#bye piano bye walking bye eyesight i guess

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#skip this i just have to vent somewhere this is a #delete later #i’m making this bigger than it is because i literally don’t have a diagnose yet i have to wait max 3months to be called for the tests #but also like. when you find out you have a muscle disease you kind of wish you could’ve had 20-30 good years of peak health and. being #able to run and stuff. like my goal and dream has been to be able to run since i saw Elena run away from something in the vampire diaries #lmaoo. and i never could and idk why i never thought before that that isn’t normal. and now it might never be possible idk we’ll see. #and on top of everything my hair is not growing and i’m just losing hair and the hair i have is turning frizzy and for some reason one #of my worst fears is losing my hair. or just that it’s weak and idk. that’s happening #i just :) the fact that i might have an incurable and impossible to fix muscle disease #bye piano bye walking bye eyesight i guess #v.personal #that was super personal. sigh #i just can’t sleep and can’t stop crying #if someone happened to read this far sorry and i hope you’re doing better in your life ♥️