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#but that’s as close as im willing to get to a ‘fandom’ tattoo
staliamazing · 3 months
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tag game TEHEH
name: sarah !!!! c'est moi
age: twenty, to be twenty-one soon-ish. i am planning a party. will i go through with it? who's to say.
star sign: taurus sun, capricorn rising, gemini moon. i have beef with geminis so the last one deeply upsets me.
first language: english
second language: je parle français !!
i was near fluent and have my B2 but don't practice anymore. i am considering getting back into it because i feel i need more hobbies and highly regret throwing out all my textbooks and notes. (that's a whole other story i LOVED school and threw out all my damn notes and stuff?!?!? sarah you dumb dumb)
favorite lip product: that lush lip scrub! i've lost my peppermint tub but anticipate it turning up when i least expect it. my lips always has excess skin peeling off for some reason so its great to feel exfoliated!
the best food dish you can make without a recipe? um. pizza bread! pizza, pizza sauce, cheese. eat up friends!
if you drink tea, what kind? none, get away from me. SOMETIMES lipton peach iced tea but only if im at mad mex.
if you drink coffee, what roast do you usually get? see last answer. i get the jitters.
favorite thing to watch on youtube right now: THE BALD AND THE BEAUTIFUL. i;ve been watching upwards of two episodes every night in bed.
favorite thing to watch on youtube in 2012: for sure mormon family vloggers. pick a channel i probably watched them. i have no fucking clue why!
favorite item of clothing right now: new graphic tee! the alice oseman x everpress collab with this gorg patchwork design and all little queer and trans doodles over it! the proceeds went to LGBTQIA+ refugees <3 i fucking love graphic tees holy shit
favorite item of clothing in 2012: some form of graphic leggings im certain.
fandom -
three movies you recommend: the half of it on netflix - watched recently and was confused but pleasantly surprised
your favorite concert: either one i went to with my gf! they were both great experiences even though i was shitting myself before both because i have a lot of sound and crowd sensitiivities ( # actually autistic). i loved being in the pit for ATL despite not knowing any songs and i like how you can feel the music inside you.
have you ever unfollowed someone over a fandom opinion? no i've actually followed someone because i love getting mad <3 over time i have grown to really respect them and where their views come from which im proud of because i can be a bit close-minded.
the best tv show you watched last year: i watch a lot of shows! recently though i watched euphoria and understood the hype. couldn't rewatch though. it felt like a disservice to the shock factor i feel like the show really feeds off.
do you have a fancasting you just can’t let go of? don't pay much attention to fancasts!
a ship you’ve abandoned: im so sorry amy and rory from doctor who... i legit met them too. it just doesnt hit the same and im glad they divorced. amy was too swept up in the doctor and rory is a damn sweetheart who honestly deserves better. ALSO maya and lucas from girl meets world - bit random honestly why did they do that. lucas and riley from day one. maya and zay!
on a scale of 1-10 how willing are you to share your ao3 history? 7? depends on who to! anyone on here sure. not real people they'd be like "what do you mean you like fics where that little thug man wears short skirts" they just wouldnt UNDERSTAND
what fandom do you wish was bigger? tori spring fandom! maybe it is and i just dont know but.
do you have a fandom tattoo? yah, the fandom of my high school english teacher! most of my tats are literary inspired and specifically books i read in school for the curriculum.
my others are - phoebe bridgers related
gf related (she tattooed me) (fave fandom) (she's the best)
has a finale ever ruined a show for you? definitely i just can't remember which lmao im sorry
have you…
swam in an ocean? yep! swam is a strong word though. i've been in and bobbed up and down! i usually run from the tide.
been vegan/vegetarian? both! at different times. it was very much part of my friend and family culture growing up.
gone skinny dipping? yes, in my exs best friends dads girlfriends dead uncles pool :) honestly 10/10 swimming with clothes on is so random? i think its so beautiful how people look under the blue wavy water of the pool.
gone skiing? no i am scared of the snow since learning about crevasses in year 4 and almost falling off a ski lift at a very young age. i do love the cold and the ski lodge episode of gmw though.
thanks for the tag @iansw0rld, these are fun :)
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clatoera · 1 year
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I MEEEAAAAANNNNN technically any career representation is ooc career representation... *shakes fist at the sky* SUZANNE GIVE US THE CAREER DISTRICT SPINOFF WE DESERVE!!! but that's not to say that your characterization isn't one of the best in the fandom... like i have (on deprived occasions) latched onto LIVEJOURNAL of all places a few times to shake out any thg fanfic. i have paid my dues in this fandom and i have seen every characterization of those four characters under the sun and yours is definitely one of my favorites of all time... CHEFS KISS...
AND PLEEEAAASE don't overwork yourself. the day 12 thing was just a joke for dramatic effect!!!! all cards on the table writing fic is SUCH a commitment it's crazy to imagine you doing it over such a busy lifestyle im exhausted thinking about it.
finally, to answer your question. in the flower/tattoo saga, it would be a glim glam/mr worldwide centric fic with background clato and past implied glove??? climmer??? I DO NOT KNOW WE ARE JUST GAY IN THIS HOUSEHOLD. i'll throw in carvel subtext for the upcoming pride month for half off. (in my mind cato brings the wallace from scott pilgrim vs. vibes to the table. he's just here for the drama of it all) also the whole thing definitely stems from glimmer being mad that her aesthetic, her vibe, is being ruined by this dumbass flower shop next to her place and she's definitely the type to be hostile when she wants to (meanwhile marvel is the type to seethe quietly, then go and mow the lawn whenever he gets too worked up about glimmer) (that's their maximum extent of enemies to lovers) (clato jus vibing for REALLL they are immediate soulmates in every universe) (this spinoff now has a spinoff of eeaao!clato) (im in too deep)
Every ask you send me I can now say is the most unhinged ask i've ever read but like..in a good way.
I'll give you the OOC thing this time....I see where you come from now. NGL i sent my friend the ask and literally said should i be offended LMAO.
Bestie I hate to tell you this but my entire life is being overworked. I MISS Childbirth and mamas and babies do you know how badly i miss afterbirth? Enough that I just types that sentence. I miss placenta, there, I said it.
However I enjoy writing fic because I get interactions like THIS out of it!!! How else would I have connected with people who would be willing to write entire AUS in my ask box!! This is gold. I appreciate you. I love you and I don't even know you.
My goal on this website is to become a hub of the careers at this point. I want people to listen to me rant about glim glam after like half a sip of moscato is that too much to dream of maybe so...
Also may i say Climmer sounds SO much move sapphic than glove.
ALso PLEASE THE LAWN!!!! PASSIVE AGGRESSIVE SUBURBAN DAD BEHAVIOR!!! I LOVE THAT FOR HIM!! Does he notice her favorite flowers and start putting them as close to HER store as possible I NEED to know.
Immediate soulmates in every universe is the BEST way to describe them. My babies. My loves.
Idk who you are but ily <3
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krreader · 5 years
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Monsta X scenario → soulmate!au.
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pairing: monsta x x reader fandom: monsta x warnings: soulmate!au ; language genre: angst ;fluff ; crack
a/n: so, this is the person that I’m currently in seoul with, her name is nathalie and you all know her by me mentioning her name so many fucking times, SO HEY BABE I HOPE YOU LIKE IT even tho you probably won’t see this until we’re back, so SURPRISE BITCH ♥
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son hyunwoo
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You were just enjoying this beautiful, sunny day, eating ice cream and not giving a damn about anything, when suddenly something yanked you back and your ice cream fell from the cone to the ground.
“Nooooooo,” you whined, more focused on the ice cream on the ground than the fact that something had formed on your pinky and kept pulling you back.
You were yanked back, couldn't do anything about it but let fate play out.
Until you were suddenly bumping into a.. very firm chest.
You looked into the eyes of a man who seemed to be as shocked as you were.
“Well.. hi there,” he grinned, “I'm.. Hyunwoo.. your soulmate, I guess.”
You cleared your voice, taking a step back as you watched the red string disappear from your pinkies that appeared once you and your soulmate were close to each other, “Well, Hyunwoo. I'm.. (Y/N) and you owe me ice cream.”
