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strawboorybunny · 2 years

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Just A Favor

Pairing: Carter Baizen x Reader

Words: 1300+

Author’s note: I hope you guys enjoy another Carter fic. I’m slowly working on the ones I have gotten started. I’m hoping to get more inspiration for them. So, enjoy!

Warnings: Fluff and we know that Carter is a warning himself

You felt irritation run through your body as you heard Carter shouting on the phone. Of all of the places he chose to take a phone call, it had to be the area you come to. For a good couple of months, this place had been quiet before he started showing up. He knows he irritates you. He loves to play with you and you don’t know what on earth you did to gain the attention of Carter Baizen.

You were broken out of your thoughts when you noticed a shadow above your book. You sighed before looking up to see Carter sitting across from you with a smirk on his face. “What do you want, Baizen?” You said before turning back to your book.

“I need a favor.”

You let out a dry laugh. “What makes you think I would help you with a favor? Why don’t you ask one of the girls you fuck around with.”

He ran a hand through his hair. “No, I, come on, you’re my only option.”

You closed your book before crossing your arms. “For?”

“Family party. My parents are more or less demanding I have a date and well, I figured it would be better if I showed up with someone who I haven’t fucked around with yet.”

You hummed and nodded slightly. “Yeah, no.” You said as you grabbed your books and got up from the table. Carter immediately followed you as you walked away. “Y/n please. Would you do me this one favor? It’s only for one weekend.” He said as he stood in front of you and grabbed your arms.

You looked at his hands before looking at him. “What exactly is in it for me? I’m not exactly one of those girls who wants to be caught with Carter Baizen.”

“I won’t bother you anymore. You won’t see me anymore and live your life Baizen free.” You smirked slightly. He smiled. “You like the sound of that?”

“Well, obviously.” You looked away as you tucked a piece of hair behind your ear. “Fine. I’ll do it. Don’t make me regret this, Carter.”

He smiled. “Thank you so much. First things first, I’m taking you shopping.” He said as he looked you up and down.

You frowned. “What?”

“Well you can’t show up to a party with the wardrobe you have. So,” he took out his phone and handed it to you. You gave him a slightly confused look. He rolled his eyes. “Give me your number and we’ll plan a time to go out.” You hesitated before putting your number in. “Thank you. Expect a date to be set.” He said before walking away.

You sighed as you looked at the store in front of you. “I can’t afford this.” You said quietly.

Carter stuck his hands in his pockets before shrugging. “Who said you were buying? Come on.”

You stared at Carter for a few seconds before following. “W-what? I can’t have you do that. I can’t pay you back.”

“You don’t have to pay me back.” He said as he looked you up and down again. He then turned back and grabbed a few dresses. When you grabbed one of the price tags, your heart dropped. “Stop looking at them.” Carter said as he glanced at you. “Now go try these on.”

You groaned as you modeled another dress for Carter. He hummed before shaking his head. “Seriously? What’s wrong with this one?”

“Nothing. Just not feeling it.”

“Not feel- Jesus Christ.” You said before going to change into the next dress.

“I can’t believe this is taking so long.”

You looked at the door separating the two of you in shock. “You can’t- are you fucking kidding me? You’re the one who brought me here to get a dress.”

He chuckled. “Touché.”

You took a breath before walking out in a long black dress. “How about this one?”

Carter stared at you for a few minutes before nodding. “This one is great. You look great.” You blushed slightly before smiling. Carter took the dress from your hands once you finished changing. He glanced at you as you played with your purse. “Want to get something to eat?”

You looked at him. “What?”

“Do you want to get food?”

“Oh, sure. I could eat.” He took the bag before leading you to the food court. You looked at Carter as he was telling you about the party. The two of you ordered what you wanted before going and sitting down. You looked at Carter. “Are you sure you want me going?”

Carter sighed. “For the last time, yes.”

You looked at Ella through the mirror. She gave you a smile as she did your hair. “I can’t believe you get to go to a party with Carter Baizen.”

You rolled your eyes. “I'm just doing it as a favor. Besides, he promised to leave me alone if I did it, so it’s a win for me.” You looked down at your vanity. It had been a few weeks since the shopping trip. You hated to admit it but you had fun that day. Ever since then, you and Carter have continuously been talking.

“Oh no. I know that look. You’re thinking about him aren’t you?”

