#and like we're a distance away but its drivable my mom just doesn't like to drive me

[here-to-cause-suffering]

Trying to sleep but my thoughts are too loud

(vent in tags)

#todays been fine for the most part #but there was one conversation i had today that kinda hurt #it was about birthday gifts cause mine— and a friends— are really soon #and like we're a distance away but its drivable my mom just doesn't like to drive me #so they wanted to mail it but i said that was really expensive and that i should just come pick it up some day #especially since i already have hers and i really want to see my friends !! #and like they get to hang out all the time without me #like a lot #and theres like a lot more to that and i understand completely it just kinda. sucks #and when I mentioned going in person another friend (who also has a gift for me) was just like #lets be honest dude when are we going to see you? it might just be easier to send you your gift then wait months on end. #<- their actual response to me suggesting that #me and the other birthday person proceeded to figure out i could go this weekend like literally immediately after that message #but it still hurt #because like :/ you don't even try to invite me #so like of course you're never gonna see me #idk its stupid #vent #vent post #sorry for venting #ill probably never bring this up to them either #but i needed it off my chest #no hate to them it just hurt idk why