#but dont wanna bug anyone

[achillean-knight]

WOOO!! Rough Henry design LMAO bonus mini comic thing, BC why not

Y'all try on your mates glasses too, right?

-- Notes under the cut --

- He never shaves his moustache LMAO he does his beard, tho.

- Along with William, he needs glasses to see, but his eyesight is dramatically worse then Wills LOL

- The design is like-- sorta a combo of Henry's Novel and Character files design BSBSVSVSV

- This is his work attire, he wears suitable clothes for engineering ofc

- His wife left 🫡 as to why is unknown. They never fought to the extent of her leaving, but she left Henry behind one day, and Charlie. Charlie constantly thinks about it, but all she and Henry know, is Henry's wife left on good terms.

- Henry was the one to sing "my grandfather's clock" to Charlie as she grew up. Charlie was so fixated over the song, she would hum or sing it whenever they passed a Grandfather clock at the shops. Eventually, Henry created a smaller then average grandfather clock as a gift. This is why it calms the puppet.

- Henry has a habit of getting stressed and frustrated if work isn't going the way he wants. He doesn't lash violently out but he does request quiet and loneliness if he gets too heated. He has a personal punching bag in his shed.

- He originally created Carnie which later was repurposed into Lefty.

- After Charlie's death, he fell into severe depression. He drank heavily and it wasn't until he was confronted by Michael again, that he started seeing a therapist. He is still on edge alot and suffers from his mental health.

-- Relationships --

William:

- His relationship with William is very close lol romantically involved? No clue. Maybe they are, maybe they aren't, I seriously haven't decided, just like I haven't decided with Mike and Jeremy lmao

- Henry is William's crutch. He feels jealousy toward him, but ultimately relies on him most of the time after his own wife left (on bad terms). Henry doesn't mind, though.

- William is considered family to Henry.

- He is also the one to discover Williams corpse inside springbonnie and decided to board up every single safe room. Yikesssssss

- Strangely, Springtrap doesn't act violent toward Henry. He stares just- silently. Watching.

Charlie:

- Loves his daughter more than anything in the world.

- He passionately encourages Charlie's path in wood work after discovering her love for wooden crafts like the aforementioned Grandfather clock and various types of Puppets. Sometimes, if supervised, Henry hands her a block of wood and tools and lets her craft away. She finds peace in wood calving and Henry's utterly joyful.

- He struggles to recognise the Puppet as his own daughter, and unknowingly put her through so much pain when being caught by Lefty. It was only after the capture did he find out that of course the puppet is possessed by his daughter 😭 he just thought it was possessed by a very vengeful ghost. He didn't know that ghost possesed Golden Freddy, and that's why he's not in FNAF Pizzaria Simulator :')

Michael:

- He's on edge around Mike. He reminds him too much of Will.

- After Crying Child and Elizabeth died, aswell as Charlie's murder and William disappearing (he got spring locked rip), Michael lived with Henry shortly before disappearing himself. (He went to the SL bunker.)

- Henry looks after post-scooped Michael.

- Henry doesn't anticipate Mike to be the one to work at the Pizzaria Sim location-- but he knows this is where he wants to be.

#i swear I've seen a design like this before and its bugging me #bc i dont wanna accidentally copy someone else WAA #nonetheless I'm VERY happy with the design!!! colours aren't super correct bc im very limited rn. #ill do a proper ref when i get a new laptop. #henry emily #william afton #fnaf #fnaf au #my fnaf au art #five nights at freddy's #five nights at freddy's au #my art #also reading through the notes again #uhhhh sorry if anyone else did this concept already #i just thought of em on the spot 😭 #similarities are completely coincidental

[vulturereyy]

Y'all I just realized... March 10th is officially Lurimol's first anniversary. And also kind of my anniversary of really getting super into hollow knight?

Sh. Should I do something?

#I'll likely do some art for myself but im like #would it be annoying to like. idek the word. encourage? others to partake in tragic old man yaoi on that day #i dont wanna be annoying TTwTT #but also wow ive had a hyperfixation for a full year thats a new record #idk i guess im proud of my little ship #ive learned a lot by doing art of them and also writing fic for the very first time??? #lots of good things have come from gay bugs #if anyone makes lurimol stuff on that day i think i'd cry and piss and shit and throw up #but in a positive manner #may make a better post later idk idk

[willyhoos]

a dream i had where nanami’s execution was being eaten alive by bugs... because...shes a bug... in the game... get it...