Your cheeks turned a slight shade of pink. “I- no. I’m just thinking about tonight is all.”

Ella laughed before shaking her head. “Whatever makes you sleep at night, hon.” She finished the last touch before stepping back. “Go and get changed.” You got up and changed into the dress. Ella smiled. “You look so beautiful.”

You smiled as you stared at yourself. You haven’t felt this beautiful since, well forever. You grabbed your phone when you heard it buzz. You grabbed your stuff before facing your friend. “He’s here.”

“Good luck!” She said as you walked out to the car.

Carter smiled when he saw you. “Wow, you look even prettier than at the store.”

Your cheeks turned pink before smiling. “Thank you.”

You held onto Carter’s arm as you looked around the room. Everyone was dressed up and either catching up or talking about business. That is currently what Carter was doing. One of his father’s friends had stopped him to talk. “I see you have a beautiful date tonight.”

Carter smiled. “Yes, this is y/n.”

“It’s a pleasure.” The man said before turning his attention to someone else. Carter’s smile quickly faded and brought you to a more secluded part of the room. You let out a breath.

“Thank you. That was-”

“Suffocating? I know, I’m sorry you had to go through that.”

You shrugged. “It’s what I signed up for right?”

He let out a chuckle. “You know, I have never had fun at these things. You are making it more bearable.” You smiled before grabbing his hand. He looked over at you. He glanced down at your lips before he was called away. You giggled when he rolled his eyes before putting on a fake smile. You frowned slightly when you realized that this was going to end after tonight, that if you gained any feelings for him, it would just cause pain.

Carter noticed the distant look in your eyes. He excused himself before making his way back over to you. He placed a hand on your shoulder. “Are you okay?”

You looked up at him with tears in your eyes. “When this is over, I don’t want us to go our separate ways. I- it has been one of the most real thing I have felt in my life. I don’t want it to end.” Carter placed his hands on your cheeks. He placed a kiss on your forehead.

“We won’t.” He mumbled against your forehead. “It’s been real for me too.” You smiled before placing your hands on his chest. He smiled as well before pulling you into a kiss. “How about we get out of here.” He whispered against your lips.

“I’d like that.” You whispered back.

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bxcketbarnes · 3 years

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A-List Party

Pairing: Carter Baizen x Nerd!Reader

Words: 1800+

I've never seen Gossip Girl but Carter fucking Baizen is just... ugh, incredible. He's adorable as fuck and have been wanting to write for him for a little while. I hope you guys enjoy this, and as always, let me know what you think! xox

"Are we sure this is a good idea?" You ask your friend while fiddling with your fingers. Your eyes stare down at the tight white dress in front of you before slowly rubbing your stomach. "I've never worn something like this."

She nods her head and shoves the dress into your hands. "Yes, absolutely! Y/N, you're going to Blair Waldorf's party in Upper East Manhattan. You gotta dress the part," she mentions while unwrapping the angel wings you bought.

You quickly slip the dress on before looking into the full-body mirror. A slight gasp leaves your lips as you don't hate what you're seeing. Katie glances up to see you checking yourself out. "I-I look incredible," you whisper, meeting your friend’s eyes through the reflection.

"You do! I knew you'd look good in it," Katie grins while rushing towards you with the wings. "Okay, her party starts in twenty minutes. We need to get movin'."

Your friend helps you put the angel wings on while you grab the halo from the mattress. "I'm nervous, Katie," you mutter and she turns you around, resting her hands on your shoulders.

"It's going to be okay! You had to have gotten an invitation for some reason," Katie reassures you with a soft smile.

A deep breath leaves your lips and nods your head in response. "You're right," you whisper and slip your heels on.

"Go get laid!" Katie yells, causing your cheeks to heat up.

Your eyes widen, shaking your head. "N-No, no. There's no way I'll get laid," you mumble while the two of you walk towards your front door. Katie rolls her eyes and opens your door for you.

"Babe," she starts and grabs a hold of your hands, "you're a beautiful girl. Who the fuck cares if you happen to be a little nerdy."

"Almost every guy in the Upper East Side," you tell her quietly, clearing your throat afterward.

Katie sighs and moves some of your hair from your face. "Just try to have fun, okay?" She mutters and you nod your head.

After walking almost ten minutes you finally make it to Blair's place. You stare up at the fancy-looking place while walking up the steps. The music can be heard from outside as your stomach churns with nervousness.

