#bc im like seriously one small inconvenience away from just throwing myself into traffic

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#ignore this one too #but . nothing makes you dssperate for a job like being disabled and having your pain relief taken away #and m so overwhelmed by how much i hate myself its fucking bad. its bad. #why is $45 so much money #i just want to rest #i just want. to not have to panic. abt when ill be able to function again #hhggg hhhhh #i want to be able to exist without being petrified tht my lifeline is abt to be taken away #bc im like seriously one small inconvenience away from just throwing myself into traffic #but nothings going to happen no matter how much i scream on the internet nobody owes me this money and nobody ik HAS that kind of money rn #nobodys going to buy you weed edwin stop. stop. #cant stop. #vent