy You'll be the end of me You stole my carton of blood You sold my soul to the highest bidder You ate my fingers and stole my tongue You're the enemy You'll be the end of me I'm not even flesh and bone I'm just a skeleton Rattling down the street in the best damn suit I own.

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Rattle Street

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WELL GATHER AROUND I'LL TELL YOU A STORY OF HOW I GREW OLD, AND BABY IT'S FULL OF CONTRITION I THINK I NEED YOU TO BREAK THE MOLD. IT STARTED WITH A VAN CRUSHING MY SEAT AND MY TONGUE HEARING MY OWN HEART BEAT THEN I WAS 27, AND I SLEPT FOR 4 YEARS THE STORY IS A DREAM, A COMA TODAY I WAKE UP AND I THINK POLITICS STINK

WELL GATHER AROUND AND I'LL TELL YOU A STORY OF MARTYRS ARE SHEEP HER NAME WAS JOAN OF ARC, AND SHE WAS A HERO OF SHEEP SHE SAVED THEM FROM GOD, AND GAVE THEM HEROINE AND THEN I WOKE UP, AND WROTE THIS BOOK IT'S FULL OF STORIES OF THE TIME OF WHEN I WAS GROWING OLD

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we killed the girls To get paid and put the whole damn room on the edge of the grave is it hard to stay clean? and if the world stops believing I'll keep believing that the world can make a change and put the suicidal dogs in their sedated cage so come hard and stay clean we're singing this song for the damned now, hallelujah But god is gone and if you keep beleiving we won't believe in you and throw your record out and live that life that you made yeah we're just gonna take it so grab the cash and run and watch the suitors find each other and kill one another it doesn't matter if our words don't mean a thing you just gotta keep on believing

well alright through blacks and blues you keep the faith there ain't a dry eye left in this hell of a place is it hard to stay clean? well if you are then I'll start believing that the world has a saint and put a shotgun shell in the side of his head so come hard and forget clean we're singing this song for the damned now, hallelujah cuz god is gone and if you keep believing we won't believe you and throw your record out and live that life you made yeah we're just gonna take it it doesn't matter if our words don't mean a thing you're just gonna keep on believing

hallelujah hallelujah god is gone hallelujah hallelujah god is gone hallelujah hallelujah god is gone hallelujah hallelujah god is gone

hallelujah hallelujah hallelujah god isn't gone and if you aren't believing I won't believe you and throw your record out and take back that life I made yeah I'm just gonna take it so grab your rags and run and I'll watch the suitors trip all over and kill one another it doesn't matter if my words don't mean a thing I cross my heart and hope to die, destroya isn't gone

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perfectly you

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You can't use my friends Cuz I don't have one left I'm trying to catch just one but they all end up splattering on the floor These hands, stained white, with a touch of silk they're too afraid to reach out for more.

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with death we shed life

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The world can just role by talking about education, equal rights, climate change, and terrorism and I'll just be here, trying to find myself

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being told lies. responding with lies. creating lies. living a lie. lies. lives. there is a v in between, that's the only difference.

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Yes, I am confined to a scar. I return at night to hide with them. I feel blood on my face. My skin is cold. It peels. It creates a stronger shade of urine. Son, man, warrior It creates a stronger shade of urine. Wife, friend, lover I was falsely linked to my heart. When others cry and I feel comfortable. I know that he is only 6 years old at the most. However, if you open a mixed inserts 12. I do not care what people say. I'm going to find my way, my way. I spent my time I've had my share. And boring as hell. Bored as hell Give me a sign. Show me the way. Really real. I also found my pulse. It's gone. The truth is flowing out of your mouth He knows that this love will always continue. always And I will always wait for you. I gave up persecution for nothing. He is dead to me. I am dead to him I know more than you thought I knew. I feel at home in black and blue. Yes, I am confined to a scar. I returned at night to hide with them. I felt the blood on my face. Cold, cold as hell like the devil. The world is screwed. So am I. The world is in bankruptcy. Tick Tock goes the clock.

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Lets go insane Lets get guns Lets shoot up some broken down homes full of mindless walking corpses. Lets sell drugs Lets get high Let me lose my life with you by my side It's superficial, yeah Baby my world is just getting started Lets kill a man Lets skin his dog Lets get married under-missile-tow You know the value of a man is from the length of his beard and the girth of his co METAL BAT BELTBUCKLE UNLEASH THE FUCKING BATS Baby my hearts got nine volts, would you care to make it ten? tick tock big bad baby, time is up BOOM BOOM BOOM.

