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cryptid-crusader · 5 years

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My Tumblr History (feat. a LOT of rambling, I apologize)

I’ve been on Tumblr 9 years. I came to Tumblr from Xanga (which IDK if that’s even still a thing or not) after being thoroughly obsessed with latter for about 4 or so years. Xanga was much more of a typical blog blog, and though I interacted with far less people on it, those few I did became honest to god friends that I still think about to this day. Though, as years past, my few friends began to drop off one by one from the site and I found myself enjoying it much less once they were gone. Eventually, I left too.

A few months later, I decided to join Tumblr. It was still a fairly new site in 2010 when I had joined, and I had only heard a few things here and there around the internet before I decided to check it out myself. When I first started, I used this site a lot like I used Xanga and basically had it exclusively as an internet journal to talk about life and nerdy shit and the like (I remember even thinking the reblog option was dumb because why not just make your own content? Why reblog other peoples stuff? loooool) and also did a lot of those writing daily challenges. Do you guys remember those? I loved them. Anyway...

Needless to say as time went on and I got older and followed more people and gained more followers (some of you have been here from very early on and for that I am incredibly thankful) as dweeby as this may sound, I really grew as a person. God, I remember 9 years ago I would sometimes post uncredited art or really insensitive, not funny at all, “jokes” because I honestly didn’t see a problem with them (and the only reason I really remember these awful things is occasionally once in a blue moon random people would find them in the bowels of my blog and like them and I would shudder and delete them). I kinda started Tumblr as this young social media doofus that, again as cheesy as it sounds, learned a lot and grew from my experience here. I would never dream of posting uncredited art now, and those “jokes” make me want to vomit. I learned a lot about social issues through this blog and it also helped me open up and learn about my sexuality. I got to see a broader world view from all different walks of life here (which was incredibly refreshing after growing up in a very close knit predominately white republican community) , and met some fantastic humans I’m blessed to have interacted with and become their friend. I never would have met them without this site!

Not to mention just like... all the cool shit. There are SO many talented people on Tumblr. So much beautiful art, fantastic writing, and just all round hilarious and interesting humans that I loved to get even a small peak into their lives and learn about them and what they like and do for fun. I’ve picked up hobbies through this site, joined fandoms through this site, made friends, laughed endlessly, become inspired, found some of my favorite anime/books/movies, and have had so much fun in these nine years on Tumblr.

... Not to say that it hasn’t been without it’s bad. I’ve been here long enough to remember when Tumblr users proudly boasted about how open and inviting to any and all people they were, how they would never point fingers, be mean, or turn others away. Boy, how that has changed looool. I’ve been through the annoying but innocent enough superwholocks and the scandals of older users who used to be Tumblr royalty that fucked up in some way and fell from grace, to the disgrace of people who are totally fine humans that didn’t completely cater to exactly what certain people wanted or made a few wrong steps that people felt like they had to attack them viciously for the littlest asinine shit. The good the bad and the ugly, all the way through to now.

Now. :(

To be frank, this entire site has been a disaster for a loooooooooong time with a staff that seems to be equal mix of not knowing at all how to run a functioning site and not giving a shit at all about it’s user base and their feelings (which reeeeeeeally sucks for all the fantastic content creators and people who have been here forever who have essentially made this site what it is). Little things like ‘oh we made an update that ‘everyone’ will love but is actually dumb as hell and just pisses people off’ to their have been porn bots, pedos, and nazis on this site for YEARS terrorizing people and being awful but guess that is just how it will be... Until they got banned from the app store and THEN it’s an issue (because they lost money ofc)!

Suddenly, Tumblr staff cares, but only for themselves. Instead of actually resolving the issue THAT HAS BEEN GOING ON FOR YEARS AND IS AN EXTREMELY WELL KNOW AND COMPLAINED ABOUT ISSUE they just decide fuck it, punish everyone. No “porn” at all, but I use that term lightly because they say some nudity is allowed (don’t get me started on female presenting nipples it also makes me laugh to hard and then I won’t be able to type) and for some reason apparently written erotica is allowed (which makes absolutely zero sense if you are truly trying to make this a ‘family friendly’ site, why is visual porn not allowed but written OK?) but... Is it really? Posts that are completely innocent are getting tagged left and right as not suitable content. Like, thousands of posts are getting tagged by whatever stupid algorithm they are using that are completely void of anything remotely sexual and you expect me to believe your incompetent asses are going to go through them and deem which are OK and which aren’t based on you shoddy stupid ass new rules? Fuck that.

