#but if I wound up unwittingly pregnant I would still make sure my family never found out and I'd get rid of it

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#just had a strange dream #actually not all that strange and could easily be a reality if I'm not careful #in the dream my sister was desperately trying to get pregnant and I was desperately praying I wasn't #the dream ended before the test showed if I was or not but dream me was already making plans to get an abortion #I have never had and desire to be pregnant or have a baby #irl my sister has had a hard time getting pregnant. they're not actively trying but her husband doesn't like condoms #so she's gotten pregnant a few times #and miscarried several times #and that's tragic and I feel for her #but if I wound up unwittingly pregnant I would still make sure my family never found out and I'd get rid of it #I know my sister would probably pay me out the ass for the baby #but I don't want to sacrifice my body and potentially my life for her #the idea of being pregnant and giving birth is horrifying to me #besides my sister won't be a good mom especially if it wasn't hers #she's a wannabe influencer and any children she has will be props to make her look good #she and her husband are far too selfish and emotionally immature to give a kid the emotional support they'd need #and I wouldn't put any child of mine through that #I woke up with only one thought: that I need to get an IUD before they wind up banned across the US #I'm afraid of how much it will hurt because I've heard some horror stories but I'm terrified of getting pregnant more #tbh I'd get sterilized if I could