#and needed to ‘hold someone/be held’

[chloverly]

my joker era is hooking up w one of my closest, longest friends bc i’m bored ig

#i like… kinda feel bad? but he made the move on me #he asked me to come over bc he was feeling rlly emotional about a breakup #and needed to ‘hold someone/be held’ #so i did bc im feeling chaotic #and things started out pretty platonic but later on he started definitely making moves on me #not that im mad about it! i was having a good time and encouraging it #but he told me he may not have the best judgement rn so i’m unsure if it was just an emotional reaction or if he’s attracted to me #like the kind of friendship we’ve had for like 3 years now i dont think he would do that completely on a whim #i’m just worried i kinda took advatange of his emotional state and should have stopped him even tho we were asking each other #if we were okay w it the entire time #idk i know he going thru it rn too still so i don’t wanna make him answer to me on top of it #so i’m going on the assumption that it was just an emotional reaction thing which i’m kinda okay w bc i’m also touch starved and he’s kinda #the only person i would wanna do that kinda thing with #he’s also autistic and it’s been convos w him that helped me realize i’m neurodivergent #so if it’s anything else i can also trust him to like… tell me about it #shut up chloe

[poorly-drawn-mdzs]

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#poorly drawn mdzs #mdzs #wei wuxian #lan wangji #wen ning #Wen Ning voice: “A cuck *hold*?” (tearing up) Yes.....yes I think I'd like that.“ #(Seriously...That boy is in need of so many hugs. Being held by chains isn't enough. He needs kind arms.) #Drunkji 2.0 has arrived. And his first move is pout about WN being in the vicinity until he leaves. #I do not think we give enough credit to the fact that if LWJ was not in the picture (or had different chemistry with WWX) #Wen Ning would be the Holder Of Most Relationship Potential #Though I supposed even in the TV drama there wasn't any hard defined romance but wangxian was still strong and tangible #The mutual obsession is too strong for any third party to have a chance. #LWJ is only actively jealous when uninhibited (drunk). Sober he would not stop wwx dating someone else (wwx would never) #he would hate it but hate himself even more for feeling as he does. #wwx does not strike me as the type to get jealous (to a significant enough extent (JYL is the exception not the norm). #LWJ would fake date someone to 'make wwx jealous' and wwx would just go 'oh neat :) anyways.' (he is never allowed things for himself).

[ladyofthelake]

Who wants fresh Diamond of the Day pain? So I'm editing a little video of merthur and I noticed that after Merlin showed Arthur his magic with the dragon he made and Arthur looked like he wanted to get away from him, Merlin reaches out for Arthur to touch him again (and then Arthur pushes him away) Like its over a decade later I never noticed that Merlin tries to reach for him again, reassure him and I am honestly and totally and utterly broken by this :)

#merthur #merlin #WHAT THE FUCK H e was trying to touch Arthur but was oushed away twice #then arthur is the one to say hold me please at the end #SOMEONE FUCKING SEDATE ME I AM SO UNWELL #*SETS SELF ON FIRE* #also if you knew this already pls put in the tags any other moments like this I might have missed #I need diamond of the day from every possible angle #like when I realised that Arthur held merlins hand the entire time he said everything I know now

[jimmyspades]

#that's so crazy someone filmed this video of me and my husband having this private moment that's wild.. #oh to be his red haired girl. gd #james spader #alan shore #boston legal #* #favorite #I love these so much partly bc I've come around on lorraine and partly bc they are not even dating here lollll he is just. Like That #inimitable romantic gentleman. gentle hands his fingers softly drumming against her wrist his breath on her cheek #he's so happy to hold and be held. to guide and protect and be stable and needed #he couldn't even speak to her at the start couldn't control himself at all and now this! #a contrast from the first holiday party in blegal when he's such a petulant pain in the ass. still sexy ofc. just incessantly lecherous #he's mellowed a bit just a tiny bit. matured just a shiver. he's found a place to belong and be himself #a lot of stress and pressure is coming to a head he's got a lot of serious things on his plate. but he can handle them all #umm where was I even going with this. my sweet gorgeous man. touching his chest and lips and the back of his pretty neck while dancing #i love u allie bear

