#aughfghhf

[wordsinhaled]

whew. feeling some type of jumbled up blend of gender dysphoria + creative energy + existential angst + anxiety + fandom imposter syndrome + oversensitivity

#my words are a drop in the ocean and i feel like i am being annoying even when i know i’m not #etc #all this to say i love everyone but i feel kinda like a weird snail in a shell rn #weird way to feel #music is about the only thing scratching my brain correctly rn #also the gomens hyperfixation #i have a mini vacation in three weeks and i think that will help #aughfghhf #feelin a little ridiculous tbh i KNOW it is ridiculous #but it be like that sometimes #it’s the ‘everyone would be right to leave you alone’ energy #no good. incorrect. cognitive distortion central #BUT IT STILL HITS