"You can do this, Y/N," you whisper to yourself before stepping into the place.

The smell of alcohol hits your nose as you close the front door behind you. People begin staring at you as you walk further into the place, needing a drink.

You can feel judgment from some of the stares and you tug the hem of your dress down slightly. You release a deep breath and grab a plastic cup from the table.

Whispers are heard around you, causing you to pour more liquor into your cup. I knew this was a bad idea. You think to yourself while pouring some juice into the cup, topping your drink off.

You chug half of your drink and walk towards the back doors. Your eyes glance around the backyard, seeing the variety of costumes people are wearing.

One costume sticks out to you personally and you let out a laugh. "Of course someone has to dress as the devil. Goddamnit," you sigh while heading further into the backyard.

"You look hot," a random guy slurs and takes a step towards you.

You avoid his touch, thanking him quietly, and continue forward. You grow closer to the person wearing the devil costume, hoping to strike up a conversation.

You let out a groan, noticing Carter Baizen is dressed up as the devil. "Great," you mutter as his head glances around. You try to stay out of his line of sight but fail immensely.

A smirk comes to his lips and you notice his blue eyes roaming your body. "Well, look at this," Carter says with a grin and he takes a step towards you. "Come here to convert me?"

"Fuck off, Carter," you mutter and go to leave when he grabs a hold of your wrist.

"Oh, come on," Carter laughs and bites his bottom lip. "I'm just trying to have fun."

You manage to wiggle yourself out of his grip and cross your arms over your chest. "Well, there's plenty of women here that you can do that with. You don't want me," you tell him and take a sip of your drink, attempting to walk away from him again.

Carter tilts his head a bit and quickly catches up to you. "Hey, now that's not true," he mentions as he follows you back into the house. "Y/N-"

"Carter, just stop," you sigh and turn to face him. You swallow the lump in your throat as people stare at the two of you. "Don't follow me."

The brunette watches you walk away from him before he lets out a sigh. His blue eyes look around the room, noticing the stares. "Mind your business," Carter tells them off, narrowing his eyes.

You make your way upstairs as you try to find a bathroom that's not occupied. You stumble into someone as your eyes are trained on the floor. You apologize immediately before looking up at the person.

Chuck Bass stands in front of you and your breath hitches in your throat. You tuck your hair behind your ear and go to speak when he cuts you off.

"So, who the fuck invited you?" He asks with an attitude, crossing his arms over his chest.

"I-I," you stutter, trying to come up with an answer.

A scoff leaves Chuck's lips and shakes his head. "You really thought it'd be a good idea to come here alone?" He smirks and stalks closer to you.

You stumble on your footing and almost fall back when a pair of hands rest on your hips. "Except she's not alone," Carter's voice mentions, causing your heartbeat to rise.

Chuck rolls his eyes, muttering of course while moving past the two of you. You turn around, Carter's hands still resting on your hips.

"You okay?" He mutters while glancing down at you.

You nod your head and provide him a small smile. "Yeah, thanks," you whisper before stepping away from him. "Actually, do you know where the restroom is?"

Carter laughs and nods his head in response. His hands rest on your lower back and lead you towards the bathroom door. "Right here," he mumbles while holding his hand out.

"Thank you," you mumble before walking into the bathroom. A gasp leaves your lips at how gorgeous it looks, hearing Carter chuckle behind you.

Your cheeks redden and glance over your shoulder, seeing the brunette leaning against the doorframe. "You're cute," he grins and your cheeks blush more. "I mean, this is nothing. You should see my place."

"Did you just hit on me?" You ask him while leaning against the sink. You furrow your eyebrows as you grow confused as to why Carter Baizen would want to flirt with you.

"Glad you finally noticed," he says, taking his bottom lip between his teeth. Carter walks into the bathroom, causing you to stumble back a bit.

His blue eyes look down at you, your back hitting the wall behind you. Your breathing picks up when Carter's chest almost touches yours. "C-Carter-" you stutter as your eyes flutter shut.

"I wanna corrupt you, little angel," he mutters, causing a shiver to run down your spine.

Carter brings his hand to your face, his index finger hooking under your chin. He makes you look up at him and your heart pounds against your chest. The brunette leans down to connect his lips with yours.

