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ndlqzrz · 6 months

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hey bae listen i been trying to find niko’s angst fanfic anywhere but i cant find one so maybe if you could just write it for me… you know wut im sayin 🤭

I get you I get you.. Im genuinely so bad at writing angst because it hurts my heart and soul (wow im a poet) to write it sometimes but I tried my best with this so please give me tips guys😭 idk if this is good but we need more angst insecure niko fics.

Tough - Niko Omilana

Summary : Niko gets jealous when a cashier ‘flirts’ with you, however giving you the cold shoulder doesn’t fix that, but after you confront him, something you never expected happens.

Warnings : Angst, insecure Niko☹️.

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You stood at Niko’s door. Banging on it repeatedly until he answered. Today hadn’t exactly gone as planned, and having heard no response, you pounded on the door even louder, forcing him to open it to avoid a potential noise complaint.

As he carelessly strolled away, flopping onto the bed while sighing, you swiftly followed him in, running your hands through your hair as you took deep breaths, trying to remain calm.

"Niko, please, just talk to me," you whispered, sitting beside him on the bed. "I know you know damn well that I have eyes for you and only you.’’

Avoiding your gaze, he rolled his eyes. ‘Yeah, sure, so you flirt with the cashier,' he claimed. Chuckling softly as you closed your eyes. 'Niko, he asked how my day was. I didn't want to be rude. It's called having manners,' you replied, frustration evident in your tone.

Niko, who had been deliberately ignoring you and giving you the cold shoulder since the cashier incident, finally locked eyes with you.

He sucked in his cheeks, closing his eyes, and then, to your surprise, you witnessed something you never thought you’d see.. or even that it was possible Niko Omilana was..crying?

He pulled his legs in, lowering his head as he wrapped his arms around his knees. Without hesitation, you joined him, your arm around his shoulder, gently running your fingers through his hair. 'Baby, what's wrong?' you whispered softly.

Watching Niko cry was a hurtful sight to witness. He released silent sobs, his legs trembling beneath him. ''I'm sorry,' he whispered repeatedly, the words interspersed between his sobs.

Gently lifting his head, you planted a soft kiss on his cheek. ''Please don't apologise'', you said softly, witnessing tears streaming down his face as he squeezed your hand.

He rested his head on your chest while you held him close in a warm embrace. Amidst his sobbing, the only words you could make out were 'I'm sorry'' as you ran your fingers through his hair, placing gentle kisses on his cheek.

"It's okay baby, it's okay," you whispered into his ears, your voice gentle and reassuring. His sobs transforming into soft breaths as you quickly comforted him, tucking the blanket around him while embracing him in a hug.

He clung onto you tightly as you wiped his tears away. You had never seen this side of him before, sure, he had opened up to you, but witnessing Niko sobbing or even crying was far from ordinary.

You had a sense that he acted tough at times, deep down you also knew some of it was a facade, but you never expected that he was holding this much in. After somewhat calming down, he looked up at you, attempting to speak but struggling to find the right words.

You pressed a soft kiss on his lips, gazing into his eyes. "Take your time, baby," you said gently, your fingers tracing his cheek as he weakly smiled up at you. "'I love you.'" He whispered.

A smile graced your lips as you enveloped him in a warm embrace, tenderly running your fingers through his hair. Beneath the covers, his leg instinctively wrapped around yours as you held each other close.

"I..I'm not sure why I reacted like that earlier, baby," he said gently. "I had this thought that you might leave me for him," he admitted softly. You chuckled, kissing his cheek. "I would never, baby," you reassured him.

A smile appeared on his face. "I know you wouldn't..sometimes I overthink stuff like that," he admitted, stumbling over his words. ‘Well, you know you can always talk to me about those things," you offered. A smile appeared on his face. "I love you," he expressed, "So much..’’ he finished. "I love you too," you responded, both of you embracing each other tightly, not wanting to let go.

#niko omilana #beta squad #king kenny #kingkennytv #aj shabeel #chunkz #sharky #ndlqz

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baraqi · 2 years

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hi luvvv

I rlly hope ur doing good

how do u think enhas legal line would react to seeing u braless

aw thank u ☹️🫶

+ this is a draft i just finished bc i haven’t posted in a bit i’m saurry🤕🧎🏻‍♀️

heeseung - would try so hard not to stareee. but bro can’t help himself. every time u move in a way that gives him a view into ur baggy shirt, his eyes are glued to ur chest. if ur making out and his hands go up ur shirt n he feels ur bare boobs he’ll smile against ur lips while he plays with them.

jay - he’s a titty sucker🗣 after getting ur consent,, he’s an animal. kissing n licking ur chest til ur begging for him to fuck u. circles his tongue around ur nipple n sucks on them while rolling the other between his fingers, looking up at u whining over his touch with those big puppy eyes. dude knows exactly what to do to get u worked up for him. + is happy u are that relaxed around him.

jake - his hands are ur damn bra. this dude will lay on ur chest, cover it in hickies n kisses, just sit there and play with them like stress balls while u guys watch tv or smth (and then gets surprised when u want him to fuck u). pulls u into his lap to run his hands all over ur upper body underneath ur top.

