#bestie i can’t do this today

[dreamyprinx]

he’s performing a gay ass magic act

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#whimsy whispers #crystalart.png #crystals ocs #dnd #character design #dungeons and dragons #dungeons & dragons #lanturn #lanturn lustre #tiefling #tieflings #god I feel like this is so boring and I can’t place why #the background doesn’t help but it also don’t the main issue #as I type this (tag I am currently writing not the prev ones) it is 3:04am and I am being so smart and scheduling this to post tomorrow #(technically today) because i don’t trust myself not to forget to post again it happens so often I cannot be trusted to remember anything #‘did you remember x’ ‘can you remind me to x’ no and no #anyways this shit is scheduled now #I should also save other art as drafts and schedule those but I’m not gonna #<- plausible deniability I’m sleepy and it’s 3am but actual answer is I’m too lazy to grab my tablet and save the art then open tumblr on my #tablet and do everything like I’m just not in the mood besties #also I need to figure out if my dumb meme art should be all one post or like separate #so yah all this to say: this will be posted Monday (today) so help me GOD Z #ignore that random ass Z

[tragedykery]

I hate. complicated friendships

#I love her but also. #I feel like such a bad friend for complaining about her but she’s just so. incredibly inconsiderate #like we planned to hang out ish at 1 pm today. suddenly she texts me like ‘hey I’m coming around 14:30 instead’ #she knows I’m autistic too she knows how important having a schedule is for me and she pulls sth like that?? #maybe it’s the fact that she’s an only child but ​she just expects the world and everyone else to accommodate for her #one time we were on a school trip and I was nauseous and I mentioned that to her and she just. made it all about herself??? #like I get she’s got emetophobia but turning the conversation into a fifteen-minute-long rant about if I vomited to please not do it #anywhere she could see bc if I did she would cry and feel absolutely terrible for the rest of the day and etc etc etc #like bestie IM the one who’s sick here??? #and like 50% of our conversations are just her venting at me (even more if you count the ones over text) and it’s. I don’t mind it when it’s #a normal amoun but she just treats me like an object for her to vent at and I Understand there’s stuff she can’t tell her therapist/coach bc #he knows her parents and she’s afraid he’ll tell on her if she talks about gender stuff (she’s not out) and I’m the closest trans friend she #has so I’m the person who understands it the best but it’s just. SO much #(but the moment I vent for once I just feel like she. doesn’t listen and that she thinks I’m just being too sensitive) #and that’s definitely my fault too bc idk how to communicate when she makes me uncomfortable with stuff like that #and she’s autistic too and doesn’t understand hints at all so I’d need to just State it and that feels so incredibly mean but. #there’s more instances I’m not typing out but just. ugh. I love her I really do and I feel like such a child for complaining about her on #tumblr dot com and I know I’m at fault too for not communicating when she makes me uncomfortable I’m not pretending I’m not to blame at all #but she’s self-centred and inconsiderate and. ugh #vent #elli rambles

[scopekale]

blake and bestie and suntanned, tangled legs and blueberry stained intertwined fingers and screened in porches and stargazing on empty dirt roads and spider-web infested tire swings and tucked away creeks that flood after heavy rains and

#hey guys new audio. i am unwell. 😁 #i heavily associate blake and bestie with summer #the one time i have written about them it was very southern summer coded #anyways uhm the desperation in blake’s voice in this new audio. can’t do it today. #redacted audio #redacted blake #redacted bestie

[thedeadthree]

🥀! the oc page is here !

