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uchihabbynic · 2 years

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The Lie You Fed - Part II

Characters: Sasuke Uchiha x Fem! Reader

Brief Mentions: Naruto Uzumaki

Warnings: Angst, Fluff, Smut

Word Count: 4.2k

Author’s Note: My first attempt at writing my emo lover boi, Sasuke 🖤 Dedicated to my bestie, @jordyn-degas aka, Sasuke’s wifey 🤪

Mood 🎧 : Overboard - Justin Bieber ft. Jessica Jarrell

The sky continued to empty itself as storm clouds rolled through - like a sick and twisted indication of your current mood. The silk material of the cocktail dress you’d worn specifically for Naruto had clung to your body as the rain soaked every inch of your skin, causing you to shiver as the door swung open in front of you. The pair of familiar Onyx eyes on the other side met your own dull, lifeless ones as you stood in front of the Uchiha who had talked you off many a ledge in the past.

Without a single word being said, Sasuke stepped aside allowing you to enter his home at this unusual midnight hour. You stood in the dim hallway, absolutely dejected - black mascara having stained your warm cheeks as you glanced up at Sasuke with the look of defeat in your eyes. Sasuke - still not uttering a word, let out a small sigh and pulled your shivering, wet body into a loving embrace, cradling your rain-soaked hair onto his chest - not caring that he'd need to change his clothes. He rested his chin on the top of your head as you sniffled into his sleep shirt but Sasuke didn’t care. It was as if he knew exactly what you needed at that moment. He always knew.

Sasuke was a misunderstood man that genuinely believed you were one of the only people who truly saw him for who he was and moments like these were one of the many reasons you adored him. Despite him being your ex-boyfriend's old friend, he considered his bond with you to be a particularly special one. From the time you were kids, you never gave up on him. You gave him space to express his emotions and spill his guts on the rare, alcohol-fueled, tear filled nights without fear of judgment. In fact, you’d both considered each other to be soulmates in another life. There was always a mutual agreement that no matter what happened - you’d be there for each other and this was no different.

You unwrapped your arms from around Sasuke’s waist, chuckling from the slight embarrassment of your prior breakdown - wiping a tear in the process. Sasuke led you to his cozy living room where the glow of the TV was the only thing giving light to the space.

“Let’s get you out of these clothes.” The Uchiha sighed as he padded across the wooden floor of his tiny home and into his bedroom. You nodded and wrapped a nearby blanket around your trembling body.

“Here.” Sasuke said as he threw a pair of his sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt in your direction. “Bathroom’s that way.” he nodded with his head, in the direction you needed to go as he got comfortable on his couch, patiently waiting for you to join him.

As you changed into the dry clothes that the Uchiha had given you and cozied up to him on the sectional, you couldn’t resist the urge to deeply inhale the faint scent of Patchouli and Bergamot that always lingered on Sasuke’s clothes. To be honest, that in itself momentarily centered you and brought you back down to earth.

“What’d he do?” The deep, flatness of Sasuke’s voice caused you to instinctively close your eyes, replaying the evening in your head over and over.

“He kissed her, Sasuke.” your voice began to crack. Sasuke’s brow rose out of pure bewilderment that his old friend and rival would do something so detrimental to his relationship.

“I guess Prince Charming isn’t so perfect after all.” The Uchiha grumbled under his breath. He couldn’t even fathom that Naruto would cross these kinds of boundaries within your relationship.

“Tell me about it. He decided that he wants to see if he can fix things with Hinata for the sake of the kids.” Your heart sank once more, relaying the conversation to Sasuke.

Sasuke scoffed, “That’s bullshit. Even I know that.”

Feeling as though you’d cried as much as your tear ducts would allow, you could only muster a small chuckle. “Yeah…So I kicked him out and I came here because well…I don't know. I just really need you right now.” You said as you stared intensely into the Uchiha’s dark eyes.

Sasuke placed a gentle hand on your thigh. “Good. My door is always open for you.” A small smile crept across the Uchiha’s lips.

The man had it bad for you. Always has. However, he’d often let the nagging voice in his head tell him that he couldn’t give you the life that you deserved. He was a broken man who desperately needed to unlearn a lot of trauma and was terrified of dragging you down with him.

