#but FFFFFFUUUUUCCCCKKKKK

[navramanan]

Aquiring knowledge -> getting filled with frustration and anger and dread -> wanting to stay informed regardless -> aquiring knowledge -> getting filled with frustration etc etc

#i am fucking talking to the void and vallahi i WIIIIISSSHHHH i had a proper oulet to let out my frustration #but FFFFFFUUUUUCCCCKKKKK #nothing scarred me and showed me how fucking alone we were in our struggle and grief than the muslim world's reaction to rojava's invasion #in 2019. you know ok i know kurdistan gets little media coverage usually bc it's not relevant to american interest #but the invasion 2019 was HEAVILY covered by western media as it was the direct result of trump withdrawing the troops #and having a phone call with kerrrrrrrdogan saying hey you can invade now #so there was ZERO reason or possibility the muslim world wouldnt see what was happening #it was EVERYWHERE it got great western media coverage #but when i saw big muslim news accounts staying either silent OR siding with turkey i felt so fucking enraged and disturbed #and rejected. in turn there also werent individual muslims showing support as big crowds #like obv there were some here and there but not as a collective. they either sided with turkey or simply didnt care #you have to clock that. i cant say how many died but hundreds of thousands were displaced #turkey USED FUCKING WHITE PHOSPHORUS. WHICH IS A WAR CRIME. IT'S A CHEMICAL WEAPON #they literally said theyd create a strip of land to move syrian refugees there. arab refugees on kurdish land to change the demographic #and every fucking one went yeah that's fine nothing wrong with it. vallahi those people's plights are on you #and allah will ask. dont think he wont. while we were screaming for the muslim world to see us #they in turn pointed there fingers at us. said turkey was fighting terror. said they wouldnt hurt civilians #but what ever do you guys know what it's like to scream and scream but have no one bet an eye? #that's how i feel. that's how we kurds feel #man fuck off whatever i want to strangle someone #nesi rants

[jattendschaton]

Just got off a talk with my boss and she is leaving the organization next week and the new executive director is going to bring in their own assistant so I am just. fucked. I've had two job interviews recently but I already know I didnt get one of them and what are the odds I finally get a new job now after years of searching oh my god oh my god i am so fucked so soso fucked oh fuck

#bean talks #i needed to take a walk to like. breathe #and i just started fucking crying hyperventilating ffffffuuuuucccckkkkk #goddamn i am really not prepared for this right now

[alastors-radioshow]

//Me: *Literally just staring is disbelief as my muse is bleeding profusely from his eyes, while also crying.*

Me:

Me: ThInGS aRe GOiNg sWElL ToDAy

#::Out Of Jambalaya:: #OOC #::The Manager Speaks:: #//Ffffffuuuuucccckkkkk #//And now I'M getting emotional because my man is about to break down

[sapphicmumrik]

>have extremely good luck, rainy day, little chores

>only get to lvl 85 of the Skull Caverns before passing out

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#fern.sdv #SO CLOSE. I WAS SO CLOOOOSE to lvl 100 #WHEN I TELL YOU MY FRUSTRATION #now I have to save up stone to make staircases again

[apnahichutiyapfelahuahai]

Tu samadhja ni mundiya hun tak tennu pata ni c jado pta hunda na k ki kr skda hun takta kinna de ass nu bang bang te bang kr chukda khair hun tk v kuch khash ni hoya h hun v kr skda tu je tu chave jeda v tu chave bss ek gal yaad rakhi

HHHHHHHHHAAAAAARRRRRRDDDDDDDDDD WWWWWWWWWOOOOOORRRRRRRRKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK FFFFFFUUUUUCCCCKKKKK TTTTTTHHHHHAAAAATTTTTTT BBBBBBBIIIIIIITTTTTTTCCCCCHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

[nchntd]

I can't really see your new posts on your blog but I can see them on my dashboard? Is this a glitch?

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no no no no no no no no no no nO NO NO-

tunglr legit fucking WHY????

[deposedinfanta]

I feel like shit!

#why do i get this terrible feeling #im going to get dumped #ffffffuuuuucccckkkkk mmmmmeeeeee

[remusthedukeofdeodorant]

Just shaved my legs

Honestly I'm so tired of doing, I literally don't care about the leg hair, yet do to social standards I feel that I have to. Generally I just don't, I don't go any where. Tomorrow we're supposed to go to the water park tomorrow, I have self harm scars, and don't want to add another thing for strangers to judge for no reason. Sometimes my mom asks if I "forgot" but realistically I just didn't do it. How am I going just say "I don't believe in shaving my legs, also I'm Bisexual and want to start dating girls." Ffffffuuuuucccckkkkk.

#personal post #personal crap #not ts related #sick of stuff like this #ugh