#anyway . itll b fine just coping w change ig lmao (not lmao)

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#tw disordered eating #tw weight #etc #+ irls kindly either dont read or pretend successfully u nevrr read this thank u 💟 #i am relapsing w this shit so hard since moving which is both soo predictable and aldo #something i did not account for At All #and now im not rly knowin how 2 stop it bc there r No Safety Barriers like i dont gotta hide shit im alone my mum wont notice #i bought a scale yday which was stupid probably #but idk. #i am also kinda finding it very comforting which is so silly !!!!!! #anyway . dont know why im venting #just . need 2 talk abt shit 2 not my notes app #where ive started a new weight tracker 🤪 #hate it i feel repulsive i cant make myself eat anything actually . good . #anyway . itll b fine just coping w change ig lmao (not lmao) #its just absolutely nothing stopping me from indulging in the behaviour i know is self destructive yk . #itll b fine #delete later