[critical-emery]

laying awake thinking about the lyric "hold me like water / or Christ, hold me like a knife" and thinking about it like it doesn't matter if you need me to live but can't keep our or if you want me for a purpose but don't need me, just hold me i beg of you

#this probably isn't coherent. but i can't get the sentiment out of my head #i saw someone say holding water is difficult and knives are held at a distance #and the idea of the narrator not caring how it happens just longing to be held tears me apart #a need so great intention pales before it #hozier you genius #hozier #unreal unearth #who we are

[annamaryllis]

I would like to know exactly how luke asking annabeth to run away with him went down.

#annabeth🥺 #it's sad to think about how it'll be so much harder for annabeth to unpack and heal from that relationship bc he's dead #it's hard enough to come to terms with someone you love/held in high esteem hurting you so deeply #but she's also grieving him too so it's even harder to hold him accountable to herself and recognizing the good and the bad #she may struggle to not romanticize the memory of him #sorting through what about their relationship was pure and genuine and what was fueled by other stuff #both of their trauma really played into it in some of the worst ways... #but to even recognize how her trauma played into it she'd have to identify what her trauma even is and how it's affected her life #it's really complex and difficult work #and bc he's gone she'll never get to question him on stuff like what he was thinking at certain points and why #so certain things will never get the best closure #ugh it's all so fucked up #MAYBE SOMETHING WE COULD HAVE EXPLORED IN HOO RICHARD???? BUT NO #and it would have been perfect too bc she'd also be dealing with issues caused by both of her parents triggered by the MoA quest #like her mother's conditional love #and trauma from her mortal family #and her fear of spiders relates to both of these things bc it's a phobia that's passed down from her mom's actions #so she's being punished for something she's not responsible for and also being burdened with a quest simply for being her mother's daughter #and it also represents her mortal family's neglect bc they ignored her needs and all that... #AND THEN the only person she's received actually pure and good unconditional love from was snatched from her for 6 months #and the MoA quest could have been a way to confront some of these fears and wounds...so she's a little stronger by tartarus which #should bring out the best in her and the worst in percy #and then he can work through some stuff too down there #HoO could have been a journey for them where they're undone and then healed #bc at the end of everything they have the medicine to literally everything which is real love (which they have for each other intensely) #the rant I could go on about this...I have so many thoughts about what HoO should have been. maybe one day #annabeth chase #luke castellan #✏️

[heartbreakfeelsogood]

having physical touch as a preferred love language is so embarrassing because i feel annoying every time i even go near the people i love and so basically i need a hug. at all times

#op #when fall out boy said baby please i just need someone to hold me i felt that #idk it sounds silly i have a partner my friends don’t mind hugging me blah blah but i just feel so anxious about being annoying all the tim #i need to be held for like three hours i think

[daz4i]

talents include making a room warm just by being in it. and heating up water with my hands. i'm like if a girl was a stove or perhaps a space heater

#can't get over it. that i held a glass of water in my hands awhile. and they became so warm they were super unpleasant to drink #not boiling but like. warm like shower water. yknow? #i need someone with permanent cold hands to hold them for me :( #also i just realized 2 tags back i referred to water as them which i think. isn't correct in english. oops

[ptrckjcne]

his expression after the phonecall where he got to hear danny–

#someone hold my heart this is not okay #he knows terrorists have had their guns pointed at danny (and grace) #you can fucking hear his whole world shatter with worry and guilt #he simply cannot lose danny or grace he just can't #he's found his ride or die in danny #the one he can always turn to #he's found the love of his life #they were literally bantering about poker and sandwiches earlier that day #and now danny's held at gunpoint with grace? #this man needs a hug (from danny) #steve mcgarrett #h50 #h50 7x08

[kinglypup]

i have felt so weird and touchstarved for like a week 😔 but fwb is coming over on friday to hang out and cuddle !!!!