Your hands rest on his chest, your fingers gripping the shirt he's wearing as you kiss him back. One of Carter's hands slides up your side, a moan escaping your lips.

You let out a gasp when Carter picks you up suddenly before he sets you onto the counter. Your arms wrap around his neck as you run your fingers through his hair.

He stands between your parted legs, his fingers digging into the tops of your ass cheeks. Giggles become louder, causing you and Carter to pull apart. Two girls stop in front of the bathroom door, their giggles dying on their tongues.

"Carter?! You said you were coming back," one of them says and your chest clenches.

Of course. A dry laugh leaves your lips and Carter tries to explain when you push his chest roughly.

"God, fuck you, Baizen," you laugh and carefully get off of the sink. You walk past the two drunk girls, ignoring Carter's yelling as you make your way down the stairs.

You find yourself at the drink table, making yourself another drink. The lights go out as soon as you finish making your drink, a light gasp coming from your lips.

Voices from others echo off of the walls as a few people bump into you. You fall back against the table and feel your ankle roll. You let out a pained cry before dropping the drink in your hand.

I can't do this… you think to yourself and stumble your way through the dark. "Carter?" You find yourself calling out as shadows quickly walk past you.

"Y/N? Where are you?" His voice yells and you end up tripping over something.

A scream comes from your lips and you hold your hands out to catch your fall. Someone ends up stepping on your hand and tears dance along your waterline.

The lights suddenly come back on and everyone's eyes look down at you. Tears stream down your cheeks as Carter rushes over to you. "Come on," he whispers before pulling you up from the floor.

You wrap an arm around his shoulders as he leads you out the front door. You cry silently as the two of you head towards Carter's vehicle.

"Can I take you home?" He asks you after both of you slide into the car.

You wet your lips, glancing over at him. "You mentioned that I would like your place…" you trail off and bite your lip. "I'd like to see it if you let me."

Carter laughs before smirking at you. "You can absolutely see my place," he says while starting his vehicle. His right hand moves to rest on your thigh and squeezes it gently.

"Can I kiss you again?" You ask him as you aren't able to get the kiss you shared with him earlier out of your head.

He glances at you and you notice his blue eyes quickly glance down at your lips. Carter doesn't say anything before he presses a rough kiss to your lips.

"Let's get out of here, gorgeous," Carter mumbles after pulling away from you, a smile coming to your lips.

This is actually happening? I'm going home with Carter Baizen. Holy fuck.

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angryschnauzer · 7 years

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Do you write? Would you like to write? Up to a challenge? Well, this is your nudge to give it a go!

Something that i had run for a couple of years each August is a ‘Fic Fest’, encouraging those who have never written to give it a go, and those that do write to challenge themselves with genre’s they wouldn’t normally dip their toes into. This time its drabbles and short oneshots (anything from 300 to 5000 words)

Within the fandom i’m sure everyone has noticed the surge in ‘supernatural’ genres and AU’s (Alternate Universes) and I LOVE THIS! Now, with the help of my beautiful assistant Kati ( @ursulaismymiddlename ) we’re going to put on another one!

Rules: 1) From the lists below, pick ONE supernatural being, and ONE character. This is so that for popular ones we don’t end up with 8 Alpha Buckys and 6 Werewolf Steves. SEND AN ASK TO me @angryschnauzer to claim your pairing. ABO is obviously an option here as well as we know this is a popular genre. 2) The supernatural being can be the Seb/Chris character or the OC/Reader. 3) No Angst - happy stories only. Can be Smut/NSFW or Fluff/SFW. 4) Warnings and triggers must be added at the start of your fic 5) It needs to be a NEW fic, as in not part of a series you already have ongoing. 6) It can be OC Pairing (original character) or Reader. 7) If Reader pairing, it can be generic or ethnicity specified (writers choice) 8) Can be M/F or M/M 9) If over 500 words, please use a ‘read more’ cut. Also if you use NSFW gifs or images please also include them after the read more cut. 10) Post on here or AO3 and send a link to either me or Kati, or send it as a submission (which we believe you can do anon) to @buckysomega

DEADLINE TO SEND THE LINK THROUGH IS FRIDAY 18TH AUGUST 11.59PM UK TIME / 7PM NYC TIME

SUPERNATURAL BEINGS:

