#ash williams x transmasc reader

[nofoundboy]

May I perhaps ask for something with Coach Boomer or Ash (AVED) with a younger trans male reader? It can really be anything you want other than that, fluff, smut, anything. I just want me some dilf/gilf bruce tbh

Love this request 😭😭 I hope you like it

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Tw:Kind of angsty, nsfw (mentions of sex and cockwarming). Ash has PTSD

Chest to chest, you felt Ash's breathing rise and fall, trying to calm down and cling to a steady, gentle rhythm that would succeed in calming him.

His hand clung tightly to your hip and his stump rested on your back. He needed to know that you were there, that you were real and that nothing had happened to you.

The sweat on your bodies had begun to fade, replaced by the cold that crept in through the slightly open windows. You wouldn't make the attempt to get up to close them, for with the slightest shake of your head, Ash had further solidified his grip. He needed you.

Until 10 minutes ago, you had both been lost in the ecstasy of your bodies colliding, of wet kisses and raucous moans. It was then that the most horrible memory of his past, specifically, of Linda and what he had to do to save himself, seized him, causing him to come to an immediate halt.

At that moment, his countenance had a deathly appearance. Had it not been for his hands clenching you desperately tight, you would have thought he had lost consciousness.

Now, the only source of warmth you had was your bodies pressed together. He had not left your interior, for the absolute closeness to you was the only thing that prevented him from collapsing completely.

Your body, safe and warm, kept him in this world and in this time, a participant in the details of the now that his past sought so desperately to take from him.

"I'm sorry" you heard him murmur against your skin, his face hidden in your neck.

"Don't apologize. It's weird" you whispered against his hair, pressing a soft kiss to the crown of his head.

Embarrassment for his actions was not a quality Ash possessed, or at least, that he forced himself not to possess, so he understood perfectly why you saw such an action as unusual. You had become so accustomed to not hearing him apologize that this seemed simply anticlimactic.

It didn't matter, he insisted. Only you were able to put up with his bullshit and keep him from going back to his old pathetic routine of running away from those who seriously loved him and going back to one-night stands and his cold bed after sunrise.

"I'm with you, Ash, okay?" you whispered, stroking the back of his neck gently.

A subtle 'mmm' escaped his lips, muffled by the way he pressed his face against your chest.

"You've worn the binder too long" he whispered after a while, noting how reddened your skin was in that area. The heat of the moment consumed you both, too fast and too scorching for you to stop and observe those details, but in the calmness granted by the release of orgasm, you both noticed the irregularities and newness of your bodies. Always.

"I forgot. It won't happen again," your hands fastened on Ash's back muscles, which seemed to relax just a smidgen more at the subtlety of your touch.

"You should be with someone younger. And with someone who isn't a fucking mess" no sooner had he finished saying this than you straightened up a little, with your palms on his chest and looking at him, confused.

"That's the stupidest thing I've ever heard in my life" and you hated it when he said things like that. It just happened, the times when memories flooded him to the point of suppressing his self-esteem and confidence. "I couldn't even imagine myself with anyone but you" you didn't expect that would put the matter to rest, but you did expect it to silence him at least for this one occasion.

Ash hated feeling vulnerable, but he loved and trusted you enough to accept that he was in a bad place, so he didn't push aside his feelings or regain a façade of security, he just stood there, hugging you tightly, not daring to lift his face and look at you. He just wanted to feel that you were completely real, that nothing bad had happened to you, and that he was miles away from that damn cabin.

Several minutes passed, minutes that for Ash might as well have been hours. He pulled away from you slightly, depositing a kiss on your neck.

"Ah…you're better" you sighed, feeling his erection inside you.

He had thought about replying 'thank you to you', for I was indeed grateful for your very existence, but he didn't want to ruin the moment. He wasn't ready to 'be a decent fellow' yet, so he just smiled slyly and, seeking your approval with his gaze, resumed his movements until you both left all concern behind.

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