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The fire station bells are ringing and all the children are running out of class everybody run, everybody scream we all gotta get out of here, the scarecrow is running free

All the super-malls are full of thieves theres just me here listening to a song and it's about romeo moaning, him saying "You belong to me I believe" It doesn't matter though, so I'll just say the next line, you better leave

As the perilous mongrals watch as all the civilians leave with our jetpacks on our backs and gasoline in our hands

Now at dawn all the scarecrows and their tick tock tin-man crow round up all the lions of men just to see what they'll do They'll bring them back to the tanning salon Then skin them alive

From the prospects of Death Canyon To the peak of Mount Mitchell The scarecrows run it all, we humans are no more It isn't fun. But that's alright. Some of us got out of there. We ran free.

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I yelled back I'll wrote a song and I remember what I did was wrong Painting pictures of a lovely girl Even though our friendship was sterile

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One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Six. Seven Eight. Honey, I think we lost track of how many pills we ate

Woooooooooooooooooah Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah The pain I'll cause is set in stone The pain I caused won't bring me home This melting feeling is seeping in I hate it I hate it Honey please I can't take it any more Bright eyes I want to take it off Big black eyes says no one gives a fuck

My arms are cracking My toes are blistering The worms inside my body are infesting in my lungs The gurgles from my ocean are heard from miles around Lashes from my past strike upon me

Blond hair, you told me you wanted to find love Blond hair all I could find was death

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Tears weeping from the taps This heart is a vacant shrine that you try to break all the time

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Yeah girl, I've loved you all these years For whatever reason I still keep a photo around with your blonde hair, your pretty smile Some may say it's obsessive I've been called your stalker I don't think I'll ever fall out of love with you Believe me, I bet we all wish we could We've got some scars locked up inside One day I just wish you would let me take them Throw them into the illusions of a perfect guide To this life we lose. To this life we create One day we'll be together That's what's said in optomistic, ignorant songs This one is realistic I don't think we will be together Hell, I doubt you even have a sliver of emotion left for me I hope you do, it gives me strength You could give me a solid right hook, it would make all the difference I kind of wish we spoke Last time we truly have was that early summer of 15' We got high. Laughed. Enjoyed ourselves. It felt like you were my friend. It was true hapiness. It's sad that I can't even talk to you. You're the reason I go back to your school Hoping something would happen Like in those TV shows or animes It's funny, I even sit in that spot in the back near the window, where the kid with crazy hair daydreams One day I'll find my calling. And I hope, one day, you will call me your friend.

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You twist my arm I'm twisting fate You'll live alone

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No one loves being secluded But here I am, away from everyone I always plan to meet a friend But that feeling of contrition always bites me as I walk out the door I just turn around, walk back inside, and lock the door. The things on the outside can't harm me inside But the things on the inside can destroy my mind I'll lose all my friends but not those that love me They already know that I'm a fuck But they will slowly erode away Like a mountainside in a sandstorm Some days I want to be let out of this cage that is my depression But later at night, I'll crawl up to it and hide Letting it shield me from the evil critters of planet Earth While it nibbles away at my brain Driving me insane and wanting to harm those I abandoned.

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You don't tell people things and they call you a liar. You tell them the truth and they judge you.

So what's the point of this relationship

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Dad.

Though he's gone, I no longer have any fear or regret. He was a part of my creation and without him I could cease. I am now seeing the world through his shades that protected his eyes from the dust and sun that tried to blind them. I now use the headphones that shut all the madness out and played a treble tune. He's gone forever and ever like a phantom fading in the sun. He is now the fuel for my engine, the inspiration for my adolescent desires. He's gone. His memory will carry on, I swear to god. Believe me. This engine will never give out. Not until there is a newer model to take my drive.

