#begging and crying and shaking everyone please you have to care about the pillar bros

[beatcroc]

"it's better to tear it all down than let things continue like this" just seems like such a big thing to be resigned to...do you think they talked about it

#THIS is several months old bc i had wanted to do more with it but at this point i think i'm not going to. its fine as is #pizza tower #pillar john #gerome #john pillar #i think about them so much and they are so tragic to me forever. pillar john thumbs up death sprite makes me insane every day #like at what point did they realize they couldn't stop pizzahead? at what point did gerome accept he couldn't keep up with the decay? #how long were they waiting for a guy that could come through and just wreck shit? #and how distant a hope would it be that that guy could also be trusted with the treasures to give them any shot at a good ending #peppino is certainly not.... the ideal choice for a hero. but it's what they got. and he was enough. #begging and crying and shaking everyone please you have to care about the pillar bros #pizzaposting

[fifteenskies15]

生きてください、無一郎…

(Stay Alive, Muichirou...)

Summary: If the seven deities grant your wish to live, one must go as the payment, Death is absolute law of the world and none can evade them even if they try

Note: Ah, so, I'm back with Muichiro fic, this one will be angst, but... I'M NOT REALLY SURE IT IS, I don't know how to write angst that much >///< @brinthie I'm really sorry that this doesn't meet your expectations and doesn't like what you expected!! I'm so sorry! (This one's dedicated for you, Brin!)

“—Ichirou…”

…

“Muichirou…”

…?

“Muichirou!”

Muichirou’s mint green eyes snapped open, Himejima and (Name) were looking at him, the female with worried (E/C) eyes, fresh tears threaten to spill out her beautiful eyes as she engulf him in an tight embrace “Muichirou!! Thank goodness…you’re okay…!” he smiled and realized he was being bundled in Himejima’s haori , weakly Muichirou wrap his arms around her “It was naught but pure luck that I’m here with you once again, (Name)” on the corner of his eyes, he could see Himejima smiled in utter relief, tears in his eyes “It’s a relief that you survived, Tokito” he smiled gratefully at the man.

Alas, that happiness did not last long, Shinazugawa Sanemi’s anguish scream echoed through the fortress as he desperately try to make his brother stay alive, begging the Gods and Buddha to not take his brother away, you and Muichirou feel helpless, you both and Himejima watched as he disintegrated into nothingness “Everyone…Big bro…” a faint smile spread across the youth’s face “…Don’t you dare…die…everyone…” his eye slowly flutter close “Tha…nk…you…Ne…Mi”

And with that, he’s gone…

Sanemi’s scream unconsciously break your heart, Muichirou pulled you closer as tears drip down from his eyes as you could not stand the heartbroken Sanemi clutching on his brother’s kimono “Genya…” you both could feel strong hands on your shoulders and to see HImejima, even there’s tears in his eyes, he still have steely resolve look on his face, that expression alone could tell you and Muichirou that both of you didn’t have much time to grief.

“Cease your sadness, your tears only became a shame if you did not do anything in Genya’s vicinity” he said as he looked at Shinazugawa torn profile “Raise your head, Shinazugawa…” his voice laced with sheer determination “This isn’t over until Muzan is defeated…”

At that moment, you know Himejima was right, Muzan is still out there, you’re sure, the demon lady—Lady Tamayo—could not hold him any longer.

However, you couldn’t help but feel the feel of fear and worry crawled on your back, the thought of facing Muzan sent a wave of anxiety through your body…

But that did not last long as a warm hand grab yours, Muichirou looked at you with reassurance in his eyes “You don’t have to be afraid…” he gave your hand a light squeeze “We’re in this together, I assure you, We all won’t die, not until we got Muzan’s head on a pike…” the light in his eyes, the determination in his voice, and the way he looks at you made you sure that no matter what, you can do this.

Smiling, you firmly gripped his hand nod “You’re right, Mui…” he then pressed his forehead against yours as another gesture of reassurance, you both stayed like that before you turn to Himejima and Shinazugawa, “Let’s go…”

The four of you began to make haste as the messenger crow reported Muzan’s regeneration, so your hunch was right about Lady Tamayo could not hold much longer… But in the end, she did all she could and all you can do is not wasting the opportunity she gave to everyone.

“Penny for your thoughts, (Name)?” you looked at Muichirou, his brows are knitted and looking at you with worry, you just stayed silent for a bit and sighed “I’m just thinking about the demon lady…she did everything to help us kill Muzan and now she’s…” you’re all choked up, to think she’s once a lady with a happy life but in the end she become a demon and die this way…

“We’ll win, no matter what, we will emerge victorious”

Even though those words made you smile, it didn’t make the tight knot in your stomach loose, you feel like anything could happen sooner or later.

