#but for now... tbh it's actually really peaceful i like it 🥺💖🥺💖

[kpophubb]

Morning baby 💗 💌

I hope you slept well? :) I have my training in 20 min , but I really want to write to you 💗❤️‍🩹❤️

First of all you haven’t offered me in any ways, I’m sorry that you felt that way or maybe the way I wrote was quite triggering 🥹 but you are fine , MORE THAN FINE ACTUALLY. I just read your response and literally im so happy if I actually received a real hug from u🌞🙈💖

Thank you for your understanding and efforts and just the love you put in your messages, it is really really precious to me 🥹❤️

I actually wish I could train myself to control these feelings and the need of affirmation from others. Life really doesn’t make sense for me anymore. I want to give up , but these 2 months I feel like I grew stronger and there is still something holding me back , maybe I’m afraid of dying idk . ., but im tired of living you know ? It’s so exhausting and pointless

thank you for being my safe place now , being the person I can trust and open up , I don’t want to change for the worse … and tbh I just exist doing tasks on a daily basis , thank you for being open and accepting… literally 😭🥹🥹 AHHH OMG I FEEL MY EYES GEETING WATERY NOOO🙈🙈🤧

You are very good person , amazing and I hope you will have SOOOO MANY GOOD EXPERIENCES:) also I hope my emotions and things I share aren’t influencing your day / mood 🥺🥺🥺🥺

I’ll add bebe songs to our playlists :)) I love first 2 , I’m not sure if I have heard 3rd one

About book yes def :) ahowww me when u get them :))

I LOVE YOU SO MUCH 🥺❤️

What are your plans for today ? Have the most wonderful day 🏞🏞🏞

~ 🐁 :)

My 🐁 anonie ~☺️💗 noooo omg I’m not even offended in the slightest so dw!!! Your emotions and rants really DO NOT affect my mood at all. Yk the reason I chose my occupation and major of medicine? It’s bc I always wanted to grow up to be kind and help people around me. I feel valid about myself when I can make others feel comforted and smile so I LOVE getting your messages and lifting u up!💖 and about being exhausted and feeling like giving up on life, I mean don’t even think it’s coming from someone really positive minded and full of happiness, but it’s coming from someone who comes from a place of being suicidal and hopeless in life too. There was once a point in my life where I just existed, cried myself to sleep everyday, and would indulge in self harm cause I hated myself and hated life. I didn’t want to live cause I felt like nothing good could come out of it. Back then, if someone told me that things are gonna get better one day and I’ll be really happy in the future, I would’ve never believed them. Heck, I’d feel like they’re all lying cz my life was so messed up I didn’t even believe I could wake up to a tomorrow where I could be at peace or smile even if it’s for a second. But after constant fighting and hanging on for 2-3 years, I came where I did today. Where I’m happy, smiling, ambitious again and thankful for all the bad things that I went through bc they made me stronger and brought me to where I am today. “What doesn’t kill you makes you stronger.” That’s the truth. I’m sure you will see your rainbow soon just hang in there. By saying hanging in there I mean cry, feel sad, fall down, get tired, doubt yourself but crawl back up again with the remaining of your strength. And never feel like there’s no hope cause there will ALWAYS be hope no matter how ugly situation you’re faced with. Maybe not now, maybe not soon, but someday you will DEFINITELY be happy and look back and be grateful for enduring it all. 💓

And aww 🥺 idk if I’m a good person yet but I try to be and improve myself everyday. Baby steps towards my dream person slowly!💖 and I’m glad I can make you feel safe. There’s nth more reassuring than having someone who listens to everything you gotta say without judging you and understanding you, ik. As for what I’m gonna do today, aaah idk yet. 😩 probs gonna just lie down and eat a lot. Bc my books haven’t arrived yet and and I bought a new makeup palette a few days ago?🤣 I just wanna try it out even tho I’m not that much into makeup. I barely wear it! And IM EXCITED BC MY SKZ ALBUM IS OTW and I wanna order manifesto:day 1 enhypen albums!! I saved money for that 🥹 but the kpop store isn’t replying to my msgs yet and I’m so impatient.🥲 I love youuuu saurr much too (says it in jakey’s aussie accent) and have a great day❤️🥰 DID YOU KNOW BEBE REXHA DID A REMIX W ITZY??????!! THAT TOO OF ONE OF MY FAV SONGS OF HERS ITS GONNA BE RELEASED TMRW IM SHAKING IM SO EXCITEDD!!!😭😭😭😭I’m in a really good mood today bc my jakey is all recovered from covid! Man, I prayed for my love so so much and I couldn’t be more grateful to god that he’s healthy and active again!💗💗🤲🏻

