#but even tho he spent his redundancy money on it thats still a big investment and commitment

[viir-tanadhal]

thinking about neil recording demos a couple months before he met chris

#i mentioned it today to my mom and now im like oh. hm #i can't exactly articulate it im too tired #just the fact he did that interests me #i wish he'd talk more about his thought process from that time #because yeah he was getting into electronic music and that was quickly becoming apparent to be the next Thing in popular music #hence why he bought a synthesizer #but even tho he spent his redundancy money on it thats still a big investment and commitment #and then to go and record demos professionally at a studio? #idk it just seemed like around that time/before then he kind of became disillusioned that he'd actually get anywhere #to then doing all of that in 1980/1981 #i just want some kind of insight in what was going through his head beyond what he kind of says in the preface of his book #he broke up with his girlfriend around then idk if that had anything to do with it. probably not but 🤷‍♀️