sunghoon - doesn’t try too hard to hide that he’s staring. u catch him out of the corner of ur eye and are like “wtf is he staring at?” then u remember ur not wearing a bra n ur like “shit” but he just laughs because ur sitting there deep in thought while he’s chewing on his lip trying not to pin u to the couch and fuck u dumb (it happens anyway)

sunoo - wouldn’t notice until ur shirt rides up a bit or smth that reveals a bit of ur bare skin. another one who is proud that ur comfortable around him. but still tries so hard to hide his boner n pink cheeks bc he wouldn’t want u to think he’s a perv but it’s so painfully obvious u just climb into his lap with ur arms draped over his shoulders to kiss his jaw n rub ur clothed cunt against his hard on.

#enhypen hard hours #enhypen smut #enhypen headcanons #enhypen reactions #sunoo smut #sunoo hard hours #jay smut #enhypen jay smut #jay hard hours #jake smut #jake sim smut #jake hard hours #jake sim hard hours #sunghoon smut #sunghoon hard hours #heeseung hard hours #heeseung smut

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stylesloveclub · 1 year

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pt.2 to the tummy r*ding concept bc h said he'd let you suck him off and he always keeps his promises 🫡

me thinks.... the minute you've come down you're dropping to your knees and trailing your hands down to tug at his towel but he stops you before you can and you're 🤨 bc "you said i could daddy" but he's "yeah i did baby, but i didn't say when" 😵‍💫 and you huff and puff a bit until he's reasoning with you all "baby we have to get ready for work yada yada yada" so you both finish getting ready and he makes you french toast and bacon with an asortment of fruits bc "you have to have a balanced meal puppy, and breakfast is the most important one of the day" and he feeds it to you while you sit dutifully in his lap bc "you're such a messy thing" 😵‍💫 and then you get on with your lives finally and do ☹️adult things☹️ until your shift is up at closing time and you wander into harry's office and he's "c'mere pup, m'almost finished" so you prance over to him and find yourself in his lap once again and you're being quiet and good and not distracting him as he types email after email and does whatever succesful business owners do until you remember his promise and you're "h?" and "yeah, puppy?" and you get shy and fiddle with his color and don't meet his eye as you say vaguely "you promised..." and it's his turn to be all 🤨 "what did i promise babe?" and your cheeks flush bc you CANNOT say that out loud so you just pout and shift in his lap and he's "baby i can't make it better if i don't know what's happened" but you just keep your gaze in your lap and before you can stop yourself 😲😲😲 you're tugging at his belt and he's *ohhhhh* and then (he gets a mild sense of deja vu bc isn't this kinda how he figured out you wanted to r*de his tummy???) he's "yeah puppy, i did promise that, didn't i?" 😵‍💫 and you're like "yes, daddy" and without another word you drop to your knees and he's "did you have a long day pup, hmm?" bc even though you're literally about to stuff your mouth w his c*ck he still wants to know how you're doing and feeling and why you're so eager to get this to happen (bc as much as harry can get lost in you, he wants to make sure you're doing this for the right reasons) and you're nodding bc yes actually had to deal w a really obnoxious couple and a couple of backhanded comments from this one old gross creep and you're tired and feel slightly icky but the thought of his prick in your mouth wipes away all your troubles away. and so you tell him as such and he's "oh baby, m'sorry, yeah? you don't deserves that, not my good girl" 😵‍💫 and you just sigh and "s'all right daddy, got you now, right?" and he's "yeah baby, course you do" and with that his belt is unbuckled and his prick, heavy and hot and hard as a rock, is in your mouth and though this started off as more of a "if i don't shove your c*ck down my throat i'll js die" type of feeling in the morning, rn it's more of a "the weight of you on my tongue is all i need rn" so instead of diving head first and choking and slobbering and all that you just lick and suckle and hold him in your mouth. and h, bc he's just the best, knows that this is what you need and he honestly needs to finish his work so he's "good puppy, you're so good, just keep daddy warm in your pretty little mouth while i finish up" 😵‍💫 and that's exactly what you do because you're his obedient little puppy. and when he finally shuts his laptop he's been at it for nearly an hour (not that you really minded, bc he was dotting, as always, and checked up on you frequently and gave you as many breaks as you needed, but your knees are a little achey) and so he's already soooooo close so all it takes for him to come are a couple of squeezes to his balls and a gentle suckle to the tip 😵‍💫. his moans are music to your ears and it makes the soreness in your jaw and knees completely worth it. and then he pulls you back up into his lap and smothers you in kisses until you're grinning so wide it hurts and "gosh puppy, you're the sweetest, how'd i get so lucky, hmm?" 😵‍💫 and you just abt melt bc honestly you're the lucky one

-tummy r*ding anon 😵‍💫

OH MY GOD i have no notes i am just pressing send u guys enjoy

#pleasing concepts

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enmi-land · 11 days

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I'm becoming more and more scared of coming on Tumblr these days. idk where they're all spawning from, but the number of plagiarizers I've come across on this site in just the past two days is crazy. like, I planned on putting my works out soon, but now I'm not so sure anymore. like, what if I get my stuff stolen too?