“Is this.. our first date then? As soulmates?”
“Mh, maybe.. depending on what kind of ice cream that you like. You can tell a lot about a person by what sort of ice cream they like, you know?”
Hyunwoo chuckled, “Alright then. Let's get some ice cream.”
shin hoseok
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Everyone did this when they were young. When they were around nine or ten, they would gather in a circle, all of them having a random flower in their hand and play the good old soulmate game.
You rip out petal after petal, you start by saying: “Meet me, meet me not,” and if you're lucky enough to ever meet your soulmate in your life, you will know after this game, because it was always, absolutely always right.
However, you had never played this game, because you had seen the effect it had on people when they didn't get the result they wanted.
Most of your friends that were left with 'meet me not' were now unhappily married, single parents, drunks or hating their life, simply because they knew they would never meet their designated other.
However you were becoming older and you still hadn't met anyone close to someone you might call your soulmate and you were beginning to think that you never would.
And the only way to be sure about it was to play that godforsaken game.
“Here we go, then,” you sighed heavily, sitting on the rooftop of the building you were working in, ripping out one petal after the other, starting with meet me, like you were supposed to.
You were slow, with each fallen petal your heart began to speed up and the more petals piled on the floor, the more your hand began to tremble until there were only a handful left on the flower.
“Meet me.. meet me not.. meet me.. meet me not.. meet me..-” you started at the last petal, your heart sinking in your chest and your shoulders dropping as you sadly sad, “Meet me not.”
And as you were too busy staring at the last petal, Shin Hoseok followed a friend of his across the rooftop area with a small smile, “Thank you for having me today. It was a great meeting.”
“Are you sure you don't want to stay a little longer? This area is great..”
“Uhm.. no. I need to fly back home tomorrow morning, so I'd better get a good night's rest. But thank you for the offer.”
He would have said yes if picking the petals had ended with meet me.. he would have fallen in love tonight.. you would have.
But you two were robbed.
Robbed by fucking destiny.
lee minhyuk
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Sometimes you hated the voice in your head.
Mostly when it, or you, decided to laugh.
Well, just sometimes, though. Because it sounded so.. horrible.
Like a dolphin.. but dying?
“Hey, are you okay?” your friend asked with worry on his face when you rubbed your temples.
“Yeah, sorry.. it's just.. the voice.. my soulmate.. his laugh can be very annoying..”
“What does it sound like?”
“It's like a dying dolphin? But.. he's kind of laughing.”
“Sounds like you, hyung,” Jooheon laughed, nudging Minhyuk's side when they had overheard your conversation with your friend at the coffee shop.
Jooheon went up ahead to order, but Minhyuk kept staring at you.
“Can you say fuck for me?”
“What?” you furrowed your eyebrows. Deeply. Was this man okay? Mentally?
“Please.. I know it sounds weird, but.. can you please do it?”
Your friend just shrugged, you were confused as hell, but you said: “Fuck?”
“Oh my god, it's you!”
Should you be worried that he realized you were his soulmate because you said a swear word? Probably.
“You're the guy with the dying dolphin laugh?”
“I don't laugh like that. Well.. only sometimes.”
“Yeah,” you laughed a little, a bit overwhelmed right now, “Only sometimes.”
yoo kihyun
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You were both too busy being on your phones to notice that you were about to walk into each other.
You were texting a friend of yours, asking her for directions to the restaurant you wanted to meet at because you were a little lost, he was texting his members, asking them if anyone wanted anything from the grocery store he was walking towards.
And then BOOM.
“Fuck,” he said.
“Shit, I'm..-” but just as you wanted to finish your sentence, both of you started to feel pain in your shoulders.
You in your left one, him in his right shoulder.
He tried to tell himself it was because of practice, but then you pulled down your blouse a little and you saw..
“Kihyun? Is.. is that you?”
And he immediately pulled down his own shirt, only to find: “(Y/N).. is that yours?”
Both of you stared at each other for a good amount of time before you both let out a laugh.
“Well, fuck.. wouldn't have thought to run into my soulmate today. Literally.”
Kihyun chuckled now and nodded, “If I had known I would have dressed up and not worn Adidas sweatpants and a shirt with a stain.”
“It has its charm,” you grinned.
chae hyungwon
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Hyungwon had always worn your name on his wrist proudly.
Other idols were trying to cover it up, but he didn't give a shit. He was one of the few who was trying to find you, no matter who you were.
And thankfully so.
Because that's how you found him.
“How do you know it's him? I'm sure there's a lot of Hyungwon's out there with your name on their wrists, doesn't mean it's you,” your mother tried to reason when you walked out of the house with a suitcase.
“I won't know until I try, mom.”
And you were willing to try.
So you booked the first flight to Seoul that was available, looked up the address for their company and then you walked inside, smiling at the girl at the reception and showing her your wrist.
“I'm here for Hyungwon? Chae Hyungwon?”
You thought she'd be happy. Or at least smile. But she looked unimpressed.
“You and the last five girls that came here with that tattoo.”
“There.. were others?”
“Yes. And they all turned out to be the wrong girl, so don't get your hopes up.”
But she brought you to a meeting room anyways.
And then you waited, anxiously, your mother's words echoing in your ears now that you knew there were others before you.
But when Hyungwon finally entered the room, you both knew that this was it.
He knew that you were the real (Y/N). He could feel it. You could feel it.
“Want me to get rid of her?” his manager whispered in his ear.
“No,” Hyungwon smiled, “I found her.”
lee jooheon
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Some people would say that you were the luckiest girl alive, but you didn't see it that way.
You were fortunate enough to have Lee Jooheon as your soulmate.
Yes, Monsta X’s rapper Lee Jooheon.
And because everything that your soulmate ever recorded, be it voice messages, videos, audio in general.. it would all get sent to you.
So, as a Monsta X fan, you were lucky, because you got to hear what he was working on all the time. But as a soulmate, you weren't so lucky.
Because you knew that you couldn't reach him.
Well, sure, you could send voice messages and videos and he'd see it, but you and him both knew that this wouldn't work out because of who he was and who you were.
Your life's weren't compatible, even if you being soulmates said otherwise.
So each time your phone buzzed with another notification of him having recorded something new, you opened it with a sad smile, listening to the newest amazing thing that he had come up with.
And as Jooheon was writing his verses, he received a voice message that you must have sent to a friend.
“I wish we were different, you know? I just wish he'd be normal like me or I was talented like him so that I could be with him.. but it will never work out. And I'm just.. so proud of him.. of who he is and who he will become.. but at the same time I'd just wish he wasn't like this..”
Yeah.. so did he.
im changkyun
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You had seen countless of movies where this shit happens.
Where the same day repeats over and over again. One time it was a horror movie and the guy kept reliving the day that he died, but kept dying differently. That one was bad.
But this was different, because this was what everyone went through once they were close to their soulmate.
Usually people were excited, really.
But you were fucking tired of it, because of all the places that you had to find your soulmate, it was the fucking airport.
“Listen to me,” you started, staring at the security guard angrily, “I've been trying to find my stupid soulmate for at least four weeks now, I know you don't remember me, but I remember you, George. I fucking remember you. So let me through, because this is the only part that I haven't looked for him and he has to be in there.”
“I'm sorry, Miss, but I can't let you through unless you have a boarding pass.”
“Fine.. you know what? I'll buy one. I'll buy one right now.”
You were tired of this bullshit, you just wanted to return to your normal life and not see these asshole airport people that were rude and hated their jobs.
So you bought the cheapest flight ticket they had to offer and then checked in, forcing yourself not to flip George off.
And as you were already through, you could see someone walk out of the Terminal out of the corner of your eye that was clearly in a hurry.
He saw you, then you saw him and you both immediately knew it.
“Ah fucking hell, where have you been, I was..-” but just as you wanted to turn back around, George shook his head.
“You can't go out this way.”
“George.. I am about to get really, really, really angry.”
“You need to go all the way around to get back out.”
Your soulmate better be worth all the trouble.
But when you looked back at him, Changkyun grinned at you sweetly and.. well.. he might be.
