#but yeah looking for inspo or smth idk >m<

[lavenderhhaze]

why do i kinda feel like felix fits the type of story where the characters love each other so much that it, like borders physical pain (but in a good way??) ?? like no matter what you do, they will never let you force them apart. y'know, they love each other so much that it's like they gave each other a piece of their own mind, soul and heart? AND they've known each other since like lets say elementary school, (they explored everything together, intending to be each other's first and last) and ever since then they are literally almost always together, and when you look at them its like you can feel their love seeping right into you, from how unyielding and intense it is. they are kind of ruining one another, but its okay, because it'll always be the two of them, after all.

"I can take you even further,

I'll let you enter from the stage,

We shoot our guns,

Then we sail off into the sun,

While the cold world freezes on, the view from the trails from the vapors,

We burn in a kiss. " FRONTIERS - CROSSES

"I wanna view your dreams,

I wanna pull out your crazy and pour it over me,

I might take you somewhere far across the seas,

I need your faith, I need your everything." BERMUDA LOCKET - CROSSES

These two songs are the main reason of this brain rot, and im pretty sure im close to dying bc of it. but thats it, i, like anyone else on this damn app should, love your writing and when i read from the other ask that you'd appreciate inspo for some felix fic I HAD TO SHARE THIS WITH YOU!!! i love you <33

hi precious anon, no bc this made me drop what i was doing to get 200 words of writing out of my system. i had planned smth similar but a bang chan fic (that i started writing actually), so i already had a lot of inspo in this field. here is the little i wrote for you rn:

DEAD BUTTERFLIES

Felix has always been your forever— complete only when you have each other. At love's mercy, because you just can't stand separation. As tragic as it is romantic. And you have seen love go from smiling at you to sinking teeth into your skin. You love the pain, regardless, because you have Felix.

It doesn't matter, because you stir your coffee — in love with being alive because Felix's warm breath hits your shoulder. It has been so since as long as you remember. You don't know when Felix began, he has been there forever. He taught you to drink, to kiss — your first and forever — all star-eyed and secrets spilling from drunk lips.

Felix is all sunshine and silver teeth, smiling at you as if it's the beginning of the world, kissing your shoulder because he likes to be close to your heart. And you wonder if you can ever stop loving him. You can't, because you know no life beyond him. You don't realise how love slowly cuts away at you, just like he tucks away rotten flowers and decaying heartbeats in his pockets because he knows nothing beyond you.

You and Felix — butterflies pinned and dead under glass, stoic and unmoving, watching as life unfolds in front of you. Because you know nothing beyond him.

yeah this is not edited at all, too many italics and m-datches but i wanted to get this out to you as soon as possible bc this made me so happy idk 😭. I'll probably stretch this to a full length fic when i have time to properly map out the plot. i love this sort of love that's toxic in ways you can't explain. thankyou so much lovely anon, this was beautiful 🤍🤍 (please do let me know how you feel about this, ily ily)

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#at my parents for like a week !! #sims is cool but i want some new games to play #maybe make some new sims idk! #got some posts lined up already tho LOL #but yeah looking for inspo or smth idk >m< #idk who to take pics of !!! #and also looking for some new game recommendations ;w;)/ #bobatalks

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@froggystyles : hello, hello, hello!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💛💖💞🥰🌞🌙💘🌻🌿💝💖❣🍉💞⭐🎇💓🍒

jdshk to be fairrrr, i could be in a completely different timezone, buuut the truth is it was around 5am i sent it :/ askjdhk yes, that'd be an ICONIC look on crowley

oh yeah, it is solo work which makes it. Different. ah, yes falling. really. punches you in the gut. and calls you out. and we jst. let him huh. i think it resonates w/ me bc. i've changed so much in the past 5yrs and i don't love the person i;m becoming?? i mean, i don't hate myself, it's more, i'm accepting of things i shouldn't be accepting of and idk . much 2 think abt!

hey well, if you have the power to make what you write abt yourself come true, write positive stuff and see what happens! (also: do you have a diary/journal that you write in daily? i wrote religiously 5th-8th grade and in 9th grade, i stopped. kinda wanna get back on it, but i can never stay consistent :/)

ahh okay, so basically it's a tv show remake of the musical?? idk . it's on disney+ & i my bi ass love the characters with my whole heART

hmmm that's if i ever get around to writing smth hdsfkj but! when i do, i'll definitely share w/ you :') it's more original work than an au (but! y'know how louis's the sun and harry's the moon? well. the main couple in mine are wlws & one's middle name is solange (means sun) & the other's mahina (means moon) so.. hl are my inspo as well)

i think . we feel more true to ourselves bc our lesbian mother, the moon, is out and ready to love us. just a theory sdkjfh

ooH, so you're more like an only child.. validish.sdfkj and yes, that is a big age difference. i have three younger sisters with a 2yr / 6yr / 8 yr age diff so we're pretty close (*however: i fell asleep during the maze runner and my sisters left me. on the living room floor . to wake up with an 90y/o back . is that "close" .)

ahsdkjfhk i can only do and just barely do math. i'm learning to drive rn bc my permit expires in april rip and i Hate it. i've tried cooking and it's alright?? i just don't have the patience for it

TUNAAA it's just that i used to love tuna and have good memories attached to it and jst . haven't had it in ages. wellll, i've have tuna subs from subway, but that Doesn't Count

oH praar is a beautiful name!! i'm sending my love right back to them 💛💝 nahh, that's only for winter. fall, spring, and summer, my bed's a mess

ahHH YES, they're soft and in Love and [interviewer voice] that's beautiful, harry reading fics tbh is all like 'damn i wish that were me.jpg'