I honestly don't understand how people are so ready to do this another person. like a writer/creator puts their heart, soul and time into making something beautiful only for these mosquitos to suck it all up like it's readymade material for reposting. I'm sorry for ranting in your inbox like this, but the way most of them are so unapologetic and entitled is making me terrified of even thinking about posting my writing here. I'd cry if it ever happened to me tbh :((

anyways, I hope no one ever plagiarizes from you (if it hasn't happened already) because I know how hard you've worked.

lots of love <33 have a good day, Dia!

no bc this summarised exactly what he been feeling lately ☹️☹️ like so many of my moots have been experiencing problems with ppl unashamedly copying their work and denying it whenever someone calls them out… like it seems genuinely frustrating and as a writer i do feel a lot for anyone who has had their work stolen from them… I hope it doesn’t happen to me one day, but if it does, I’ll just have to hope i can sort it out civility and avoid any drama bc writing here on this platform is my escape form the real world and I don’t want it to be ruined by someone who has to resort to steal my work… and for what?? like you’re going to get caught anyway 🙄🙄 it’s just a shame that you feel that way, hopefully one day you’ll get to share your work with the world, but until then hope you do well!! and thank you for that I appreciate it!! 🌸✨✨ lots of love to you anonnie and I hope for the best for you 💟💟💟

#⠀⠀ 𓈒ㅤ ૮ ֗ ⠀⠀ you got mail ⠀⠀⠀ ꯭✉️⟡#plagiarism is not cool guys #don’t do it #i will find you if you do!!

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lunarifie · 2 years

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Rewatching Ninjago

(With no context other than the episode)

Hands of Time 3-4

Jay: (wearing the snake samurai helmet)

Nya: It doesnt do anything?

Jay: Other than make me look cool ;)

Everyone:…

Jay: What! Ik how to accessorize 😒

OH OH OH IK WHAT HAPPENS WITH THE PERSON WHO MADE THE HELMET

ITS KAIS PARENTS

I REMEMBER THIS I REMEMBER THIS

Wus so old 😭

ZANE. HES STILL UNCONCIOUS?!?!?

Yes kai. Go ask Dr Saunder for help. Youll totally not find exactly what your looking for…..

Okay… so Krux BRED snakes and made a new species of serpentine????

Thats… something.

The funniest thing is Wu just randomly falling asleep when hes halfway giving wisdom/advice

Wus doing this on purpose istg 💀

I remember it being this exact season where I started to legitimately like Kai as a character

AAAAA ITS LITTLE KAI

HE HAD FRECKLESSS AHDHSHFBSH

Im never getting over this

I love little kid Kai so much I NEED to hold him.

Im never shutting up about this

Lmaoooo the time brothers put Kai at undeserving high standards 😭

Like no. He didnt figure out your plan. Hes just here for advice.

Cole: Acronix! But I thought- I thought he got finished off!

No. He didnt.

You guys didnt think for one MINUTE that he mightve escaped and were very willing to believe he just died then and there.

Nya, Jay, and Cole (after watching Zanes memory footage and seeing Dr Saunders and Acronix): DR SAUNDERS?!?!?!?

Jay: Oooooh I always knew there was something snakey about that guy!

Nya: No there wasnt! Dr Saunders was such a kind old man. Remember all those school field trips to the museum?

I forgot they were teachers once.

Jay: EXACTLY! And how boring were those!

Cole (quietly and shyly): I kinda liked them…

Im being fed so much mudshock content rn that its honestly shocking (no pun intended)

Kais so oblivious😭

At least the mudshock team is gonna save him

YES PIXAL WAKE ZANE UP!!!!

☹️ she wasnt able to

Kai (refusing to leave because he might find some interesting info but completely unaware of everything around him) But you never know what will open a door to secret information…

Kai: (sits on a chair and opens a secret passageway and doesnt notice AT ALL)

Kai (suddenly becomes intelligent and cracks a piece of the puzzle): The helmet is just like the time brothers! That means Krux must still be around somewhere!

Krux/Dr Saunders: Thats ridiculous! I told you- (mustache rips and falls off)

Kai:

Okay but Kai can actually be legitimately smart when he wants to be.

BROOOOOOO

KAIS COOL AS HELL

FUCK YEAH

Jay: Wish we had the others to help us fight these snake samurais.

Cole: Well, say hello to our newest members! (Uses lava punch hands)

Cole (looking at his fists): Lefty! And righty!

Cole (does the punch thing wrong and has both him and Jay fall back from the force): Woah! My bad!

Jay (addressing Coles fists): Lefty, Righty. Nice to meet you!

Jay: Also, DO BETTER.

HFJSNFBBSNFBR 💀💀💀

Theyre so goofy I love them

Okay but how does Coles magic hands actually work.

Im a huge fan of their Hands of Time ninja suits. I genuinely love how detailed every ninjas suit design is.

I dont like this ☹️

Kaaaaiiii

Hes sounds so distressed

I promise you Kai your parents helped the time brothers against their will

This is actually reminding me of The Tournament of Elements.

