#but man has the patience of a saint

[thefirstknife]

The thing about the final lore tab is that, besides the fact that I'm devastated in ways I can't put into words, the way Saint was affected by this whole thing is unique.

This is obviously primarily Osiris' trauma that we can't really properly comprehend, but Osiris wasn't fully conscious for most of it. It fell to Saint to wait, and hope, that Osiris would be brought back and that he would wake up. There was no certainty for him there. And even before that, he watched "Osiris" being strange and distant and acting weird but obviously nobody could even begin to speculate that the person he interacted with wasn't Osiris at all, so the trauma went from there, from learning that he lost Sagira, then to the shock of Osiris being kidnapped and then the quest to bring him back and then him being brought back in a coma and then the 9 long months of waiting until he woke up.

The state of constant anxiety he experienced for almost 2 years total is nervewracking and gutwrenching. I don't think we can fully understand the impact of that on someone. And the best, or worst, thing is that Saint is infinitely patient. He is infinitely emotional and merciful and opts to be the better person and to wait and wait and wait. And hope that it can be fixed.

Except it can't. It can't be fixed. And not only can it not be fixed, but there will never be justice for it. It's impossible. There isn't a way to truly punish Savathun for what she's done. There is no relief or catharsis for Saint. While Osiris can mostly move on, Osiris did not really have to go through what Saint had to go through. Their traumas are different and Saint's is the type that no one can really understand and there is nothing he can do about it.

A younger Saint would've killed Immaru and then Savathun, 100%. But now he can't, because he isn't that person anymore. And yet, the grief and trauma remain and he has no outlet for them and nothing that can be done to enact any sort of justice. So he settles for pure rage, letting himself essentially vent that anger out, but still leave everyone alive. And there's really no true release here. He got a brief satisfaction of killing Savathun over and over, but at the end of the day, she will walk away and nothing will change and there will be no fix.

Which is why he comes back and just cries. As he said, this wasn't for Osiris, it was for him. It was his outlet for anger and nothing else. After that, there's nothing else left to do but cry. No one can really help him carry the burden of what he's gone through and besides: he's a Titan. He's the one carrying other people's burdens. Which just added to the trauma because for so long he's only cared for others, mostly for Osiris, and never really let himself fully grieve or talk about it. Saint never really processed the horrifying ordeal of constant concern for his loved one, then the realisation that his loved one isn't even with him, then the desperate search and then waiting for months and months for the hope that his loved one might wake up. Then Osiris is awake and we're forced to play allies with the person who traumatised both of them in an incomprehensibly terrifying way. Saint had no other way of attempting to make his peace with the situation.

Year of processing grief. I'm in shambles.

#destiny 2 #destiny 2 spoilers #season of the witch #season of the witch spoilers #saint-14 #osiris #o14 #i haven't stopped thinking about this and i never will #i genuinely cried like a little baby reading this #the whole time of this ordeal it's been told through saint's patience and devastation about the situation #so we know just how much he stretched his limits here #again. a younger saint would've gone apeshit months ago #but now he has a limit and he's more patient than ever and literally no one can help him #i'm in tears over this man he doesn't deserve any of this bullshit #i could go on for approximately 17 more hours about this #if i see savathun again she will die by my hand

[pegging-satan]

I have so much respect for Hirotsu for dealing with Chuuya and Dazai from teens till adulthood. I would’ve lost my shit long ago

#that man has the patience of a saint #I would NOT be able to handle these two like have you SEEN them? #you get my point #bungou stray dogs #bsd hirotsu #soukoku #.txt

[the-starlit-blade]

characters who are kind because they don't know any other option < characters who are shown time and time again the cruelty of the world who have every right to become bitter and cruel and yet choose kindness no matter what

#stari mumbles #this post is about arcade gannon #man has every reason to snap. patience of a saint. too good for this world (by choice). i cant put words to the love i have for him

[leiaorgona]

my exbf is reading the locked tomb and he's noticed (as did i) that tamsyn muir loves to use the word inexorable and he was completely convinced that he'd never seen it before so now I tell him every time I come across it elsewhere and well. it's all been sex scenes.