HE REALLY DOES!! he's come a Long Way and i'm very proud of that, but thinking abt how ppl fixate on one (1) bad thing makes me very, very angry

omggg, 2016!! that was . a Trip, to say the least . anD NOOAFSHDKJ @ 2015 you

my friends made me watch the wymb music video at the end of 4th grade (so summer 2012) and it was Downhill from theredskjfh but no, so i knew of their existence and everything but loWkey, i only liked them bc my friends did. also i had like. google alerts set up so i knew all the Drama oof. also. tragicallyyyy i shipped elouno (10y/o me thought she was pretty ok) in 2016 though, i watched The One fimq video and sold my soul & sanity to the devil as i became the biggest larrie

oH RTTTT i went to college early bc i was ""smart"" and now . everything sucks bc i'm not the person i thought i was and i feel myself burning out but i don't care enough to Care y'know . but!! day by day, right! we just have to sit. and reflect. and change a little something each day to be the better person

💘🌻❤✨💞

yes!!! books have a way of transporting you away from reality. most times i feel like i am watching life zoom by me and that i'm living on autopilot and i don't know how to take back control? i guess we both have ''much 2 think abt!''

odaat!!!! i love that show omg, so glad it was picked up. and yeah, i think that since we are jUst getting rep, it isn't going to be super relatable for everyone. when i was younger, i latched on to any and every desi person, no matter how toxic/bad the rep was lol. i rmbr rlly liking ravi from jessie . rn, i really like skam for rep tbh

babe you knowing that you were who you needed early on is amazing. i know you'll time will come, you just have to take it ahah . one day at a time .

and this has to be my fave quote abt reading: “I have lived a thousand lives and I’ve loved a thousand loves. I’ve walked on distant worlds and seen the end of time. Because I read.” --George R.R. Martin

life comes at you quick huh . my room doesn't feel mine oops, but!! i really want to hang up pictures in mine, fill up the walls with love and whatnot

okay! so! do you listen to music for the melody or the lyrics? some fics/books you'd rec?

last notes: m listeing to lorde rn and thinking of you :')

may life be softer, ✨

#thank YOu for being you!!! #ily and m sending you good vibes 💕💖💜🤎🤞🏽🌟🎇🌻💝💛

[neo-shitty]

toffee!

lol same, idk how some people are so calm and cool when the slightest inconvenience comes their way- i could never. :( that sucks ass, but i hope soon everyone will be able to get outside and interacting again. have you been able to have small outings, like walks or smth? fresh air- even in your backyard- is very important.

oh thats cool that we have a similar technique! i definitely agree, sometimes when a story is just not interesting i drag my feet on the way to write it, and when i do write, it tends to be less enjoyable and of lower quality than when im motivated and excited about it. do you have any tips for getting that momentum going? im trying to update my fic acc but there just never seems to be a time ;n;

yeah i totally agree, it can be very awkward, especially when the idols people are obsessing over are young. like nikki from enhypen, i love that boy like hes my child, and would lowkey kill a man to be able to tell him that, but it makes me very *uncomfy* to see people making edits and raving about how hot he it, like- my guy is 15 years old, give him some space. i mean, im in a glass house as well, so i probably shouldnt be throwing stones, but like, can people not wait until the idol is not a minor anymore? smh that does bring up the whole "companies should wait until the idols arent children (cough boy story cough) before they debut issue" but if we get into that then well be continuing this discussion long after the aforementioned idols have gone into military service so anywaysss

*sigh* i guess y/n and chan will never be happy since their benevolent (or malevolent) creator cant seem to write something without angst/major character death/heartwrenching endings (/j) tbh, fair and valid, i dont think there could be anything other than the perfect sweet as a supermarket bought cupcake ending and that honestly wouldnt have fitted the story/character arc as well as your writing style and the mood of the song as well, so as much as it tears me apart (/hj) i think its better you leave it like that

no problem, i didnt want the schedule to be a cause of anxiety for you at all, so if its making you stress then feel absolutely free to toss it all out the window, ill just check a bit more often

goddamn this was long, sorry

<3 w.a. 🐺

i guess people that are calm when met with inconveniences just have been raised to deal with it on the spot. or they might be panicking internally and aren't too vocal about it. i used to be able to handle anything easily but i got more anxious in quarantine e.e we can technically get out? but i have strict parents and there was only ever one friend who could 'break' me out of my house. he's not here rn atm so i can't go out with my friends as much as i used to. i still go out tho but with my fam.

yeah writing is supposed to be fun! so yeah if non-chronological works for you, what’s stopping you? when i feel really stuck i stop entirely and usually inspiration comes back in a day or two when i feel rested. i also start reading again. idk how it helps me but after picking up a book suddenly i can write again :’ ) also listen to music? if you’re the type to pick inspo off tracks.

bro i can’t even look at anyone under ‘00 in that way so i don’t get why people thirst (like explicit thirst) over m*nor idols like ??? doesn’t it smell like p*do here skdjfs it’s ok to admire them for looks to a certain extent but know your limits. kids really shouldn’t be put in an industry that wild tbh but that’s how their industry has been :/ i doubt it’ll ever change.

HEY. i have written fluff fics >: ( i have like 3 for chan specifically. but fr tho, i just can’t see fluff and a team in the same sentence. i could write a flangsty scene, i have thoughts and a draft but no inspo unfortunately. 

anw, don’t apologize for long asks. i love them i just take a while to reply back AHAHA i actually saved this ask for tonight because THOUGHTS ON THE ALBUM?@#!?

#toff.asks #wild anon 🐺