Why is Kai so easily manipulated.

That doesnt mean hes not smart tho.

Props to the writers tho, theyre very consistent with his character.

Kai: (about to get time punched)

Nya: (water surges Acronix)

Nya: awww gee, what a mess! And to think we just cleaned up the museum.

I love her so much

Im used to Kai calling Nya ‘sis’ but I physically recoiled when she said “back at ya BRO.”

HELL YEAH SIBLING FIGHT

THE WATER AND FIRE SIBLINGS AGAINST THE TIME BROTHERS

Kinda sucks to be in love with your brothers wife :/

This is directed at Wu btw

I kinda liked that scene, it showed that Wu doesnt know everything. That hes just as scared as the ninja sometimes.

ZANES BACK BABY!!!!!!!!

Aaand hes talking gibberish

Pixals so pissed at Nya that she can’t figure out whats wrong with Zane 😭

Nya: Maybe what you need issss…

Pixal: Please dont say a new binary cord….

Nya: A new binary cord!!!!

Pixal: NO.

WU.

ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME

THIS IS WHY YOUR DYING.

BECAUSE YOU DONT TELL THE NINJA SHIT

Misako: Tell them, they might be able to help.

SEE, EVEN MISAKO KNOWS WHATS UP

Jay and Cole: (trying to figure out why the time brothers are taking citizens)

Kai: (trying to figure out how to kill his dad)

??????

WHAT?

KAI TELL THEM WHATS WRONG

Cole: Did acronix do something to you?

Kai: More like what he said…

Kai: Dont worry about it, im fine.

Cole: Good! Cause its time to start-

HFNSJNFNSJGBE

That was the most least convincing ‘im fine’ ever and Cole just straight up shrugged and took it

Cole: Its time to start fighting!

Kai (seriously): So your saying we should kidnap one of those snake warriors for Wu to interrogate?

Cole:… well, I just wanna fight something- but sure!

Imagine if your little sibling was given legit authority and power over you as a ‘master’

This is about Lloyd being given temporary power over the ninja

Theyre acting so weird about it too 😭 which is hilarious bc i would act the same way

The ninja are like: are you being fr right now 🤨

Cole: Okay! temporary master lloyd in training, we mere ninja await your answers 😌

Okay but WHY are the time brothers vermillion warriors stealing all the metal?????

Dareth: SOMEONE STOLE MY TROPHIES!!!!!!!

Ronin: I HAVE AN ALIBI-

Ronin: wait.

Ronin: Why would anyone steal your fake trophies?

Dareth: I know!!! They were irreplaceable. Thats why im here to buy replacements :)

Ronin: …

Ronin: You want world championships this time or just intercontinental?

They’re genuinely so cute 😭

My new fav ship dynamic might be incompetent x too competent

Jay looks so punchable right now. Hes always punchable but like, his punchable meter is flying off the charts right now.

Jay: (slurping extremely loudly)

Cole: What are you doing!?!?

Jay: Im bored so im messing with Lloyd 😌

Kai: Yeah, well, now hes gonna start his plan all over-

Ronin: Sorry to interrupt what looks to be the most boring party game ever but the cities being attacked!

The ninja: YES!!!!

Lloyds actually making sense. They should listen to him…

Lloyd: Im ordering you to stay!

Kai: And we’re ignoring that order.

Be nicer to him :((((

My favorite reoccurring battle move is probably Pixal rerouting all of Zanes eletrical surges to his chest so he can electrocute his opponents

The time brothers getting lost in the tunnels leading to their own lair is so funny to me 😭

Ronin knowing EXACTLY what to say to get Dareth to fight is great

Hot strong vermillion warrior woman my beloved 😍

Lloyd: You heard Master Wu, he wished I was there for him when he fought Acronix. I wont disappoint him again.

Wu: You did not disappoint me Lloyd…

Wu: When I said I wished you were there, I was speaking you- the team. If I had brought you all, maybe things would have been different.

AWWWWWWWWWWW

See, this is what they need to do. They need to reassure Lloyd bc just LOOK at everything he’s shouldering.

Misako: Can I tell you a secret? Wu makes mistakes, a lot of them.

Yeah. No shit.

Wu, I get that you want Lloyd to learn to make his own decisions but my guy, NOWS NOT THE TIME. Maybe, idk casually have him ease into independency. BUT RIGHT NOW THEY NEED SOME SORT OF ADVICE OR HELP. LITERALLY, ANYTHING.

Zane (still speaking gibberish): The treadmill was invented in 1818!

…. Im googling that.

HFJSBFJSJR 💀💀💀

HES RIGHT.

Is Zane gonna be either offline, rebooting, or speaking gibberish most of this season-

Give my boy his character back. Show him cooking, being intelligent or just enjoying his life. Anything.

Nya: ZANE WE NEED YOU!!!!!

Zane: HOG KNOCK!!!

… did they really just…

I CANNOT believe they used up Zanes electricity, making him unconscious again. WHEN JAY IS RIGHT THERE.