As much as he hated to hear how the fight with Naruto had affected you - he was content with being in your presence, just simply existing. As the night slowly progressed, your heart had finally begun to settle. You were swimming in a newfound peace of mind being in Sasuke’s home and soon found your fingers wrapped around the piping hot coffee mug Sasuke had given you. Fortunately, it was already filled to the brim with your favorite tea flavor - Chamomile.

While Sasuke was a man of few words - his love language was undeniably acts of service and seeing as though he knew you better than most, he had the kettle going as soon as you started spilling your guts to him - walking to and from the living room and the kitchen, being sure not to miss a single detail of your story.

“Sasuke, do you ever think…what if it had been you?” you inquired hesitantly as you placed the mug on the table in front of you.

Sasuke’s head snapped, staring fiercely in your eyes, trying to process what you’d just said. “Us?” his head cocked to the side. “Want the truth?”

You nodded, now casually tracing your fingers along the fabric on Sasuke’s sweatpants, nervously awaiting his response.

The Uchiha inhaled deeply, closing his eyes momentarily before dropping his answer right on your lap. “There hasn’t been a single day in the last 10 years where it hasn’t crossed my mind.”

“Sasuke…” Your mind went back to only a few years prior at your 30th birthday party when Naruto made a spectacle of finally asking you to be his girlfriend in front of all your closest friends and family - giving you a beautiful necklace in the process.

Amongst the excitement surrounding your precious birthday gift from Naruto - you immediately looked for Sasuke in the sea of faces, somehow worried about his reaction to the fact that you were no longer single. As much as you cared deeply for Naruto from the time you were teenagers, Sasuke Uchiha was the one that held a place in the deepest crevice of your heart.

“Why’d you keep this to yourself for so long?” you asked, disappointment evident in your tone.

“What exactly was I supposed to do?” Sasuke grumbled. “Everyone could see how in love you were with that loser. He has this unyielding grip on you - which I never quite understood.” he shrugged.

A slight pang of guilt hit your stomach as you empathized with Sasuke. Despite how close you were with the Uchiha growing up, you’d made it clear over the years where your heart lied and it was always undeniably with Naruto Uzumaki.

“Pft, look where that got me?” you rolled your eyes at the realization that your so called “fairy-tale ending” had just come crashing down.

“Well, what’s done is done. It’s best to leave the past, in the past.” Sasuke flatly responded. His gaze focused on the ceiling and he rested his head on the couch cushion.

As you stared at the painfully handsome Uchiha, your mind raced a million miles a minute. You were hurting and as always, Sasuke was there to pick up the fragile pieces of your heart. You forced every bone in your body to stay rigid - trying your hardest to not to act on pure instinct alone but - sitting on the couch, sharing space with the man who talked you off another ledge right into the early part of the morning, caused your vulnerability to be at an all time high.

You grabbed Sasuke’s chin, feeling his long black hair tickle your hand as you guided him to look in your direction. He was breathtakingly beautiful. You soon pulled his face closer, mere inches from your own. Sasuke didn’t dare put up a fight.

“Well, who says we can’t rewrite the future?” you asked as you placed your soft, supple lips onto Sasuke’s - whose were now slightly parted from pure shock at the kiss he was quickly settling into.

You let your vulnerability and instinct triumph over the logical part of your brain as you continued to passionately exchange sweet kisses with the Uchiha. The kiss felt hungry and eager, yet natural for your tongues to intertwine. Sasuke’s demeanor shifted and the gentleness of the kisses quickly turned desperate. Needy.

Sasuke entangled his fingers in your damp hair, gripping the back of your skull - bringing you further into the kiss as the small living room was soon filled with soft whimpers and heavy panting. As much as you wanted to completely forget of Naruto’s existence - the foreign lips you’d been tasting had momentarily caused you to wonder what Naruto would think if he were there to witness this.

You abruptly broke the kiss, slightly pulling away, letting a small trail of saliva follow. “Maybe…We shouldn’t.” you whispered as you squeezed your eyes shut, mildly embarrassed to withstand Sasuke’s intense gaze.

“We absolutely should.” Sasuke insisted, pulling your face back to his, leading you by your chin.

You shook the thoughts out of your head, feeling stupid that you’d even considered Naruto’s feelings after what he’d done to you. You were sick of choosing the man who hurt you over the man who’d have probably given you the world despite his lack of confidence in being able to provide for you.