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Been one week we've been living and your smiles are giving me all types of treble Weak esteem I've been given and your smiles are making my eyes starlit and marble I've been living by your rules can you be by my side It's getting kind of hard to breath in all these lies and metal I'm dying from all this treble, can you step on my pedal, baby I'm your light Weak knees have given in and now I'm dancing to your smile She's sweeter than electricity girl I'm your type She sucks an enemies milk now I've got nothing I've got a small notebook and that's something It's not love if it's just smiles. It's not love if, it's not you living

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Sometimes you miss old friends. Until you remember they weren't friends Your treasured memories always end in a crazy spin That is, when you meet them again It's that time again It's that time when they try to push their agenda They say they want whats best for me They try to give me pills Until they're gone They went them all down my throat And then they wonder why I shut-up I always crawl into my shell when people try to further their own agenda and don't care about me Yeah you may want me as a "friend" But you don't even want yourself as a friend Yeah once upon a time we were close but look at you now You're strung up on seven different types of shit I've watched you fall apart, and I've tried to help you up Hell, I even went under with you but I can't do that again My mind heart voice are all my favorite parts of me and I won't let anyone take that away from me Yeah I know that it'll dissapoint you but I can't help you out if you can't get over your shit Now I'm depressed Now I'm locked in my room It's not a waste of time I'm just getting all of this shit out of my mind You can't tell me how to live my life Trust me, you don't even know what the hell you're doing You can be friend enemy child parent or any other time of family I don't care what you say unless you love me And even if you love me, I'll only take the parts I deem sincere. I'm not going to change my mind of this I'm breaking out of this shell No one else in the whole fucking world is like me No one else feels like me, I'M SURE OF IT You can't tell me how to be me Trust me, you don't even know who you are I'm not going to break down again I'm never going to change my mind If you die with me in mind Then I will live for you But I will only absorb the parts of you That will make me a better man. I will follow my heart. Even after letting you go Before or after you croak I want you to know I still love you

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I need to get out of this place This place of screaming and hatred But my only other option is to go to a place that is haunted by the soul of a figure that I once dispised I'd wake up to night terrors I'd fall asleep to fatigue I don't know if I can live like that way But i don't like if I can live where I am now Am I even ment to live at all? Breathing this foul air that not even a runaway could stay in Where will I go from here? I don't know I can't kill myself, that is not an answer Even though it's in my head, every day every hour, every minute. It's an option But it's one I'll never succumb to I'll have to go to that haunted place and face the demons Maybe they're angels in disguise Maybe it'll be the end of me Who knows. I'm on my way.

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You walk with confidence afar Drenched in red and black plaid You don't look my way You just keep marching on I dunno if we could've been at all You were so far away yet only a block away I've decided you'll never even know my name and just stroll away singing out of tune about a party at the end of the world without the two of us dancing to the music

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You are but a pill, just to help me sleep My weaknesses take vacations in my dreams And when I'm not sure you'll help me

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In this vanity I'm breaking lets me live like this and i'll puke in a bag while shaking and nevermind the friends I'm making and the beauty in that I'm faking Why the fuck am I living like this?

And the amount of times I've seen it and I hope I'm not mistaking that bones were made for breaking it's hard to say I'm shaking I don't know the choices that I'll make

You can't keep my mind But you can fuck my so called friends It doesn't matter how many times I scream it Never again Will I live my life like this?

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I've met death I've shaken his hand I'm terrified that one day I'll have to meet him again

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Why can't I let you go?

I don't want to feel my conscience I don't wanna live in the now I want to live in a life with the taste of your lips Dripping down from my own with my hands on your hips Cuddling in the daylight with a touch of affection I'm not going to cry now Even though that I know that'll never happen I guess I'll just have to shut my eyes and wait for the next day Role your fucking eyes baby, you know it isn't hard The things in my head make me look like I'm dead Yeah your friends are afraid of my looks back you know whats inside I'm just an innocent boy looking for a non-intimant friend To just hang around with and get fucking high To talk about whats wrong with our lives while singing to the tune of Kurt Cobains raspy voice drinking coffee on a school-day afternoon Even though that I know that'll never happen I guess I'll just have to shut my eyes and wait for the next day Role your fucking eyes baby, you know it isn't hard Even though that I know that'll never happen I guess I'll just have to shut my eyes and wait for the next day Role your fucking eyes baby, you know it isn't hard Why are you staying in my head? Are you telling me it's the only place you fucking belong? Get the hell out. I've unlocked all the windows I've unlocked all the doors I've thrown you the keys but you won't leave this house I don't get it

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Sleeping just results a horror movie playing in my head Dreams of stabbing or being stabbed Nightmares of drowning or being robbed

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