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praydastles · 7 years
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Title: Needle and thread Fandom: Monsta X Member: I.M/Changkyun Genre/Warning: Kinktober,angstish?, smut, dom!changkyun, belt! Summary/Request: Day 23 corset and against the wall A/N: Gif credit to FY!Wonkyun Lord does he look like sin. I didn’t mention the corset much, but oh well?? Also, the boys call Changkyun ‘im’ as in his surname, not as in i.m :) Word Count: 4231
Changkyun fiddled with his tie, tightening it as he stared at himself in the mirror. Suit’s weren’t really his forte; spending most of his time holed up in his box apartment usually meant loose sweatpants and sometimes a shirt depending on how hot it was, yet there he stood, velvet detailed blazer, open white shirt, fitted dress pants, shiny shoes, he was different from head to toe, even his brown hair parted neatly.
“Here goes nothing.” He mumbled, grabbing his phone and house keys before making his way out of his suite toward the company car waiting to take him to the venue.
It was the annual meeting for all the bosses to discuss the profit made, what assets to keep, get rid of, boring details smoothed over drinks and usually women. The sky was dark, stars blocked out by dark clouds, the only light shining on Changkyuns face coming from the overhead lights streaming through his windows.
“Who chose Paris?” Changkyun drawled, shutting his eyes and resting his head back against the seat.
“That would be Mr Yoo, sir. The word is that he’s managed to gain assets here.” Changkyun’s eyes shot open, a frown taking on his features. “He’s branching out to Europe? Hm, that’s interesting. God, he’s gonna gloat about that tonight.”
“I’d be willing to bet on it sir.” The driver said with a laugh. 
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The interior was an unexpected sight, considering the outside resembled ruins of an old aged castle. The walls were a deep royal purple, lights nailed to the wall and casting calming glows. The flooring was lined with a thick carpet at the entrance, stairs leading down to italian leather seats placed accordingly in their own sections, giving guests a view of the stage of what was apparently a jazz club.
“Your party is upstairs on the balcony sir.” Changkyun nodded and walked past the man when he had lifted the rope for him to enter and then went up the stairs, in brief darkness before he came out onto the balcony overlooking everything.
“I’m glad to see you’re alive.” Jooheon was the first to greet him, a drink already in his hand and a woman already on his lap.
“That makes two of us.” Changkyun said greeting his friend.
The others joined not long after, Kihyun already smirking with his glass of scotch about his latest business deal. “Do you know how much I’m worth now?”
“Won’t be worth much if you’re chewing my bullet Yoo Kihyun.” Hyungwon said slumping into his chair, tilting his head challengingly at Kihyun whose smirk was quick to disappear. Changkyun could tell Kihyun was about to quip his own snide remark, but Hyunwoo slapped his large palms down onto his thighs, “Let’s talk business then.”
The following hours were boring, Changkyun never really enjoyed these formal meetings. And his eyes began to drift toward the stage filled with spotlight on a woman. The slow jazz made you more tantalising as you began to move along to the music, hands gently holding the mic stand as you rolled your head back and around sensually, eyes barely open as you drew in the attention of every man and woman in the audience.
Changkyun felt his throat tighten when your lips fell open for the first of the notes to leave your lips, your voice smooth and low, yet holding power and soul as you began to move more with your words. His eyes following your hands that caressed your body; slow and teasing as you lifted the mic from the stand and slowly strutted along the stage. Changkyun felt entrapped by the vision of you, something chemical like making the rest of the world fade and his thighs tense, body on edge and incredibly warm. The only thing he seemed acutely aware of was you.
Your eyes suddenly found his and Changkyun stiffened, thinking it impossible for you to see him up there, but the longer he watched you the less he was convinced. You dropped low, legs spreading and knees hitting the stage as you leant your body back to release the last long note and Changkyun’s breath ceased watching how your body twisted, your corset tight against your waist, body seemingly held together by the intricately detailed material.
Before he knew it, he was blinking out of a daydream watching you bow and thank everyone for watching. Blowing a cheeky kiss, eyes darting up toward Changkyun one last time before you twisted on your heels, hair flicking out into the air and you were walking away, displaying the globes of your arse and then Changkyun noticed it, a little tattoo that he only knew on one person. No fucking way. He shot out his seat, cutting Hyunwoo off from whatever he was saying. “Im are you-”
“She’s here. I gotta go.” He rushed out, already in the mouth of the stairwell, rushing down as quickly as possible. He weaved through the seats, ignoring the comments of displeasure as he blocked people’s view from the next act. He didn’t care, he saw you, there was no doubt about it.
He was like a lost man, stumbling over his feet as he rushed around toward the back of the stage. It had been so long, you were barely recognisable, especially in your attire; the image of you on stage in that corset and stockings, not to mention a thong possessed his mind and knowing that it’s you only made him all the more determined to find you as he reached the dressing room, a security guard blocking the entrance. A large palm hovered above Changkyun’s stomach, no contact needed to heed warning to Changkyun that he could not go backstage.
“I’m a VIP guest, check with your boss and let me in.” It was rare that Changkyun was firm, voice anything but playful or sarcastic, even during business, yet now, so close to seeing you he couldn’t help the edge to his tone, the way he sounded demeaning toward the security guard who dared to stop him.
“It’s alright Pascal,” Changkyun felt the way his adam's apple bobbed as eyes drifted up to take you in for the first time in God knows how long. His eyes locked with yours, brown orbs still dark and playful and powerful enough to melt a man, to melt Changkyun. “He’s with me.”
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Changkyun was in a daze. Your sultry voice, playful and teasing as you stalked around Changkyun like a predator, robe wrapped loosely around your stage outfit as you asked, more like commanded “Give me a ride home baby?” He was at a loss. Sure, he wanted a chance to talk with you, to let out all of his hurt and frustrations and loneliness of not having you by his side, yet he didn’t think you’d be so willing, especially when you were the one who left him.
He watched your long legs silhouetted in sheer black stockings make their way toward his car once the two of you had left the confines of the club. Your driver was waiting outside the vehicle, having a smoke in his free time which he coughed on upon seeing your familiar face. He straightened his hat, eyes wide as they flickered from you to Changkyun and back again. “M-m-m-miss, nice to um, see you again.” Your smile was wide and genuine and Changkyun realised how much he missed seeing it when you gave a cheerful reply.
“We’re taking her home.” Changkyun said, his ears feeling as if they were filled with cotton, his voice distant in his own ears.
The journey was mostly silence. You were calm and collected, straight in your seat and leg crossed, rolling your heeled foot at the ankle to soothe out the small aches. Changkyun couldn’t take his eyes off of you. He honestly couldn’t believe what he was seeing. It felt more like a vivid dream, that you were a touch away, that he could feel the heat emanating from your body.
“You look good.” You couldn’t take the silence and you weren’t so sure Changkyun could speak, you could see he was still in disbelief.
“Yeah? You should have seen me before tonight. After you left I’ve been the definition of ‘look like shit.’” A heavy sigh fell from your lips, body depressing as his barely concealed anger bit at you. “I am sorry for that. But, it was time.” You couldn’t bare to look at Changkyun, as cowardly as it was, but at least you said it, at least he knew. You had to start making him understand. “I needed to go. Yes, I left, but I didn’t leave you, not really.” You whispered, the words caught in your throat as your airways seemed to begin to close. You had never realised how hard it would be to just explain. And you never realised that Changkyun would be so hurt that he may never even take you back.
It was more tense silences, even as the car pulled up onto the driveway of your building. “Come up.” It was an invitation that you left him to decide on as you exited the car. You walked slow, breathing deeply as hope lingered inside you. Then you heard the click of the car door as he pushed it open and the subtle thud when it closed and knew he was behind. A small smile graced your face as the small hope inside bloomed.
Changkyun was silent even in the lift, even when the both of you were at your apartment door. Unlocking it you kicked off your heels and then turned, watching Changkyun’s eyes drift to the expanse of your lush apartment. “Doing well for yourself I see.” Strangely, it wasn’t a bitter remark. More of an observation. “Yes, I make good money at the club and… I’ve been in the studio a bit too. I don’t know though…” You trailed of, hanging your robe up and then turning back to Changkyun who’s chest heaved once with the sharp intake of air. “You trying to seduce me?” You blinked at him and then looked down at yourself before laughing. You look up with a tilt of your head and then bite your lip. “Maybe I am. Is it working?”