#nanami chiaki #chiaki nanami #danganronpa #sdr2 #super dangan ronpa 2 #bugs #bugs/ #insects #insects/ #glitch #glitch/ #gore/ #gore #eye trauma #eye trauma/ #who knows how tagging works anymore #i dont wanna trigger anyone lol #my nyart #sorry im back. college is rough

[jitterbittybug]

Hi hi hi!

I’m trying to be more active and make more friends in the Agere community, especially too within the Ghost fandom! Coming to feel a little more comfortable sharing about my regression and meeting other + being forward about how Ghost plays into that. I get a little busy and all, I’m in school full time & sorta just,,end up spooned out a lot of the time, but still wanna put an effort into talking & all.

Maybe I can add things about myself some,..sending in asks is welcomed and would be cool, actually,

Feel free to say reblog, leave a like, say hi, so on :]

#bug chirps #sw agere #age regression #agere blog #ghoulkin #otherkin #ghostkin #agere community #alt agere #the band ghost #i dont think i wanna use actual fandom tags. too much? #still a lil timid about it.. but anyone is welcome to interact or share or so on

[violentdevotion]

tagged by @carygrantsbeard mwah mwah mwah ❣️❣️❣️

last played song: once more to see you - mitski

watching: i JUST finished malcolm in the middle so ive got to either finish btvs + angel or start the x files

reading: solaris - stanisław lem and stardust - neil gaiman but i dont think ive opened either book in like a month. disfunction has been kicking my ass lately

current obsession: nothing :(((( ive been listening to a LOT of mitski lately. when I was watching mitm i was ig a little obsessive over that. i recently bought an electric oven and im a little excited to use that a lot. finding a job? my graduation? im preoccupied with a lot of things but nothings taking majority hold of my brain rn

tagging: @yunggravykinnie @slutforwings @cctinsleybaxter @coochiejesus @paperbagmp4 @ohgodohfuckidontknow @h-isforhiatus @ironmanstan @sawasawako @greenbeandagger @deathrehearsal @prettypinkchai @havingrevelations @shirleyjacksonesque @banhchao @georgeromerosanalcavity and anyone else that wants to do it ❣️❣️❣️

#tagged in #ameera speaks #tag game #mutuals tag #tag games are so hard man bc i dont eanna leave anyone out but i also dont wanna bug people + i ALSO dont want like a 50 mile long tag list

[bugbitchboy]

I love seeing people get obsessed with things I like in real time. Like seeing my new tumblr mutual post about watching renfield and then proceed to RB 16 of my renfield posts in a row lmfao. If you see this ily <3

#not gonna @ anyone bc i dont wanna call anyone out #but fyi- dont stop i love it #renfield #its spreading >:3 #bug rambles

[handsomegentlebutch]

Got the uhaul and drove it better than I thought I would! Trying not to be sad that I'm doing all this alone

#butch speaks #houseposting #i dont wanna bug anyone and idk who i could ask #like yeah i have ppl im close to but they have their own lives. #no one really means it when they say theyll help you move anyway #still tho. trying not to be sad that im alone rn

[soldier-poet-king]

Decided that instead of framing exercise as a thing I have to do for my brain (though that is also true) it is instead my angry time (TM). The stronger I get the more absolute insane repressed violence I get to release. I WILL learn to box or fight one day. I've been too timidly afraid BC I'm small and round and soft looking (we hate to see it) but mother I crave safe productive expressions of violence

#why is it the pacifists who always have the repressed anger issues #i want to box or swordfight. or do SOMETHING fighty #i don't want to actually hurt anyone ever. i dont even like killing bugs it makes me feel bad #i just need to like. deal with the inexplicable rage #and so general cardio to recover what i had pre covid + strength training would be good #i used to be so fuckin strong i wanna be jacked agsin y'all #like yes i will obvs have to be gentle with my hip but im doing physio and as long as i dont stretch it one particular way it's fine #i will ask myPT this week when i see him #but mostly. if i cant be loved im going to be insanely strong #its not about looks its about anger and feeling competent #franposting #anyway yes. i am just. frothing at the mouth #i need a tangible goal #maybe it is lifting #trying a 2week free trial at a 24hr place not too far from me #its not the one with the pool but that one was TOO far id never motivate myself #this one. is middle. respectable not planet fitness my behated. #bonus its 24 hrs so if i need to be insane at 4am bc mental illness i can

