#and than? when a books like. 0 indicators about what its about anywhere on ut and 6 chapters in

[narutomaki]

I love authors note sometimes man "yes kakashis my poor little meow meow" damn right he is

#fanfic fun and good #this novel im slogging my way through is good but not fun :^| #idk why i thought it would be but eh. #reading new books is so boring? why is every book i pick up about as well written as a mid tier fanfic. #im like okay this is fine than give up half way through because im just BORED. bored of the characters bored of the authors voice bored #this new book is the furthest ive gotten into a book since..... age 16? #im 24. finding a good published book is fucking impossible and people make it even worse by making me feel like shit abt #only reading fanfiction. and mocking the language used to discuss it. #like ill be like i am vaugely enjoying this trope and how the authirs using it and then that one post will flash in my mind #and ill put down the fucking book! becuase its not fun any more! #and than? when a books like. 0 indicators about what its about anywhere on ut and 6 chapters in #starts going over 5 of my biggest triggers and im like. WOW! THANKS! I THOUGHT THEY WRRE DIVORCED. NOT DEAD! #AND ******* WOW AWESOME BYE BYE BOOK #oh wait no i have finished exactly one book in like 7 years and thats because it was actually fun and the chaarcters were actually fun #FUCK MAN LIKE FAN FIC IT HAD SOME TRIGGERS IN IT FOR ME #BUT IT WAS FUN TO READ AND I LIKED IT!!! #FUCK. I LIKE READING BUT THE WAY SOME OF YOU PEOPLE ACT ON HERE ABOUT HOW ALL PUBLISHED LIT IS BETTER THAN FANFIC #DRIVES ME FUCKING INSANEIUM #i hate picking up new books #screams. idk. idk man i just.. this was supposed to be a fun widdle post #now im just upset and dont want to read anything at all anymore #oh i lied if we count comics ive read 2 whole books. #the comic was a sonic comic. i know nothing about sonic. :^) #it was fun.