#paula.txt #the man has the patience of a saint

[averagetm]

   𝗛𝗨𝗥𝗧 / 𝗖𝗢𝗠𝗙𝗢𝗥𝗧 𝗦𝗧𝗔𝗥𝗧𝗘𝗥𝗦.    ( @fromxbeginningxtoxend )           “Get away from her!” from Bruce

             𝗶𝘁  𝗵𝗮𝗱  𝗯𝗲𝗲𝗻  𝗮  𝘀𝗶𝗹𝗲𝗻𝘁  𝗳𝗲𝗮𝗿,    an internal stressor that the woman had refused to voice   ( he already had enough to worry about  . . .   and she could handle herself when it came to this type of thing . . .  )     it had slithered its way into her subconscious and made itself known within the depths of her nightmares,   it physically manifested itself through bitten nails and a panicked heartrate.    The presence of her colleague was unexpected,   their group of friends making plans to specifically exclude the male in question,   and now her worst fears had come into fruition and she was alone with him.

             It didn’t take a genius to recognise that she was disinterested  ;    any verbal suggestions or flirtations that he made were shut down with a sharp tongue and blunt words,   the polite smile that she typically wore was replaced with a look of disgust and disdain   ( and yet it was as if he had only grown all the more fond of the woman when she showcased such emotions )      the breath caught in the back of her throat when he had reached out toward the lanyard around her neck,   fingers brushing against her chest and making her   freeze   up   entirely.

             ❛❛ Can you not stare at my fucking chest?  ❜❜     she called him out,   though her voice trembled a little more than she would have liked.   It caused for him to pause,  looking up at her before   daring to step closer,    tugging at the lanyard slightly.      ❛❛ You smell fucking disgusting  . . .  ❜❜     the scent of bourbon made her want to throw up,   it made her head spin violently as it dredged up memories from her childhood.     Artemis’ fingers curled into her palm,   trembling with an anger that boiled inside of her   -   just punch him,   just punch him in the fucking jaw  . . .

             ❛ get   away   from   her   !. ❜  

             The familiar voice was enough to snap her out of the violent thoughts circulating within her mind  ;    her head turning and brows lifting in surprise to see him.     she thought that she would be on her own   . . .   she anticipated to be the only person to save herself   . . .     Yet her colleague did not listen to the words thrown in his direction,   grumbling to himself before slurring out his words.     ❛ Oh fuck off,  can’t y’ see we’re havin’ a conversation ??  ❜     he still held onto the lanyard,   knuckles once again grazing her chest in either a calculated or drunken movement.

             ❛❛ No we’re fucking not.  ❜❜     she snapped as soon as he had spoken,   reaching up to pry the lanyard from his hold,   it only tightened it response and he gave a sharp tug as if it were a leash  ;  chuckling to himself in the process as he took hold of her wrist.     ❛ Come on,   don’t be like tha’,  ‘ust wanted to ask about  . . .  about  . . .  the pins that y’ had on here,   what’s this one from? ❜     a finger touched at one of the enamel decorations  ;    get   your   filthy   hands   off   me.

#( man she has the patience of a saint usually but then there's this asshole ) #fromxbeginningxtoxend #/ 𝗔𝗡𝗦𝗪𝗘𝗥𝗘𝗗 ✦ ( in character )

[danlarussc]

Cobra Kai 3.02

Can you be careful? I don't wanna be digging them out of the upholstery for years.

#cobra kai #ckedit #johnny lawrence #daniel larusso #lawrusso #lawrussoedit #cobrakaiedit #myedits #honest to god this mans has the patience of a saint

[littlemisstfc]

David Kaye upon seeing Jobby’s video of the Legacy BW2 Megatron, since it means more PUTITINMYASS jokes:

#david kaye #nah this is too fucking funny #this man has the patience of a saint 😭

[weidli]

manchmal schon fast an Liebe grenzt, huh 

(Im Visier, 2003, audio transcription below cut)

Ivo: Was ist jetzt mit dem Moosbach?

