Celia, Cecio & being haunted by your mother in the empty spaces between you both and each others faces.
my dumb ass typed 'i could write an essay on this' and then did.
anyway. Celia Cecio & their mother and how she haunted the ever loving fuck out of both of them<3 get HAUNTED bitches.
main piece im talking about is the first, a wip where Cecio is being haunted by his mother. this gets long, rambles continue under the cut, more general than just this piece after teh first few paragraphs
i could write an essay on empty space & their mother bc in this shes so much closer to the center and has space around her while cecio has the bottom just over third and shes intruding into even that. shes leaning down over him, embracing him while surrounding him, while hes being held up by her, but seems to be able to slip out of frame at any point. she dictates the space just by her presence. the background is her and celias colours, cecio only gets himself, she gets everything else and shes still acting on him, intruding into that space.
like in the original family celia n cecio [that i want to redraw] theres an empty space that is glaring once you notice and thats bc shes there!!! their mother is always haunting them!!!!
if its just one of them she's still there even if there is not the empty space, bc shes still haunting them, just in their faces. Cecio is the spitting image of her just with different colours, and Celia has her fathers nose and thicker eyebrows but exactly the same golden hair and sometimes they cant look at each other bc shes just always THERE.
when shes recently dead it was heartbreaking bc they would see each other out of the corner of their eyes and think she was back. Celia sees Cecios silhouette, he sees Celias hair, and all they can think of how much the other looks like her.
Cecio likes his hair long but he never lets his fringe get as long as celias bc thats the length their mothers was. cant let it cover his vision the way hers did, constantly tucking it to the side of her face. cant wear his hair down because she did, so low ponytails it is, so similar yet just different enough it triggers the memories less.
one day as a teen Celia is having a breakdown and gets halfway through dyeing her hair as some way of distancing herself from her mother before breaking down sobbing. Cecio doesn't look her in the eyes because of the lingering dye stains, a desperate attempt to forget their mother, and the burden she placed on Celia. Celia gives up on the long hair her mother loved, the neat bob, and hacks off the hair tainted with the splotches of dye, finding now, that she has her mothers curls too.
Cecio dreams of her, golden and saturated, and feels like the ghost, the corpse, next to her. drained of life and colour, silvers and pale where she was vibrant. someones takes a black and white photograph of him when hes been to stressed to get his hair cut and his mother stares back.
every glance, image, drawing of either of them is just a few lines and colour changes from being her.
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in Wotr, when they reunite, Celia tells him how much he looks like their mother, how he has her nose, and he doesn't tell her that he forgot that, the image of their mother in his head long merged with Celia's.
Pizzeria Da Cecio. Lucca
In una location moderna ed accogliente. Cecio. Il suo impasto, la sua lievitazione, la sua leggerezza, Il suo valore, il tutto impreziosito dalle qualità delle materie prime.
Pizzeria Da Cecio. Lucca
In a modern and welcoming location. Cecio. Its dough, its leavening, its lightness, its value, all embellished by the quality of the raw materials.
Pizzeria Cecio.…
È morto Gabriele "Cecio" Ceci, ex chitarrista dei Massimo Volume - RUMORE
Notizia DEVASTANTE anche se non lo vedevo da più di 20 anni.. ma che chitarrista FENOMENALE.. Lui ed Egle insieme erano il miglior tandem chitarristico del mondo, perfino meglio di Black Francis + Joey Santiago..
buckle up your in for a long ride!!! this might be the most comprehensive post on Cecio yet...
[background info: Cecio is an oc of mine that atm mainly resides deep in the background of part 5 of jjba alongside his older sister Celia and their fucked up found family. that are also in a criminal organization. Cecio is... well read on. warnings for mentions of gross misuse of police power, read more as this got longg]
Hes a self centered man who was manipulated into not only throwing away his only shot at escaping the poverty and violence he was born into, but metaphorically sold his soul to the devil twice, by becoming a mafia plant in the local police force.
He has no shame and while he spins a tale of a dead sister- [Who is very much alive but took the opportunity to shed her old legal life] wrapped up in gang violence to earn money for him, with him not knowing until it was to late, then after learning the horrifying truth because of her death, joining police training to avenger her- its nothing but lies wrapped around a tiny kernel of truth. what truth? who knows. certainly not anyone around him
Reality is subjective to Cecio, his mind bending facts and obscuring the aftermath of his actions so he can stomach himself, playing a constant game of deluding himself that he has no other choice and is just trying his best- on some days he even believes it
He uses his power often and to devastating effect, setting up rivals and traitors and even just people who got in the way for jail or death, using faked evidence and emotional manipulation. a snake of a man he plays the moral man in a den of greed and yet leads all people who join with even the faintest shred of good in their hearts into the jaws of greed and despair.
Cecios greatest trick is those grains of truth and genuine emotion at the heart of his greatest lies- his false flames of passion for justice are instead fueled from a desire for him and his loved ones to survive, his kindness stolen and reused from others, little lies he tells himself as so to create 'genuine' emotional reactions. Every victim is his dead mother and supposedly dead sister, every corrupt cop not on his side is the man who manipulated him, every little thing a lie and misdirection.
He has killed, lied, maimed and set people up to do and have done to them worse. his elder sister Celia may justify everything she does as for their family, but Cecios justifications pile up so high all they are is truly hollow- no semi-noble sacrifice for the good of their family, but a selfish desire for power and survival with only his tenuous connection to that family as what stops him from being entirely heartless- or if you look at it another way if it wasn't for his family he could have a heart without risking others if it is weak and fails.
Life handed him suffering over and over and because of that he sees himself as the ultimate underdog- no matter how much power he grows to hoard. He is always sixteen and being told he has to do this to help his sister, after all she has done for him.
Da oggi in tutte le librerie Odino Buzzi. Cronista Detective, a cura di Andrea Artusi e Mirco Zilio.
In occasione del cinquantesimo della scomparsa del grande autore bellunese, l’Associazione Internazionale Dino Buzzati e Round Robin hanno affidato a un nutrito gruppo di autori del mondo del fumetto italiano il compito di omaggiarne la figura con un’opera di fiction inedita.
Il risultato sono quattro racconti ambientati negli anni ’60 dai quali emerge la figura di Odino Buzzi, giornalista con uno spiccato talento investigativo in grado di risolvere casi particolari e fuori dall’ordinario. Una narrazione di straordinaria qualità che si collega idealmente al Buzzati fumettista e ne perpetua lo stile innovativo e lontano dalle convenzioni.
Sceneggiatori: Mirco Zilio, Ivo Lombardo, Davide La Rosa, Marcello Bondi, Andrea L. Gobbi e Alberto Toso Fei.
Disegnatori: Andrea Artusi, Michela Di Cecio, Ivano Granato e Theo Szczepanski.
Grafica e lettering: Marica Padoan.
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È morto Gabriele "Cecio" Ceci, ex chitarrista dei Massimo Volume - RUMORE
Notizia DEVASTANTE anche se non lo vedevo da più di 20 anni.. ma che chitarrista FENOMENALE.. Lui ed Egle insieme erano il miglior tandem chitarristico del mondo, perfino meglio di Black Francis + Joey Santiago..