#leg.txt #*personal #AND ALSO i finished lilias edit ! mutuals if i did a tag list for it let me know if y’all would like to be added ! 🥀🌹 #* ​or like ! i am not sure if i will do a tag list but i thought it would be cute ! 🥀 #vianne has the braincell at the moment and i cannot wait to finish her pieces 🥀✨😭 ! miguelvianne mean the WORLD to me ! #i also updated my about page the mobile and desktop as well ! #sort of muting changing the url to raventreehalls because of bl*oodraven brainrot <3 #*MUSING NOT MUTING 💀 #THAT ANNOUNCEMENT WHEN I SAY I LOST MY MIND ! H*EDGE KNIGHT AHHHHH loml brynden! i cant wait! #i have been sort of in and out of being active here for some things and i can’t thank y’all enough for the tags + being so patient with me! #ill shoot to catch up with things in the week ! y’all are the SWEETEST 🌸✨😭 #also looking forward to s*tarfield and c*yberpunk again becoming my whole personality I AM SO EXCITED ! #bel and caro + the t*witter circle besties got to see me lose my mind about s*tarfield earlier today 🥀✨😵‍💫😌 #and now to return to the morgaine musings ! she’s in the sierra madre rn <3 her and the f*allout besties are having a time ! #maybe ill do a lore essay on how things went for them in dead money 🌹✨😵‍💫☺️ IT HAS BEEN A TIME skzkjzjz

[genderqueer-karma]

WHY ARE THEY WHITE !!!! PUT THEM BACK !!!!

#yo it's d :) #days without whitewashing nonsense: 0! #can’t have shit in the aa fandom #don’t make me color pick mfs. because i WILL do it. #aa #ace attorney #maintagging because i feel mean today #next person to whitewash my besties is getting stabbed full offense #hell they even took away apollo’s crumbs of melanin !!! what the hell !!!

[cinewhore]

You ever get done with a nearly three hour zoom call and just.

go flat

#I’ve been so exhausted lately #went to be around 9pm last night which is rare 😭 #the moment i touch my bed tonight i will likely pass out and i can’t wait #also random fun fact for today: #i applied to watch all fast and furious movies for a contest of sorts 😂 #it’s 1100 to watch all movies within two weeks including the new one #like bestie I’d do this for free & also i get paid to watch movies as a career this is laughable! #funny as shit if i get accepted #plus that’s great moving funds money :) #now that’s what i call blogging

[alexsyndrome]

aggravating how i’ve applied to over 100 jobs and heard nothing but crickets for months. now that I’ve accepted a position (and spent money on the shoes and pants I need for the uniform), all these other places will start reaching out to me. this morning I woke up to 3 emails, one from a hybrid/remote job I really wanted. it wouldn’t be such a big deal if I didn’t have to ask Jake to take time off from his job in order to drive me to interviews.

#I also woke up to Facebook friend requests from my estranged father and his new wife 🙄 #I do have a phone interview for another job later today but I read after the fact that traveling in the community is part of the job #which I of course can’t do without a vehicle and a drivers license. so I don’t think this one will work out 🙄 #I’m so frustrated this morning besties

[likelylarks]

the unconscionable rage i am feeling,,, incapable of reblogging anything,,, going to lose my mind

#i’ve blocked so many people #even people i previously liked and respected #just bc they said i shouldn’t be mad at oscar #little brat willingly signed a contract for an occupied seat #i don’t care how you slice it that ain’t it #and i saw someone say daniel brought it on himself and it was an instant block #literally the only thing saving zak and andreas is the atlantic ocean #also ppl saying they trusted andreas??? why??? #he’s been talking smack behind daniels back for over a year #you’ve just been only paying attention to what you want to pay attention to #god daniel better get his $15 mil and a drive for next year or i will cross the ocean and commit crimes #i’ve been lurking for hours but then i saw a tone deaf anon on my friends blog and i can’t do it #also i’m!!!! the tone deafness of ppl right now!!!! #michael??? italiano??? i’m going to!!!! i hate him and i’ve always hated him but today we’ve reached new heights #este bestie?? what on earth??? #redacted ​my beloved?? now is not the time for baby max pics #daniel ricciardo

[ashleyeveerson]