Carlo: Nix! Weil ich mich von euch nicht einfach jeden Bockmist anhängen lass!

Franz: Ich habe doch gar nichts -

Ivo: Jetzt hör doch auf, es geht um ein Tatverdächtigen.

Carlo: Ich bin bald selber tatverdächtig, wenn das so weitergeht!

Ivo: Er hat es nicht so gemeint. Jetzt.

Franz: Nein, Carlo. Carlo. Du weißt dass ich dich, als Kollege und als Mensch, dermaßen schätze, dass das manchmal schon fast an Liebe grenzt. Und deswegen trau ich dir alles zu.

Carlo: Das war jetzt ironisch gemeint. 

Franz: Ja.

Ivo: Nein! Was ist jetzt mit dem Moosbach, Carlo?

#what is even going ON here #what WAS this subplot what was the POINT #gotta say we love to see carlo losing his temper he's earned it #i said once that it's a miracle that carlo hasn't murdered these two high-tempered secret-keeping drama queen racehorses he has the #misfortune to work with yet #and i'm so glad to hear he agrees with me #patience of a SAINT that man has #ivo glaring franz into apologizing and franz going ok then but i'm gonna be a brat about it ... love these idiots #tatort münchen #münchen vids

[undeadvinyls]

gentle giant smash will ALWAYS be my fav pvzh headcanon ever

#LIKE. i love how we all collectively looked at this man and went #“mm yeah he goes apeshit when fighting plants but hes the biggest sweetheart with the zombie heroes” #I MEAN IN CANON HE WANTED TO HELP A ZOMBIE OPEN A JAR WITH BRAINS SO!!!!!! #my fav hc gotta be that hes like. insanely calm and has the patience of a saint with the heroes. but goes apeshit when fighting #he loves his team and best friends so much #glitz speaks

[metamorphiacreations]

been replaying the first two layton games (and the ace attorney crossover) and honestly? i think laytons earned the right to cuss someone out or at the very least, be a little sassy

#professor layton #im not replaying unwound future bc i like being not sad #no but seriously #that man has the patience of a God damn SAINT #me personally? #i would not let any of the shit ppl say to layton slide #thats just me tho #professor layton and the curious village #professor layton and pandoras box #is there even a layton fandom on tumblr?

[erggggggggg]

do other people have weekly date nights with your best friend and her boyfriend or are you normal?

#we are a platonic throuple and it’s lovely #i love our date nights #this man has the patience of a saint because bestie and i are annoying as fuck

[paramcur]

me  when  i’m  normal

#🥀 ⠀ ⠀ * ⠀ ⠀𝐨𝐮𝐭𝐨𝐟𝐜𝐮𝐫𝐢𝐨𝐬𝐢𝐭𝐲.⠀ ／ ⠀ rambling. #he said this and chef baek moved on so quick. this man has the patience of a saint

[fearsomeandwretched]

I'm gonna be honest I stopped reading the cut article about the lady who wanted to divorce her husband after she was like oh btw I also cheated on him as a random aside 3/4ths of the way in

#that man has the patience of a saint truly lmfao

[astonmartinii]

it must be a sign | oscar piastri social media au

pairing: oscar piastri x fem deaf! red bull engineer!reader

when the two most unbothered people in the paddock combine their joint powers to be the it couple

request sent by the lovely @bibissparkles xx

author's note: heyyy so many of you won't know but i am actually deaf - i am 50% deaf in both ears and wear hearing aids so i love requests like this! (all i do most of this stuff as a deaf person, turning off your hearing aids >)

MASTERLIST | TIP JAR

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yourusername: you can't complain about the dutch national anthem when you can just turn your hearing aids off

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user1: the way max's engineer is as sick of that damn song as us

user2: turning off her hearing aids makes how bored she looks during podiums make sense

yourusername: it was a banger during the mercedes dominance but would it kill someone to play the australian anthem

danielricciardo: i knew you missed me

yourusername: sure, jan.