Your face pressed to the cool surface of the wall is your answer. This wasn’t your intention at all, but you couldn’t say you minded when you felt the way your body heated to Changkyun pressed against you; he fitted so easily as if he were meant to be a part of you, as if he had always been there that it was so easy for you to relax. His hot breath caressed your ear as sinful words spilled easily past his lips. “Babygirl I’m not feeling very nice tonight.” You shuddered against him, shaky and wanton when you whispered, “So don’t.”
He was quick on the uptake, hands rough in their path as he sought out the inches of your body. “God baby I missed this ass.” Changkyun growled into the back of your neck, hair gripped in his fist as he pushed your face more into the wall. The pads of his hands and the rings that decorated them melding into the skin of your arse as he tightened his grip harshly, drawing restrained whimpers from you. Changkyun shot forward, heavy breaths panting against your cheek as he spat out, “My cock especially missed it babygirl.” Your lips parted to release a stream of broken air as you felt the way your body awakened; nerves, muscles, skin reminiscing the touches of Im Changkyun and how fucking good it had felt. “Did you miss me?” He asked quietly.
The air, if possible, seemed to have solidified, formed some kind of blanket that smothered you, that stopped you from taking air, feeling a painful burn as your body screamed to breath, your airways closing for good it seemed. His knuckles stroking against your arm brought you back and you realised that your eyes had pooled with tears that you attempted to blink away, your voice choked and broken when you whispered back. “More than you would ever believe.” The silence was overwhelming after that, neither of you attempting conversation, or even moving.
It was a while before you felt his lips press to the top of your spine, a strange heat searing from the pressure he applied, your body relaxing as if his lips were a sedative. “I went crazy.” He whispered softly as his hand loosened just slightly in your hair, his fingers shifting to your waist and gently holding the dip of your body, thumb stroking. “I still am.” He suddenly growled, voice rough, but not as rough as how his hand suddenly pushed you further against the wall, both hands tightening in their position making you yelp. “You put me through hell, I’m still in hell.” He growled, ignoring your voice trying to reason with him, trying to tell you how sorry you were, still are for everything. “Changkyun.” You whispered, eyes shutting as your hair pulled back from your aching scalp. “What?” He spat. “What do you have to say that’s going to change what you did? What you put me-- What you’re still putting me through.”
Changkyun was never an angry man, not really. Despite the line of work he was involved in, it was only about the money. He didn’t like to get his hands dirty. But you knew that had changed. And you knew that, that was your fault. And you knew deep down that the only reason he’d feel this way was because despite it all he still loved you…
“I still love you,” You panted against the wall, your lips sticking as you choked out your words desperately. “A-and and nothing I say will ever change, never ever change what I did, but baby… I know you’re angry and… If you need to get it out… Well,” You squeezed your eyes shut as you considered the words you were about to say, knowing it was all kinds of wrong and wouldn’t resolve much, but it was a step forward, a step back towards each other. “You can take it out on me all you want baby.”
Changkyun let out an airy fuck and then he was on his knees, hands falling away from your hair and waist and latching onto your asscheeks. “Still love letting your body be used, huh?” His fingers pushed up your cheeks, nails sinking into your plump flesh as his teeth left stinging nips high up your inner thighs. “ah-ah for you...always.” You sighed, legs jolting a little at the little pinches his teeth made. Changkyun froze for a moment, mulling over your words; they were foreign and made his heart ache, even if the both of you were in this rather explicit position, he knew your words had a deeper meaning, he knew that you were basically giving him some kind of ownership over you, giving yourself to him.
Instead of replying he allowed the tips of his fingers to brush over your skin, over the red indents left on you, his other hand keeping a firm hold of you as you shivered at the dual feeling of his rough grip and featherlight touch. He mouth pushed light kisses over your thighs, suckling just beneath your cheeks. His fingers found the elastic that held your stockings up and pulled back to let it spring stingingly onto your skin, a startled yelp caught in your throat, before his hot tongue came out to lick away the little burning on your skin. Your thighs shook, his breath absorbed by your skin and lighting up everything inside of you as your eyes shut.
“I won’t forgive you if you do this again.” “I know.”
His lips trailed up following the curve of your arse, his nose nuzzling against your skin affectionately and then burying his face between your cheeks, both his hands cupping each one and shaking them around his face before he pulled back. “I can’t believe you wore a thong on stage.” He muttered, half amused, mostly turned on. “Flaunting yourself like that baby, you’re such a tease.” You felt relief settle in your chest at his playful words and wiggled your hips so your arse brushed his face again. “If I knew you’d be there I wouldn’t have bothered to wear anything.” Changkyun groaned, rolling his eyes as he grinned. “Total tease.”
His finger weaved under the material of your thong, hooking and pulling back, your little moans muffled through closed lips as he made your lips swallow the lace between your slit. He tilted his head for his teeth to nibble at your smooth puffy folds, tongue running in a trail of swirls as his wrist flexed to wedge the material even more against you. “Let’s see if you taste as good as I remember…” His finger smoothed the material from your slit and pulled it aside, the tip of his tongue slithering between your folds, feeling the bump of your clit as he brushed over it again and again. Your hips began to push back, your lips parting as you allow soft moans to sing into the air.
Changkyuns fingers spread your folds and allowed the roughness of his tongue to lick slow stripes, stopping just below your puckered anus, your wetness slowly dribbling out, glistening and honey-like as the tip of his tongue maneuvered in circles barely entering your hole. You sucked in air through your teeth, feeling how muscles deep in the pits of your stomach were beginning to tighten. He pulled back with a helpless moan, “Fuck you do still taste so fucking good.” Finally he was forcing his tongue into you, straining his tongue to reach inside of your tight walls , feeling how heavily your wetness stuck to his pallette. Your hand hit against the wall, a restrained squeal that made your neck tighten as his nose pushed deeper, nose nudging your anus like it were his thumb pressing against you.
Abruptly he stood up, barely time for you to register that his warmth had even left as he crushed his body into your back, hands at your hips, pulling back and trailing a hand up between your shoulder blades and pushed down so your chest pressed to the wall and your arse stuck out. “More than the pain, I was fucking starved when you left.” He rasped out, deep voice husky and rumbling against you as his hand holding your hip found your exposed folds, shifting the material of your thong out of the way running your slit once and then finding your hole to slip in. Cool rings pressed to your soft entrance as his finger reached as far as it could and you cried out, unexpected penetration that had your knees bending, pushing even more down onto him and when he slipped a second finger in you whined into the air. “It’s just fingers babygirl, don’t tell me you can’t handle this.” He grinned as he began to scissor into you, each clench of your walls soaking him with your essence, urging his fingers to slip in quicker, arse rippling from his motions.
“Please, please, please.” You gasped, a hand reaching backward and haphazardly searching for changkyun’s cock, grazing his thigh and finally finding that familiar thickness bulging beneath his suit pants. Your hand latched onto him and squeezed, moaning even more as your walls tightened impossibly, imaging that his cock was buried into you and squeezing around him till he was being milked into your cunt. “Oh God~” You cried out. Changkyun growled, ripping your arm away from him and pressing it to your lower back. “You always were cock hungry for me.” He teased, cocky and smirking into your hair as he stretched you with a third finger.
Your walls were stroked with twists and turns of fingers pushing up into you and then you were trying to bounce yourself onto his fingers, his arm tensing as he worked harder to thrust into you, your wetness making lovely squelches as he penetrated. You burned inside out, moans endless, echos bouncing off the walls and spurring changkyun on as he released your arm and slipped around you to and lowered to find your clit. You screamed, writhing against the wall as you tried to push back, his fingers pressing and rubbing as he finger fucked you till you were helplessly shaking, your orgasm breaking inside, like shattered glass as you broke into pieces of unbearable desire. “That’s it babygirl, that’s it.” He soothed, fingers never ceasing till your shaking body was reduced to twitches against the wall.
