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[nei-ning]

Alphabet Meme

Tagged by @felhesznelenev ~ Thank you so much! :D

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a - age: 30

b - biggest fear: Big hairy spiders and high places.

c - current time: 21:50 / 9:50pm

d - drink you last had: Orange juice

e - every day starts with: the same way as always :’D But I try to teach myself to have “This is going to be a great day!” thought right away when I’m awake.

f - favorite song: Argh, just one!? Um, I really have come to like LeBrock’s “Call Me”. (This is so Raph 2003 song <3)

g - ghosts, are they real: Hell yes they are :D I mean why wouldn’t they be? Just because there’s something what “we can’t see” with our physical eyes automatically means they don’t exist?

h - hometown: Currently Siilinjärvi (literally means Hedgehog’s lake)

i - in love with: Myself <3 Since healthy self love is very important. I also love so many great fictional characters who have been so great spiritual teachers to me over the years. I can’t thank them enough!

j - jealous of: Nothing. That’s what I’m teaching to myself. There’s NOTHING why I should be jealous about. Like people who have money more than I have; Instead of being jealous I say and think; “I may not have all that money to buy stuff or chances to travel a lot YET, BUT I WILL HAVE THEM.”

k - killed someone: Not yet (if bugs don’t count and dreams) but if the situation would demand it I could go and kill easily.

l - last time you cried: In Friday at big sis’s place after coming home from the celebration of Chinese New Year. While I was out and watching those Chinese women and men performing their dances and fights with loud Chinese music, it just... Felt so like home (almost cried there too many times). So strongly familiar and when I tried to explain that to my sis, I started to cry because of that “home” feeling what I still have inside of me. I believe I have had a past life / lives in China and that’s why their show was so strong and touching to me.

m - middle name: Anneli

n - number of siblings: 2

o - one wish: Able to start some martial art, become so damn good at it that I might could become a master / teacher to students <3

p - person you last called/texted: Called my sis (her phone wasn’t on tho xD) and texted to some random lady who had confused my number with some other person’s number. She sent me extremely happy text back thanking me for being so kind and sending her nice text back! It made me so happy! ^__^

q - questions you’re always asked: Some help tips every now and then about things like drawing, spiritual stuff etc. and always I gladly help as good as I can.

r - reasons to smile: Life overall! It’s wonderful to have a life, right? All the dreams and possibilities what we have a chance to make come true, eating chocolate, sleeping all day and staying awake all night, learning new things about yourself, listening your heart, doing whatever you want, doing small things like opening the door to other person and receiving a thanks, smile to a stranger and get smile back, listening good music what makes your soul sing, spending time with friends, having pets to cuddle with etc. There’s so many reasons! Focus on all the good stuff and you get even more reasons to smile! <3

s - song last sang: In Saturday in a train I was humming 2016 turtle movie soundtrack :’D

t - time you woke up: 12:00 (middle day)

u - underwear color: Panties with light brown + orange with black leopard spots :DD (and pink tanktop)

v - vacation destination: No vacation since I’m on vacation all the time (the luxury of jobless people’s life :D) but I really wish to be able to go to Scotland or London this year!

w - worst habit(s): Comparing my arts and skills to others more skilled persons skills but I always remind myself I will become great artist too some day.

x - x-rays you’ve had: Few x-rays about my feet before and after little toes surgery and one x-ray about my teeth (dentist found one extra tooth inside of my palate many years ago).

y - your favorite food: Don’t have any actually but I really love Thai food in my favorite restaurant, Tamarin <3

z - zodiac sign: Virgo with ASC Cancer and MC Aquarius.

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