Not to mention. After Zane passed out, they asked Jay for help. WHY DIDNT YOU DO THAT IN THE FIRST PLACE.

Oh thank god Zanes FINALLY back fr now.

Zane: What have I missed?

Jay: Oh nothing much! Just missing people and snakes trying to steal your metal skin :D

Stop. No. Wheres Pixal. Why isnt she in his head. WHY IS THERE ALWAYS SOMETHING WRONG WITH HIS MECHANICAL BODY.

ED AND EDNAS METAL SCRAPYARD

Everyones going to save the people at the amusement park and Jays gonna be there all alone

Damn. Why cant villains leave Jays parents alone FOR ONE MINUTE.

Its as if other scrapyards don’t exist

#ninjago #lego ninjago #Rewatching Ninjago

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purpleyoonn · 2 years

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mari babes the update 🥹

i will admit that mc’s mother is next on the list suck my nonexistent d yes i am cardi b why do i lowkey (but could be wrong) feel like mc’s mom is going to go to Korea even though mc says it’ll happen when pigs fly. lmao what if mc’s mom goes on a flight and there’s a pet pig flying with a passenger 😭

i’m getting more and more curious about kook’s family background. someone pls just give him cuddles and lots of smooches ☹️

FIRST KISS RESERVED BC ALPHA TRADITIONS OMG my guess is that it’s reserved for namjoon since he’s the leader and all 👀 but a thought came to mind with the whole courting aspect and i was thinking what if mc got the guys little gifts, like each thing specific and special to each guy. and so i was imagining that what if for joon she got that cherry blossom Lego set and spends so much time working on it and joon proudly displays it in office because his babiest mate got it for him.

as always, i hope you’re doing well <3

— [ <🍯3 ]

I KNEW YOU WERE CARDI B!!

the mc's mother is definitely someone that needs to be kept an eye out for. the prologue has a lot more information than you guys might think.

Jungkook's family is a part of an extremist group, one that favors omega's because they can be used to barter for things. Just think of his family as like, still living in the 1800's where marriages are a contract and to boost one's social status. omega's are a truly coveted idea/thing because not many are being born in the current time. genetics and environment play a minor role and just, at this time, it isn't common to be an omega.

yeah...these damn wolf traditions😂 while it would be logical for her first kiss to be for Namjoon, seeing as he is the pack alpha in the group, it is supposed to be reserved for the eldest alpha, so Jin. However, this is going to create a lot of problems. While the mc doesn't really feel some type of way about her first kiss or virginity or anything, she still wants to be fully in control of who "takes" these from her. She wants to be in control of her choice and finding out about this tradition will raise hell in her mind.

omg stoppp🥺 she would absolutely do something like that, but maybe not exactly for joon. I see her giving it to Jimin. "because he is as pretty as flowers" in her mind. plus, he doesn't have a green thumb and the legos won't die😂

#purpleyoonn #purpleyoonn ask #petrichor #petrichor ask #🍯 anon

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bigolgay · 1 month

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yeah i’m doing a little better now, i’ve got some meds and i think they’re doing their job :) haha okay, i’m glad i’m not the only one struggling then ;) but fr sometimes i just can’t find a way to express exactly what i think and then i have the urge to tell you that i’m actually much smarter in my native language…i’m working with very limited vocabulary here :’) aaahh i’m so happy to hear that!!! i’m glad you enjoyed your weekend! and i FEEL YOU with your back hurting, i’m literally living in the body of a 60 year old :// my day has been pretty chill, i went grocery shopping which was maybe a bit stressful because everyone was in a rush, but other than that i just did some cleaning around the apartment and that’s about it :))

speaking of insomnia: when i said “heading to bed” in my previous message i lied. i haven’t slept yet. i’ve been awake for more than 36 hours now and i’m not feeling like i’m gonna sleep anytime soon ://

sounds tempting ;) should uni start to suck again i might actually consider it haha PLUS i could practice speaking english more :)) i desperately need to work on some language skills! sounds like a reasonable fitness goal to me haha :)) you know what, if it makes you feel better and doesn’t affect your life negatively, why not? :)

yeah i don’t know, i’m just trying to take it one step at a time right now and just see what happens…and then when the time comes i’m gonna deal with it :) i’m actually looking forward to seeing her again, she’s a sweetheart :))

oh i bet it was a lot of work, i was thinking you just had one horse but you had so many!!! but as you said, it’s all worth it for the time you get to spend with them :) and i very much appreciate you telling me about them individually and adding the pics, i loved getting to know about them!! you just reminded me of the one time i sat on top of a horse when i was little…i was at a birthday party of a friend and her family owned horses as well and they just sat me on top of this horse called peter and peter could not be bothered to take even one step so i just sat there awkwardly haha :)) but at least i got to pet him afterwards :)

Hey! Sorry I’ve been MIA for a couple days! I’m not even entirely sure why tbh🤷

I’m glad you’re doing better (and hopefully you’re feeling even better now from when this was sent?) and the meds are doing thing😌. Trust me, I do not question your intelligence at all. First of all, your English is impeccable, if you hadn’t told me that English wasn’t your first language then I wouldn’t have known at all. So there’s that. But also, you’re automatically one of the most smart people I know… because you know English as a second language. The English language is… it’s honestly an absolute mess and I deeply sympathise with anyone who is not a native English speaker trying to learn it. So don’t worry, I’m well aware that you’re a smarty pants… in both English and in your language😉. LITERALLY SAME. I swear the way my back starts aching from the slightest thing and the way my knees seize up and crack all the time it’s like I’m actually 70 years old🤦. Oooo I quite like grocery shopping, but it being busy is definitely not ideal. I’m glad you had a chill day, and I hope you’re having a good day today so far!

