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#and it’s exactly one year since [redacted] tore my heart to shreds and i went to be with them bc ‘he’s having a hard time’
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#i am feeling so sad and undesirable and unloved and i just hate it here
#i had to go to my uncles birthday dinner tonight and i am just always so fucking out of place with my family
#and it’s exactly one year since [redacted] tore my heart to shreds and i went to be with them bc ‘he’s having a hard time’
#like hey I’m having a hard time too but I’m here to support him can he at least not say two slurs in a row while sitting next to me?
#and ugh. it’s just been a fucking YEAR.
#a year since I thought someone actually wanted me.
#and it’s not fucking pretty but I’m so sad and feel so unwanted and unloved and just undesirable
#it’s stupid and pathetic and if you’re reading these please don’t judge me but
#I’m almost thinking like god how could anyone want me?
#I’m always the last choice I’m always the one who gets left behind I’m always the one fighting to continue on
#and nobody ever wants me
#it fucking hurts
#it makes me feel like nobody sees me
#i want nothing more than to be held and loved and never have to doubt that
#and yet here I am feeling like it’ll never happen
#like nobody will ever be willing to sit with me through the not so pretty parts of who I am in order to celebrate the ones that are
#when will someone finally see me for all that i am and still love me and want me
#i just have so much love to give
#and i need so much in return
#i’m talking
#broken petals
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