#besties i’m hanging on by a threat #i can’t do this anymore #it’s all i’ve been thinking of today at work #WHAT KIND OF DIRECTIONS DID THEY GIVE NOAH TO ACT SO FRUTY IN THE VAN???? #i need to know #nick i love u but please release the scrip #we’re dying out here #byler #will byers my beloved #mike wheeler #byler script #stranger things #will x mike #8flix

[crepusculum-rattus]

was really exhausted this entire week off so i did not get a chance to work on blaze empress’ stat block o(-(

#mutuals do u still love me /j #i forgot that being at my parents house would make me exhausted by like. 5pm every day #i didn’t even do my schoolwork i was supposed to do #oops #heading back home today tho 🙏🙏🙏 #can’t wait to see the cat and also my bestie #🐀

[iloveyoumorethansoup]

My roommate was telling me how I’ve been up until almost 6am every night and how she tells me all the time to be quieter and when I told her that coming out of her room to ask me when I’m going to bed and telling me she doesn’t know when I ask her if something is wrong doesn’t tell me to be quiet is apparently gaslighting??

#bestie has been moved around 5 times now for housing bc she can’t get along with anyone #I’m seeing why #literally. first time she’s said she wants me to be quiet. and I’m like oh yeah for sure #and then she’s like I’ve told you so many times to be quiet at night just because you’re up all night doesn’t mean I have to be #and she was like I want to change our roommate agreement bc ur such a problem #clearly you’re only doing this bc I enforced the overnight guest rule that they can’t stay past 1am #and I’m like. none of that is true?? and she’s going on and on #and then she’s like well how would you like people being awake when you want to sleep?? and I’m like that’s something I’m super used to #and then she’s like well you have no empathy at all you’re so defensive and rude it’s just not nice #and it’s like. bestie. i knew all about u before u moved in. there’s a reason we had to fill out our agreement with the housing coordinator #she’s like and you should know I’ve been in contact with our ra. and I have someone one the phone right now as a witness #this was like 20 mins into the conversation like buddy if that’s the route you wanna go I will go #also me and our ra? besties. i make her cake pops and desserts. she really liked the lemon cake pops I made #and she can’t stand my roommate bc she goes out of her way to cause problems and lie #so like. we were already talking about her today when she stopped by for a cake pop #she was just telling me earlier like hey you really should email the housing coordinator for her doing those things it’s really not alright #the things being every time I have a conversation with someone she cracks her door open to listen in #but now I can’t send that email or else it’s retaliation #this girl is an absolute trip. universally hated by every ra on this campus #also she tries to freak my ra out by telling her we talk about her all the time. i do by best to not interact with her at all if I can help #oh oh oh. and she texted my ra saying I was having people over past what’s allowed every night for a week straight. which I haven’t at all #she really underestimates how good of friends I am with my ra. I’m dating a very close friend of hers and on top of that she used to be at #my apartment like every other day until roomie moved in. and she’s a known liar! why would either of us listen to a word she says about us #so yeah. those r the updates that I’m battling against #soup talks #no but for realsies tho. bestie has been moved so many times. her old roommate is an ra friend of mine and they cannot Stand each other #I’m pretty sure this is her last chance with campus housing. and god do I see why #also girl hates sound. Hates it. calls the ra on call whenever there’s wind bc we have old windows that r noisy #oh it’s also important to note we aren’t roommate roommates. we have our own bedrooms it’s like a normal 2bd apartment #so if she wanted to shut herself in her room she could. but noo she’s gotta crack open the door to listen in to everything I say and do

[solena2]

*twirls hair* bestie, my body is a temple and I am at peace with my gods. can you say the same?

