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vantaegguk · 2 months

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Grammys;

Synopsis: jungkook is needy during show and secretly asks Tae out away from camera

Plot: tae: bottom; jungkook;top

Time: 11:30 pm

Venue: grammy's award ceremony

》 jungkook was sitting peacefully on his chair watching the show...until an xxx performance popped up..afterall it's award show..

》 "Oh no..why do they show all this openly..dint they know how much every man has to struggle..it's getting hard for me now"

》" He felt his pants getting buldged and him growing under peice of his cloth"

》 he used his feet to touch taehyung's legs gesturing him that he's in problem..

》"help me hyung..this perform has caused serious issues..."

》 "wait what.!!! Jungkook this is not tye right place..it's grammy we have cameras all around"

》 "hyung..I'll go to washroom.and soon after you follow my way and help me out"

》 "jungkook...even the bathroom is meant for every VIP...we will get caught there..."

》 jungkook didn't have much patience left..he was in serious urgent issues..he just pleaded to taehyung..and went towards the restroom

》 "Whats wrong with him..he got needy just by watching this performance..I wonder what happens to him when I'm not around.."

》 "anyways..now I've to help my poor baby out..I can't see him in pain"

●without any better reason..he stood uo and told jimin that he's going to restroom..meanwhile..jimin already knew everything between them so he wasn't shocked..

[In the restroom]

● Tae was wandering around trying to find jungkook when he heard some voice from the slot no. 36

》 "ahhh hyung where are yo- ahh"

》 "JUNGKOOK!! *RUNS TOWARDS HIM*..."

●he went towards the slot and smashed open it..jungkook was suffering so terribly that he even forgot to lock the door..

》"jungkook.."

》"hy-u-ng" *sweating*

●without any delay..taehyung smashed his lips to jungkook's..meanwhile jungkook was eating up taehyung pulled him closer and closer..by his hair..

》"ju-jungkook i-sto-stop..koo- lis-"

●jungkook was like a wild beast at this point of time..he was exploring every inch of tae's strawberry flavoured mouth and not letting him breath...

》 "jungkoo- please sto- *gasp*

●Tae didn't realise when jungkook suddenly thrusted all his long length inside Tae...without any pre warnings..

》*widens eyes* ju-jungkook ahh wha-

》"OWH FUCK HYUNG AHHH *GROANS LOUD* YOU'RE TO FUCKING SEXY

●without asking for permission..jungkook started thrusting Tae in animalistic speed..Tae was already in pain with jungkook's long length inside him..moreover now he had started thrusting him and that too fast as fuck

》" jungkook stop *panting for air* stop stop please- ahhhh my god you're soo...ahhh fuck

》"*whispers* hyung..I fucking swear I'll die fucking you in this fucking bathroom but my hormones won't dare to stop me from fucking you're sexy body.. *thrusts hard deep*"

●moans and groans filled the entire bathroom and everyone was wondering who was occupying the slot no.39..for so long

》 "jungkook..*gulps* baby listen..baby please calm down..we can continue this at home..but please let's go outside..everyone is waiting for us.."

●After listening to taehyung's words jungkook paused for a second and thought wisely..he made a deal with Tae that he would fuck him in triple speed after reach back to their dorm...once the show gets over..

》" Yes jungkook..fuck me as much as you want but first let us reach back...to our dorm.. now please calm yourself..."

● with that saying..they both cleaned up and jungkook kissed tae's lips for one last time before unlocking the bathroom door just to find jimin standing there with squinted eyes..and a done face..

》" Are you both done rating uo each other?? They we may leave for our dorm.."

》"our dorm..." Tae said gulping and sweating

●and meanwhile..jungkook was smirking touching tae's thighs...

》"let's go hyung.."

#jungkook #taekook #taehyung #bts smut #taekook smut

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pleasedontsavemeiwouldratherdie · 2 years

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I always see your name in cine posts on fb. haha. I bet you have good choices in movies too. What ⭐⭐⭐⭐⭐ film/s will you recommend for starters? Also do you have letterboxd? Thankss

ahahaha puro movie stuff laman ng feed ko e anyways, I'll give you seven movie titles. I don't want to give a brief explanation of any movies because I'll probably spoil all of them. I'll just drop some sentences that can define the movie itself. hahaha

Spiderwick chronicles, 2008 (this is my first ever favorite movie I'll probably make a post about it soon)

Edward Scissorhands, 1990 (We love Johnny Depp and Winona Ryder)

Dreams, 1990 (dreams are my reality the only kind of real fantasy)

The lobster, 2015 (Weird movie mah boi just wants to be a lobster hahaha)

I origins, 2014 (i will see you in the next life)