And all the sex workers and people and run side blogs and NSFW art blogs and the like are just completely screwed (no pun intended). It upsets me because like... Porn blogs have never been the issue. There are definitely some horrible ones, no denying that, but for the most part they just stayed in their lane and interacted with other porn blogs. They weren’t the issue (And, if Tumblr knew at all how to create a damn site, they wouldn’t have been an issue at all if the damn safe mode toggle actually worked like it was supposed to). The ungodly amount of bots is the fucking issue. I can tell you right now, I have over a thousand followers and I am in no way kidding when I say half of those are porn bots that I just gave up reporting because I get like, 3 of them following me a week on average. It’s ridiculous! Also, ACTUAL FUCKING CHILD PORN? THAT IS EASILY ACCESSIBLE EVEN WHEN NOT LOOKING UP ANYTHING NSFW (which I very unfortunately know through experience)? And to top it all off, fucking NAZIS who for some reason are still allowed to spew their bullshit on this site??? Is this a nightmare?

So with all this happening, I believe it’s pretty safe to say Tumblr’s days are numbered. It makes me laugh and cry, it’s something you could see coming a mile away and yet something that you didn’t think would actually happen. I don’t want to leave Tumblr. I love you guys (the users not the staff). You have all brought joy and enrichment to my life and I am so grateful I got to be here with you. I also just like a lot of nuances of tumblr, like the fact I can read an entry so powerful and moving it brings me to tears and then just one post underneath is an over baked nonsensical cat meme which has me wheezing for reasons I can’t quite explain. I can be anonymous and as weird as I want to here without having to really worry about family, coworkers, or older friends seeing it and being like WTF is wrong with you, what does all this mean??? I like how my blog looks and how I can bitch in the tags and chat with my friends and message people and talk about my oc’s and randoms interests and get pointers and learn new things and AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH

I love Tumblr. I don’t want to leave and don’t necessarily plan to. But then again, I said they same thing about Xanga, and if Tumblr keeps going in the way it is going... I’m not sure I really truly want to be lumped in with that. :/

Now this has already been entirely too long (and honestly I’m kind of feeling how I did when I started this blog in 2010 lul) but lemme say this: Thanks guys, I had a whole lot of fun. And if I do end up leaving sometime in the maybe not to distant future know that I will always be lurking around somewhere on the internet, and I had the best time while I was here. I wish nothing but the best for all of you, and may we all be able to remain a happy and dysfunctional little group, if not here, somewhere much better.

#I want to reiterate that I don't want to leave #I just wanted to say my piece #just in case #I love you guys #and I love what Tumblr could be #if staff actually gave a shit #:(#rant #Tumblr #also I am not going to leave #unless I have to #I'll be here until the bitter end tbh #thank you for reading #bleh #flapping my wings

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akainotsuki · 7 years

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Hella cute questions answered lol

In response to @weeaboosupreme lol

1. Who was the last person you held hands with?

A friend I love soooo much uwu she is so cool

2. Are you outgoing or shy?

Usually I’m pretty outgoing 3. Who are you looking forward to seeing?

My girlssss, they are my life 4. Are you easy to get along with?

I think I am 5. If you were drunk would the person you like take care of you?

I don’t really like anyone right now lol 6. What kind of people are you attracted to?

Like, Ootori Kyouya from Ouran High School Host Club, yeah, that’s my type. A 7. Do you think you’ll be in a relationship two months from now?

I HOPE I WILL LOL I’ve never been in a relationship before. 8. Who from the opposite gender is on your mind?

Two friends, both are cosplayers, one of them is a really cool guy who I see a lot, he dates one of my girl friends and Iove them and ship them so much lol, the other one is a friend, but not as close as the first one 9. Does talking about sex make you uncomfortable?

Not anymore lol, my family is kinda conservative so i had that problem for some time. 10. Who was the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Pina or Aiko, idk, both are two of my three closest friends, they are dating lol I mentioned them before 11. What does the most recent text that you sent say?

Something about being late because of my math class ending later than expected 12. What are your 5 favorite songs right now?