#mia’s asks #🐁 anonie #❤️💖🤗🥰 #cat pics always cz I LOVEE cats 🥰 #and you seem to be cute like one

[hueningshaped]

STOPPP!!!!! me reading your replies to my asks = best part of my day (also very much genuine and serious!!!)😔😔🫶🏻💗💗💗 it's okay!! i completely understand you're busy, i barely even glance at my phone whenever i go on vacation so i'm happy you find the time to reply at all🥹🥹 you: i'm sorry for picking two me: literally chose four😭😭 but amor. you actually have to be kidding me those are my favorites TOO signal will ALWAYS have me like 🤙🏻🤙🏻JJIRIT JJIRIT JJIRIT JJIRIT🤙🏻🤙🏻 and WHAT IS LOVE!!!!!!! oh my god where do i even begin to describe the love i have for that song :( the melody + the bittersweet lyrics + their vocals are just perfect and i'm so happy that the mv was so amazing as well song of the century truly🧎🏻the feel my rhythm classic version!/!/!/!-!!- the EXHILARATION i felt while watching🫶🏻🫶🏻🫶🏻 i love that they had a whole story to the mv and that they actually made it look nice, feel my rhythm deserves the world i love her so much😔 i never would have even SEEN those behind the scene photos if you hadn't mentioned them i owe you my life💓💗💖💘💕💞 also this was in the recommended tweets below it and i just had to share it with you tyun acting like blinking is a limited resource that needs to be used sparingly is on my very long list of things i love about him😭 omg a question i have a definite answer to!!!! it's 10000% moa diary because i loveeeeee everything about it especially how soobin could not stop smiling when he saw that the mask they gave him was twisted🥹 and it's the first dance practice i watched from them too so i'm even more attached to it!! as for performance that is something i unfortunately cannot answer i'm not even gonna attempt because they pour their heart into every performance so every time i watch one i'm like omg this is the best thing i've ever seen🫶🏻 what about you!!! omg i totally understand ghosting is such a tearjerker and i've never even been ghosted😐 that along with anti romantic and run away💔 TEARS. and they have so many more too😭 those songs are so very dear to me i will always love them</3 and omg our summer!!! it has such a happy melody but it does sometimes make me feel like☹️☹️ i've never actually tried milk tea before because it's not really something we do here??😭 i've never seen anybody put milk in their tea but i'm kind of curious now🤨 does caffeine keep you up at night or is it something else!! because omg. i never drink coffee but my parents drink some multiple times a day because it's a huge part of my culture and one day they made me drink some with them (horrible experience😐) so i was like "this better not make me unable to sleep tonight😾😾" and around the time that happened i would always fall asleep at like 3am but that night i was out COLD by 11pm😭 also me whenever your ramble😌🎧🎶🎵 even if you wrote a 10k essay about your favorite beverages i would read it and ENJOY it please do not ever worry about talking too much🫡 omg very good taste in weather conditions!!! and tbh i kind of miss snow because even though we do get it sometimes it's so little☹️ when i was a kid there used to be so much of it💔 beffie wdym if i'm okay with interacting with you off anon once i actually open the blog i am RUNNING to your blog you will not know peace again😼😼 i love talking to you🥺 i'm kinda boring so i rarely watch any movies😐 i usually only watch horror movies with my cousin when i go to see her and we get bored but other than that.... nothing :// also i JUST realized that when you asked me about my favorite shows i literally forgot about my no. 1 all time favorite show?/?!/!/ i may be stupid. i am so emotionally attached to atla!! best animation best music best storyline best- ANYWAYS what about you!! do you watch movies and if you do what's your favorite!!! and the tiktok omg😭😭 i LOVE edits like that dw your humor is fantastic (just like everything else about u)🫶🏻🫶🏻 also please look at this why am i so emotional over this😔😔 stay hydrated and happy and safe!!! have a great day!!!!💗💗💗 -🧃

my answer was TOO LONG APPARENTLY so i’m linking my message HERE <3 [ 1 and 2 ] — i luv u here are some gyus FOR U

