#combination no dopamine disease and insensitivity to dopamine disease this shit sucks

[bitchfitch]

anyways as soon as I get my meds fixed it's so over for yall. Imagine my power once my brain starts being able to fucking produce dopamine again.

I'm going to be so annoying. Might even get into kale and yoga and idk. other things the live laugh love girlies are into. they seem like they're having fun.

catch me being able to leave my house for more than 2 nights at a time. Ill be able to ask my friend to cat sit for me and Everything.

#combination no dopamine disease and insensitivity to dopamine disease this shit sucks #but it means i know what the special vitamin that will fix my shit is. #Imagine the bullshit ill be able to get up too when i dont spend multiple hours a day disassociated and have to dedicate #wvery other thought to reality checking my brain goblins #My shrink had trouble believing that its not an issue of needing another perspective. i am Fully 100% aware of how wrong my thoughts are #that doesn't make it stop. #I know im a neurotic mess and i know how to keep my neurosis in a choke hold id just like to spend less energy on it #and maybe be able to do the dishes and imagine myself still alive in a year