This is always hard, but :

- Candy Store from Heathers

- Rest Calm - Nightwish

- Ori no naka no hakoniwa - Sound Horizon

- Nikushimi wo hanataba ni kaete - Sound Horizon

- Sango no shiro - Sound Horizon

13. Do you like it when people play with your hair?

Only if it is someone who I trust 14. Do you believe in luck and miracles?

Not really, but sometimes I end up wishing for some kind of miracle. Desperate situations lol.

15. What good thing happened this summer?

Summer is just getting started here, but the stuff I ordered form Taobao finally arrived 16. Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?

Maybe, I have only kissed like three people in my life and just one of them was a deep kiss, or something like that, but now that I think about it, I wouldn’t kiss him again lol 17. Do you think there is life on other planets?

I hope there is, It would be really cool to learn about their culture if they have one 18. Do you still talk to your first crush?

LOL big NOPE.

19. Do you like bubble baths?

I have never had a bubble bath in my life lol 20. Do you like your neighbors?

Do I have neighbors? LOL I like them because they don’t give many signs of being there 21. What are you bad habits?

I . THINK . WAY . TOO . MUCH 22. Where would you like to travel?

AROUND THE WOOOORLD, I’d love to visit Russia 23. Do you have trust issues?

YUUUUUP 24. Favorite part of your daily routine?

Track and field. 25. What part of your body are you most uncomfortable with?

I don’t like showing my feet. Also, my back is big, so it doesn’t give me a girly shape and I hate that. 26. What do you do when you wake up?

Ask myself if what I have to do is really worth leaving my bed lolol 27. Do you wish your skin was lighter or darker?

Lighter, but I’m okay with my color uwu 28. Who are you most comfortable around?

My three main friends and my mom, then the rest of my love live dance cover group, I love my girls. 29. Have any of your ex’s told you they regret breaking up?

I DON’T HAVE EX’s xD 30. Do you ever want to get married?

I’d love to use a wedding dress, but I don’t like all the process before the actual party lol 31. If your hair long enough for a pony tail?

It is long enough, but I feel more confident when I let it free lol 32. Which celebrities would you have a threesome with?

A threesome? IDK I don’t even remember many celebs looool I’ve spent too much time with 2d Characters 33. Spell your name with your chin.

V ZA KZ (This is Vania for my chin) 34. Do you play sports? What sports?

Track and field, I run fast

35. Would you rather live without TV or music?

TV 36. Have you ever liked someone and never told them?

Nope. 37. What do you say during awkward silences?

I am someone who talks to much so awkward silences almost never happen, but when they happen I start talking about my day or telling really bad jokes 38. Describe your dream girl/guy?

Ootori Kyouya. Or just someone who can love me for once... taller than me, cute smile, glasses lol, good with money (I’m really interested in financial stability), I don’t discriminate between the bad boys or good boys as long as i feel comfortable and protected. 39. What are your favorite stores to shop in?

Stradivarius, Sally beauty, Taobao is my life. 40. What do you want to do after high school?

FOR THE LOVE OF GOD GO TO COLLEGE 41. Do you believe everyone deserves a second chance?

Nope 42. If your being extremely quiet what does it mean?

Either I’m sleepy/hungry or really in a bad mood/sad/stressed 43. Do you smile at strangers?

Yesssss 44. Trip to outer space or bottom of the ocean?

Outer space 45. What makes you get out of bed in the morning?

My mom lol and sometimes my responsabilities 46. What are you paranoid about?

My friends disliking me and slowly getting away from me. I know they love me, but I just can’t help thinking about that stuff 47. Have you ever been high?

nope 48. Have you ever been drunk?

never 49. Have you done anything recently that you hope nobody finds out about?

Like crying because i felt really out of place? yeah, that 50. What was the colour of the last hoodie you wore?

Black loool 51. Ever wished you were someone else?

Yes, but I’m actually happy with myself 52. One thing you wish you could change about yourself?

I’d like to be more useful

53. Favourite makeup brand? IDK QwQ I don’t own too much make up and some of it doesn’t even have the band name on it, but femme couture is good 54. Favourite store?

Stradivarius 55. Favourite blog?

Zoecam’s 56. Favourite colour?

Red 57. Favourite food?

Aztec Soup 58. Last thing you ate?