The curious case of benjamin button, 2008 (Basta hahaha)

Leon the Professional, 1994 (this is from Padme Amidala hahaha)

Those are some family-friendly movies, and good for starters. But if you want some heavy stuff that can give you an existential crisis and make you question everything, you can just ask me again. I'll definitely give you a lot of lists hahah. Anyways, I recommend watching those in order, starting from 1 to 7, kung gusto mo per weather e pag maulan maganda panooren yung movies 1, 2, and 3, pag madalaing araw naman yung 4, 5, and 6, pag umaga tapos kagigising mo lang maganda panoorin yung movie number 7 ahahaha, Nga pla I deactivated my leterboxd account a few weeks ago because I was so embarrassed when I saw my past cringey reviews that I wrote throughout the years aahahah. But I did make a new one, but for now, it doesn't contain anything. That's why I have no guts on sharing my account for now. I just want to add some acceptable reviews to my new account for some time before I share it publicly. That's why I'll probably edit this and drop my account to this post when I'm done;)

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basicgrayson · 2 years

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So with top surgery behind me, I finally sent an email to my Endo asking to increase my dose. I needed to email him anyway since I've been unable to refill my prescription since January. I still have one more vial, so I'm not running out or anything, but still need to get it sorted. My one year is coming up so I'm pretty sure it's because they want labs done first.

Anyway, I am low key freaking out about it a little lol like, I know why I want an increase, but I wasn't able to explain specifics in the email because there's a character limit (which is so dumb?) So I'll probably need to talk to him over the phone and ugh what if my words don't work right. And I'm really afraid he's gonna say no, and just tell me I need to be patient or some BS like that. But like. Ok,

For context, I started at a "low dose" of 100mg every 2 weeks, and when I had my levels checked at 3 months, they came back at 1020 ng/dL which my Endo said was way too high (though I've since learned it's only slightly higher than normal range).

As a result, he halfed my dose to 50mg per 2 weeks which is like, the lowest dose I've ever heard of outside of microdosing. I redid the labs about a month after the switch and my levels came back at 436 ng/dL. My Endo then basically said, "congrats your levels are in range," and then I never heard from him again.

I've since learned that while my levels are ~technically~ within normal range, they are average for men in their late 70s to early 80s. Like. Wtf. The average for men in my age group is around 600; like, bestie, why are we not aiming for this number right off the bat? YOU'RE the Endo!

Also taking into account that he wouldn't let me do subQ injections because "testosterone is only FDA approved for intramuscular", and that his notes said I had to live full time and be on hormones for a full year before I could be considered for top surgery, tells me that this guy is not really up to date on trans healthcare. Spoiler alert, I didn't do any of those things lol I bought my own needles and do subQ and my T is clearly effective. And I got top surgery so 🤷🏽‍♂️

Ugh idk I think I'm gonna have to argue my case and it's making me so anxious. I really hope I'm just overthinking things.

To cheer us all up, here's a cute picture of my Starling, (Small) Buddy, looking handsome and beautiful after a beak & talon trim (also Bento in the background lol):

She's still in her fancy Winter garb, but we're expecting the appearance of Banana Beak™ very soon.

#it'll be fine right?#hate this #lol #i just want to not have dysphoria anymore #is that too much to ask #hoping for the best #transition #the summer of grayson

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jaspertheshark · 2 years

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hi it's 4am I was woken up by salt trucks and plows but also bc I had a dream