[sinkableruby]

mini meta

spoiler talk for monogatari up til zoku

i wanna talk about oddities in monogatari so im just gonna dump my current thoughts n developing ideas on it rq theyre like the big conceit of the series and i think the most common reading is of them as representing mental illness-- but i dont think it can be simplified to this so easily. they are also things like gods, myths, which suggests to me the idea of God/gods existing in the self. but also they are people a lot of the time too:

the series tends to humanize the oddities, giving them personalities and even often shifting to the perspective of one (noticing this a lot in the light novels esp). so they are subjectified. but at the same time they are objectified: they often act to fulfill a set purpose, what they were created to do, some kind of function, which can be most clearly seen with oddities like kako, the weight crab, the rainy devil. so they flow between subject and object... making me think they represent a kinda abject in a way. abject being something of the Other the "I" recognizes in itself-- and feels horror or disgust in that recognition...

theres also a really interesting aspect to how oddities r connected w the idea of deviant identities-- ppl who are different from the norm and subvert it simply by virtue of being themselves, and are thus Otherized and demonized by society and shunted under the system. clearest example that comes to mind for this is ougi. ougi represents a deviant existence, as they are an "unknown" that gaen sees as dangerous and seeks to get rid of. not to mention their genderqueerness. but i think also notably, they are created as an entity of critique, and as such represent a critique of the norms of society. they r also an oddity composed of ALL oddities (bc of the whole thing with shishirui seishirou), so this is suggesting to me that monogatari is definitely linking oddities with the idea of a deviant or norm-defying identity. i think this is part of why i like them so much. i think this is also where the idea of the darkness could come into play, as a kind of symbol of societal norms and dominant culture subsuming everything. it exists to uphold the Rules but those Rules kinda suck ngl. it absorbs and subsumes everything as a 'nonexistence--' but it IS there. society isnt smth u can touch but it certainly has a heavy impact on everyone. and the oddities have always been societal, existing within people, so it makes sense that the darkness as the judge of oddities would be connected there too. this is kinda another point for ougi in terms of representing identities defying the norm (and therefore, for the idea of oddities in general representing identities defying the norm). ougi is a quasi-darkness, and imitates the role of the darkness, but obv they do not acc share values with the darkness. so in imitating the role of the darkness but not the values, it serves as a critique of the darkness. which is followed up on during ougi dark, where she faces the disapproval of the darkness but ultimately survives the encounter. their whole existence, then, subverts the darkness and critiques it-- literally by continuing to exist it is a statement against the darkness that would have had them erased. in being a quasi-darkness they are a critique of the darkness And a better darkness Than the actual darkness. kaiki is that you lol but that kind of subversion of the norm, of the Rules and Laws, just by existing, is simply incredibly queer. ougi, who in a way represents oddities in general, being this super subversive person and being suggests to me that oddities in general represent the 'oddness' inside a person, the oddness that disrupts the conventions of society.

and that also kinda gets back into the abject too. people are not like, things to be fit into boxes. people are fucking weird, and even if they try to fit into the boxes dictated by their societies, meeting the oddity is undeniable proof of the Other, the subversion of the norm, the deviancy within them. its too late in other words your gender has been transed not my fault! sorry i was too gender for you i guess lol!

um. yeah

#thoughts anyone? #monogatari #mini meta #oshino ougi #ougiposting #analysis #if u wanna know more about the abject stuff im getting it from julia kristeva's powers of horror #idk much about the whole essay but ik that part abt the abject #naka dont look #but yeah like ppl see the oddities as mental illnesses which they are at times #but just saying thats all there is to it really kinda bugs me bc thats not all there is to it #at all #its really rather complicated #anyway sorry if this doesnt make sense but i have work to do so i am hitting post!!! boom

[oddogoblino]

It's so cool to see really cool artists and be able to briefly interact via asks n such- but at the same time I don't know how anyone else gets over the anxiety of not knowing if you're bothering those artists or not regardless of what you ask/send

#random mood #dont mind me #how do people do it? #does anyone do it? #are my fav artists okay? #i just wanna let them know theyre amazing and im interested in the things they make #but i dont wanna bug them please

[bunnyb34r]

I really wish there was some way to convey to my neighbors that I don't want to interact with them whatsoever when I'm out gardening or watering

Like this one neighbor a few houses down came by to introduce himself after we spent a few awkward run ins doing that neighborly wave

And he gave me his number in case we need anything. K whatever, I left it in my phone as a just in case/I don't care

Anyway today he says as we're both working on our yards "yknow I thought by now I'd get a text like 'hey Ben! Everything's good!' Haha"

Like fucking what?? 1.) Not interested even slightly romantically or platonically 2.) You have a wife and child(ren?) 3.) Hello??? Why would I?? You live down the street?? If I needed something I'd knock??