Tacos al pastor 59. First thing you ate this morning?

A cereal bar 60. Ever won a competition? For what?

A lot, spelling bee, english essays, track and field, also knowledge contests. 61. Been suspended/expelled? For what?

Never 62. Been arrested? For what?

Never 63. Ever been in love?

I don’t think so 64. Tell us the story of your first kiss?

Okay, so, sleepover with my two lesbian and bi friends who wanted to know more about me, one of them is still my bestfriend, the other left the gang (?) 65. Are you hungry right now?

Nope 66. Do you like your tumblr friends more than your real friends?

I don’t really have tumblr friends QwQ 67. Facebook or Twitter?

Facebook 68. Twitter or Tumblr?

Tumblr 69. Are you watching tv right now?

Nope 70. Names of your bestfriends?

Pina, Luna, Aiko 71. Craving something? What?

Money lol 72. What colour are your towels?

Pink 72. How many pillows do you sleep with?

two 73. Do you sleep with stuffed animals?

nope 74. How many stuffed animals do you think you have?

more than 25 75. Favourite animal?

Snake 76. What colour is your underwear?

Orange 77. Chocolate or Vanilla?

Vanilla 78. Favourite ice cream flavour?

Cotton Candy 79. What colour shirt are you wearing?

Black 80. What colour pants?

Blue 81. Favourite tv show?

Law and Order SVU 82. Favourite movie?

Anastasia 83. Mean Girls or Mean Girls 2?

Mean Girls 84. Mean Girls or 21 Jump Street?

Mean Girls 85. Favourite character from Mean Girls?

Cadie 86. Favourite character from Finding Nemo?

Dory 87. First person you talked to today?

My mom 88. Last person you talked to today?

My mom 89. Name a person you hate?

No one really 90. Name a person you love?

Luna 91. Is there anyone you want to punch in the face right now?

Nope 92. In a fight with someone?

NOPE 93. How many sweatpants do you have?

two 94. How many sweaters/hoodies do you have?

like ten 95. Last movie you watched?

Koe no katachi 96. Favourite actress?

IDK 97. Favourite actor?

IDK 98. Do you tan a lot?

Nope 99. Have any pets?

Five cats and a dog 100. How are you feeling?

Not so well lately, I’m very stressed about collegem I’m trying to get accepted into the UNAM... for the 4th time 101. Do you type fast?

Not slow, but not fast 102. Do you regret anything from your past?

Not really 103. Can you spell well?

Yes 104. Do you miss anyone from your past?

YES, A LOT 105. Ever been to a bonfire party?

Nop 106. Ever broken someone’s heart?

Too many times 107. Have you ever been on a horse?

Yes 108. What should you be doing?

Sleeping 109. Is something irritating you right now?

Yes, people with talent who don’t take the chances life gives them 110. Have you ever liked someone so much it hurt?

Nope

111. Do you have trust issues?

Yes 112. Who was the last person you cried in front of?

Pina, Aiko, or Luna 113. What was your childhood nickname?

Banana 114. Have you ever been out of your province/state?

Yes, i love traveling 115. Do you play the Wii?

nope 116. Are you listening to music right now?

nope 117. Do you like chicken noodle soup?

yesss 118. Do you like Chinese food?

yessssssss 119. Favourite book?

Sputnik, dearest - Haruki Murakami 120. Are you afraid of the dark?

Only if I am alone 121. Are you mean?

I don’t think so 122. Is cheating ever okay?

Never 123. Can you keep white shoes clean?

I CAAAAAN’T 124. Do you believe in love at first sight?

Not really 125. Do you believe in true love?

yes 126. Are you currently bored?

yes 127. What makes you happy?

Others happiness, traveling, feeling loved by my friends 128. Would you change your name?

Nope 129. What your zodiac sign?

Libra 130. Do you like subway?

YESSS 131. Your bestfriend of the opposite sex likes you, what do you do?

That would be inconvinient, I’d tell him clearly I don’t feel the same 132. Who’s the last person you had a deep conversation with?

Pina 133. Favourite lyrics right now?

“Love doesn’t discriminate between the sinners and the saints”

It’s from hamilton

134. Can you count to one million?

I’m not patient enough 135. Dumbest lie you ever told?

“The subway crashed” ironiically, the subway did crash that day, around the hour i said that but it was in another line 136. Do you sleep with your doors open or closed?

closed 137. How tall are you?