VAMPIRE

Claimed: Vampire + Lucas Lee -

@lillianfromaccounting

COMPLETED

: Vampire + Curtis Everett -

@siren-kitten-his

COMPLETED

: Vampire + Stucky (someone found the damn loophole!*)

@eve1978

Claimed: Vampire + Bucky Barnes -

@capbuckybuchanan

Claimed: Vampire + Lance Tucker -

@meleedamage

WEREWOLF

Claimed: Werewolf + Bucky Barnes -

@firewolfkelly

COMPLETED

: Werewolf + Frank Adler -

@bubbleboss17

Claimed: Werewolf + Jefferson -

@marvelfanuniverse

WITCH/WARLOCK

Claimed: Witch/Warlock + Carter Bazien -

@brookebarnes

Claimed: Witch/Warlock + Chase Collins -

@bloo-moon-freak

Claimed: Witch/Warlock + Frank Adler -

@jlgnorcross

COMPLETED

: Witch/Warlock + Bucky Barnes -

@lovelynemesis

Claimed: Witch/Warlock + Steve Rogers - @teamfreewillavenge

DEMON

COMPLETED: Demon + Curtis Everett -

@hotmenandotherdistractions

Claimed: Demon + Chase Collins -

@sexylibrarian1

COMPLETED

: Demon + Steve Rogers -

@siren-kitten-his

COMPLETED x2

: Demon + Lance Tucker - @greeneabc

Claimed: Demon + Clay Appuzzo -

@hellomissmabel

Claimed: Demon + Colin Shea -

@queendivaofthedark

COMPLETED

: Demon + Jefferson -

@erisjade

COMPLETED

: Demon + Bucky Barnes -

@bitsandbobsandstuff

FAIRY/IMP

Claimed: Fairy/Imp + Jake Jensen -

@misshyen

COMPLETED

: Fairy/Imp + Bucky Barnes -

@arawynn

COMPLETED: Fairy/Imp + TJ Hammond - @angryschnauzer

GHOST

COMPLETED: Ghost + Bucky Barnes -

@salimahbicharara-comun

ALPHA

COMPLETED: Alpha + Jefferson - @waywardimpalawriter COMPLETED: Alpha + Steve Rogers - @kittenofdoomage Claimed: Alpha + Bucky Barnes - @samsgoddess Claimed: Alpha + Stucky - @glide-thru

OMEGA

COMPLETED: Omega + Chris Beck -

@abovethesmokestacks

MERMAN/MERMAID

COMPLETED

: Merman/Mermaid + Bucky Barnes -

@after-avenging-hours

Claimed: Merman/Mermaid + Frank Adler -

@teastainedpaper

@nerdimagines

Claimed: Merman/Mermaid + Lance Tucker -

@1800fuckmerogers

INCUBUS/SUCCUBUS

COMPLETED: Incubus/Succubus + Lucas Lee -

@chocolategate

Claimed: Incubus/Succubus + Bucky Barnes - @mrssgtjamesbuckybarnes

COMPLETED: Incubus/Succubus + Steve Rogers -

@mewsiex

Claimed: Incubus/Succubus + Lance Tucker - @whotheeffisbucky

COMPLETED: Incubus/Succubus + Colin Shea -

@bubbleboss17

COMPLETED: Incubus/Succubus + TJ Hammond -

@siren-kitten-his

ANGEL

Claimed: Angel + Bucky Barnes -

@the-witching-hours12-3

Claimed: Angel + Lance Tucker - @affleck40

COMPLETED

: Angel + Steve Rogers -

@kellieabro

Claimed: Angel + TJ Hammond - @winterboobbear

CHARACTERS

Bucky Barnes Lance Tucker Chase Collins Chris Beck TJ Hammond Carter Bazien Clay Appuzzo Jefferson/Mad Hatter

Steve Rogers Frank Adler Colin Shea Jake Jensen Johnny Storm Curtis Everett Lucas Lee

*edited 05-AUGUST-17: Character list option added: Stucky (This is in addition to the singular Bucky or Steve options above)

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strawboorybunny · 2 years

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Betrayed

Pairing: Carter Bazien x Nerdy!Reader

Words: 1900+

Author’s note: Hey, guys! So, this is my first post. I had promised my lovely @cxddlyash a fic for her birthday! Let me know what you think! Enjoy and happy reading!

Warnings: Angst, fluff, an asshole and just Carter Bazien in general.