And I awkwardly laughed and said I'm not really a texter (im not, I fucking hate it. I'm much better messaging friends but if you're not in my friend group it feels awkward and stunted)

To which he said "haha I'm just kidding! Just joking ya, haha"

Like umm... yeah still not gonna text you sorry 😬 creep

#and like if i needed anything from any of my neighbors id ask the two on either side of me?? #marquilla #idk man it's just so uncomfortable like i hate being out when hes out bc he always wants to chit chat or something and im just like #i just wanna water my fucking grass and look at bugs that hop out i dont wanna talk to ANYONE #and ive tried watering at different times of day but conveniently he's out there 6/10 times :/ idk i should probably #just let the damn lawn shrivel up and die but i like watering... #oh and hes like 50 something like twice my fucking age im not interested man

[silkysong]

thinkin about my favourite ship :)

#bugs in love #need to make self indulgent art of bugs in love #might make a side ccount just for them cuz good lord its so stupid i dont think anyone would wanna see it on main

[dogsnegad]

List 5 things that make you happy, then put this in the askbox for the last 10 people who reblogged something from you! get to know your mutuals and followers ٩(ˊᗜˋ*)و

UHAGH

ive been pretty fixated on lemon demon and been thinking about buying two more records from needlejuice for my own birthday in a month!!!

been beta reading for someone's fic and now they're beta reading for me and honestly it's so fun and motivating free serotonin!!!!!

UNIVERSITY SPRING SEMESTER ENDING IN A MONTH YIPPIEEEE FREEDOM

ive been watching so much vinny vinesauce recently his streams are comfort content for me

this is so general but I love this side blog so much it's my most successful i feel just as cringe and free as I was as a child and I feel like I've actually made rly good mutuals :')))

#i dont wanna bug anyone so ig interact with this post if you want me to send this in ur asks :') #askies #nopanfakemix2

[ajxrn]

feeling somewhat better i just. can’t get up to shower

#rant #neighbor and mom are talking in living room idk. I don’t wanna go out #i miss my comfort characters too I want to talk about them . But i dont want to bug anyone atm

[hecksupremechips]

I love animal crossing and I’m about to become hyper fixated on it so teehee 💅

#the klock keeps ticking #hey listen listen up real good #you know what ive been doing these past few months? nothing #and by ‘nothing’ i dont just mean that i havent done anything ‘productive’ #ie working making money studying what have you #i mean ive literally been doing nothing #in this house i exist as nothing more than an oversized decorative pillow #i dont speak. i eat when no one is looking so i dont cause trouble #i dont have any interests that are known to anyone and i dont leave and i dont feel #and it came crashing down last week just absolutely horrible i have no energy nothing left #and then i was just like. talking to a special person and mention animal crossing and my extensive experience with it #and they also talk about their love of discovering life in nature like insects and mushrooms #and i realized that i just. really wanna play animal crossing again #and i did! i finally did! i finally let myself do a happy thing thats fun and not productive! #and i decided id experience the life the nature of it and i just kept catching all the fish i saw! #spent so much time just doing that and ive donated to the museum too! #when new horizons came out i made a goal to actually donate to the museum cuz it looked cool as hell and i had never cared about the museum #in the past #but i fell off that wagon pretty quickly and all together kinda stopped catching fish and bugs #and then without even trying to i just. started noticing them and ended up donating #and im so like. proud of myself for accomplishing an actual goal ive had and that i had fun doing it cuz i was just letting myself be #and im proud that i let myself do something fun again #cuz guess what fuckers i actually did stuff ive been putting off doing like applying to jobs that may actually happen #and i get to see my bestie tomorrow for the first time in a while 😎 #anyways yeah my character is very cute and tangy sent me a letter saying she loves me and im her bff and i cried

[waloeders]

i need to get a cool night light that is maybe a very quiet speaker for white noise or smthn? but not white noise cuz i hate that,,

#jupiter.speaks #> does anyone know. do they exist. just a faint light and/or it can be a speaker thats not super loud #> bc my sleep schedule is like. suffering atm. i can only sleep w headphones n music and sometimes i need my fairylights on too #> it sucks idk why im havin a like. nightmare bedlam atm but i am :( #> its not awful tbf like i can manage but it does bug me i dont get whats wrong like am i.? doin smthn diff? wrong for me/my body? idk #> i almost got a lil stars nightlight earlier but it was battery only n i dont wanna add to battery waste that shit is bad