1.61 mts 138. Curly or Straight hair?

straight 139. Brunette or Blonde?

brunette 140. Summer or Winter?

Winter 141. Night or Day?

Night 142. Favourite month? October

143. Are you a vegetarian?

Nope 144. Dark, milk or white chocolate?

Dark 145. Tea or Coffee?

Tea 146. Was today a good day?

Kinda 147. Mars or Snickers?

Snickers 148. What’s your favourite quote?

I don’t have one 149. Do you believe in ghosts?

yes 150. Get the closest book next to you, open it to page 42, what’s the first line on that page?

I don’t have books at hand, but I will edit this in the morning

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sh-lan · 7 years

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OMFG LAST QUARTER EVER + some spring break stuff???

Took a weekend off of life Retail therapy at its finest today Even though new jeans were overdue

It’s crazy how it still came I guess it’s a force of nature But omg it’s gonna be here on the concert T^T

This nerd would have mitsuha’s theme on his playlist smh #nochu

April 2nd, 2017 BTS Wings Tour I still can’t believe it happened I’ve been awake since 8am lol and it’s like 1:54am and i’m still trying to process and remember everything that happened today It felt like a dream! I can’t believe I saw them in real life. ohmygod Hands down, easily one of the best day of this week - if not this entire year so far holy shit will continue this tomorrow as i reminisce ok but one thing i noticed is that jungkook’s thighs are actually so real like wtf? shookt EDIT: lol i never finished this but oh well

oop i just bought more rings goodbye money

my charger broke gg time to get another one

I have a newfound appreciation for the color pink or more like my appreciation for pink is coming back

When you get anxious because bts hasnt posted on twitter for 3 days but then you also know they’re resting and that they deserve this break

SPRING QUARTER LEGGO tu/th schedule let’s hope this all works well keke

week 1 recap tuesday - sees everybody in freaking AB LOL sees harry after walking out of my tdpw sees alana and dylan outside my global health class which alana is also taking, and becca and tanya lOL goes to cogs 122 to find chen screaming my name - also vania and stella <3 last class is normal - with nobody in management BUT LOL LEIGHTON ADDED THE CLASS ON THURSDAY HAHA there’s also this girl in my tdpw class who looks like lindsay lohan and her name is also lindsey but with an e cause i saw it on the email lol not a stalker

Decided to gel nails it out friday of week 1 whut whut

First attempt at 양념치킨~

been using the soundtrack of your name this past week to get over pcd it’s been a week and i still haven’t recovered T^T

went to kbbq with harry! lol week 1 sunday started at manna….having an adventure in between at manna keke “started here and ending it here?” LOL

currently craving anything strawberry

don’t understand why i need to have my email as a send&receive in order to sms to work on my laptop bb why are you being stubborn when you’ve been working fine all this time

under yuri’s recommendation, i microwaved my coffee because it was lukewarm and she called me extra LOL

i’m getting nervous about a presentation when i shouldn’t be because ?? my AB service leader self is like completely gone i wanna crawl into a hole

i just finished season 2 and 3 of htgawm in less than a week… how they gonna do season 4 i wonder

Week 2 thursday I was actually really looking forward to class today Also my rings came! Though were they worth the $50….not so sure Were they cute? Yes But not as cute as the other one T^T So i mustnt give in to temptations nowww

I found out what matcha powder mom uses to make their matcha latte Cappuccine frappe mix But it’s sadly not on amazon ):

This new tumblr function is really inconvenient cause i cant tell how many thing i have on queue brcause i have to keep switching blogs -_-

Han came to visit! Friday Papa johns Saturday Snooze brunch Infinitea Abeh hangout In n out Sunday Aquarium! Koon thai Ramen yamadaya Boba bar and then i drove him to irvine where we got coco curry! and then i drove back and he bought me milk tea with pudding

Had an epiphany It’s not anenome It’s anemone

Omg but like why dont people call spoiler alerts “spoilerts”

Started 13 reasons why with Han Finished it, tuesday week 3 Hmmm How to feel

finished strong woman park hyung sik is so…adorable? IT’S SO WEIRD. HIS AEGYO LEVEL IS INSANE