Your feverish body went into overdrive as your lips met the Uchiha’s once more. You desperately fumbled for the hem of Sasuke’s shirt trying to guide it over his body. Similarly, Sasuke began tugging at the tee he’d given you to wear, signaling it to come off. As you got lost in Sasuke’s sweet mouth, you wrapped your arms around his shoulders, mindlessly running your fingers through his inky colored hair. Sasuke took this as the perfect opportunity to slip his large, veiny hand under your shirt, giving your bare breast a firm squeeze.

“I’ve fucking missed you.” The Uchiha breathed out - his chest rising and falling with each passing moment.

“Sasuke…” you moaned out as the raven-haired man latched onto the side of your neck, gently nipping and biting the scorching hot skin. Sasuke was now rock hard in his sweatpants - the fabric now practically strangling his cock. As his dick twitched against the cotton - he knew that he’d had enough teasing. The Uchiha scooped you up, effortlessly walking with you to the back of his house where he kicked the bedroom door open. No more questions. No more regrets.

>>>

Your face planted into the mattress - your round ass facing the ceiling as Sasuke slid his long, throbbing dick up and down the outside of your slick folds, licking his lips at the beautifully explicit view of you he was receiving.

“S-Sasuke, please.” you whined, impatiently shifting your hips backwards desperate to feel Sasuke’s length fill you up.

“Just relax, love.” The Uchiha whispered. No sooner than you could continue to wriggle underneath him - yearning for his cock, Sasuke jerked his hips forward slamming himself deep inside of you.

“F-fuuck!” He breathed out, eye’s screwed shut as he felt your pussy suffocate his massive length. His skin burned at the contact with yours, cheeks already beginning to flush as he slowly thrusted in and out of your tight hole.

As Sasuke found a good rhythm driving himself into you, you could feel yourself losing brain cells as the Uchiha fucked you senseless. All you could do was blubber nonsense - your drool smeared across your cheek, soaking his mattress. Your arousal quickly ran down the side of your thigh with every thrust.

“Oh God Sasuke, right there!” you moaned out feeling the fullness of his cock so prominently, you swore you could feel him in your ribcage. The sound of your ass clapping against the Uchiha’s muscular thighs filled the room so deliciously.

Sasuke propped one leg up on the bed, adjusting himself to reach further inside you. With each thrust, he could feel himself get more and more lightheaded at the intense pleasure. His lips were slightly parted as low groans left the deepest part of his throat as he continued to slam himself into your needy little cunt.

“Shit baby, you’re so fuckin’ wet for me.” The raven-haired man grunted - his thrusts getting sloppier by the second.

Sasuke reached his hand around your midsection, circling his fingers around your sensitive clit. He leaned over still pumping in and out of you, placing gentle kisses on your shoulder blades. The Uchiha was an excellent multitasker - a true renaissance man.

You felt a familiar coil build in your stomach as you were nearing your climax. You cried out in pure ecstasy as you scratched and clawed at the plush mattress as Sasuke’s hands continued to dig into your hips, fucking you silly. “Sasuke, I’m…I’m gonna -” you babbled as drool poured from the corner of your mouth, barely able to form a sentence.

“That’s right. Cum for me. Be a good girl and cum for me, Y/N” Sasuke grunted, desperate to get his final few thrusts in before completely losing himself.

A mix of pain and pleasure surged through your body, feeling Sasuke’s nails dig into the squishy flesh on your hip. You were certain he’d leave a mark but you didn’t mind as your vision began to go completely white when you clenched hard around his cock for one final time.

“Fuuuckk!” you cried out as your orgasm violently crashed into you causing you to lose balance in your knees and fall forward. Sasuke, who was still inside of you, chased his high as well - his black hair matted to the back of his neck from the sweaty, messy, loving sex he’d partaken in.

Sasuke bit his lip, hard enough to draw blood, desperate to not “emasculate” himself with the way he was ready to unravel and burst at the seams. His heart beat wildly inside his chest, struggling to get a few more sloppy thrusts in - gritting his teeth, mere moments before spilling his hot, creamy seed inside of you.

“Mm, so good baby. So. fuckin. good.” he gave three final thrusts as a long, raspy, throaty groan fell from his lips, simultaneously filling you with his cum. Sasuke immediately tumbled over your limp, exhausted body momentarily staying inside of you as you both tried what you could to calm your breathing down to a normal pace.