user3: her and max signing slay to each other will always be so personal to me

maxverstappen1: gonna pretend you didn't just say that

yourusername: boo hoo babe, you gotta lose something sometimes

user4: babe? are the flowers from max?

maxverstappen1: would rather choke on my own spit and fall into a pit of snakes, hope this helps ❤️

yourusername: rude! i wouldn't want flowers from you either :(

user5: i swear we get into this argument every weekend, i think people will still assume they're together until their married to other people

liamlawson30: stop using me as a messenger pigeon please and thank you

yourusername: but i thought red bull gave you wings?

liamlawson30: do not use a pr answer against me 🤨

yourusername: no comment

liamlawson30: choke.

yourusername: idk what's going on in the red bull junior academy but spit in helmut's coffee not mine

user6: y/n consistently giving all the red bull guys shit is my favourite thing ever

user7: the amount of times the sky broadcast has caught her waving them off or taking her hearing aids out lol

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oscarpiastri: switched four tyres for two this weekend

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user11: you can't distract us with your slutty bike pics WHO THE FUCK IS THAT

landonorris: A WOMAN? A WOMAN? IS THAT A WOMAN OSCAR JACK PIASTRI?

oscarpiastri: yeah i'm pretty sure

landonorris: don't play smart with me buster - why was i not informed?

oscarpiastri: i don't ask to be informed of every time you get rejected in the instagram dms

landonorris: FAKE NEWS

oscarpiastri: okay buddy

user12: i be seeing the sign language book, oscar you are so real for that

user13: that's my king, i need a oscar and y/n link up in the paddock - my unbothered queens

user14: she's in the likes !!!!!!

logansargent: oh we've entered the soft launch phase i see

oscarpiastri: and what?

logansargent: someone is feeling defensive this morning, dude i won't tell i've already kept it a secret for so long

landonorris: HE KNOWS? DOES BEING YOUR TEAMMATE MEAN NOTHING?

oscarpiastri: he's my childhood best friend?

logansargent: there's levels to this game norris

landonorris: @oscarpiastri consider yourself UNDER SURVEILLANCE

oscarpiastri: okay girly

user15: oscar has the patience of a saint, the mystery gal may want to rethink it before having to deal with them all

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yourusername: unrelaxed, unbothered, moisturised ✨

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user18: queen SHIT THAT AIN'T SHIT

user19: but this mystery man IS

maxverstappen1: yeah sorry about that... but at least boyfy has made his instagram debut?

yourusername: about time, he's too sexy to gatekeep

maxverstappen1: well i'm not going to agree out of respect for you

yourusername: so you don't think he's sexy? i might not be able to hear but HE CAN MAX BE NICE

maxverstappen1: first of all it's a text, second of all i've been way too nice to him

yourusername: he beat you in padel fair and square you're just SHIT AT IT ❤️

maxverstappen1: you know that's a sore subject WHY WOULD YOU BRING IT UP

user20: my queen was really like you wanna tell me to fuck off? oh here's my sexy boyfriend

user21: jos verstappen really didn't know who he was tangling with that gal may be chill but she doesn't take shit

user22: she's like a female version of oscar lol

user23: i knew there was a reason i liked her

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danielricciardo: why am i left out of everything these days?

yourusername: snooze you lose

danielricciardo: I AM AWAKE REPLY TO MY TEXTS

danielricciardo: I JUST SAW YOU PUT YOUR PHONE ON DO NOT DISTURB

yourusername: protecting my peace

danielricciardo: i'm on to you buster

oscarpiastri

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oscarpiastri: overjoyed to get my first (proper) win in formula one and even more overjoyed to have my amazing girlfriend (and even better engineer) up on the podium with me

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user27: so this was the special occasion?

user28: so this is why she said she wanted the australian national anthem over the dutch one?