When you realize that 둘! 셋! is probably the title of the fan song because that’s what BTS always say when they introduce themselves And that BTS + ARMY forever ㅠㅠㅠㅠ I’m not crying r u crying ;___;

어떻게

Omg when you wake up for reorientation and jungkook does lives <3

highkey need to crawl into a hole tbh

You know what i want to do? Go to an olive garden Even though i know it’ll taste bad lol

Not really sure what i want… But i dont want my 4 years to be a waste ):

i….skipped out on an interview today was it the right choice i may never know

most recent ep of snk got me fucked up SOMEONE TELL ME WHAT YMIR AND CHRISTA’S RELATIONSHIP IS WHO IS CHRISTA

Lol i hella bombed my quiz GOODBYE GONNA P/NP HAHA

Week 4 weekend Fuck me in the ass i twisted my ankle and i am in irvine had to pop an advil and cruise control all the way back thank god there weren’t many cars lol 0/10 do not recommend

Slept on the couch the past two days to elevate my ankle Glad to be back in bed But i think i might be a little…sick? Fuck Need to grocery shop

Dammit i got called for jury duty

Ok but i twisted my ankle and two recruiters emailed me back the next day so was it really a loss

Week 5 i’m sick…

just watched 5 centimeters per second a little sadder than i was an hour ago

fuck i forgot that my jeans are new and i washed it and my pink shirt is ruined fml triggered

thursday after rolling over ma ankle i can finally see that it is a lil swollen and there is bruising LOL also saw an owl at school today and a bunny while leaving to go to meeting

week 5 tuesday saw two bunnies on my way out to school

I just saw two hummingbirds! 😍

I cant believe yuri and i finished twenty SMH

ABCD today Some qualitee photos were taken Im tired now

Really debating the 4th term

third day of back pain flexibility dying wow what is happening???

…..army 4th term is $75 cries EDIT: it’s $66 because i forgot exchange rate but still cri EDIT EDIT: it’s $45 if i ship it to taiwan - seriously really highkey considering that now oh dear

bro i think i just experienced katawaredoki whut

i keep thinking that my ankle is ok but i always end up doing something that ends up hurting it like hella im

Week 6 thursday last leadership meeting one of my favorite meetings because whoa INFORMATION!? it was nice wanted to discuss and add in my two cents but i honestly just wasn’t able to wrap my head around everything loool then…we decided to go to PB LOL chen, jeong, yuri, justin and his friends (including nicole, nicole, sandy) and then more people. we also met leslie, brett, dexter, allison, kenny, peter, abby, ben…and more? at pb lolol and also we saw miguel and anthony - it was like a freshman year flashback tbh lOL went to vallartas after and then came home to shower and finally sleep at 3:30am wot is life NEXT DAY ADVENTURES - leighton and i finally pulled out the weeds and now we’re tired

salty that i wasnt invited to the birthday celebration, not that i would really make the trip per say but wtf gurl

I just had this really sad thought that i’m probably never gonna ever get to know bts like friends y i do dis to meself

Wait so like i got sick while at clew’s and it didnt happen until week 5 and so i was sick from week 5 through week 6 and at this one point i couldnt taste my food it was terribad

May 12th I bought the membership LOL Hopefully it mails it correctly back to Taiwan ☺️

im dumb i didn’t save the color i wanted for my hair

omg the song vania recommended to me a few days ago was recommended by jungkook like a year or so ago on twitter lOOOOL

Just tryna level up here :<

Struggles when places are in the east coast and phone calls are early in the fckin morning

Note to self: Ridge cut potato chips with sea salt is good for stuff with dip Ridge cut salt and pepper is good for regular eating, but gets salty at the bottom LOL EDIT: per vania’s suggestion, i salted and peppered my chips

watching jungkook’s vlive AND HE JUST HARMONIZED WITH HIMSELF IM DED

Just woke up from a dream where someone hurt my brother/nade him fall and i was so angry? Was about to go ape shit on that person im ded lol who is rhis angry me

Rewatched and finished reply 1997 Wow what is life when yoon jae is life But also what is life when your idols are life Daily reminder to not be as obsessed as shiwon LOLOL

i can’t go to giraffage and elephante anymore im on the otherhand i get to go to virginia???