It started out a gathering of this whole big group of people that I kind of recognize now were my discord server members, all in one big living room space. Don't remember many details about that bit, but eventually it cut to me walking to the grocery store. My high school marching band was playing a show at the grocery store shopping center in the town where I grew up (note: it was pointedly not that shopping center in the dream but it was what it was supposed to be). I was walking up and saw them all in full uniform - my college band uniform, mind you, even though it was my high school band - practicing on the parking lot which was to be our show field. I was like oh shit it's a show day!! I'll be ready soon! Then I walked in to the cafe there that I had been heading for and I've been to before in dreams. I tried to get something but couldn't figure out what kind of coffee drinks they had, the menu board was confusing, but the guy at the counter was very helpful in showing me what desserts they had, then started to offer his handyman services and I asked him for a business card. I think he ended up getting fired, and I thought that was bogus, and I never got a card so I dumped out the empty tip jar which had a slot in the side for a label and his business card was back there. So then my best friend shows up and I start having a realization that I can't perform because I never learned the work for this show. Then I got really upset because "it's my senior show and I was too busy with college guard to learn the work, I've never done this show, I can't perform". Anyway somehow this Cafe also then had a bunch of stuff I needed to take with me, some of which had been left behind by my mother and I kept picking stuff up and kept seeing more and more things (Christmas gift bags, a half empty gallon of milk that I remember her setting down in this location in a previous dream that is now warm and chunky, pyrex storage containers of leftovers) that I had to figure out how to package. Then I started crying because I was overwhelmed and got a text from my best friend who had apparently left at some point, even though she was offering to help me carry the stuff I was supposed to take with me. She was like hey this window popped up on my phone with a video of you crying?? I thought it was a scam before I realized, do you want to talk? But then a second message with a screenshot that said nvm bring this screenshot with you let's talk about it and the screenshot was of a circular National Geographic pop-up in the top left corner of the screen that said "[made possible by] viewers like YOU" (which is like from PBS) with someone pointing, and then a line of photos set up like the Facebook stories widget. The photos in the screenshot were all of me, taken from far away, all 3 I was bent down to tie my shoes and you couldn't see my face but it was very much me. Underneath that was barely visible but the top section of a video window that basically force opened your front camera and started recording a live broadcast (not sure why my best friend was apparently sent a live feed of me). It was all over social media immediately, basically everyone got this pop-up like it was an emergency alert. I guess I did too but I was crying so I either dismissed it right off or the text notification superceded the NG alert. The memes that came out of this were off the charts but the whole situation was extremely worrying, like a network hack had happened on a mass scale. then the salt loader woke me up

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jericho-mcs-blog · 7 years

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WHY I WONT BOTHER PROTESTING ANYMORE(for a while), WHAT I'LL DO INSTEAD (or at least try)

My first protest ever was the protest against the burial of former president Marcos a year ago. I'll never forget how patriotic I felt, standing along EDSA, when army vehicles passed by and honked for us to show what little support they could afford to the cause.

Unfortunately, Ferdinand Marcos III was still buried and remains the lone villain in the Libingan ng mga Bayani as of this posting(I remain optimistic that his remains won't stay there forever.)

The second protest I attended was the protest against Kian's death - specifically, how it was being handled. A lot of other protests went by and many other people, younger and older, was slain between that time as well. Kian's high-profile death, however, angered me to a whole other level. I couldn't stand seeing PNP officials in the news, particularly Bato, feign guilt and shame.

I could see it in their faces - the look of people who know they'd have to just endure a week or so of public anger, an anger that would never affect them personally, and never think about this again. I hated that the people responsible would go unpunished. I hated them. I hated the PNP. I wanted them to suffer. I wanted to be a public menace and disrupt -something,- so I thought I'd go to a rally.

When I got to the rally, I saw the rally-goers shout their chants and talk about how some people felt personally about what happened to Kian, what's going on in the country, and other similar things.

I was displeased and disappointed that the demeanor of the rally didn't match my passionate rage. I didn't want to chant, I wanted to disrupt!

That's when I saw PNP officers containing the rally to ensure said rally-goers remaind safe and free from harm.

I felt like an asshole.

I didn't want to be a menace anymore.

I didn't want to chant either because I felt that it didn't really change anything. Kian's stil dead, people are still dying, and our voices in the rally only reached people who already agree with what was being said. It felt like an in-person Facebook post getting tons of likes and affirmative comments. Powerful to those who paid any attention perhaps, but largely contained and ignorable.

I just wanted to go home.

Ever since that night until maybe a few weeks ago, I kept repeating to myself a single question:

"What can I do to help this country(that sucks a lot sometimes?)"

The answer I came up with: start small - develop local communities.

Now let me tell everyone reading (thank you for staying with me until now,) I absolutely had 0 knowledge in community development when I started, and I have about 5% now. I haven't done anything substantial yet, and I already feel pretty challenged. I have a new found respect for people on the operations side of development. Just so much respect.

Anyway, I started out by getting connected with my girlfriend's group (thanks, girlfriend!) and we decided to HAVE A FUNDRAISING ACTIVITY SOON FOR SOME REALLY GREAT PEOPLE IN LEGARDA. I HOPE YOU GUYS CAN COME. DETAILS WILL BE RELEASED SOON. PROMISE.

With all our protesting and bashing, the Philippines doesn't seem to be a better place after any of that regardless if the outcome desired is achieved or not. True progress, I feel, is found in fostering unity and community involvement.

I do admit that as of this moment, I remain disconnected from the Quezon City community even if I grew up here. I aim to fix that after our FUNDRAISING EVENT THAT YOU MUST GO TO. I SWEAR, THE DETAILS WILL BE OUT SOON.

I'll stick it to this government by showing them I don’t really care about what they have to say. No matter what happens(or what company policy allows,) I'll go to work on the 21st. No matter what happens, I'll try to help the communities they refuse to help with community members they choose to ignore.

#philippines #protest #september21

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