Oh sweetheart, I’m sorry. I hope by now you’ve gotten some sleep, but 36 hours awake sounds like a nightmare☹️how long did you end up not being able to sleep darling?

Hehe very tempting right? Well you let me know if uni starts sucking again and I’ll start laying it on thick to convince you to come live here😉heheh yes! You most definitely could practice speaking English here… although you might have some local phrases and things that might make you a tad confused… but even as an English person moving here… I was confused by quite a few🤣unfortunately I can’t sleep in until 12, no matter how much my body wants me to, but in an ideal world I would.

That’s a good way to deal with it all. There’s no point stressing over it yet anyway, so enjoy not having to think too much about uni. We can worry about it when the time comes, but rn you can relax and not worry about it! She sounds like it! I’m very glad you have her to talk to now, she really does sound brilliant.

Haha yes we always had maybe 3 or 4 at a time? Sometimes 5? And I left a couple out simply because I couldn’t find pictures of them. Notable mention is Ziggy, he was another one of my sisters horses, my sister spent hours training him. He spooked really easy and used to bolt every chance he got. But he was a total sweetheart. I do miss hanging out with the horses sometimes. Anyway. Thank you for letting me ramble about them!🫶🏼. Hahaha awwww Peter🤣they do that sometimes🤣just far more interested in doing anything and everything else except walking… and they’re big so… what they decide is to some extent the law🤣

#sorry again this took a while #a sweetheart has stumbled into my asks!

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michael-aftons-nonbinary-lover · 2 years

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head empty only telling michael that he’s worthy of love after he accidentally messes something up and thinks that you’re going to yell at him ☹️☹️

NO, MY BABY!!!!(also, kinnie moment👀)

The Forsaken

-(Michael Afton x reader)-

-(Summary: the ask, basically)-

-(CW: mentions of @b4$3/religious trauma, child neglect mention, mentions of yelling, panic attack, mentions of blood/injury. I'm making Mrs. Afton a BITCH for this one🤞😋)-

-(Before you read, please note, I DO NOT HATE CHRISTIANS OR ANY TYPE OF DENOMINATION THAT FALLS UNDER THAT ASSOCIATION. I am using my own religious trauma for Michael because that is the first thing that came to mind. Most of the trauma that Mike has is dramatized for sake of the fic and is not exactly what happened to me, but personal trauma of mine, and the shitty actions of specific Christians is not the fault of every single person who is a Christian. I'm sure there are lots of very nice, wonderful christians out there who would hate the person who traumatized me. I'm sure they wouldn't even associate themselves with my abuser. Just because some people who associate with a religion suck, doesn't mean all of them do. I am purely venting out a specific trauma for sake of a plot. Thank you.)-

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You had recently turned 19 and moved in with your also 19-year-old boyfriend, Michael Afton. You had gotten an apartment together once you had both had the money, wanting to start a life together away from your parents. Your parents weren't bad, per say, just a tad bit intrusive with your day to day life.

Michael's parents, on the other hand, were much worse, from what he had shared with you, and from what little you had seen of them. His father worked often, and was rarely around, and when he was, William constantly argued with Mike. It wasn't too terrible, from what Mike said, just annoying, in his opinion. His mother was worse, according to him, forcing him to go to church, pray frequently, and carry a cross necklace with him everywhere he went.

Michael was glad he had finally been able to be away from them, having a bit of a mental break, even though he still regularly saw his father at his job, working for his father's company, and all. You had started to notice some things, though. Michael hated hymn-sounding songs, and always turned off the television when religious programs came on. He slammed the door in the face of any type of door-knocking church goers, no matter age or denomination. You also noticed that he had a small, cross-shaped scar just below his left collar bone. It was jagged and looked like it had never been treated, the skin protruding out in an angry, permanent pink. He never talked about it, and quickly shut down all questions when you asked about it.

You had worked overtime tonight, your boss asking you to stay because of how understaffed your workplace was. You came home exhausted, ready to hug your almost always sleepy boyfriend and drift away into a peaceful slumber.

But what you walked in on was something that you didn't expect to find. Michael was huddled under your kitchen table, the tv was blaring, a small Nativity statue given to him by his mother sitting broken on the floor. Michael was covering his ears, tears cascading down his face, red liquid also dusting his cheeks. He was muttering quietly to himself, and you could barely make out the Scriptures he was quoting.