#sol speaks #had a real irritating conversation today #next person to tell me I’m ‘’not trying hard enough’’ or that I ‘’don’t care about getting better’’ is getting SHANKED #just because I’m at peace with myself doesn’t mean I don’t want to solve my problems? #I just don’t see a reason I should give myself a guilt complex when I could Not Do That #bestie there is no virtue inherent in suffering #and there’s no point freaking out about things I can’t currently change

[triggeringtommy]

i gotta stop smoking weed as a coping skill, but today is not that day. my vape died and i forgot to take my meds last night so i’m feeling silly goofy and by silly goofy i mean manic. they’re making me take my meds tonight and go to sleep early cuz we finna see da kiddos tmrw :)

#todays been weird #it’s my besties birthday #happy birthday a <3 #i always say ima do better by limiting my weed consumption bc I can’t afford it #but it’s so hard to not smoke when it’s always available especially when I don’t wanna feel upset or hyperfixate on dumb shit

[southislandwren]

Good morning I’m joining a bowling league and also the DPP intro music is the same as the galaxy hall music

#breaking out the ol bowling bag this year #one of the moms on my derby team expressed interest in needing another league partner so here I am! #I do like bowling. bowling team was rough but bowling was fun #also yeah the intro music for DPP has the same musical motifs as the galaxy hall building #which means Braxton burks cover of it gets a spot on my arceus playlist #diary post #also we’re going to my college town today and getting dinner with my bestie and going to the park etc etc #I love my fam I can’t wait to show them my little town

[charlie-in-a-beanie]

Google watching me search my symptoms like 😟

#listen #if you google ‘rash on face and neck with sore throat and heavy chest with mildly tingly lips’ #you get told to go tf to a&e #but besties I have a dog with seperation anxiety so I cannot go to hospital #it’s been 2/3 weeks and I’m still alive #has it gotten worse in the last 48 hours? maybe #but I can’t do anything about that today 😌 #if I die then someone delete my search history on my phone #Tasha that’s up to you #and Chris you are responsible for getting Jack a little dinosaur bow tie for my funeral #I’m fine btw #allergic to something but who tf knows what

[yoohyeon]

Saw that the Tumblr icon on my iPad changed so I went to see what’s up and WE FINALLY CAN REPLY WITH THE BLOG WE WANT !!! THANK YOU !!! Now staff make it so when you block someone it’s block on all sb too thanks I’m tired of blocking 3 times

#I’m tired of forgetting to add this is blah blah main when someone somment something on my sideblog 😭 #my phone is sadly too full for the update but at least my iPad is ! I’ll answer on it when someone comment ckdnjdnd #now I’m leaving again ! #oh I should update that my mom recognized she fucked up (will she learn a lesson though? only time we’ll tell us) #so she apologize my dad didn’t care but he went to get her at work today and they’ve been talking like nothing happen #since they had to go grocery shopping cause the fridge was empty #idk if they talked or they just decided it was better to not say anything and fight again #so I’m happy again don’t wanna d*e anymore until I look for job at least fkdndjdn #which is what I should do but I’m ignoring my problems reading ncjdndjnd #i waited at least today see if my parents were still on the verge of divorcing or not and they seem okay so I guess i’ll check 🙄 #pray that I found something nice 😭 #I’m tempted to find something that maybe I could work 4 days a week and not 5 but I’ll never find that #cause honestly I only pay for my phone and Sowon food + litter (and vet if needed) I don’t need that much #I did promise them I would pay for Puppy’s pills if I work though cause it’s like 200$ maybe less maybe more even I can’t remember a month #my mom is struggling bad since he got those pills it’s a lot for her small salary #I’m so lucky that my parents let me be even if they struggle but I feel so bad I need to get diagnose soon cause I’m difinetely anxious #and it’s ruining my life #also had to get check for ADHD and Autism words from my doctor for the ladder I’m personally not sure ? everyone tells me no #but those people knows nothing about autism they only person that says there’s ‘’high chance’ #is bestie and she study in psychology a little for her field so I trust her judgement way more ! but maybe it’s just a mix of the other 2 #that make it seem like I may who knows one day we’ll have the answers #okay I’m talking to much now I’ll go don’t know if I’ll come back soon but at least I wanted to tell you I felt better ! #we are back at the normal worries only 🤪 #alex.txt