#im thrilled i dont even care that we're not doing anything i just need to hold/be held ! i need to Touch Someone #i need it so bad 😭😭😭😭 #mine

[babygirlsteddie]

thinking about steve and eddie having really fucking kinky sex but then eddie taking such good care of steve afterwards and steve is overwhelmed because he's not used to being taken care of and he's crying but insisting that he's fine and he doesn't know why he's crying or how to stop it and eddie just holds him so gently and tells steve that he's got him

#he tells steve that he's not leaving him alone #because steve always ended up alone after sex #girls had to leave so that they could get home before their parents realized they're missing #or he had to sneak out their windows instead of falling asleep next to them because they were afraid of her dad or mom catching them #and all he really wanted was to be held #to hold someone after sex #but he didn't really get that until eddie #and steve didn't have to tell eddie what he needed #eddie KNEW #he saw it in steve the first time they had sex #the way steve was hesitant to let go #for it all to end #because ending meant leaving and steve wanted eddie by his side the entire night #or his entire life #so eddie stayed #eddie wipes steve's tears away and he curled around him #and steve knew that this is what love felt like #oops ok i went on a little tangent #steddie #steve harrington #eddie munson #stranger things

[lonelymoongirl]

,,,,,

#was thinking about it earlier #another reason i want to be his petwifegirlfriend #is that i could be covered in bruises and cuts that he gives me!!! 🫠 #and since i would only be his and be with hi #m i wouldnt have to go to work and be like oh ummm i have a blackeye bc i like when my bf hits & marks me hihihi #like sure i can do it myself but then it's like wow i have to interaxt with ppl who just think i need #to go to the mental hospital 🙄 #and like i 'have to' (not really but like bc of my brain) at home until it gets less visible #but if i belonged to him i wouldnt have yo care about stuff like that #yeah... so i have a bruise on my wrist (??) and i was like ughhhh it looks like someone's held me so hard it bruised 🫠 #wish my arms always looked like that bc he was constantly holding and squeezing me 😞

[nade2308]

I can see our dreams

Inside of a child

Long after ours fade away

- "I Love You Will Still Sound the Same" by Oh Honey

Part 1 || Part 2 || Part 3 || Part 4 || Part 5 || Part 6 || bonus gif

@thethistlegirl @malewifebillcage

#pete 'maverick' mitchell #tom 'iceman' kazansky #top gun #top gun maverick #my gifs #top gun gifs #my edit #tom cruise #val kilmer #part 4 #more ugly sobbing #the way him wipe his tears away #it wounds me #oh mav #someone hold him please #he needs to be held and protected

[my-name-is-daniel-yes]

i hate decorations on staircase railings, i hate decorations on staircase railings, i ha

#WHY do you feel the need to cover something meant to be held #the minor inconvenience of having to stop walking so that your hand can skip over the decoration to hold railing is annoying #sorry. my school put balloons all over the railings and only left like small gaps in between so i got annoyed while i was using the stairs #but still #WHY would you #if someone needed to catch the railing because they're falling how are they supposed to grab on when there are balloons on there #WHY #i cannot walk on stairs without holding support. i get off-balance easily and its an irrational fear thing

[daenysx]

at this point i wanna be a baby

#literally i just wanna be held and kissed until i fall asleep without worrying of time #i've got three midterms next week and tons of uni work so that means i need someone to hold me as i cry #daenysdreams

[emzalot]

I need a hug that turns into holding that turns into a nap

#i’m touch starved and i’m craving intimacy #with something(someone) other than my teddy bear #spent this morning crying in prayer when I realized this #got some emotional needs that I don’t know how to meet on my own #my love language is physical touch #and I’m always around people who don’t really do physical touch #i just want to be held #I just want someone to hold me and let my bury into them #and just let me stay there for a long while #I feel pretty pathetic about all this tbh #but this is where I’m at