#and unless we by some miracle become stronger than a fucking nato country there is no way my country will see 2030

[xiyade]

Lina-djan, are you safe? How are you doing? I've seen your last post, my deepest condolences to everyone affected. It's much easier to type an ask in the comfort of one's home, away from the violence and terror, but I wish you and your loved ones strength. Please try to stay away from the war zone as soon as possible

I'm in the central part of the country, they are not that close to me, yet. Luckily all my family is here too, I just have a cousin in the military, but that's about it. Also, I completely understand the guilt that comes from being safe (so to say), I avoided being directly affected(other than emotional damage) by both wars so far and seeing people around me go through that while being able to do nothing feels awful. It eats you alive.

I really hope it won't get to us, because if it does there would be no Armenia to begin with, but also I don't think Russia will get involved and the rest of the world doesn't care so who knows I might actually get to travel this year though not for the right reasons

#this got darker as i typed it sorry #after the last war i blocked all news sites and i just don't keep up with it now bc it kills me to see my country get destroyed #it gives me too much anxiety bc i know from the last war's experience that no one will bother to help us #and unless we by some miracle become stronger than a fucking nato country there is no way my country will see 2030 #but you know its cool its fine im currently both absolutely losing it and super chill about it #we'll see how it goes #anon #also thank you for checking up on me and stay safe too <3