#but sometimes you gotta just cradle your idea like a bit of stardust and love it. do nothing but love it.

[flowercrowngods]

i’m so obsessed with you. let me marvel at you. allow me to just enjoy the thought of you, all of your could be’s and would be’s, let me lose myself in you for a little while longer before i turn you into a reality that will inevitably lose some of your potential — but let me keep that inside my mind anyway, knowing everything you could have been and appreciating you for what you are nonetheless. i’m obsessed with you. i love you.

— me thinking about any of my wips tbh

#this is about kas taking care of steve particularly but there’s something so special and intimate about choosing a path for your fic to go #sometimes it’s about the path less travelled sometimes it’s about returning to familiar fields and feeling an old kind of joy and comfort #i’m so. normal. about writing fr like. man. if you ever wonder what i’m doing when i’m not writing? i’m marvelling. #make time to marvel. make time for awe. make time for silly little thoughts that bring you joy without turning them into words immediately #there is a certain immediacy to writing fic sometimes especially here. we are not immune to the dopamine hits. #but sometimes you gotta just cradle your idea like a bit of stardust and love it. do nothing but love it. #you’re always the one to love it first; remember that. and turn it into a choice.