“Then, if I die, I died a hero, at least I know that my death won’t go to waste, at least I didn’t regret dying for Oyakata-sama, everyone…and you” you said smiling warmly at Muichirou “I know I’m afraid to die, I always trying so desperately to stay alive so that I could stay with you…” Unconsciously, you burst into tears “But now…I’m not afraid…From this moment, I knew that my life wouldn’t last long, but at least I died knowing that I manage to keep you alive, Muichirou” Muichirou looked at you in mixture of confusion and worry “(Name)…what are you saying…?”

Before you could get a chance to say something, the whole fortress was shaking.

“What the fu…Is it an earthquake?!” you look around and to see the fortress around you “The fortress is bending…this cannot be good, everyone! We must make a haste!” you said as you pick up the pace with the three pillars followed you behind, your ears could catch a faint biwa sounds.

Twang, twang, twang

“Ugh!” the force is crushing you and the pillars, your muscle were tense, you couldn’t move your legs, the gravity of the fortress seems to weight you down “(Last name)! Don’t give up now! We have to push forward!!” Himejima called out as you gather your strength back, “Take my hand, (Name)!” Hastily, you grabbed Muichirou’s hand as he pulled you with all his might

The fortress once again shaking violently, it’s almost hard to move or even breathe

“The castle is rising?!”

The castle’s shakes once again, making you losing your balance “Muichirou!”, reflexively he reached for your arm, but his strength doesn’t seem to help, “Shinazugawa-san! Himejima-san! Help us!!” the two pillars then rushed to help both of you “Hang in there, (Last name)!!” Shinzaugawa called out as he hold Muichirou’s body “You can do this, (Last name)! Hang in there!” you tried to summon strength for your upper body and legs, but your effort were futile.

And for a moment, you saw the flash of your life before you…

…

“Everyone, go on without me…”

“Shaddup!! Like hell we’ll leave you here, you idiot!!” Shinazugawa then force himself to pull Muichirou, but fail regardless, you looked up and to see Muichirou’s tears fell on your face “I beg you, (Name), please don’t say that! I promised to protect you and stay with you! Please! Don’t do this to me!” your heart was break into million pieces as you saw him cry, but the demons and this place doesn’t make it easy either…

“Listen to me, Muichirou! The deities of luck has grant you a chance to live, I beg you to not waste it on me, your luck can’t last forever, Muichirou”

“Not if I can help it!!”

“No, you can’t…and with my last remaining breath in me…”

“DON’T FUCKING SAY IT AND HANG IN THERE!”

“Hold still, (Last name)!”

You shook your head at the stone and wind pillar, Muichirou looked at you with tear streaked eyes as he tried his hardest to pull you up “Don’t do this to me…” you smiled apologetically at him

“Stay alive for me…Muichirou…”

And before you know it…

The fortress collapsed causing you to lose your grip from Muichirou as he, Shinazugawa and Himejima were thrown out.

“(NAME)!!!”

Blinking, Muichirou grunted in pain, the first thing he sees was the night sky, accompanied by the crescent moon, he look around to see the fortress has become a rubble, Himejima and Shinazugawa and some corpses of his comrades.

But he didn’t saw you…

He hastily gets up and went to the fortress rubble, desperately digging out to find you “(Name)…(Name)!!” his voice wavers as he calling out your name even if you won’t respond, his eyes were blurry from tears, all the memories he shares with you flooding back once more “Where are you? Where are you? WHERE ARE YOU, (NAME)?!?” he screamed in anguish as he kept digging out with his remaining arm , not caring that his nails start to bleed “DON’T DO THIS TO ME, I BEG YOU!!” he hiccupped and sobbed as he keep digging

“SEVEN DEITIES OF LUCK!! YOU SHOULD HAVE JUST GAVE YOUR BLESSINGS TO (NAME) INSTEAD OF ME!! I BEG YOU BRING HER BACK!! BRING HER BACK!!!”

He screamed until he slowly stopped “Bring her back…please…bring her back…Don’t…leave me”

At this rate, he knows he was hopeless… he knew your body were already crushed under the rubble, he collapsed and stare into the space.

Heartbroken and hurt, he cried a silent cry as he remember he can make up the promise he made for you, he promised that he will take you home together with him, hand in hand…

Looks like it’s only a hollow promise now…

With regretful tears in his eyes, he knows that he lost all his hope and will to live once again…

Losing you means he lost everything, he took his sword and look at his broken reflection, the once bright eyes has lost its light and spark…

“There will be no other than you, my love”

#kimetsu no yaiba #kimetsu no yaiba fanfiction #kimetsu no yaiba x reader #kimetsu no yaiba scenarios #kimetsu no yaiba imagines #Tokito Muichiro #Tokito Muichiro x Reader #Muichiro x Reader #KnY Muichiro #I don't know how to write angst #help #I'm so sorry