You were left breathing heavily against the wall, already feeling spent as your knees pressed into the concrete. Changkyun watched how your weakened body slumped against the wall. He smirked, pulling his leather belt from the hoop and briskly unbuckling it till he can pull it out. He unbuttoned his suit pants with haste, pulling the zipper down and pulling his cock out; it felt heavy, impossibly hard and thick as he stroked once, then twice before lining himself up with your hole. You shot up, hands bracing against the wall as the bulb of his cock ran up and  down your slickness and then began to push in. “Oh fuck, God, fuck me.” You cried out, wet lips drooling against the wall as he sheathed you, not allowing you time to take him in, your tight walls barely slowing him down as he pushed deep inside of you. His head tilted back in a gasp while you became incoherent, a mix of noises and words spilling from your lips.
The way you squeezed him had you feeling every groove and protruding vein on his cock, but his didn’t allow much time before he was pulling his hips back to begin thrusting at a maddening pace. Your body shook against the wall and you cried out feeling your head almost violently snap back as something pulling you back by your neck - his belt. Changkyuns fists wrapped on each end, pulling the leather back till it pressed harshly unto your throat allowing him to push even quicker inside of you. You quickly became light headed, air slowly unable to fill your lungs as the leather was pulled harder till you were unnaturally bending backward, frantic tear filled eyes staring up and Changkyun’s face. He smirked down at you, even as he gritted his teeth to exert himself even more, even as his groans rumbled deep in his chest he pushed himself into you.
His stepped forward, your chest pressing more into the wall, Changkyun releasing one end of the belt and grasping it with his other so he could squeeze your breast hard. His hand left your breast and then his fingers were at your gaping mouth, rubbing your tongue and inner cheeks messily with his fingers, pushing deeper till your body jerked when he made you gag. He released the belt altogether, forearm round your shoulders and pushing a hand into your lower back. He squeezed you between his chest and the wall and rotated his hips in hard slow circles making you cry out repeated pleas.
“You like this baby? You like this cock?” He said into your hair. “I love it.” You gasped out as he began to thrust again, the mere shake of your whole body stirring the pleasure within you. You began to pulsate around Changkyun who moaned brokenly into your hair as you both neared breaking point.
“Come on baby, cum for me.” You gripped his forearm, nails digging into the material of his dress shirt as you turned your face in search of his lips that melded to yours, a few more thrusts before he was moaning long and low into your mouth, hips stilling deep inside, the twitch of his cock and the pulsing of your walls milking his cum, painting you white deep inside. Your own orgasm triggered, you violently shaking against both him and the wall, Changkyun holding you as securely as he could as your eyes rolled back and then you finally slumped in his arms.
The mess of post-orgasm was in fact not the mix of your cum spilling from you and running between your thighs as he pulled himself out of you, nor was it the tangle of your hair or the sweat that coated your body thickly. The mess was the tense silence, the unasked questions and even worse, the unspoken answers. The mess of thoughts and the mess of feelings muddled and painful.
“Please don’t leave me again.” Your forehead creased, a river of lines filled with pain and need to heal. Your hand found his, gripping tightly, almost as desperate as his broken tear filled voice that had your heart clenching in a painful ache. You forced your tired and weakened body to turn in his arms, fingers finding themselves slipping through the fine soft strands of brown and then your lips hovered against his to whisper a broken and promising “Never.”
Soft kisses and tender touches were the beginnings of sewing the torn pieces of you and Changkyun back together. And you knew that no matter what happened, you’d be willing to mend yourself and him over and over again.
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yourbnhaocs-blog · 6 years
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i didn’t realize id been tagged aaaa!!
ive been tagged by @bnha-hcs!!
1ST RULE: tag 9 people you want to get to know better.
i uh don’t rly have anybody to tag so anybody can do it if they like!!
2ND RULE: BOLD the statements that are true.
APPEARANCE:
I am 5'7 or taller - I wear glasses (im nearsighted, so i dont wear them all the time, plus they give me headaches) - I have at least one tattoo (have three tattoos, going for a fourth soon) - I have at least one piercing (ears?) - I have blonde hair - I have brown eyes - I have short hair - My abs are at least somewhat defined - I have or had braces
PERSONALITY:
I love meeting new people (depends on the situation! here i love it!) - People tell me I am funny - Helping others with their problems is a big priority of mine - I enjoy physical challenges - I enjoy mental challenges - I am playfully rude to people I know - I started saying something ironically and now I can’t stop saying it (i still dab dont @ me) - There is something I would change about my personality
ABILITY:
I can sing well  - I can play an instrument - I can do over 30 pushups without stopping - I am a fast runner - I can draw well (i draw like anime) - I have a good memory - I am good at doing math in my head - I can hold my breath underwater for over a minute (i think im like. two minutes? three?) - I have beaten at least 2 people arm wrestling - I can make at least 3 recipes from scratch - I know how to throw a proper punch
HOBBIES:
I enjoy sports - I’m on a sports team at my school or somewhere else - I’m in an orchestra or choir at my school or somewhere else - I have learned a new song in the past week - I exercise at least once a week - I have gone for runs at least once a week in warmer months - I have drawn something in the past month - I enjoy writing - Fandoms are my #1 priority - I do some form of Martial arts
EXPERIENCES:
I have had my first kiss - I have had alcohol (i don’t plan to-my family has had addiction problems and my life was nearly ruined by it, so im not willing to take the risk) - I have scored a winning point in a sport (does dodgeball in gym class count?) - I have watched an entire TV series in one sitting - I have been at an overnight event - I have been in a taxi - I have been in the hospital or ER in the past year - I have beaten a video game in one day - I have visited another country - I have been to one of my favorite bands concerts (i went to see paul mccartney when i was 12 but i dont like him as much now so ;;)
MY LIFE:
I have one person that I consider to be my Best Friend ™ - I live close to my school/work - My parents are still together - I have at least one sibling - I live in the United States - There is snow where I live right now (it was barren until right after christmas and im depressed) - I have hung out with a friend in the past month - I have a smartphone - I own at least 15 CDs - I share my room with someone
RELATIONSHIPS:
I am in a Relationship - I have a crush on a celebrity- I have a crush on someone I know - I’ve been in at least 3 relationships - I have never been in a Relationship - I have admitted my feelings to a crush - I get crushes easily - I have had a crush for over a year - I have been in a relationship for over a year (my girlfriend and i are two years strong!) - I have had feelings for a friend (my girlfriend! she’s still one of my best friends!)
RANDOM:
I have break-danced - I know a person named Jamie - I have had a teacher that has a name that is hard to pronounce - I have dyed my hair - I’m listening to a song on repeat right now - I have punched someone in the past week - I know someone who has gone to jail (my dad’s a felon does that count lol) - I have broken a bone - I have eaten a waffle today - I know what I want to do in life - I speak at least two languages - I have made a new friend in the past year
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yeoldontknow · 7 years
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Hiiiiii! Thank you for blessing my day with Currents. I am, as always IN LOVE 😍 For the ask doodly-do: 13 + 14 + 18 + 24 (maybe top three? since you have so many amazing ones! 😄)
hello sweetie! omg thank you so much for reading currents
13. hardest character to writetbh i struggled a lot with suho in EA but not because he was difficult to understand, just that id never written a power like that before? so getting into his psyche and then structuring his story around temporality like that…idk if that even makes sense. its just such a visual power that i had to make sure it was handled delicately. so yeah suho in EA was the most ive ever struggled with a character
14. easiest character to writehonestly any of the characters in hero come so easily to me. that kind of dark/graphically violent world comes easily to me because the feelings that come with it are the easiest to feel? like if you ask someone about their lowest point, theyd be able to answer pretty quickly. but if you ask them about their happiest, it takes A Lot of thought. so i always feel like the feelings that come from the low points: anger, bargaining, depression, fear, etc i have more experience processing those and helping a character move through them rather than expressing joy if that makes sense
18. favourite pairing to writelmao well long ago i wrote m/m fic with specific ship pairings in various fandoms, but now that i am here i find reader x chanyeol comes easiest (oh wow kat i wonder fuckin why lmaooo) BUT its not just because he is my UB? its mostly because being in yeols head is honestly the most fun for me and i can apply him in a lot of the situations i like to write. hoseok x reader is also a close second; altho writing jongdae x reader for the DYS series is also snatching me
24. favourite scene youve ever writtenmaaaaannn i get asked this a lot and i always go back to a story i wrote in a different fandom so im glad you asked for top 3. ill do the one i usually quote plus 2 more
from Time Runner:
Three weeks was all it took before I killed a man. I told myself it was survival, that he would have killed me, that this was my life now. This was a war between God and men, and if men could command time and temporality, then there was no longer a difference - we were all equal here. His life left his eyes before my dagger left his side, blood hot and thick on my fingers as if trying to burn through my bones. I held him close while he struggled, spasming violently until he stilled, collapsing against my chest like a spent lover. I held him while I cried through grit teeth, understanding that it was easy, easier than I thought it would be, and this would not be the first time I held mortality in my hands. I walked along a river bank until sundown, not wanting to clean my hands, letting the stain on my skin become a tattoo; they were slick for days. 