You took a drink of wine as you watched Carter from across the room. He gave you a wink and a smirk as the blonde he was flirting with took him to one of the back rooms of the club. You rolled your eyes before downing your wine.

You sat down at the bar waving to the bartender for another glass. You glanced behind you at the back rooms. You and Carter have been friends since you guys were kids. You have been there for each other until he started playing his games. You and Carter were very different. He was more into money and girls while you were more interested in reading and staying out of everyone’s games. But like the other girls, you fell hard for Carter Baizen.

You sighed before downing your second glass. The bartender gave you a glance as he cleaned a cup. You gave him a smile before placing money down. “This is for the wine and the drinks the guy I was with ordered.” He nodded and took the cash. You took out your phone and hovered over his name. You shook your head before putting your phone away and leaving.

You sat on your couch reading a book. You groaned as you heard a knock on the door. You got up and looked through your spyglass. “Carter?” You whispered to yourself before opening the door. Carter looked at you before walking into your apartment.

“Where the hell did you go?” He asked while stepping into your apartment. You closed the door behind him and leaned up against it.

“I came home. You were…busy,” you mentioned and Carter chuckled, walking into your kitchen. You watched as he poured himself a glass of whiskey.

He downed the alcohol before rubbing a hand down his face. “You could have told me.”

You scoffed. “Uh huh. So what? You could try to convince me to stay as you fuck another whore?!”

Carter then scoffed. “Is that all you think I do?”

“No Carter, I know that’s all you fucking do. And…and you expect me to go along with everything you do. I’m not like you Carter! I’m sick of watching your games!” You felt your anxiety rising. Carter walked towards you.

He nodded as he licked his lips. “I see.” You watched him carefully. You moved away from the door and from him. You knew Carter was beyond pissed at you. He chuckled before pinning you against the wall. “Well at least I can get someone in the bedroom. I don’t think we need to be reminded about senior year now do we?” You began to tear up at the memory. You stayed against the wall as Carter left your apartment.

You looked at Carter from the passenger seat. “Are you sure about this?”

He gave you a reassuring smile. “Of course I am. You know I wouldn’t put you in any situation you were uncomfortable with.” You smiled slightly before looking at the mansion just down the road from the car. Carter got out and opened your door. You laughed as he held out his hand.

“What a gentleman.” You said as you took his hand. He laughed before leading you to the party. You felt uncomfortable as some of the girls glared at you for being with Carter.

“I’m going to get us some drinks. You go wait outside for me. It’s not as loud out there.” He said to you over the music. You nodded before going outside. You shifted uncomfortably as a few guys checked you out. “Here we are.” You quietly thanked Carter as you took a drink.

Carter led you to a group sitting outside. “Ladies, gentlemen, this is y/n.” You waved awkwardly before sitting down next to Carter. You took sips of your drinks as Carter flirted with the girls.

You glanced over at the guys. Some were participating in their own conversations. You blushed as one smirked your way. You looked behind you to see if anyone was behind you. He chuckled slightly before shuffling towards you. He introduced himself as Victor. Carter patted your thigh as you and the guy flirted back and forth. He whispered in your ear before getting up with you.

Carter glanced at you before motioning to the guy. You chuckled as you heard him say, “be careful with her.” Your smile faded when you noticed some of the other guys looking at you with devilish smirks. “Come on, babe.” Victor said before putting a hand on your back. He led you through the party and up the stairs. He pulled you against him as he began to kiss your neck.

The people in the hallway moved out of your way as he pulled you into a room. You bounced as he pushed you on the bed. He kissed you heavily as he began to strip you of your clothes. With the alcohol running through your system, you failed to notice what was happening around you. You shifted uncomfortably as Victor began to go lower. He glanced at you as you began to push him away. “I-I don’t feel comfortable with this…”

Victor rolled his eyes as he sat up slightly. “Can you just shut up so I can fuck you and get this over with. I have more people on that fucking list to get to.” He said as he went back to kiss your neck. You fully pushed him off and began gathering your clothes.

“What list?”

He scoffed and went to grab his phone. Your eyes widened once you noticed it was recording. “A list of pathetic girls to fuck that we bet money on. I’m shocked you didn’t catch on being friends with Baizen.”

You shook your head as you wiped the tears away. Carter wouldn’t do that to you would he? Before Victor could say another word, you quickly left the room. Your mind was running a mile a minute as you pushed through the dancing bodies. You wrapped your arms around yourself as you walked home.

