#another reason why i wish i could draw 😔

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character analysis anon (I've got to shorten this to something)

You see I'm actually the devil tempting you with sweet sweet character analysis

(Also if you saw errors in my analysis, no you didn't.)

You hit on three other topics that I wanted to address about Sunghoon but wasn't sure how to include in the post: Sunghoon's reckless behavior, metaphorical and literal deaths, and Sunghoon's selfishness.

Sunghoon's selfishness in particular is such a fun thing to discuss because he's selfless in his love for those he cares about but outside of them his empathy is noticeably lower. Honestly, this aspect of him really makes me think of our vampire brothers. The two main scenes that makes me think of parallels between them. The first is when Sunghoon stands by Jake knowing that he (nearly) murdered Sunoo and murdered Kai which remind me of Heeseung's relationship with Jay. The second is when Sunghoon uses Heeseung's vulnerability to steal the card back which makes me think of Niki? Niki mainly in taking advantage of trust given but I think that could also apply to Jay.

There's also another topic that I included but wished I went more indepth in: Sunghoon's romantic relationships. As much as I adore JayHoon they're a concerning IRL couple. They do genuinely care about each other now and cleared some of the secrets between thm at least. (And Hajoon was Hajoon.) I don't have enough data to establish a pattern but I can defintely draw out some examples of Sunghoon (unconsciously/consciously) seeking unhealthy romantic relationships.

I also want to mention that I think that by the time we meet Sunghoon he's already found some stable footing which is why his boundaries aren't extremely unhealthy but he still has some unhealthy tendencies. Unfortunately, you can't just untraumatize yourself and making progress takes time. Unlearning bad habits and thinking patterns is difficult on its own, without having to deal the supernatural absurdity. (Meeting the vampires definitely made him backslide)

Thanks for expanding on why Sunghoon is drawn to danger! I had some inklings toward the notion but I couldn't narrow down the exact reason why Sunghoon kept going back.

Despite the numerous times Sunghoon has or has called himself weal or a coward, I've never truly considered him either? He's not the strongest physically or smartest but the fact that he's still standing despite everything (past and present) leaves me in awe. Being able to pick yourself up and rebuild your world from the ground up is strength. I really do love his character.

I'm glad you enjoyed it! It was a lot of fun to write :)

I loved the long response! Hearing more about the characters and what parts I've gotten right and missed is always fun to know!

(I'd probably only be able to do character analysis for Jay and Heeseung at this point! I feel like I have the most insight into what's going on with them due to their prevalence in the plot currently)

I fell for it😔

I've always found people who are wholly selfless a little bit alien, so there was no way Sunghoon would have been made this way. Why would you care about people who are not close to you T^T altruism, eh?

YOU CAN'T JUST UNTRAUMATISE YOURSELF, it's such a great sentence that I snorted

I don't know if Sunghoon seeks unhealthy relationships, but for sure jayhoon are not ahemmm *cough cough* very healthy. Since the beginning I knew there would be problems getting them on the right path and well, even though - as you've mentioned - they explained to each other a lot, there's still c: a lot they don't know. They don't have the greatest *base* but now I can at least say that they want their *narrows eyes* relationship to work out. Yeah, they're not boyfriends, but.

From Jay's pov, after his ehehe little ritual failed the second time, he thought about getting rid of Sunghoon for good (I mean, breaking off things with him), but he couldn't because he started liking him, and he grew to be grateful that the bonding thing work out. So, at least Jay's been genuine for some time now.

Still, Heeseung would probably be the best option, so if Jungwon didn't die, Jaywon were together, and Heeseung didn't have any deals this psycho vampire guy, maybe they would actually be together. If Jakehoon weren't dating. 'Cause it's probable they would by the end of college.

Oooohoo it was fun to read, but I feel like I've already told you this xD

(you should take care of hajoon. if it's not the most interesting character in the whole fic then i'm not sure who is🙄)

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9, 10, 13, 18, 19, 35, 39, 40, 42, 49, purple, fushsia, aqua, beige, coral, grey, emerald, mauve, frost, honey, blood, plum, mint, chestnut, burgundy, platinum. Sorry if it's too much

I actually love having this many to answer please send many more I like the attention-

9: What are you really bad at?

I'm pretty bad at starting conversations tbh. Like I'll really want to talk to someone but I wont because I'm so afraid I'm bothering them too much or interrupting something important so I just kinda... wait for them to message me when its convenient for them and get really excited for no reason-

I'm so fucking bad about that-

10: What talent do you wish you had?

I wish I could draw better, thatd be a neat talent

13: Things you like/dislike about yourself

That's a long list of things I hate and a nonexistent list of things I like friend-

Idk sometimes I like my eyes, but that's only because someone complimented me exactly one time and I never let it go-

I dislike the person I've become after some of the things I've been through in life. But I know I can change into someone better and hopefully then I'll enjoy being who I am.

18: A reason you’ve lied to someone

To keep myself safe. Other than that I try not to lie, just when the situation is genuinely life threatening, but there hasnt been any of those since I was little

19: Are you lying about anything right now?

I dont like lying to people, nothing good comes of it. The truth always comes out in the end, why make things worse by trying to delay it?

35: What is your definition of cheating?

When you look over at the person next to you's paper and-

When you're in a relationship with someone and you're hooking up with someone else without their knowledge or consent. Flirting with someone else is really situational because like I know people who flirt with their close friends as a joke, I dont like doing that so you can see how to some people that might not be cheating while to others it may feel like it. It's a whole messy concept when I try to put it in words-

39: How often do you listen to music?

Every night. I sleep with earbuds in

40: First concert you attended

None 😔

42: Favorite type of movie

Probably horror movies ironically enough

49: Where’s the most magical place on earth?

Yall ever seen the deep sea? Shit is MAJESTIC

purple: a poem you think describes your closest friend

"Blast Off" by Lee Bennett Hopkins

fuchsia: favorite land animal?

God I don't think about land animals that much-

I like cats though-

aqua: do you thrift?

My favorite suspenders came from the thrift store

beige: have any pets? what're their names?

I have a cat named Cleo and a cat named Dude

coral: an animal you wish hadn't gone extinct

All of them :(

grey: how many languages do you speak? do you want to learn any more?

I do well enough just speaking English-

But I did try learning German for a while

emerald: if you had the option, would you choose to move and live in another country? which one?

I'd be out of this shit hole so god damn fast-

Idfk where I'd go, just not here

mauve: any unpopular opinions?

I'm pretty sure I have a lot of them, but because they are mine I choose to treat them as popular in the eyes of the me

frost: a -core you enjoy

Space core-

honey: your thoughts on magic- does it exist?

God I sure hope it does

blood: twin beds, queen, or king?

I have a full sized bed and it's pretty perfect for me since I just curl up in the corner against the wall

Though I wouldnt mind a Queen for more giant stuffed animals-

Maybe a nice boy to cuddle with 👉👈

I'm kidding I'm kidding... unless?

plum: a food you've never tried

Theres a lot of foods I refuse to try dude-

mint: favourite flavour of gum?

Ironically I like mint gum

Especially if I have a cold drink because then I can make the cold spice thing happen

chestnut: type of phone you have

I have an android who has lived longer than it probably should have

It wants to die

burgundy: ever ridden a motorcycle?

Nope-

Do not plan on it either-

platinum: do you follow politics?

I really try not to-

#link's asks

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