"The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever. The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He maketh me to lie down in green pastures: he leadeth me beside the still waters. He restoreth my soul: he leadeth me in the paths of righteousness for his name's sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death, I will fear no evil: for thou art with me; thy rod and thy staff they comfort me. Thou preparest a table before me in the presence of mine enemies: thou anointest my head with oil; my cup runneth over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me all the days of my life: and I will dwell in the house of the LORD for ever. The LORD is my-"

You rushed over to him, reaching out for him gently.

"Hey, hey, Mike, babe, what happened?"

His eyes snapped opened and Michael quickly scooted away from you.

"Please, please, I'm so sorry, I didn't mean to break it, I'm sorry, I'm sorry!"

His rushed breathing and pained voiced confused you. What the hell was going on?

"Mike, babe, I'm not made at you. You need to get cleaned up though, you cut yourself some here, and you're bleeding."

Mike sniffled.

"You're not mad?"

You shook your head.

"No, Mike, sweetheart, why would I be mad? It's just painted glass, it's ok. We don't need one anyways, we don't go to church. We don't pray."

Mike started rocking back and forth, pulling his knees to his chest and resting his forehead on his knees.

"We should! Jesus will send us to hell, we',re gonna burn forever. Oh God, I deserve what happened, I deserve everything she did!"

You grasped his knee firmly, gently lifting his chin to look you in the eyes.

"Mike, I don't know what happened, and you don't have to tell me, but I want you to know that you did not deserve anything that would have caused you to react like this. I'm here for you, ok? You do not deserve to feel this way, ever, especially over colorful glass."

Mike nodded slowly.

"If you're comfortable, do you mind telling me who made you feel like you deserve this? Who made you think this way?"

You calmly guided his out from under the table, as Michael contemplated talking about what had just happened.

"It was, my mom. She-she made me go to church as a kid, and she got mad if I ever skipped. She always made me pray before meals. She never let me question what she believed, if I ever did, she screamed at me."

As you continued to clean up the cuts on his hands, you listened quietly, tears pricking your eyes as you tried to comfort your boyfriend.

"I remember," he cleared his throat, breath shaky as he tried to calm himself a bit. You rubbed his back, letting him know that it was ok to go on, or ok to stop.

"I remember when I told her I was bisexual. She took a small screwdriver and she carved- she carved- that scar into my chest."

"Mike, I'm so sorry you went through all that. You never have to see her again, if you don't want."

He nodded, eye closed and breathing shallow.

You finished with the bandages, kissing his hands softly and smiling up at him.

"How about you go lay down while I sweep this up, and I'll come join you in a bit?"

"Yeah, ok. Oh and love?"

"Hm?"

"Thank you."

He turned around, slowly walking to your shared bedroom while you grabbed the broom and swept up the broken glass that had caused your poor boyfriends temporary heartbreak.

You had some people to talk to in the morning, the first being Michael's father and his honorary uncle, Henry. You knew Henry went to a specialty therapist. Maybe he could convince Michael to tag along with him sometime.

For now, Michael was your top priority, as you cuddled down into bed with him. For now, with Mike snoring softly next to you, his arms wrapped around you, all was well.

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(1. Please do not bring up my trauma in the comments/reblogs/whatever, I do not wanna talk about it, thanks 2. The verses I used are Psalm 23, if anyone wants to know)

#michael afton #fnaf fandom #mike schmidt #michael afton x reader #mike schmidt x reader

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awwww i’m so glad to hear that, i really am! it means a lot! i’m just gonna say it again, as a little reminder, life can be a lot and i want this conversation to stay enjoyable for you, so late replies are totally fine!! :)

wellll…we’re not gonna talk about that haha, had a bit of a moment a few hours ago which is also the reason why i’m not following through on our new year’s resolution right now…sorry :// but i’m feeling okay now :) thank you hehe :)) haha yes! prime nap time! i love naps, i get up in the morning and can look forward to my little afternoon nap. also: have you ever thought about a nap date? i want to have a nap date! we meet up, get into our pjs, cuddle up together and nap :) i might fall in love straight away but i don’t care

oh no, please don’t! i started it! someone can be a cool person and still suck at teaching, and it doesn’t make you a bad person for feeling that way…that’s what i believe at least…and i mean…he must’ve known that his job included public speaking before he got into it haha

any way i can turn you into solid human form again? i think you won’t be able to face tomorrow as a liquid? ;) hmm but isn’t one month prior to the exams like way too late to start voicing concerns about some topics? they basically tell us to start studying in november…which i obviously didn’t do :)) you wouldn’t believe the fucked up stuff “educators” have said to my face before, so it wouldn’t really shock me if they told me i’m too stupid…but you know, that was when i was still in school and now i’m an adult at uni and they will probably treat me with more respect, so yeah…you’re probably right! i have a person in mind i could talk to, she doesn’t seem like the type to be rude, maybe i’ll have the courage to just ask her something after class and see what happens? thank you for saying what you said, you did not overstep and it wasn’t too long, it was exactly what i needed to hear to worry a bit less! it’s like you’re grabbing me by the shoulders and talking some sense into me, which i desperately need sometimes :))

nope, you can’t ;) mhm, you’re right! i think i need more people like you in my life, would you be open to cloning yourself and shipping your clone over to me? :))

i mean it can be scary if you actually fall, because you can like…badly injure yourself if you hit your head or something you know… and the moments leading up to it scare me a bit sometimes because your just not feeling well :// but yeah, i’d be very glad to have you there actually catching me haha, would’ve saved me from a lot of headaches :) an excuse to hold me? you know you don’t need an excuse right? ;) well, i don’t know about you, but i want to keep it right where it is ;) yes you, the sweetest!! i appreciate your take on the situation but i stand by what i said…you’re the sweetest!

