#as well as the skill and finesse that procrastinating provides lol

[drpepperisthedarlingofmysoul]

the way i just saw sobh in my following section and that it had posted a week ago and i was like SOBH DAY! SOBH DAY! SOBH DAY! and then i realised...

#my heart is broken #my soul is drowned in despair #my very being is tortued by the sharp edges of this wreck of a world #and ive realised that was dramatic #but guess what? #when sobh day is cruelly ripped from me right in front of my eyes im allowed to be okay #like i get at the end none of it really made sense #and it shouldve stopped quite a couple of posts before #but still #it made my heart happy #<- by that i mean it made me cry and sometimes laugh #am i writing this to put of work that needs to be done in a some hours? #yes. #but at least my sleep schedual matches up more now that the clocks have gone back now lol #now i can say that i was up working until 12am instead of 1am #this has gone off topic #but thats just my personality lol #as well as the skill and finesse that procrastinating provides lol #at least the panik™️ motivation has kind of set in tho lol #sobh #tsc