#but also ngl going to a simple 9-5 job is filling me with dread

[raksh-writes]

Gosh, why is job hunting and looking to get into a sort-of dream career so freaking nerve-wracking 😣

#personal #vent #job hunting #the anxiety is killing me but gotta get through it I guess #bcs what else is there to do besides a 9-5 job Im gonna end up miserable with #the stress is making me procrastinate Hard but that's not helping my anxiety at all #so really no way around this but forward right 😬 #god give me enough determination to go through with it all #now Im trying to send a message to this one woman through fb #since she works in a printhouse and some time ago talked about it with my mom on a diving trip #and my mom mentioned I studied similar topics so I got her contact but never used it before #its been a while but Im hoping maybe she'll remember or at least gets interested through this more private reaching out 🙈 #other than that the plan is to send some emails and show up in person at the places #maybe get to talk about what I could offer and want to do and maybe someone will get interested enough to let me try at their place #Im So Stressed about this whole thing #but also ngl going to a simple 9-5 job is filling me with dread #I know I'll just waste away there and keep changing it with mounds of more stress #so hopefully something of this will pan out 😣🙈 #okay #okay okay #gonna hit send on this message and then we'll see #whatever happens happens #hopefully the stress eases up at least a lil' when its out of my hands too #ooooof