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[confused--motherfucker]

people change, feelings are forgotten.

people change.. and so do life, peoples types… hobbies….

but one thing that doesn’t is feelings, they might disappear, but they are still there or were at some point. they’re always the same, the difficult part is simply figuring out what you’re actually feeling. Is it love? friendship? depression? hate? attraction?

if a feeling “changes”. It was never really the right thing you were feeling at any point, you simply figured out what you truly felt, making the “feeling” “disappear”. it was just the idea of what you thought you felt, or maybe it was mixed up and hidden by the feeling of safety.

You could also simply have forgotten what you felt. because of hatred, or sorrow, or any other type of feeling.

Getting over someone is not forcing yourself to lose feelings, but forcing you to forget the love you felt. 

someone might say “ i changed” but really? Did you? or simply figure out what you feel like, and who you really are?

I'm a whore, I’m a lover, I'm an artist! no no no! I'm a designer!! or a baker?

I don’t know yet. but what I do know is what I want to be. but that! that can from time to time change..

i really want to feel love, real love, not just the excitement about being loved, the kinda love where you can’t just say “i’ll get over it” or “meh, it didn’t work out” 

I want to feel the kinda love where just the sound of their voice makes my feet tickle and my stomach to curl into a little bun that turns into fireworks of butterflies. 

Or the opposite. the kinda love that makes your heart fall into your stomach, turning into the nest of all the wasps and gross bugs eating you up inside, especially in your head, leaving their name and hope as the only thing existing there….

#motivation #concept of love #feelings #love #creativepromptsforwriting #armaturewriter