#anyway im feeling big feeligns tonight

[our-inspire-verse]

I love being plural. Oh, how i love being plural!

I love it, and all it's struggles. It is not to say to be plural does not hurt. That it cannot be torture or agony. Like it isnt sometimes the most woeful, painful part of my life sometimes.

When is anything permanent, at any point? The trauma slowed down. It will never fully stop, as life itself is designed to tear a soul apart, i do fully believe it cannot end. However, i will dance with glee at the opportunity to feel pain. To live, and to feel and to breathe. My gratitude has saved me.

I now thank my system for being my soul, for being as alive as it is and for continuing to fluctuate. I thank it for its confusing complexity and the secrets it keeps. Thank you for being as loving and daring and sometimes cruel as you are. For your differences and relations and your stories and lives. You make me Me and complete Micheal.

I love my system, my system was with me and helped me survive life. And now we are out to share one we're building together.

#system babbles #osdd #actually osdd #hopepunk #lovepunk #system positivity #system love #plural love #im all about happy plurality like legit these guys are my family and i wouldnt be here anywhere without em #mitten is my. fucking forever beloved we have formed our religious beliefs around her out of pure love and history #kiba is our rock. he is us and he loves to be us. #zim is a wonderful host and great at piloting. #so many others bring about this wonderful chemistry and we all have team meetings regularly #and communicate constantly and clearly as much as we can and we all have the same goal #our goal is to work together. thats it. not everything will be done but we will always do anything we can #EVERYONE has full automomy. everyone. period. simple rules of no destruction #nothing should be changed that would upset more than 60% of the system #do not ruin anything that we love. consider our actions. be fucking kind #lead with love. #anyway im feeling big feeligns tonight

[buck-askbox]

buck i know you’re tired... so rest up hun and stay hydrated. if you wanna do things get up and get your blood pumping! whatever you do, i believe in you and wish you the best cuz you deserve it🧡💛💙❤️💚

thank u dee, tbh I woke up feelign like shit. i was gonna do things but the day is icky and its pouring outside and i dont have a single physical penny so, guess it’s another day shutted in, I gotta work on comms but tbh i dont wanna. might work later tonight and doodle personal stuff for now. IRL work making boxes for days has left me burnt out. 

if anythign im a little conflicted that i am drawing too much for everyone else and  i havent popped a decent big draw of my oc’s for a while. dont even feel like finishing the ones  i have as sketches because makes me feel guilty for not finishing commissioned work. 

there’s too much guilt going on. anyway, thanks for the good vibes beeb, lov u