As Sasuke pulled out of your sensitive heat, you reached for the nearest towel to clean yourself off, casually tossing it in Sasuke’s direction. As you settled back into a fresh T-shirt that he’d given you, you realized you’d lost track of time. You desperately reach for your cell to see just how late it’s gotten.

You tapped the screen eager to check the time.

“2:50am. Fuck. It’s late.” you thought.

Sasuke looked over at you, brows furrowed. “You’re… staying right?”

Your eyes had softened hearing the slight plea in Sasuke’s voice. You now knew the depth of his feelings for you but even for him - this was…different. You shrugged, tossing your phone on his nightstand as you peeled back the cold bedsheet preparing to bury yourself in them.

“Sure, Sasuke.” you cracked a slight smile and yawned as you curled up next to the Uchiha who was now laying shirtless on the opposite side of the bed.

>>>

Sasuke had crept out as the sun was rising, making a quick pharmacy run. While he truly adored you and had always wanted to share his life with you - he wasn’t ignorant to the complexity of your situation-ship or how babies were made, for that matter and slipped to the “Family Planning Aisle” to grab an emergency contraceptive.

Sasuke, being as stealthy as a mouse - quietly made his way back into his home, careful not to awaken the sleeping princess who occupied space in his bed. As he kicked his shoes off, Sasuke placed the lavender box on the side table closest to you, right next to the cup of Chamomile tea he’d made for you before bed the previous night.

Right as Sasuke carefully slipped back into bed next to you, your body began to stir. You wiped the sleepy from your eyes as you turned over, now face to face with the man who’d given you a broad shoulder to cry on as well as respectfully rearranged your insides the night before.

“Good Morning.” Sasuke mumbled.

“Morning, Uchiha.” You let out an exaggerated yawn and stretch as you tried to get your bearings.

The week had been a whirlwind as the last thing you expected when you were planning your three year anniversary dinner was to end up in Sasuke Uchiha’s bed.

You grabbed your phone out of instinct, tapping the screen to check your overnight messages. To your surprise, your screen was filled with dozens of missed calls and text messages from the last person you’d expected to hear from so soon.

‘Naruto 🧡’

12 Missed Calls

As you scanned your phone - a lump in your throat formed, causing your mouth to salivate as heartbreaking memories flooded your mind. Your eyes began to fill with tears - fingers trembling, feeling absolutely terrified to read the messages that Naruto had bombarded you with. You didn’t know what to expect from him anymore and you were incredibly emotionally and mentally drained. You couldn’t handle any other surprises, so you threw the phone back on the table, face down - shaking yourself out of your thoughts.

Sasuke sighed. “You miss him, don’t you?” he peered at you from the corner of his eyes. Sasuke was extremely observant and could tell that your phone was causing nothing but trouble for you this morning.

You crossed your arms, smacking your lips in frustration. “No, of course not….” you paused, knowing that you were blatantly lying. “Well…”

“It’s fine.” Sasuke interrupted. His morning voice sounded as low and monotone as ever.

“What’s that supposed to mean?”

Sasuke shrugged. “It’s obvious you still love him. Those feeling’s dont just go away after one night of fucking.”

You laid back on the cushy pillow now facing Sasuke, cheeks burning from the use of his vulgar language. “Sasuke, I…”

“Just drop it, Y/N”. Sasuke, sounding annoyed, reached for the unopened bottle of water on his bedside, tossing it in your direction.

“I got you something.” The Uchiha nodded his head forcing you to take notice of the purple package of Plan B.

Your head whipped to the side, eyes now blown wide. You smacked your forehead, completely forgetting how carried away you and Sasuke had gotten last night - now taking notice of the pastel colored box lying face down on the table.

“Fuck. Thanks… you really didn’t have-”

Sasuke blew a frustrated sigh, immediately cutting you off. Irritation, obvious in his tone. “I did though. Take the pill please.”

You rolled your eyes and snatched the water from Sasuke’s hand, annoyed at his cold demeanor. You tore into the packaging and shoved the little white pill down your throat, swallowing hard.

With a scowl now plastered across your face, you glared at Sasuke. “Why are you being such a dickhead?” You spit back, completely unbothered at how confrontational you were being first thing in the morning.