lol but like i haven’t been writing drafts because i often write in my notebook now but here are some updates - my nails are constantly chipping - forgot about grad photos that clashed with the weekend han is coming - im ded because i probs won’t have a weekend to myself until week 10 - struggles to figure out graduation things - paid my $54 to walk #mostexpensivewalkever

LAST LEADERSHIP MEETING (turnover) what am i going to do with my thursday nights now? it’s been a good run

Jealous of the staff that holds and records the camera during vlives? LOL who am i

When you forget that jeon jungkook did taekwondo before Hnnnngh

i just reaffirmed? or discovered? that i don’t like fruity pebbles o_o

Trying to think of a thing to put on my grad cap Tis hard Let’s make a list: 花樣年華 Strong power thank you You never walk alone Ireumeun deborah LOL Lol omg but why is yoongi’s “cheater never win but i just graduated” quote so appropriate for grad EXTRA + ORDINARY* Lost my way/found my way* Click clack to the bang Smile with me, cry with me, fly with me (you make me begin, you made me again) Ctrl+c, ctrl+v do you know “____” (hci? annyeonghasaeyo) To lose your path, Is the way to find that path* 꽃길만 걷자* Let’s fly with our beautiful wings in 2017 EDIT: i’m too lazy, i didn’t do anything to my cap lOL

Im shookt cause namjoon doesnt say 이제 feelin the vibe. HE SAYS IF YOU FEELIN THE VIBE. I feel…betrayed

Non whitewashed bangtan gives me life

May 21st My first haircut since… Since i got it cut over the summer?????

Bought me stole and tassel today Smh that i cant grab my muir tickets?? Cause i ordered all commencwment tickets SMH

Lowkey afraid of not passing mgt LOL

Omfg i knew we were going to have a pop quiz. It really happened

nicole and evelyn commented that they liked my hair and audrey and malia agreed i gotta say i’m so glad people remember me in my tdpw class LOOL

Cant get the seventeen song outta my head Shookt by the choreography

Y'all im so fckin shookt First the chainsmokers post on twitter like “see you in the summer” Then they win the BBMAs like a boss Then you see them on halsey + steve aoki’s snapchat Next things you know steve aoki is postin shit like “BTS x AOKI COMING SOON” Im SCREAMING

Yo my lyft driver dropped some knowledge again and told me his life story lmao he was a police officer in chicago and he was forced to retired and then ?? after chasing down a rapist and getting into a fight, he was seriously injured. but his dad (a judge or someone powerful idk) forced him out of retirement by telling everyone to not give him his benefits and shit and i was like. whoa bro. slow down? “embrace the unknown”

I finally tried the coconut black tie at peet’s 10/10 a mistake

Okay but can we talk about how on point everybody looked in the comeback Esp wonwoo and dk But also vernon 👌🏼

First time in virginia/ being so close to washington dc! Whoa Also gonna pass by texas too :O Knocking some states off my list

I WITNESSED MY FIRST CIRCLE RAINBOW THINGY ON THE PLANE FROM VIRGINIA TO DALLAS TODAY HOLY IT WAS V COOL

i don’t know why i never realized this about myself before but i need to be/live by a body of water at all times or i won’t feel comfortable this is weird

i told han i joined the fanclub and he like died for like 2 seconds lOL

ok but like i bought a carton of eggs and 6 or 7 of them were double yolks and i have 2 more eggs left im starting to think i’m eating some weird hybrid chickens EDIT: those last two eggs were both double yolks. this was a wild adventure

omg i knew that the TA MOST LIKELY RYAN WOULDNT UNDERSTAND OUR IDEA JUST LIKE HOW HE ALWAYS MISINTERPRETS THEM??? like what kind of constructive feedback is that if he doesn’t understand what we’re trying to do im… sigh

Already excited about the festa But like omfg they released the schedule today And just WE DONT TALK ANYMORE PT 2?? SO FAR AWAY FEATURING JIN AND JUNGKOOK? Im IM SCREAMING also sad but the radio show is right before my finals gotta prioritize, no bts fo me ;__;

after waiting two weeks, my application to get leveled up was rejected *cries* time to try again! *^*

okay but really feeling seventeen’s song as well as suran’s song like hIGHKEY

i finally got my commencement tickets the third time that i went to the bookstore third time’s the charm right? also whytf is the parking pass for all campus commencement so huge -_-

hnngh omg that feel when you have hella shit to do TPDW1 final play due week 9 friday because we won’t have class at all on week 10 then there’s the presentation (elevator pitch) that happened today week 9 thursday but also just hauling ass on things for A5 tbh what is this what is everything wot is the meaning of life when vania and i stay up till 3:30am lol… and then there’s me. tired af but didn’t sleep til 4:30 anyways cause i’m a dumbass l e l let’s not be a potato this last week k?

