#being an asexual lesbian ain't easy guys

[superanxiouspotato]

Soo April is almost ending and a girlfriend still hasn't magically materialized in front of me and I think that's extremely homophobic...

Like, I know I don't start conversations because of anxiety, I know I'm not pretty or fun, BUT I'm very loyal and a great listener, I'm a bit dumb but I love to learn about literally anything if you're passionate about it and wants to share so... That should give me some points... If anyone is desperate enough, me is very desperate too

#my girlfriend #lgbtq+ #I feel like #if I wasn't asexual i wouldn't be as scared as #I am to talk *that* way #like i want a relationship #I want someone to love and call when talking to other people #but because I'm asexual everyone tells me other people deserve better than me for romantic relationship #being an asexual lesbian ain't easy guys #i'm so gay #like #super gay #i fall in love with every girl i see but... #UGH #idk #I'm lonely #I'm not romantic but i have so much love to give and no one to share it with