#before afhf and spent a lot of the trip crying and honestly don’t know what I would do if people like Lisa Ali and Raina weren’t there for

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#I’m only starting to process everything now bc I went right back to work when I came from Spain but I just want to say #yk the trip was really really difficult for me for several different reasons piling onto each other and I was seriously considering leaving #before afhf and spent a lot of the trip crying and honestly don’t know what I would do if people like Lisa Ali and Raina weren’t there for #and with me and I’ll always be grateful to them #BUT I want to say that the festival itself was so healing like so so so healing I can’t even begin to express it #to watch louis do what he does - even before he was on stage it was so clear he was so involved with the entire concept of the festival and #and the whole thing was such a perfect vision and it was so fan oriented even with free water and vegan food and stuff #to watch the other bands perform (because there’s just nothing in this world that I love more than music and concerts) #and then watch him on stage himself was so incredible he was so so so incredible and he gave me so much joy and idk strength to keep going #and motivation and like I felt alive and myself again after quite some time and he as the person who stood there was just unbelievable and #in the context of my trip being what it was it was just ….. yeah I can’t describe it #and this in combination with the community that was there and the energy of the crowd which nobody else but louis has actually and the #fact that you really feel like you’re a part of sth it was magical #and by that I just want to say i know I complained a lot but it meant the absolute world to me to be there despite everything and louis #really is a walking beacon of light saving me again and again #Harry’s show this year probably changed the course of my life for a few reasons and it really was one of the most important moments for me #but watching louis reminded me of that and more and just yea #made me feel like myself again and I love him and I know I’m not the only one for whom the festival was so healing <3