You wiped your tears away. “Fuck you, Baizen.”

You laughed as you and your friends walked into the club. It had been a month since the interaction between you and Carter. “Alright ladies, I’ll be right back with drinks.” Sarah said before heading up to the bar.

You sat and chatted with the other girls until Sarah got back. “Y/n, I just want to warn you because I love you that Baizen is here.” You froze slightly before looking for him. You rolled your eyes as you saw him flirting with a blonde. You downed the shot Sarah brought back. The girls exchanged looks. Sarah smiled. “Yeah! That’s the spirit babe!” The others took their shots before Sarah asked for more.

After a couple more shots, you gained the confidence to go and confront your best friend. As you made your way, you heard a voice you haven’t heard since that night. “Come on Baizen. You still owe me for that night. I may not have fucked her but I still got her clothes off. That’s gotta count for something.” Victor said before taking a drink of his scotch. “She was the last person on that stupid list and it was your idea.” Your heart broke when you heard Victor say that. Tears clouded your vision as you turned to walk away. Carter was about to say something when he saw you walk away from them. His eyes widened slightly before going after you.

“Y/n!” Carter yelled over the music.

“You fucking asshole! That was one of the worst nights of my life and you were in on it! I can’t believe you would do something like that! That fucking hurts worst than getting humiliated.” Carter looked at the crowd gathering around them. He sighed before bringing you to a more private location.

“It was a harmless joke, y/n” He whispered as he tried to grab your hand. You scoffed before moving your hand away.

“A harmless joke? You’re the fucking joke Baizen. I want you to leave me alone.” You said before walking out of the club.

You smiled as you took in the aroma of the café. Sarah waved at you as you approached the table. “Hi honey. I got you a hot chocolate.”

“Oh you’re the best.” You said as you sat down and took in the smell. She laughed before looking at the door as the bell rang. You gave her a confused look as her smile faded. “What?”

“Baizen just walked in.” You turned and locked eyes with Carter. He hesitated before walking over to you guys. Sarah rolled her eyes. “Bazien. What do you want?” She said with a fake smile. You gave her a look. She shrugged when she looked at you.

“I want to talk to y/n.”

You grabbed Sarah’s hand before she could reply. “We can talk. You have a minute.” He nodded and motioned to an empty table. You gave Sarah a reassuring smile before following Carter.

“So, how have you been?”

You rolled your eyes and crossed your arms. “What do you want? You have a minute.”

Carter sighed. “Look, I’m sorry. I was younger back then and an idiot. I wasn’t really thinking-”

“Bullshit. Forty seconds. I don’t want your lies Carter. You only care about money.”

“I don’t only care about money. I care about you the most.”

You bitterly laughed. “If you actually cared about me, you wouldn’t have set me up. Twenty seconds.”

Carter groaned. “Why do you care so fucking much?” He said lowly to not make a scene.

“Because it hurts to be betrayed by someone you love. Time's up, goodbye Carter.” Carter stared at you as you got up.

“You love me?”

You nodded and walked away.

Carter sat in his car staring at your apartment building. After your interaction in the café, he has done nothing but think about what you had said. Maybe that’s the reason why he felt so guilty when you left the party last night. Maybe he was just hoping it was something you could work past but it caused you pain and it was all his fault. He didn’t want to realize his feelings for you. He felt as if he would have been looked at differently if he was with someone like you but that was just high school talking. He fell in love with you and didn’t want to face it.

He gripped the steering wheel before hitting it in frustration. He then got out of his car before making his way up to you. He hesitated before knocking on your door. He smiled slightly when he heard the muffled, “I’m coming.”, before opening the door. You looked taken back when you saw him. “Carter-” Your sentence was interrupted by Carter grabbing your waist and pulling you into a kiss.

He pushed you into your apartment before he broke it. “Wha-”

“Don’t say anything. Just listen. Please.” He said before looking into your eyes. “I love you, y/n. I felt so guilty for what I did to you and I am so sorry. I was stupid and didn’t realize what the fuck I was doing. I just-I can’t lose you.” He said quietly. You smiled before pulling him into another kiss.

You placed your hands on his face. “I love you, Carter Baizen. Now and forever.”

He smiled. “Be mine?”

“Always.”

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