#and when i got on here i saw the appeal for jarchie and reghead

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im very selective with my pairings

#i very carefully did not say ships because that word is so over saturated #anyway my point here is that i care very very much about who i care for #and i make the selection pretty immediately #my opinion my shift but the connection is still there? #like i think my opinion on archie comics/riverdale pairings is a good example #always have been for beggie and varchie #and when i got on here i saw the appeal for jarchie and reghead #AND BERONICA #and that's it #i dont care for any other pairing as i do for those #and it's all so very dependent #im psychoanalyzing myself here dont mind me #or more recently skam and its remakes #i only give attention to og skam; skam espana; and druck #without even watching those shows or the ones i ignored #i just saw them and chose to only care for those #what facet of my brain limits these things? it decides things subconsciously #this of course interrupts real important things #like school and my ambitions #but thinking about it in a less serious way (ie TV SHOWS) is much easier #i always feel like theres something wrong in my head #i just cant control myself #long post #ish