user29: this is now my roman empire

yourusername: babe is so fucking good and i'm so fucking proud

oscarpiastri: i'm so glad to have been able to share this moment with you

yourusername: you deserve this and more, i love you

oscarpiastri: i love you too xx

user30: wait so oscar knows so much more sign language than i thought

user31: he looked so excited and even mark knows some

logansargent: he forced (we were happy to do so) me, mark and his family to learn as soon as he secured the date lol

oscarpiastri: and now we're all so cool because of it

logansargent: cool and able to chat shit without people knowing what we're saying

yourusername: best bit about it tbf (everyone please learn, it's a beautiful language)

landonorris: I KNEW IT

oscarpiastri: no you didn't

landonorris: no i didn't :( i'm hurt

oscarpiastri: if it's any consolation, we didn't tell many people, max and logan are exceptions

landonorris: WHY WAS I NOT AN EXCEPTION???

yourusername: boo hoo

landonorris: i'm not gonna say anything back to that you kinda scare me

yourusername: good ❤️

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yourusername: me and a racewinner (and our world champion third wheel)

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user32: fave trio in the paddock no competition

logansargent: logan erasure

yourusername: we love you logan, sunday roast at mine this weekend ❤️

logansargent: SCORE

user33: every time you post there's a new plushie

yourusername: we usually get one to commemorate a big weekend and we both got one for osc's first win

user34: that's so FUCKING CUTE

oscarpiastri: it's all fun and games until you don't fit in the bed because y/n feels too bad to put any of them on the floor

yourusername: they have FEELINGS OSCAR

oscarpiastri: she cried one time when max set off the smoke alarm cooking breakfast and the bed alarm shook so bad that all of them were thrown to the floor

yourusername: it was HARROWING but it also did wake me up so at least we know it works

maxverstappen1: actually my favourite couple to third wheel, but enjoy it while it's here osc, i won't lose again

yourusername: yeah sorry osc it's actually my job to help max win so you're gonna have to wait for him to retire if i have anything to do with it

oscarpiastri: not even for me :(

yourusername: sorry not sorry (i'm really sorry, i love you so much)

oscarpiastri: i love you too even if you won't sabotage max for my race :(

maxverstappen1: okay i know i said you guys are cute but that's enough for today

yourusername: we ARE cute thank you

oscarpiastri: the CUTEST

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note: heheheheh i hope you enjoyed this, i love requests like this xx also on the comment about the bed alarm i had one in uni halls and when the alarm went off that baby SHOOK it was kinda scary

#f1 imagine #f1 x reader #f1 instagram au #f1 x you #f1 #f1 social media au #oscar piastri instagram au #oscar piastri fanfic #oscar piastri x you #oscar piastri imagine #oscar piastri #oscar piastri x reader

[c1tyhaunts]

gently recalling the time around the 2nd year of their marriage after Teryn was born how Vincent pulled the "You a Mom" card to Terrah once when they were rolling up to a gala for NASA and how that man almost saw God that night.

#▶⌜ch. terrah v. sparkz⌟ #I genuinely wonder how they survived the first 3 yrs of their 7 year marriage and then I remember #Terrah has the patience of a saint #but man ... homeboy was asking for it #▶⌜terrah sparkz. musings⌟

[sasha-whos-askin-racket]

Something about Valley of Fear using Parting Friends as a song in their show and my dad dying the month before I go and see it and then Luke remembering my dad from four years prior and bringing him up in conversation without knowing he was dead or without me having to say anything about him first has gotten me low-key fucked up.

#yes I know it’s a coincidence #yes I sat there at the Friday evening show and listened to Luke sing ‘I go away behind to leave you perhaps never to meet again #but if we never get the pleasure I hope we meet on Canaan’s land’ #and I thought about my dad #and I thought about the fact that FOUR years later Luke remembered my dad #a man that he had only met once and only quite briefly #I don’t know if that says more about my dad or about Luke but it says something #anyway god bless Luke Barton that man has the patience of a saint and a heart of gold and he deserves the world #even if he did yell at me to smack the wasp that wouldn’t leave him alone #vince liveblogs life #Blackeyed theatre #Sherlock Holmes the valley of fear #sherlock holmes