#anyways rums NASTY so wont be getting drunk on that again lol

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I don’t really drink much since addiction runs in my family/I fear my pre-existing mental health issues will create a dependency on it to cope, and I’ve sworn to myself after my first time getting heavily tipsy that I would only be participating in social drinking (which isn’t exactly happening rn because Pandemic lol) with people I trust to help combat those issues, BUT

someday i really wanna get drunk and try to write a fanfic and see what happens lol

#chatty blogging #someday is a long way off because i'm not getting drunk alone and i'm not getting drunk with my mother #though my mother really wants me to get drunk with her? #she also wants to get high with me; my older brother got her weed gummies (legal here) and she still hasn' #hasn't* even told my dad i'm the only person aside from my big bro who knows she possesses weed gummies #they're raspberry flavored #but i told her i would not get high with her (cuz i never want to do weed) and i will not get drunk with her (because she's my PARENT) #the folks who got me almost drunk were like 'you've never been drunk yet??? its been a month since you were legal' #and i was like 'yeah well the only ppl ive drank around is my parents; my siblings; and our pastor/his wife so yknow' #and they were like 'oh yeah i can see why you have not. anyways heres some shots of rum and that hard cider you like' lol #anyways rums NASTY so wont be getting drunk on that again lol #i was a bubbly/giggly drunk in case anyone was curious lol #and you could TELL i was tipsy visually because i'm pale as paper so my cheeks were bright red from the booze lol #tw: alcohol #alcohol mention #drinking mention