from Shortwave - Part of Boogie Nights and Colombian Whites:
‘You know, I don’t like people.’ Baekhyun releases small grunts through his words, the effort of slicing through cartilage filtering through his speech. ‘People are cunts. Worthless pieces of come and pussy, self-servicing - fuck, I don’t even like Suho that much.’
‘It’s mutual.’ Junmyeon’s voice cuts through Baekhyun’s little sermon, sharp, pointed, and bored.
‘So what made you think that I liked you? That we were friends? Was it the money I was fronting you to push this shit? Did you think it was a fucking loan?’
Exhaling into the breeze, Yixing chuckles at Baekhyun’s nonchalant tone, almost cordial in its cadence. Any other man, he imagines, would use this opportunity to impose dominance or threat in their word choice. Treading carefully over their words, they would select the ones they find most sinister and brutal in the effort of exerting authority. For as long as Yixing has known him, Baekhyun has never felt the need to do this. He has never done this because he doesn’t need to, choosing instead to let his actions showcase his will. And his will, always and without fail, is lethal.
‘Answer me, I’m genuinely curious. I’d like to know.’
from Chapter 10 of Hero:
‘I’m sorry, are we suddenly forgetting that she’s a weapon?’ come Jongdae’s biting words as he slaps the table with his flat palm. As if expecting this reaction, seemingly no one flinches at the sound, though their attention is now trained on him. ‘True, our honor and respect will be given to her, but are we forgetting it will be done likely without our consent? We have no choice to honor her because she is death itself. We cannot forget she is an omen. She will be the one dictating who lives and who dies, and her inclusion instigates our actions - it’s already happened, don’t you see?’
As he speaks, the words gain speed and volume until he’s nearly shouting. He’s being burned alive just by the idea of a Reader, and Chanyeol reaches out a hand to rest on his shoulder.
‘Calm yourself, brother,’ he says, gently though he knows it will have little result. ‘We are still far from our fate.’
‘I’ll not apologize for being the only one considering how lethal she is.’
As Jongdae speaks, his voice becomes two fold as it harmonizes with the low baritone of a war lord. Keeping his power regulated means the release of other pieces of fury, darker, more bloodthirsty pieces that allow Chen to slip through and paint his vocal cords red. His hand that rests on the table suddenly tenses, fingers and nails dragging along the metal in silence as Jongdae struggles to remain whole.
‘No one is saying they aren’t,’ soothes Yixing. ‘We simply -’
‘If she wills us to die I pray that mine is first blood spilled,’ Chen roars, […]
thanks boo!!
ask me some fanfic writer questions
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emilyartstudios · 7 years
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Get to know me tag i was tagged by @peachy-julia ahah thank you so much!! ^^ RULES: you must answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people (if you all think I've got that much friends you're tripping wth) THE LAST…
1.Drink: orange juice 
2.Phone call: ahah can't remember, I mostly text :)!!!
3.Text message: my best friend ahah we messaged through snap 
4.Song you listened to: OH NO you caughttt meee (Carmen by Lana because when I'm in her album, I want to listen to all of them)
5.Time you cried: VOLTRON BRO DONT GET ME STARTED HAVE YOU EVER... 
6.Dated someone twice: naw
7.Been cheated on: naw
8.Kissed someone and regretted it: ahaha
10.Been depressed: :/ don't we all feel down sometimes?
11.Gotten drunk and thrown up: naw LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
- light greens (like green tea))
- blues - pinks/purples 
IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU… 
15.Made new friends: yes! Pretty good I should say
16.Fallen out of love: naw
17.Laughed until you cried: I think so! This could be true!!
18.Found out someone was talking about you: naw
19.Met someone who changed you: Maybe ahah
20.Found out who your true friends are: I've always known for sure who my real friends are
21.Kissed someone on your Facebook list: I stopped the whole Facebook thing :) GENERAL… 
22.How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: almost all of them which is why I don't go on there anymore
23.Do you have any pets: I own two birds; a cockatiel and a love bird. And a cute French poodle :)
24.Do you want to change your name: I'm very happy with my name as it is
25.What did you do for your last birthday: i was with my family the whole time it was great ^^
26.What time did you wake up: LMAO AT 2:00 pm leave me alon- 27.What were you doing at midnight last night: I was hanging out with my fam as always they're great 28.Name something you cannot wait for: Voltron SEASON 4!!! And my new case for my phone :,)
29.When was the last time you saw your mother: 5 minutes ago I suppose?? :0
30.What is one thing you wish you could change about your life: Maybe the fact that I wasn't such a good networker when I was younger :/ (but now I'm trying my best!! ^^)
31.What are you listening to right now: CuCo's full album: Songs4U!!! ITS GOOD ITS REALLY REALLY GOOD
32.Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: Thomas yes not a tom though 
33.Something that is getting on your nerves: Ah;;; I mostly ignore things that's aggravate me (like some fandoms) but rn for sure the whole Charlottesville situation :/
34.Most visited website: I visit YouTube, insta, PaigeeWorld, and DeviantArt a lot!! Not here so much but I do come lmao
35.Elementary: some good shit
36. High School: I want to say that Junior and Senior year was the best year yes yes shout out to the best times 37.College/university: Im not a sophomore at my college and i still don't know why I'm here lmao!! I'm here to draw but I haven't learned anything that I want to learn :0 but it's still cool! I learned a bunch of useful skills though! (As I should because I'm in paying for this???)
38.Hair color: I have very dark brown hair! I have been thinking of dying it a dark purple but I for sure won't cause I'm boring
39.Long or short hair: I have sort of long hair? But I want to cut it short ahah I always wimp out tho
40.Do you have a crush on someone: naw not rn
41.What do you like about yourself: ah;;; I am always willing to learn and I always do something with my full power!
42.Piercings: I have my ears pierced :)
43.Blood type: I don't know my blood type :0!! Hopefully I find out one day and I can donate ^^
44.Nickname: Em sometimes or mely
45.Relationship status: I'm personally not interested in having a relationship ahah it's a long story!!!
46.Zodiac sign: Gemini!
47.Pronouns: she/they/ whatever idrc
48.Favorite tv show: HAVE YOU WATCHED SENSE 8 ITS GOOD-
49.Tattoos: I do not have any but I do want one!!! But my dad doesn't like them lmao// hopefully I can convince him one day :)
50.Right or left hand: I'm right handed but I do teach my left hand some stuff FIRST…
51.Surgery: there's a vague memory if I did get one or not but I cannot remember 
52.Piercing: My ears were pierced when I was a baby but I feel like I can still remember myself crying like a little BBBBitttch
54.Sport: I don't play sports my dude I'm an artist ha
55.Vacation: I never went anywhere for my vacation times
57.Eating: first thing I ate? What?
58.Drinking: Ill talk about the first time I drank that frappe at McDonald's Boi that shit good
59.I’m about to: start drawing not wTeam Nyan art lmao!!///
60.Listening to: STILL CUCO but um his song neon baby is playing :)!!!