burger king in pc has its own free wifi called WhopperWifi and it’s so much faster than school wifi this is revolutionary

week 9 weekend to irvine irritated on the way over irritated on the way back lol wot is life i should’ve just turned around to go back home

NO TDPW1 WEEK 10 WOOT wow that means i won’t have class until 2pm whoa

“why are you reading math formulas” - yuri i was actually reading bts profiles lOLOL she just dissed their handwritings

Just spent the past hour or so looking at kakao friends merchandise And discovering that apeach is a genetically modified peach lol

that moment when you ask for a png file but get a jpg

dyed my hurr twice today for a darker shade still not what i was going for but this will do for now

Omfg i slept through my alarm until 1pm Goodbye study time?? Also omg i like it pt 2 video SHIT SHIT SHIT THEY KNOW WE BEEN WAITING FOR THIS. HAD IT SINCE BAEPSAE DAYS. BUT DIDNT RELEASE IT. Freakin bighit

My request to level up on the fancafe has once again been rejected ); EDIT: oMFG IT’S BECAUSE I DIDN’T CHANGE THE SETTING TO SOMETHING im screaming, what a first world problem THIRD TIME’S THE CHARM AMIRITE

Doesnt feel like it… But thursday was my last time going to class…pretty much like ever unless i go to more school Holy shit

Oh man I didnt think i’d have THAT much shit. But…i think i have A LOT of shit….

saw bts MBIT and i was like omfg! knew that i was INFJ but took the test again yesterday and ended up INFP….but just barely P so i think i’ll stick with INFJ lol EDIT: i took the test again today because vania and yuri were talking about it again and i am still INFP…and more P this time. SO LOST. WHO AM I

put my things up for sale i forgot that i might need my light el oh el crying on the inside cause i want to keep my desk but then i’m selling it off because i don’t think i’ll have space for it and i just CRYING ON THE INSIDE BECAUSE IT’S BEEN WITH ME FOR SO LONG T^T

ON ANOTHER NOTE. THIRD TIME IS THE CHARM LEVELED UP ON JUNE 12TH AT ONE SOMETHING AM

JUNE 12TH FINISHED MY FIRST AND LAST FINAL I AM OFFICIALLY DONE WITH MY UNDERGRADUATE CAREER??? also lmao i spent 45 min on the final wot

i dyed my hair darker but now it’s become lighter? wait wtf wait no go back EDIT: wait no it went back to being dark? is this a thing? when i get exposed to the sun it gets lighter and when i sleep it gets darker??? smh at light for fckin with me

so i set an alarm to watch the bts home party last night for like 3:57am and i didn’t hear it but i guess i kinda did cause i woke up at 4:05am and was like ??? i decided to watch a bit of it but ended up streaming the whole thing until 5:45am looooool also watched the numbers grow from the 500,000 all the way to 2,000,000 and then 3,000,000? it was nuts

omfg all these years of rereading chapters and only now do i realize that i could save bookmarks on mangahere *slaps forehead*

Moment of silence cause i sold my desk that’s accompanied me for almost 10 years It even has battlescars (aka X marks by Jacky, 3 of them) LOL memories ;___; Oh and i guess my chair too

lol was gonna sell that yamaha guitar for $45 but it’s going for like $190 on ebay?? so ima just bring it home

finals week hangout list: tuesday: fud with kimberly, peyton, harry wednesday: more fud with stephanie and ellius thursday: KBBQ FOR LUNCH with jeong, justin, yuri, harry LOOOOL

and so...that’s the end of the quarter. my last quarter of school ever (unless i decide to go to more school...which seems unlikely as of right now) it feels weird.................................. but! onto graduation~ looking forward to being reunited with family and whatever’s gonna hit me in the face LOL

and with that goodbye undergrad, hello world ㅇㅅㅇ

#mumble mumble #last #spring quarter mumbles #debs in college #homg #it is over

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