should’ve just sent you a dm in my little moment of courage haha :‘) i don’t think i’ll ever be able to visit your blog again without imagining that little scenario in my head :)

i feel like a little calendar full of motivational quotes carefully curated just for you hehe :) oh stop it!!! now my heart is doing a thing again as well…you’re thinking way too highly of me <3

wow this got super long, but i felt like talking apparently, i hope you’re already asleep and that you’re gonna have a wonderful day tomorrow!!

My reply got deleted so we do this again💪

You’re so freaking sweet🥲like I’ve got toothache over how sweet you are. Thank you love, you’re always so patient and understanding. And of course, you don’t have to worry about late replies either, take as long as you need and want🫶🏼

Oh no, I’m sorry darling☹️how are you feeling now? Did you get some sleep? And don’t apologise angel😭you’re allllll good. Progress not perfection, remember? That applies to both of us. And plus, we’re aiming to improve our sleep schedules, we can still have nights where we’re up until early hours if we want/need to. I didn’t even know that was a thing… but now I know it is? Well, I’m gonna be thinking about it all the time🤣nap time + cuddles??? That’s perfection right there. I’d also fall in love instantly🤭

You didn’t start anything sweetheart, I just started tearing in this guy without actually knowing him lol🫣but yeah… I feel like public speaking kind of comes with the territory of being a teacher🤣

Nope. I’m only a liquid now. I am permanently melted by how lovely you are. Cannot be undone. Because you can’t simply stop being lovely. It’s impossible. Couldn’t if you tried. I will now go through my days as a liquid now🤣. Could you have started studying earlier? Sure. But the reality is you didn’t and I’m sure many others didn’t too. But it’s still not too close to the exams for you to not be able to do anything about it, you’ve given yourself some time to get on track. You might get a “you really should’ve started studying sooner/come to me sooner for help” but I *highly* doubt you’ll get a telling off or whatever. And the fact is, even if you they do tell you off (which they shouldn’t because you haven’t done anything wrong), although it’s not at all nice for you, their opinion of *you* doesn’t matter. They’re there to teach you and help you pass, you’ll finish uni and go on to whatever is next for you and they’ll be a flash in the pan of your life, a telling off or chastising because you didn’t study sooner is the worst that could happen and even after that, they’ll give you help. It’ll be… max 20 minutes of discomfort I reckon, and then you’ll leave and be in a better position and hopefully more confident in your abilities. It’ll suck but it’s necessary love🫶🏼. Some people shouldn’t be teachers. If they want to insult and belittle others then teaching is definitely not the job for them. Ridiculous. You’re not stupid at all, so get that out of your head immediately. You’re not stupid. And if anyone ever has said otherwise then fuck them. Good idea. And it doesn’t have to be a big thing, it can literally just be “I’m a bit concerned about how I’m doing and was wondering if you had any advice for me on how I can improve?”. You’re so brave sweetheart, I have full faith in you that you can do it❤️. I am here for you, and I will do my best to take some of the worry away and reassure you. Because you’re doing just fine, you’re doing great. I’m very proud of you🫶🏼

Now I dunno about that… I’ve always said that one of me is already far too many… but I suppose if I send my clone to you then that’s your problem and I don’t have to deal with it… so yeah if I figure out how to clone myself then I’ll send one your way😉

Oh that’s so scary☹️like… everything about it. The actual fainting is of course terrifying, but also the not feeling well?? Like feeling that somethings not right? So unnerving. I’m sorry sweetheart☹️. If I were there I’d keep you nice and safe and make sure you don’t get hurt🫶🏼. Well I know now… and I will definitely be taking advantage of that😉. I too want to keep it right there in that lovely brain of yours😉nuh uh, you’re sweeter. I dunno where you got the notion that I’m even a fraction as sweet as you, but it’s wrong😘

I’m just happy that your drunken courage made you message me at all, private or not, it’s nicer knowing you in some capacity than not (oh god… have I just outed myself as a total sap?). Hahaha I hope so🤣what a sight to behold… and to see that any time you pop over and see my blog? Lucky you😉🤣

Hehe they’re very good motivational quotes, I am honoured to receive them🫡. I think I think suitably high of you, you’re utterly delightful and I’m very lucky to have a sweet thing like you still here talking to me😉🫶🏼

I hope you’ve been having a good day so far, my dear!

#I had to type this throughout the day between doing things #so I’m sorry if it sounds a bus disjointed and weird?#a sweetheart has stumbled into my asks!

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