61.Waiting for: my case to come home!!! And an email from my client ahah
62.Want: to be fully ready for the next school year OTL 63.Get married: Idk I've always seen it as a maybe option :/
64.Career: IT BETTER BE SOMETHING WITH ART AND THAT IM DOING MY OWN STORIES THATS ALL I ASK AAaa WHICH IS BETTER… (in a significant other?)
65.Hugs or kisses: both both both
66.Lips or eyes: BOTH BOTH BOTH
67.Shorter or taller: taller for sure because I'm like really short and no one is shorter than me- 68.Older or younger: Same range as my age!! They at least have to be close younger or older :0
70.Nice arms or nice stomach: nice arms bro
71.Sensitive or loud: AH ANYONE IS FINE TBH!!! Sensitive is great and cute!! AND LOUD IS LIKE IDEAL
72.Hook up or relationship: relationship!! I don't play around
73.Troublemaker or hesitant: BOTH BOTH BOTH HAVE YOU EVER… 
74.Kissed a stranger?: no ahah
75.Drank hard liquor?: yeah and I'm not fond of it;;;
76.Lost glasses contact/lenses?: no I still have my glasses from the first prescription :)
77.Turned someone down?: ooo idk fam
78.Sex on first date?: naw I'm not down
79.Broken someone’s heart?: ahaha perhaps I did sadly
80.Had your heart broken?: hmm
81.Been arrested?: no no no
82.Cried when someone died?: yeah of course ahah ya kidding me?
83.Fallen for a friend?: no actually ahah DO YOU BELIEVE IN… 
84.Yourself?: I wish to say yes!! ^^
85.Miracles?: yeah!!
86.Love at first sight?: maybe maybe idk liking at first sight maybe
87.Santa Claus?: Coca Cola created Santa Claus 
(It's a joke please don't grab me by the neck damn) $$$$ 88.Kiss on the first date?: hmmm 
89.Angels?: yo maybe idk OTHER…
90.Current best friend’s name: UM I HAVE SO MUCH GREAT PEOPLE IN MY LIFE THAT I LOVE??? 
91.Eye color: Brown ^^ 92.Favorite movie: SHAW SHANK REDEMTION PLEASE WATCH IT ITS GOOD I ALSO REALLY LOVE DISNEY's TANGLED AND BIG HERO 6 THANK YOU VERY MUCH I WILL NOT TAGG ANYONE HEHE BUT IF YOU WANT YOU CAN DO THIS TOO AND SAY THAT I TAGGED YOU!!! PERFECT WAY TO MAKE FRIENDS TOO
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dictacontrion · 7 years
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Hey! I just popped in bc im procrastinating and definitely relate to your discussion re: drarry being difficult right now. It's absolutely not a ship I would chose at this point, for the reasons u talked abt, but I also enjoy exploring Draco's redemption bc in a therapeutic way it says that evil people can re-evaluate themselves and change for the better instead of being evil forever? I feel like that's the kind of story I need to read right now bc it feels like things wont ever get better?
But again, that really centers on fic/representation quality and the awareness of the writer, which can be frustrating/disappointing. (also again i love that you're always having these kinds of conversations on your blog I think its so positive) 
I am so so glad you sent this @hellagrumpy because it gets at a point I feel really strongly about but have not felt like I’m saying clearly or enough, which is:
Drarry is not a bad ship and that’s not at all what I’m trying to say. It is, exactly as you said, about how different writers tell their stories.
I love it when stories really get into the nitty-gritty of this - the war, the trauma that came from it, their respective histories, what it means to earn forgiveness, what love and attraction (separately and together) mean and do in different settings, the politics, the ethics, the question of how you privilege your community and your philosophical commitments, and so much more.  I agree that stories about redemption and change can be really meaningful and important. I absolutely think that H/D stories can be fantastic and take all of this history into account, and many of them do, and many of my absolute favorites, fics that I think of as among the best, are ones that embrace that history and use it to fuel the story.
What makes me nervous is when fandom begins to erase/ignore/gloss over the terrible things Draco has done. When it’s just “one day Draco was behind the counter of a coffee shop and through the latte steam Harry realized that his Dark Mark, symbol of belonging to a blood purity supremacist group implicated in the torture and death of hundreds of innocents, was in fact a dead sexy tattoo and Harry got could barely suppress the urge to lick it.” Or, for that matter, when Harry is that quick to see things in a new light, when Harry becomes willing to overlook the ways his loved ones were profoundly harmed by Draco and his family. When it’s about fluff and cuteness and woobification and tea and scones and curtains and pet names and cuddles and puppies and snogging.
Or, I guess, when it stops being about evil people re-evaluating themselves and changing, and more about non-evil people getting in the habit/doing the work of re-evaluatingi n order to find change and goodness that’s never really otherwise established. When we as readers get used to doing the work of looking for the good - the lovability, the softness, the redemption - in people who have not earned it. Who, outside of our fictional worlds, would not want to earn in.
Maybe that just makes Drarry an especially high-stakes ship in this political moment, where the allegories in canon run perilously close to real life political events. All of that incredible potential is still there. So, what are we going to do with it?
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BTOB’s Members Profile 2017: BTOB Facts; BTOB Ideal Type.
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BTOB (비투비) consists of 7 members: Eunkwang, Minhyuk, Changsub, Hyunsik, Peniel, Ilhoon and Sungjae. They debuted on March 21, 2012, under CUBE Entertainement.
BTOB Fandom Name: Melody BTOB Official Fan Color: Slow Blue
BTOB Official Accounts: Twitter: @officialbtob Facebook: BTOBofficial Youtube: officialbtob Fan cafe: cube-btob
BTOB Members Profile:
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Eunkwang Stage Name: Eunkwang (은광) Birth Name: Seo Eun Kwang Position: Main Vocalist, Leader Birthday: November 22, 1990 Zodiac sign: Sagittarius Height: 173 cm (5’8″) Weight: 62 kg (136 lbs) Blood type: A Specialties: Vocals, piano Twitter: @btob_sekwang Instagram: @btob_silver_light
Eunkwang facts: – He has a younger brother, named Eunchong. – His favorite color is blue. – He did a song with Yoo SungEun called “Love Virus” – He is the “father” of the group. – He is a picky eater. – If Eunkwang could trade places with one BTOB member, he would be Sungjae because he wants to breathe the air at 180cm. – He likes to listen to emotional songs. – Eunkwang doesn’t sound when he farts. He would pretend like he doesn’t know anything. XD – His good friend in BTOB is Minhyuk. – Eunkwang admits that he’s really not quick-witted. He doesn’t know to handle woman. – He went to all-male middle and high school. – Eunkwang is close to Changsub’s sister. – Changsub’s sister favorite member in BTOB is Eunkwang. – Eunkwang is good at cooking egg stew. – Eunkwang joined a tv show, ‘Lipstick Prince’ which premiered on 1st December 2016. – If Eunkwang was a girl, he would like to date Hyunsik. – Eunkwang’s Ideal Type: Someone with a kind heart, goes to church, has double eyelids, medium sized beautiful big eyes, thick lips, small waist, no height limitation, only loves me, long straight hair, likes it when she puts one side of her hair behind her ears.
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Minhyuk Stage Name: Minhyuk (민혁) Birth Name: Lee Min Hyuk Position: Lead Rapper, Lead Dancer, Vocalist, Visual Birthday: November 29, 1990 Zodiac sign: Sagittarius Height: 173 cm (5’8″) Weight: 61 kg (134 lbs) Blood type: A Specialties: Writing lyrics, composing music, rap making, exercising, acrobatics Instagram: @hutazone Twitter: @btob2mh
Minhyuk facts: – He has an older brother, named Jungmin. – Favorite color: black, white – Minhyuk is the “mother” of the group. – He was a cast member of the second season of The Romantic & Idol – Minhyuk likes to be in a romantic situation. – Minhyuk’s friends call him the ‘Holiday Star’ because they said he get attention during the holidays. – During college, Minhyuk participated in cross dressing competition twice. – If Minhyuk got a casting offer from R-Rated movie, he would be interested to star in one. – Minhyuk didn’t mind taking his shirt off. – He is the role model when it comes to cleaning. – Minhyuk actually wanted to become a soccer player. – Among the members, Minhyuk is the one who sweat a lot. – Minhyuk can watch horror movies well. – He has a puppy named Hamo. – Minhyuk is good at cooking fried rice and kimchi stew. – Minhyuk’s pants ripped once when performing “It’s Okay” and he was wearing red underwear at that time. – He barely played games. – Minhyuk starred in ‘A New Leaf’ as supporting role. – He starred in idol special of ‘Love & War 2’. – Minhyuk starred in ‘Sweet, Savage Family’. – Minhyuk also starred in a web-drama called ‘Nightmare Teacher’. – If Minhyuk was a girl, he would like to date Sungjae. – Minhyuk’s ideal type: Has cute smiley eyes, has a small face with a body proportion of 1:8, has complete self management, firm and elastic figure from exercising, occasionally revealing the expressions like a kitten or puppy, a well liked person who is kind, and knows how to aegyo, has clean and clear skin and neat teeth, someone who can watch ball games together, go to amusement parks together, go to famous tourist attractions for holiday, traveling on trains, to travel everywhere.