Sasuke, now equally perturbed - turned to face you. Staring intently into your eyes. “Tch. You wanna start playing house now? Is that what this is?” he sneered.

“W-what?! No! But… this isn’t exactly the vibe I expected from you after we, y’know...” You crossed your arms, eyes squinting - dead set on Sasuke.

“Nothing about last night changes anything between us or the fact that you’re still in love with him.” Sasuke’s voice now slightly raised - his tone laced with venom and jealousy.

“Dammit, Sasuke! You’re such a Leo, it irks my soul!” you yelled back.

“Shut up. You know I'm right. That dumbass has had you in chokehold our entire lives.”

Your face dropped - sympathy suddenly consuming you as you slowly came to the realization that this is Sasuke’s way of expressing his contempt for your soul-tie with Naruto that appears will never be broken.

“Sasuke…I care about you. So much. I always have.” you pleaded, grabbing Sasuke’s hand. Sasuke immediately turned his head, snatching his hand away from yours. As much of a tough-guy demeanor he often held, he was actually quite soft.

Your lip began to quiver at how detached Sasuke seemed to act towards you the morning after such a beautiful night. “Sasuke, what do you want me to say, huh?” you huffed.

“You want me to lie to you and tell you that Naruto means nothing to me?!” you ran your fingers through your hair, clutching your scalp from pure frustration.

“I want you to make a decision and stick with it!” The Uchiha roared. You flinched at the sudden increase in volume. “Don’t just come around trying to get a sympathy fuck whenever that idiot hurts you!”

You gasped. “It wasn’t a sympathy fuck, Sasuke. What the hell is wrong with you?”

“Tch. You were vulnerable and horny. Nothing more.” Sasuke spat back.

You sighed, sitting with your thoughts momentarily, slightly pissed that Sasuke was reading you and hitting the nail on the head. “I’m here now aren’t I?” you asked, shifting yourself on the bed to get back in Sasuke’s direct line of view, tears began streaming down your cheeks.

“Hm. But for how long?” Sasuke asked.

You snatched your phone off the nightstand once more, frantically typing in the lock screen passcode as the Face ID wouldn’t accept your now tear stained face. You carefully avoided opening the message thread with your ex, Naruto. You immediately ran to the contacts, clicking on his name and hovering over the “Block Caller” button.

You sharply inhaled. A very small part of you was still interested in reading what the messages said. You sat next to Sasuke on the bed, eerily quiet as you fiddled around on your phone. Your fingers began to tremble again and for lack of better judgment you hesitantly clicked the “Messages” icon to view your most recent texts from Naruto.

“I miss you.”

“I made a mistake, please call me back.”

“I love you so much, sweetheart. There’s no one else out there for me.”

You began to panic, heart thumping loudly in your ears, your breathing became unhinged and shallow as you started to re-read the dozens of messages over and over. You clutched the phone to your chest, letting the screen go dark and took a deep breath. Seconds later, you quickly unlocked your phone once more and without a moment to reconsider you blocked the contact ‘Naruto 🧡’, tossing the phone in Sasuke’s lap, with the endless amount of messages still open.

“Sasuke. I don’t know what the future holds. No one does. But what I do know - is that this time I’m choosing myself. My mental wellbeing. My happiness.”

Sasuke slowly scrolled through the messages seeing the desperation yet high regard that Naruto held for you, even through the screen.

“And?” Sasuke pressed.

“-And…even though I’m in no place to start a fresh relationship, I’ll be sure to take better care of your heart this go ‘round. You really do mean the world to me.” Your voice trembled as the sweet words spilled from your lips. You were terrified and holding your breath awaiting Sasuke’s response.

Sasuke swiftly perked up - the smallest smile crept onto his lips. The Uchiha turned to face you, now staring at you much softer than before. It was as if something you said had broken the wall he immediately put back up after last night.

Sasuke, momentarily staying quiet - raised his middle finger and index finger together giving you a gentle poke on the forehead, a small smile still plastered across his face.

“I’ll take it.” The Uchiha replied. The corners of his lips raised much higher than you’d seen in a long time. You had truly missed his smile. Despite him being rough around the edges and a little blunt - he was truly what you’d needed all along.

After a night of arguing with your ex, trapping you in your own personal hell - you showed up at his doorstep completely unannounced. Since then, it’s been reconfirmed that Sasuke Uchiha indeed comforted you in ways many others could not.

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