#follow me into the link to the post where ur reply lies ~~~~ #ask >3<

[cheeziswin]

Alphabet ask - A, B, M, and T - doesn't have to be WoW!

A - Ships that you currently like a lot. (They don’t have to be OTPs because not everyone has OTPs.) Friendships, pairings, threesomes, etc. are allowed.

Honestly, right now, totally obsessed with a bunch of different ships from a bunch of different fandoms 😅 Tyrajin and Varijin from WoW as per usual, Lumity and Huntlow from The Owl House, and Lucas/Max, Nancy/Steve, Robin/Nancy, and Joyce/Hopper from Stranger Things 🥺

B - A pairing–platonic, romantic or sexual–that you initially didn’t consider, but someone changed your mind.

Hmmm I'm usually pretty open to all ships in general, but I guess if I had to go for one that I didn't really like initially but opened up to a bit more was probably Anduin/Tess! I kinda liked the idea of him with Taelia more and Tessduin didn't appeal to me as much because Anduin seemed opposed to it in canon, but I learned to appreciate it!

M - Name a character that you’d like to have for a friend.

OH GOSH THIS ONE IS TOUGH man tbh... probably Baine, he seems cool as fuck and I love him and I think he'd make a great friend :)

T - Do you have any hard and fast headcanons that you will die defending? 

An ungodly amount, actually 😅 Just a few being: Anduin is pan and has a bit of a temper that he inherited from his dad (It's not as explosive and he keeps it in check better than Varian, but his anger also manifests in more subtle ways than the yelling that Varian usually resorted to lol). Vol'jin is a hopeless romantic, and he falls in love fast, easy, and way too deeply for his own good. Vol'jin is also just as interested in peace between the factions as Baine is. Shaw fell in love before Flynn fell in love :) the list goes on! I'm usually very stubborn about my own personal headcanons lmfao. Thank you for sending in an ask! 🥰😊💖

[fullmetal-the-last-alchemist]

hey hey!!!! for the emoji meme, 🤗💕👽😊💘🍀 AND ⚔! many emotions heart full ; u ; for the other one, would you mind doing 2, 6, 7, 14, 15, 16, 29, and 30? those are a lot, so you definitely don't have to do all of them ^^; also, I hope math has eased off of your back a bit! ;__; it seems like school is a nightmare for everyone right now

SARAH MY DEAREST SARAH ;____;/ math has now finally gotten the FUCK off my back after 10 (TEN) straight hours of doing matrices and getting carpet tunnel and Suffering 😭😭 but its fine cause im done now!!!!!!!!!!! i got both my 80s and im all set. i hope school isn’t too horrible for u right now too!!! ; o ; and of COURSE im gonna answer all of these!!!!! under the cut cause im a polite lesbian <3

first things first, emojis!!!!! i don’t know why im “replying” to these too but!! here!!!!! (its mostly me crying nd saying NO U gfjkdghf 😅)

🤗  given the chance I would gladly hug you   !!!!!! I WOULD HUG U TOO!!!! ;__; i love hugs,,, ilysm bro!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

💕  we have a lot in common   UR GODDAMN RIGHT we have excellent fucking taste and we r both epic 💖

👽 you’re out of this world   SO ARE YOU, MY FUNKY FRIEND 💃🏻💃🏻

😊 Your blog makes me smile   !!! that makes me rlly happy to hear!!!!!!! ;__; i hope it does, bc you deserve to smile 💝

💘 I love you so much   HHHGJFJKH!!!!!! I LOVE YOU SO MUCH TOO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 💖💖💖💖💖

🍀 I’m lucky to have met you   ME TOO!!!!!!!!! I feel so lucky to have you as a friend!!!!!!!!!! 🥺🥺 and even MORE lucky that you feel the same!!!!!!!! wtf!!!!!!!!!!