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Changsub Stage Name: Changsub (창섭) Birth Name: Lee Chang Seob Position: Lead Vocalist Birthday: February 26, 1991 Zodiac sign: Pisces Height: 177 cm (5’10”) Weight: 64 kg (141 lbs) Blood type: O Specialties: Piano and Drums Instagram: @lee_cs_btob Twitter: @LeeCS_BTOB
Changsub facts: – He has a younger sister, named Jungeun. – His favorite color is black. – Changsub can’t resist sleep. – Changsub has a tattoo on his right shoulder, on his right forearm and on his right chest. – Changsub’s mother not allowed him to get more tattoo. – Changsub is good at cooking kimchi fried rice. – He was a skateboard athlete. – Changsub went to Howon University. – The member who listens to Eunkwang the most is Changsub. – Changsub really like to brush his teeth. – Changsub’s ideal type: Someone with a small egg shaped face, with long straight hair or wavy curls, wears sports shoes, height 165cm, s line, smiley eyes, someone who is more lively than me and thinks before acting, dont put on thick make up, milky white skin, someone who leads me on, someone who will go with me to busan’s haeundae to look at the sea and eat sashimi, to go to awesome place to have coffee together, eat pork soup with rice at night..
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Hyunsik Stage Name: Hyunsik (현식) Birth Name: Im Hyun Sik Position: Main Dancer, Lead Vocalist Birthday: March 7, 1992 Zodiac sign: Pisces Height: 177 cm (5’10”) Weight: 66 kg (145 lbs) Blood Type: A Specialties: Vocal, Composition, Lyrics, Guitar, Piano Instagram: @imhyunsik Twitter: @BTOB_IMHYUNSIK
Hyunsik facts: – He has an older brother, named Yoonsik. – His favorite color is red. – Hobbies: singing, writing and composing music – Hyunsik has tattoos on his arm and behind his neck. – Hyunsik was popular among the girls ever since 4th grade elementary school. – He had a fancafe on some portal site around 3rd or 4th grade. – Hyunsik is good at cooking stir fried tuna with kimchi. – Hyunsik got a personal cooking lessons when he was younger. – Hyunsik is really active in composing songs most of the time. – Hyunsik’s father is a singer Im Jihoon. – Hyunsik has studied abroad in Shanghai for 2 years. – Hyunsik can hold liquor the best among the members. – If Hyunsik was a girl, he would like to date Sungjae. – Hyunsik’s ideal type: extraordinary, someone who is more special than i am, someone who is very adorable but will be very sexy when she is next to me, someone who is not too boring, someone who is willing to give but knows that she is lacking, a woman who complements me.
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Peniel Stage Name: Peniel (프니엘) Birth Name: Shin Dong Geun Position: Rapper, Vocalist Birthday: March 10, 1993 Zodiac sign: Pisces Height: 175 cm (5’9″) Weight: 63 kg (139 lbs) Blood Type: AB Specialties: Acting, guitar Instagram: @btobpeniel Twitter: @PenielShin
Peniel facts: – He has an older sister, named Jennifer. – He is a former trainee under JYPE – He was born and raised in Chicago, Illinois, United States and speaks fluent English – Hobbies: listening to music – Peniel talks well with both male and female. – Peniel learned Korean curse words from Sungjae. – Peniel was the last member to join BTOB. – Peniel’s close friends during his trainee days are B.A.P’s Youngjae, EXID’s Junghwa and Bestie’s Haeryoung. – Peniel likes to take pictures of food before eating. – He doesn’t like acting cute. – Peniel sleeps naked. – He suffers from hair loses. That’s why he shaved his hair. – Peniel appeared in a tv show, ‘Hello Counselor’ once because he wanted to tell his fans the truth reason why he went bold. – If Peniel was a girl, he would date Sungjae. – Peniel’s ideal Type: A girl with a beautiful smile, must definitely not smoke. Hope she would be either pretty or adorable, someone who is positive, and able to fit in well.
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Ilhoon Stage Name: Ilhoon (일훈) Birth Name: Jung Il Hoon Position: Main Rapper, Vocalist Birthday: October 4, 1994 Zodiac sign: Libra Height: 176 cm (5’9″) Weight: 64 kg (141 lbs) Blood Type: B Specialties: Rap, Writing lyrics, Composition Instagram: @ilhoonmj Twitter: @BTOB_ILL
Ilhoon facts: – He has an older sister, named JOO. – His hobby is shopping. – Ilhoon doen’t eat much, he don’t have an appetite. – Ilhoon is really good at sudden attack (games). – Ilhoon choose teleportation as a super power that he wants to have. – The member who troubled Eunkwang the most is Ilhoon. – Ilhoon don’t like cold weather. – He mentioned that he wants to touch Himchan’s butt. – Ilhoon hasn’t received any confessions from girls at his school. – Ilhoon was the one that came out with the name ‘Melody’ as the fandom’s name. – Ilhoon first love didn’t come true. – Ilhoon was warned of potentially being at risk of lung cancer on a tv show, ‘Vitamin’. – Ilhoon has tattoos on his chest saying “No one can be like God” and one on his arm. – Ilhoon’s armpit hair originally doesn’t grow. – He’s known for inventing and popularizing the gestures for “Gwiyomi Player”. – If Ilhoon was a girl, he would date himself. – Ilhoon’s ideal type: has long eyelashes, big eyes, s line figure, slender body, it doesnt matter if she is tall or short, has white skin, has brown colored pupils, it would be good if she has short bob hair
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Sungjae Stage Name: Sungjae (성재) Birth Name: Yook Sung Jae Position: Lead Vocalist, Face of the Group, Maknae Birthday: May 2, 1995 Zodiac sign: Taurus Height: 180 cm (5’11”) Weight: 68 kg (149 lbs) Blood type: A Specialties: Vocals, snowboarding Instagram: @6_zalddow Twitter: @BTOB_6SJ
Sungjae facts: – He has an older sister, named Sungyoung. – His favorite colors are black and red. – His hobbies are snowboarding and shopping. – Kim Sohyun and Joy are someone who Sungjae wants to has as a younger sister. – Sungjae was dropped at the final round of a JYP open audition. – Sungjae hiccups when he eats spicy food. – There was a time where Sungjae was a yogurt addict. He had 16 cups a day. – Sungjae first met V from BTS at the toilet and they became close since then. – Sungjae doesn’t like showing his body. – Sungjae chooses Suzy as the female idol he wants to date. – Sungjae likes older women. – Sungjae filmed WGM with Joy from Red Velvet. – Sungjae starred in ‘Plus Nine Boys’ as Kang Min Gu. – Sungjae starred in ‘School 2015 : Who Are You’ as the second male lead, Gong Tae Kwang. – Sungjae starred in ‘The Village : Achiara’s Secret’ as the male lead, Park Woo Jae. – Sungjae starred in ‘Goblin’ as Yoo Deok Hwa. – If Sungjae was a girl, he would date Minhyuk. – Sungjae’s ideal type: Has droopy shaped big eyes , black and straight long hair, someone who is sexy but will show me her cute side, has a belly button which look good, slender figure and is glamorous, I want to put my arm around her waist and walk along the beach together, watch movie, eat…
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