#but too late i cbb changing and restarting

[straykats]

tbh like. we dont have enough time. i know this isn't new and unheard of but we really don't have time. like. i need to go to school and i need to work and i need to eat but where is my time to cook and enjoy it? where is my time to enjoy the things i need to do? i want to cook and read and write and paint and i want to sew but i want to enjoy it; i don't want to have to do it because i need to survive, because if i hone the skill/s, i can make money off of it. i want to do it and not need to meet expectations other than mine. i want to do it for fun and because i love it and i want to do it for the people i love and i don't want them to feel like they should repay me or anything. i want to do alterations for you because i love you. i want to tailor clothes for you, make them for you because i love you and i love creating things. i want to write something for you not to prove to anyone that i can write but because i want to show you that i will create for you. i don't want to do things for others to validate my own actions. i dont want to do it so i can be told that i'm good at it and/or that i should make a career, a side hustle out of it. i just wanna do it for funsies fr

#kat talks #literally gonna go insane #im writing a review for an assignment and im doing it on the dress i made #but like. in hindsight a lot of the reactions i got were like #wow this is so good you should do this as a side job #or like wow this is such a good lifeskill to have #yeah both are true and relevant in this day and age but like. i had so much fun making it and i barely get to talk about that at all #idk if this is a cohesive post man i just want to scream #i also don't wanna do my review on my dress anymore idk who i chose it #but too late i cbb changing and restarting #i also talk about atla in this HAHA bc katara says 'what does being a girl have to do with sewing' and i actually watched that ep while i #was sewing and find it an interesting thing to have happened #okay anyways back to my assignment sigh