⚔ I trust that you would have my back   YOU BET I WOULD!!!!!!! i’m ride or die, would absolutely fight ANYone for you 🥰🥰

AND NOW QUESTIONS

2. What is your favorite color?   is it ok to say rainbow 😅 i rlly do love all the colors!!! if i HAD to pick it’d be like... pink, or purple, or red or blue

6. When’s the last time you felt like you were floating?   UHH last night actually? i was on the verge of falling asleep, and i felt like i was falling a long distance, but really, really slowly... it was surreal? i sort of woke up after so it didn’t last long, but it was pretty weird

7. What do you enjoy daydreaming about most?   fic ideas mostly 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ when i have something to hyperfixate on, my brain rlly will just grab it and Not Let Go lmao.  i also like daydreaming about owning a house someday and doing rlly mundane things and just,, enjoying the peace and freedom and solitude of it all

14. Talk about one of your most cherished childhood memories.   uhhhhh. UHHH. im seriously blanking on this......... bro my memory recall sucks 😭😭 i just had to snap LJ to ask for help hjkdshgd ANYWAYS she suggested when we got our cat and like YES!!!!!!!!!!!! i’ll never forget coming home from my basketball game, seeing cat toys on my placemat at the table and being like !!!!! Oh Shit i think i Know whats Going On, and then my mom leading me downstairs, where the sibs and our dad were waiting with our new kitty!!!!!! i think LJ or our dad was trying to hold him for when i came down, but he jumped away at the last second ghdkshjdh accurate as hell tbh. anyways i love my baby and that was the BEST christmas ever, bar none <3

15. Talk about something exciting or good that happened to you this year.   I SAW DAVID BYRNE IN CONCERT!!!!!! AND THEN I WENT TO GERMANY  FOR TWO WEEKS!!!!!!!!!!!! AND IT WAS ABSOLUTELY AMAZING!!!!!!!!!!! (and On God sarah i am GOING to type out those stories for u even if it kills me hhfjdkghh) basically all of january FUCKING SLAPPED and i’m glad that no matter what happens this year, i was able to start the decade on the highest note possible ✌🏼

16. Where do you feel most at home?   when i’m somewhere familiar, and alone. when i know that no one will come and disturb me, but they’re there if i want to reach out.

29. Do you collect anything? And what are some hobbies you have?   i guess i collect copic markers 😅😅 i have all 5 ciao sets, plus the cool grayscale set and the pastels set. which is definitely excessive BUT i don’t care, i love having markers <3 i also collect elephant figurines!!!  i don’t have many, but i got one in germany, and my brother got me two small one for xmas, and i have a jade one from my grandmother, plus a couple more!!!! i just rlly love elephants <3 and as for hobbies: DRAWING!!! AND WRITING!!!!!! if i couldn’t do either of these things i’d probably die lmao, especially drawing.  it’s like.. the ONE single craft that i’ve actually put effort into and cultivated for years and years of my life. i love drawing so much and i wouldn’t give it up for anything

30. What do you do to feel at peace? good question!!! :’) this is actually something that’s kind of bothered me for a while... i’ll read or hear about people sitting and breathing to feel at peace, just chilling somewhere and experiencing the moment; or going on drives to different places, somewhere that just puts their mind at ease.  maybe writing, or baking, or any other idealistic, pretty-sounding thing that makes them feel at peace.  but no matter what i do, nothing ever really works for me?  it’s like my brain is Always rushing, always frantic in some way, and i can’t figure out how to make it shut up. idk!!!!!!!! that’s my answer.  but i hope i find something, someday? yeah

#thank you so much sarah!!!!!!!!!!! i got this when i had like three problems left on my second quiz and it rlly helped me power through ;__; #ask #me #poptartmochi #i love u so much and i hope ur having a rlly good night!!!!!!!!!! <3 <3 <3